She knows that it will never be Mu Beicheng who does these things for herself now... it won't be him anymore...
"I have been vomiting too much recently, do you want to go to the hospital?" Mo Xiaona asked as she patted her on the back.
"... Okay." She couldn't be willful anymore. As Mu Xin said, the child in her stomach...maybe it is the last blood of Mu Beicheng...
Mo Xiaona sighed, "Then go to breakfast first, I have already done it. Your mother-in-law just called again and is asking about your situation."
Mo Xiaoguo can only nod her head over and over again, "You tell her, I'm fine..."
The entire Mu family is now shrouded in clouds. Both the old lady and Yu Lan had just been discharged from the hospital for a few days.
After breakfast, Mo Xiaona accompanied Mo Xiaoguo to the hospital. Yu Lan called and heard that she was going to the hospital, so she had to follow along. Along the way, everyone was heavy-minded and no one spoke. Mo Xiaoguo just lowered his head and took the phone to constantly refresh various post bars and web pages.
She didn't give up.
She posted missing persons notices on various networks. There are many kind-hearted people, and there are many news to give her back, but...
After hopes again and again, disappointments followed again and again.
Go to the hospital and do a series of examinations. When the examination was finished and when the results were waiting, Mo Xiaoguo couldn't bear it anymore, so she sat in a daze with her mobile phone in the VIP lounge.
Mo Xiaona ran up and down to get her results.
The doctor who examined her was familiar to Yu Lan, and the two chatted a lot outside. Talking about it, Yu Lan started sobbing, and Mo Xiaoguo could guess that most of it was inseparable from Mu Beicheng without having to listen. The eyes are red uncontrollably.
"You're the one who posted the missing person notice on the Internet?" She was in a daze, and a pregnant woman approached her next to her.
"Yes, I am. Do you have any information about my husband?" Mo Xiaoguo immediately cheered up.
"No, don't get excited. I just show your concern." The other party's answer made her shiny little face fade quickly, and she squeezed the phone tightly. The other person looked at her sympathetically, "It's a pity that I have seen you on the Internet before. The child has been more than 3 months, right?"
"Yes..." she replied softly.
Other people who had listened to the conversation between the two of them also came over. Mo Xiaoguo's post was quite popular on the Internet. At this moment, when I saw a living person, a group of women gathered together and talked about it naturally.
"To be honest, if the person is really still there, I would have received a letter by now."
"Don't say that. Maybe people are just unconscious."
"What a bad situation..."
"However, I don’t think it’s no way to keep going like this. Everyone is a woman. Although my words are not good, I really advise you. You are beautiful while you are still young, and you really want to be different in the future. It’s easy to marry. This child... If you don’t want to stay, don’t keep it. Woman, if you have a child, you will get half the price if you marry in the future...
"What you said is really reasonable. As a woman, it's okay to be selfish and think for yourself. This person is gone, you can't stay so empty for a lifetime..."
Mo Xiaoguo squeezed the phone, almost pinching his fingertips into the flesh. She wanted to refute loudly, telling them that Mu Beicheng was okay, he didn't leave... He must still be somewhere in the corner. but…
Her chest was so tight that she suffocated her, and she couldn't even find the strength to speak.
"What are you talking nonsense?!" Suddenly, a sharp shout came. Yu Lan stood there carrying her bag and glared at the group of women, her eyes as if she wanted to swallow them all alive.
"You are still not humans. My son is still alive and dead, so you are persuading my daughter-in-law to take away the child?! What is your heart, and why are you so cruel?!" Yu Lan cried as she said.
The women were frightened and were silent for a moment. For a while, I don’t know who rashly said: "Mother-in-law is like this, she only thinks about her family's blood. Look at it, look back, when this child is born, if you want to marry someone else, you have to break your relationship with the child. This child will never belong to you in the future..."
"I want you women with long tongues to be babbling here!" When Yu Lan heard that she was about to hurt her grandson, she didn't jump up and scold them.
Here, Mo Xiaoguo, who had never made a sound, stood up swayingly while leaning on the chair. After a long while, she only said calmly and slowly: "...I will not remarry."
Everyone looked at her.
Her little face was filled with tenacity and decisiveness, which made people unable to help but look down, like the tragic and vigorous before the setting sun sinks. She repeated it gently, "Never!"
Looking at the crumbling body, Yu Lan's eyes were moist. If it is said that during this period of time, she has been living in the haze and pain of losing her son every day, then at this moment, she indeed feels a little more comforting in her heart because of Mo Xiaoguo's words.
The reason why she was so excited just heard what those women said was because she was truly afraid that Mo Xiaoguo would do that. Every woman stands in her own position, so there is nothing wrong with it. If she was her own daughter, she would also persuade her.
After all, she has to live her life.
but…
That was the only bloodline in her family's North City. If this child does not stay, Beicheng's blood will be cut off in this way.
