Jing Yixuan was panting heavily, his expression became more and more trance, and his willpower became weaker and weaker...
He was really afraid that he would not be able to hold it, so he wanted the white powder, but he had to survive.
He can no longer be controlled by this damn thing! !
Outside the door, Xiaonan's anxious shout came.
"Jing Yixuan..."
"You open the door..."
"Let me go in and see you, okay?"
"Jing Yixuan..."
"..."
Xiaonan's gentle voice poured into Jing Yixuan's heart like a trickle.
As if itching into him, he poured a refreshing and comfortable spring water...
He sat on the sofa and took a quick breath, and said with a hoarse voice, "You let her go back."
His hand rested weakly on his leg...
Between the fingers, there is blood, and it keeps pouring out, drop by drop...
The bright red blood dripped on the white carpet, which was terrifying.
"Sir, bandage the wound first."
Chen Ma suggested.
Jing Yixuan refused.
Let this dirty blood flow down!
It’s okay if it hurts, maybe he can wake up a bit!
Jing Yixuan closed his eyes, leaned his head on the back of the sofa with a loss of consciousness, letting big beads of sweat flow down from his forehead...
Xiaonan's delicate face was full of scattered thoughts.
Sometimes gentle...
Sometimes anxious...
Sometimes sullen...
Sometimes stubborn...
Then all the emotional changes are only for him...
The heartstrings are pulled so hard...
Breathing is rapid and slow.
Short and short, as if suffocating at any time!
The door rang gently.
Xiaonan eagerly greeted him, "Mother Chen!! Let me go in and see him..."
She pushed the door and wanted to go in, but was stopped by Chen's mother, "Miss, don't do this, Mr. is in a bad mood now, and he doesn't want to see anyone."
"Okay! I don't want to see, then I won't go in! But, Madam Chen, tell me what happened to him?"
Xiaonan's worries are written in the bottom of her eyes.
Chen's eyes flickered, "Actually, Mr. has nothing to do."
"It's okay?"
Xiaonan naturally didn't believe it, "If it's okay, how could he fall? I saw his face was pale and his head was sweaty. Did he have some disease? Chen Ma, he didn't let you tell me, right? It must be. What kind of sickness did I have, for fear that I would be worried, and dare not tell me, right?"
Xiaonan can only guess by herself.
"Really not, miss, don't guess! Mr.'s health is very good, come! Let's go down for dinner first, Mr. will come out after taking a shower."
Mother Chen coaxed Xiaonan downstairs.
Xiaonan refused, she always felt that Jing Yixuan was hiding something from herself.
Must be sick!
She was anxious to go in and see him, but suddenly the bedroom door was opened, and Jing Yixuan's tall figure walked out of it.
"Enough trouble?"
The cold sound, like an ice cellar, does not have a half-minute temperature.
Xiaonan raised her eyes to look at him, "Are you okay?"
She looked at him up and down, and finally her eyes fell on Jing Yixuan's bloody fingers. She panicked and grabbed his hand, "Hurry up and take some medicine! "
Jing Yixuan shook off her hand indifferently, ignored her concerns, and walked downstairs.
Chen's mother hurriedly followed.
Xiaonan calmed down for half a second, and then followed him downstairs.
When he saw him, he picked up the dishes on the table and threw them into the trash can together with the plates.
No mercy, no warmth!
Yangyang just watched blankly.
"What are you doing?"
Xiaonan finally couldn't help it, and rushed up to hold him, her eyes flushed a little.
"go back."
Jing Yixuan spit out two words coldly.
The cold gaze, like a thorn, shot at Xiaonan, "Don't come here again! Take him along."
He means, Yang Yang! !
Xiaonan took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart, raised her head, and confronted his cold eyes, "Jing Yixuan, do you know what you are doing?"
"roll!!"
Jing Yixuan's response to her was just one word.
After speaking, he turned around and went straight upstairs.
Xiaonan dropped her hands on her shoulders, tampering with her unconsciously.
Looking up, looking at his back step by step, Xiaonan couldn't help but yelled, "Jing Yixuan, I'm getting married!!"
Sure enough, the figure in front was half stiff.
He stopped, stood there, did not move.
Xiaonan’s eyes were reddening, “This meal is Yang Yang asking me on the phone. He said that he would let me eat a warm meal with his father... Maybe you don’t care about your child’s feelings, but Yang Yang loves it very much. Love his father, at least this meal... He has been looking forward to it for a long time..."
However, he, all of them, was thrown into the trash can! !
Jing Yixuan's big hands dropped on his shoulders, tampering with them unconsciously.
"Did you finish?"
His cold voice came through the air again.
The temperature made Xiaonan a little suffocated.
She didn't speak.
Jing Yixuan copied one hand into the pocket of his trousers and went upstairs without turning his head.
Xiaonan and Yangyang were left standing there, staring at his lonely back, startled...
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After coming out of Jing Yixuan's house, Xiaonan and Yangyang's emotions could not be concealed and a little lost.
In the end, the two of them simply solved the dinner problem in KFC.
"Xiaonan, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you over..."
Yang Yang took the lead in apologizing.
