These are all photos of himself and Yang Yang in France in the past four years...
In every photo, the smile is especially bright.
Holding Yangyang’s hand, she walked all over the streets of France...
Among them, many photos made Xiaonan tears that he couldn't hold back.
In the photo, at the front is Jing Yixuan's cold and handsome face. Xu's expression is obviously unnatural because of the photo.
And behind him, there is a long and winding river, the river is very lively...
Large and small boats pass by, and the boats show every brilliant smiling face of tourists.
And Xiaonan, in the background river behind him, found herself and Yangyang...
The expressions of their mother and son could be seen so clearly under the capture of the SLR camera! !
And she has never met this man in France! !
and so…
In the past four years, have he and Yang Yang been living in his world at all? !
Because, in spring, summer, autumn and winter, there are photos of the three of them in the photos of each season...
It’s just that it’s not in the same scene, in the same place, or in the same space...
It's just that she and Yangyang don't know it! !
Looking at the photos of the entire folder, Xiaonan was completely confused.
My heart is full of touch...
But more, suspicious, puzzled!
The existence of these photos can fully show that this man still has a heart for himself.
Yes it is!
Even without these photos, Xiaonan can still clearly feel his thoughts about himself...
In his heart, she still has her!
Moreover, she firmly believes that her heart is not weaker than her feelings for him!
but…
Why is he never willing to give her any promise for the future
Even if it was a divorce, I never said that I wanted to be with her, and there was even no expression of love!
And the intimacy between them...
It seems to be maintained purely by... sex/love! !
But, none of this has anything to do with pure love, and it has nothing to do with the future...
What happened to him
Xiaonan suddenly became uncertain.
It wasn't until she heard the sound of the bathroom glass door being pushed open that Xiaonan hurriedly closed the file on Disk F and pretended to draw a picture.
Jing Yixuan didn't say much. He lifted the quilt and unceremoniously got into Xiaonan's side. He half-sitting, his big hands clinging to Xiaonan's waist like a habit, his eyes fell on the computer screen On, "How are you doing?"
"It won't be done for a while."
Xiaonan was a little guilty.
Jing Yixuan raised his eyes and glanced at the quartz clock on the wall, "I'll give you another hour. You must sleep before the early hours of the morning."
His strong attitude cannot be refuted by Xiaonan.
Xiaonan nodded and agreed.
In the next hour, Jing Yixuan not only did not trouble her, he even put forward various opinions on the first draft of her design from the perspective of the customer very professionally, and gave Xiaonan a lot of design ideas as a peer. Views.
His attitude is very focused and serious.
Finally, with the concerted efforts of the two people, the first draft came to a perfect conclusion.
Exactly, an hour!
"Great… "
Xiaonan stretched her muscles and bones, and was really tired.
"Thank you."
She thanked Jing Yi Xuan.
"Go, wash your face, go to bed!"
Jing Yixuan patted her cocked/buttock, and signaled her to hurry to sleep.
"okay!"
Xiaonan got out of the quilt and went into the wash room.
…………………
Xiaonan was lying on the bed, next to him was the man she had thought about day and night.
It feels...
Curious!
It seems that the dreams from the past have been shining into reality, so fascinating and unbelievable.
His warm palm subconsciously rested on Xiaonan's slender waist.
Sleeping sideways, thick black eyelashes hang down to form a shallow shadow, the nose tip is like an artificial sculpture, and the cool and thin lips reveal a charming sex/feel...
This kind of him made Xiaonan look a little stunned.
Xiaonan was really worried that such a beautiful dream would disappear in the blink of an eye.
She also followed him, lying on her side facing him.
Bend his small arm, pillowed it under his head, blinking his eyes and looking at him on the opposite side, for a moment.
"Yi Xuan..."
She suddenly called him.
"Ok… "
Jing Yixuan groaned.
After a while, he quietly opened his sleepy eyes.
It can be seen that he seems really sleepy.
But when Xiaonan called him, he still worked hard, opened his eyes for the first time and asked her.
"what's happenin?"
The corners of Xiaonan’s lips filled with a small smile, her eyes blinked, and a faint wavy line swept across her eyes, and she could hear her asking him in a very soft voice, "I never thought about telling me forever. Do you just live like this?"
This…
There seems to be a kind of forced marriage rhythm!
Although, Xiaonan knew something was out of place, and it seemed that she was not so kind!
Well, after all, they just got divorced.
A stunned expression flashed through to Jing Yixuan's deep eyes.
The big hand that hugged Xiaonan's waist became tighter and tighter.
long time…
When Xiaonan thought he would not answer again, she heard him reply in a low voice, "I have been working hard..."
Then, with a little effort, Xiaonan's whole body was tightly embraced into his chest.
His chin touched Xiaonan's head lightly, and the shallow scum scratched Xiaonan's scalp, itchy and numb, but inexplicably possessed a magical power that taught her peace of mind.