The results of the inspection are fairly optimistic. This child is much stronger than the last one. No matter how low the mother's mood is, it does not affect the child's development. However, her body is still very weak, after all, she still needs to continue taking progesterone and replenishing drugs to stabilize her fetus.
In the car back, Mo Xiaona was sitting in the passenger seat, with Yu Lan and Mo Xiaoguo in the back seat. Mo Xiaoguo kept looking out of the window, but she also felt her mother-in-law's desire to speak again.
Taking a deep breath, she turned her face faintly and looked at Yu Lan, "Mom, just tell me if you have anything, it's okay."
Yu Lan sighed heavily and licked her lips, "Today... those women's words, mom wants to know what you think."
Mo Xiaoguo smiled slightly, her eyes full of desolation, "Don't worry, I don't care at all, and I will not listen to them."
Mo Xiaona turned her face to look at them, not sure what they were talking about.
Listening to her saying this, Yu Lan breathed a sigh of relief. Weeping and nodded, "Yes, this is the only bloodline of Mu Beicheng, it can't be taken away... Mom is afraid you have such thoughts..."
"It won't be the last bloodline." Tears also appeared in Mo Xiaoguo's eyes. "In the future... when Mu Beicheng returns, I will have to give him another child... With two children, they won't be alone..."
With these words, she no longer knew whether she was comforting herself or comforting her mother-in-law.
She has always refused to believe the fact that Mu Beicheng is gone, and has always felt that he might still be alive in a corner. But... If he was really alive, he would have come back long ago, wouldn't he
Day by day, hope will be wiped out every day...
Yu Lan suddenly reached out and held her hand, holding it so tightly and hard.
"Xiaoguo, it was my mother who was sorry for you before, so that you two were separated for so long... The last time you were pregnant with another child, I told you those things... I am sorry for you..." Yu Lan burst into tears.
At this moment, thinking of the past, I feel more guilty. In this case, if it wasn't Mo Xiaoguo, but Lu Ying, what would she do? Any woman will probably choose to protect herself the first time, instinctively looking for the best way out for herself.
But she...
This woman who used to be mostly disapproved in the family, but stupidly persisted for that love, for the man whose life or death was uncertain...
"Mom, the previous things are over, don't mention it anymore." Mo Xiaoguo buckled Yu Lan's hand back, "I know you are worried about your child, even if it is for Mu Beicheng, I will hold him strong. She was born. And..."
"No matter what Mu Beicheng is like, I am the Mu family's daughter-in-law... In this life, I will never change again!"
Mo Xiaoguo resolutely made a promise to completely block his retreat. All kinds of complex emotions surged in Yu Lan's heart. Excitement, touch, and guilt came along.
Mo Xiaona, who was sitting in front of her, also had various tastes in her heart. She was moved by Mo Xiaoguo's persistence and stupidity, but if Mu Beicheng really didn't come back, would she have to keep it for a lifetime? Just let loneliness, loneliness and pain suffer
She can't bear it!
Time, another half month passed.
For a child who is nearly four months old, Mo Xiaoguo's lower abdomen is already obvious. When she went to the hospital for check-ups, Mo Xiaona was always with her. Looking at the pregnant women accompanied by her husband, she always shed tears when she watched.
Mo Xiaona was aside, unable to say a word of comfort. In this case, all comfort is pale.
Posts on the Internet are getting more and more popular, but gradually, everyone no longer cares whether the missing person has been found. Most of their messages say that the dead are dead and the living are strong.
Yes…
Everyone agrees that that person will never come back...
Someone gradually began to pay attention to the lives of her and her children who were left behind. The voice of persuading her to remove the child was getting louder and louder, until afterwards she directly blocked the Internet and never touched the post again.
The child has already begun to move in his stomach.
In the middle of the night, lying in bed, she woke up all of a sudden when she felt the child's movement for the first time. Calling Mu Beicheng's name uncontrollably, time and time again...
She looked mad, barefoot, looking for Mu Beicheng all over the room.
Mo Xiaona was frightened by her, hugging her and crying.
"Mo Xiaoguo, Mu Beicheng can't come back! Did you hear that Mu Beicheng can't come back!" Mo Xiaona yelled, trying to bring her sanity back. Instead of keeping her stuck in her own fantasy, let her accept this reality and try to cheer her up.
"No! No! The child will move, Mu Beicheng will come back!" She cried, her voice was unbearable. Up to this moment, she still remembered Mu Beicheng's excited and excited expression when the last child moved.
At that time, he was like a child.
His voice and smile appeared so vividly in her mind, how could she believe that Mu Beicheng had just left
"Fruit, be good, cheer up, sister please..." Mo Xiaona was so scared in her heart that she could only hug her tightly. Now she is like this, if the child can't keep it, she really can't imagine whether she still has the courage to live.
Yes. She can't bear it anymore, even a little blow...
"Sister... I miss him, I really want to miss him..." Mo Xiaoguo was crying on Mo Xiaona's shoulder like a child.
"Why doesn't he want me and children? Why doesn't he come back? Does he really miss me and children at all?" She choked and asked over and over again.