Xiaonan touched his little head and smiled, "Very disappointed, isn't it?"
"Nor."
Xiao Yangyang shook his head, took a bite of the hamburger in his hand, and raised his head, "Xiao Nan, you said my dad, what happened to him?"
Xiaonan shook her head without a clue.
She inhaled the cold drink in front of her body and sighed with emotion, "I don't know what he is thinking... Is he really sick?"
"He is sick, so he doesn't want you and Yangyang? He is afraid that we are worried?" Xiao Yangyang said this, and suddenly became anxious, holding Xiaonan's hand, "Xiaonan, will my dad? What kind of terminal illness? He didn't want to make us sad, so he drove us away?"
When Xiaonan heard her son say this, her face turned pale unconsciously.
"Baby, don't think about it, your dad is a doctor, even if he is really sick, he will let himself be fine."
Naturally, Xiaonan was only to appease and appease her son.
She knew better than anyone in her heart that even a doctor would not be able to cure all diseases, if he was really sick...
Xiaonan felt a little panicked when she thought about it.
"Let me ask you Uncle Yun."
Xiaonan said, she must call Yun Feng.
But after thinking about it, Mother Chen didn't want her, and Yun Feng and Jing Yixuan had always had a nostril. If he told him not to say something, naturally he wanted to get out of him, obviously it was impossible. .
Therefore, Xiaonan couldn't wait to call Yew on the phone.
"Yew, Sister Xiaonan asks you something, you have to tell the truth with your sister, okay?"
Xiaonan's tone was a bit solemn on the phone.
Yew naturally did not dare to neglect, and nodded again and again, "Sister Xiaonan, just ask, I want to know, and tell you everything truthfully."
"Thank you."
Xiaonan first thanked him, and finally said, "Do you know what happened to Yi Xuan's body?"
"What do you mean?"
Yew could not understand, "Doctor Jing is sick? Is it serious?"
"So you don't know..."
Xiaonan murmured and then said, "Yew, can you help me ask Yunfeng? I think Yunfeng must be clear. I am especially worried about his body now, and I always feel that something has happened to his body."
"Okay! Sister Xiaonan, wait, I will help you to probe his mouth first, but if he doesn't say anything, I'm not sure."
Yew responded with one bite, hung up the phone, and went to help Xiaonan go to Yunfeng.
Xiaonan waited anxiously here.
Soon, the phone thought again, and it was Yew who called.
"How is it?" Xiaonan was very anxious.
"Yun Feng said that Dr. Jing is in good health and there is no problem at all!"
No way
Xiaonan tightened her eyebrows.
"Yun Feng said that his company only organized a full physical examination a month ago, and that Dr. Jing's body did not have any abnormalities!"
Seeing Xiaonan's silence, Yew said again, "Sister Xiaonan, wouldn't Yunfeng fool me?"
Xiaonan smiled, "Don't worry, if he can tell you, he must be telling you the truth. He may fool me, but he will definitely not fool you!"
Xiaonan recognized this and asked Yew to explore his voice.
"Okay..." Xiaonan breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "I don't want any results, as long as he is fine."
In that way, she can enter her marriage with peace of mind...
But, if it's not sick, what happened to him? !
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Jing Yixuan's room was messy and messy.
Chen Ma was bothering to tidy up for him.
And he, sitting on the sofa, hiding in the blue moonlight, constantly rubbing the cigarette in his hand...
At this time, he especially wanted to smoke.
When he was addicted and not satisfied, he was very addicted to cigarettes. He always wanted to suppress the uncomfortable drug addiction through the addiction. Therefore, he has been addicted to cigarettes for so many years.
But, on that day, he personally agreed to Xiaonan not to smoke anymore, so even if he feels uncomfortable, he still has to suppress...
If he can't bear even this bit of pain, how can he be considered a man? !
"Sir, I really don't understand..."
Madam Chen cleaned up the room for him, and sighed, "Since you like Miss Yin, why don't you tie her by her side while she is still not married?"
Jing Yixuan laughed at himself, "Do you think I am like this, can you tie her around?"
The pupil tightened, his eyes were deep and obscure, "Which woman will have a good time following an addict? Which son is proud of having an addict father?"
He seemed to speak casually, but anyone who heard it could hear the unconcealed loneliness in his tone.
Madam Chen was distressed and tightened, "Sir, don't feel so sorry for yourself, this poison is not something you want to inhale! What's more, you are already doing everything you can to quit!"
Chen's mother was heartbroken to think about this.
If there is such a vicious mother in this world, she really didn't want to believe it if she didn't see it with her own eyes.
But although the husband has resentment and hatred towards his mother in his heart, no amount of resentment can resist that love...
Worried that Wen Chunru would blame himself for this mistake, as a dutiful son, he has been concealing his drug addiction.
"Quiet?"
A simple word, but to do it, it is easier said than done! !
It has been four years, and it has been four years since he wanted to quit this drug addiction! !
Isn't it time to cut my palm with a knife, use bloodletting to get my own sobriety, and replace the drug addiction with pain, so that I don't want to smoke as soon as I lose control...
And he, also in this drug addiction, was tortured for four years! !