Just like what he just said.
Although Xiaonan couldn't understand it, it was inexplicable and made her feel at ease.
Being rubbed by his scum, Xiaonan couldn't help laughing.
The little hand pressed his chin in protest, raised his head, blinking puzzled eyes, and looked at him.
"Have you been hiding something from me?"
"Ok."
Jing Yixuan nodded and answered truthfully.
Grab her little hand and continue rubbing against the roots of her hair.
His too frank attitude made Xiaonan feel a little speechless for a while.
She narrowed her mouth, "Doctor Jing, are you too honest?"
"I don't want to lie to you..."
Jing Yixuan grabbed Xiaonan's little hand and gnawed between his lips in a petting manner.
Xiaonan's heartstrings trembled.
It feels like it’s been back many years ago...
"But I have a lot of questions I want to ask you."
Xiaonan moved Fuzi slightly.
Jing Yixuan frowned slightly, "I can answer as much as possible, but I can't answer..."
He shook his head, "I can choose to be silent."
"Ok!"
Xiaonan didn't force it either.
"Just ask."
Right!
With so many things happening over the past few years, there is always an opportunity for communication between them.
"Why did you suddenly abandon medicine and go into business?"
This question has really lingered in Xiaonan's mind for too long.
"I want to say that my mother forced me, would you believe it?"
Jing Yixuan learned her posture, fell asleep with his arm facing her, and gently scraped her pink nose with the other hand, and asked her with a smile.
"Of course I don't believe it!!"
Xiaonan put a big'X' on her chest, "I believe that your mother will force you, but I don't believe you will be forced by her for no reason! Unless, your asshole is in her hands. ！Also, I heard what you said to your mother that day. I guess that you have worked so hard in the business world for the past four years. In fact,... is to preserve your strength, weaken your mother’s power, and thereby... protect Okay, Yangyang and me, right? So, you actually gave up your dream of being a doctor for me and Yangyang, right?"
Xiaonan forced to ask him.
Seeing her serious appearance, Jing Yixuan couldn't help but chuckled slightly.
"It's useless to laugh! Mr. Jing, please answer face-to-face, don't change the subject! Also, remember what you just told me, you said you didn't want to lie to me! Now there are only two answers, one'yes' and one' No! Please make the most honest answer! Yes, or no!!!"
"I'm afraid of you!"
Jing Yixuan took Xiaonan into his arms, "Like a little Tang monk, nagging, don't you plan to go to bed?"
"Mr. Jing, are you answering my question from the side now?"
Xiaonan blinked at him nervously, "Change the subject is equal to silence, and silence represents acquiescence!"
"..."
This woman! !
"So, you really did it for me and Yangyang..."
This thought has actually been passed through Xiaonan’s mind countless times, but...
She dared not confirm it!
I don't want to confirm! !
The sacred profession of doctor, what it means to this man, she knows better than anyone!
"Don't think about it, I'm not just for you and Yangyang! Besides, my life is really good now, everything is fine!"
Jing Yixuan comforted her.
The big hand patted her back gently, soothing her feelings of guilt.
Xiaonan's little hand grasped the neckline of his bathrobe, feeling a little bit ashamed.
Four years ago, in order to save his son, he resolutely married a woman he didn't love, and he created his tragic marriage.
Later, in order to protect her and his son, he resolutely gave up the dream he had pursued for more than 20 years...
For her and her child, this man gave up the happiness and dreams of life without hesitation...
Even Xiaonan could think of his hesitation, helplessness, hesitation, and resoluteness in the end! !
What about her
What did she do
Come back four years later, she is still like a naive child, vindictive with him? !
"Doctor Jing, would you still be a doctor?"
Xiaonan raised her head and looked at him with a look of longing.
She hopes that he can return to the dream stage...
Whether it is for him or for her.
The clear expectation in Xiaonan's eyes made Jing Yixuan a little moved.
But he still shook his head, "I'm not sure."
"Not sure..."
Xiaonan's eyes lit up and she shouted excitedly, "I'm not sure that there is hope?! Doctor Jing will wear a white coat someday, right?"
Her mood seemed to be higher than his.
"White coat?"
Jing Yixuan's sword frowned.
I deeply feel that this woman's excitement is purely because of... that, white coat! !
"Doctor Jing, are you worthy now?"
Suddenly, Xiaonan asked again.
It seems that the subject has changed.
Headless, thinking jumps.
"Ok?"
Jing Yixuan was puzzled, "What?"
"Enough to buy a hospital?"
"..."
It turned out that her thinking was still in the previous topic.
However, this proposal is really good!
Perhaps, he could really consider building a hospital as a commercial investment, which seems not bad.
"I have another question for you..."
Xiaonan simply turned herself into a hundred thousand whys.
"Say."
"Are you sick?"
She looked at him worriedly.
"sick?"