Jing Yixuan dug out a lot of medicine, and sat down beside Xiaonan on the edge of the bed.
Glancing at the wound on her body, her pupils were sunken and her pupils tightened.
The five fingers holding the disinfectant tightened tightly, and there was an appalling paleness between them.
Xiaonan felt that the mattress was sinking, and she quickly sat up, pretending that there was nothing wrong, with a smile on the corners of her mouth, "I'll do it myself!"
As she said, she used her bathrobe to block the wound on her body without leaving a trace, "It's just a small injury, it doesn't hurt!"
She didn't want him to medicate herself.
Lest he see the wound...
Guilt, self-blame!
Xiaonan was going to get the disinfectant in his hand, but Jing Yixuan pressed her body.
His eyes are deep and extremely oppressive.
"Lie down."
He ordered her.
The voice is rough and domineering, yet gentle.
Xiaonan pursed her lips, and finally lay down obediently without refusing.
Then, she closed her eyes slightly...
Bathrobe, untied...
The cold came, causing her to slightly open her eyes.
Meet his focused but guilty handsome face.
His eyes fell on Xiaonan's wound, his eyes were red, and there was nowhere to hide his self-blame.
Holding a cotton swab moistened with disinfectant in his hand, he explored Xiaonan's wound.
"It hurts."
His eyes looked at Ding Xiaonan, and he didn't rush to start.
She was not willing to start, lest she hurt her.
"Can you bear it?"
He asked again.
"It's okay, just a small injury! This is much lighter than my broken leg."
Xiaonan pretended to be relaxed.
A layer of wavy marks appeared in the dark pool of Jing Yixuan...
"Hold it up."
The disinfectant water touched Xiaonan's wound, and the pain made her gasp.
The eyebrows were tightly furrowed, the body was stiff, and the sweat couldn't be restrained, and it poured from his forehead.
pain…
It hurts!
However, she tried her best not to show herself.
A far-fetched smile was piled on his pale face, "I'm fine."
She did not forget to encourage Jing Yixuan.
The more so, the more hurt his heart.
The girl he had been holding in the palm of his hand all the time, but almost... died in his hands!
Breathe, tight.
He took a few more breaths and sorted out his emotions...
"In the future, stay away from me!"
He says.
I added another sentence, "I am more dangerous than you think!"
In the past, he might be able to deceive himself and others.
But now...
He hurt her all over by himself, how could he go on with her desperately
This time it was almost...
Next time
Next time
Would you really kill her any time
The grim scenes just now scared her too, right? What if Yangyang saw it? Will he cry with fright
The image of his father is greatly reduced in his innocent world
Jing Yixuan thought of this, the pain in his chest increased repeatedly, and his eyes were red, "If one day I really kill you..."
"will not!!"
When his words were still in the future, Xiaonan eagerly interrupted them.
Tears wet Xiaonan's eyelashes.
Her throat choked and her voice trembled.
The little hand clasped his big wrist tightly, and said firmly, "You won't kill me! You won't be willing. If this happens again, it will only be like just before, you will let go..."
When Xiaonan thought of the words he just said... Keep herself away from him, she felt that her heart was run over by a blender, and her heart was crushed into meat crumbs. The pain caused her to pump and squeeze... Hands, pinches Holding his wrist, he unconsciously aggravated.
That feeling, as if for fear that he would disappear from her at any time.
Jing Yixuan's hand on the medicine was frozen, motionless.
Head down, never lifted up.
"Yin Xiaonan—"
He picked up his eyes and looked at her.
In the waves of his eyes, it was as calm as if there was no wave of waves.
But I don't know, under the mask, there is already surging surging.
"Do you know why I did that?"
His tone was equally unhappy, and it seemed cold and cold.
Xiaonan's heart is tight...
Suddenly, she was a little scared to hear this answer!
"Because, I took drugs!!"
He says.
The rough voice, trembling, not obvious, but still felt.
Xiaonan's eyes were magnified, and she stared at the man in front of her in disbelief.
"No... No... Impossible..."
Xiaonan shook her head, the mist quickly spread, her face instantly pale as paper, "I don't believe it!!"
"I was not sick like that just now, but... a drug addiction! I am Jing Yixuan, out and about, a drug addict!"
Jing Yixuan held Xiaonan's head and yelled at her.
Crimson eyes were dyed with a layer of piercing and heartache.
Holding her swaying head with big hands, she shouted at her, "Understand? I am a drug addict now! As long as you call the police, the police will arrest me!! Such Jing Yixuan , Are you sure you will follow him? Do you really guarantee that he will not kill you in a rage when he is addicted to drugs?"
"Impossible!! Impossible—"
Xiaonan clasped his arm and cried, shouting at him incredulously, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it!!"
However, the reality is that she doesn't believe it...
How could it be like this
Xiaonan sat on the bed dementialy, letting her tears wet her eyelashes... The tear-stained cheeks became paler and paler.
She thought about the reasons for his madness, but never thought about...
He... has taken/drugs! !
…
This night, no one slept over.
The two people were lying on the bed/clothes, neither talking nor moving.
They just closed their eyes, each with their own thoughts.
Until six o'clock in the morning, when the sky outside the window was bright, Jing Yixuan lifted the quilt and got up.
Xiaonan still kept her back to him, stiff.
Did not look back.
About ten minutes later, the door lock was turned and he went out.
Later, until Xiaonan got up, he never came back.
At eight o'clock-
There was a knock on the door.
Xiaonan ignored it.
The knocking on the door kept on, and Xiaonan finally opened her eyes, "Who?"
She asked softly.
The voice is weak, and you know that you have no energy when you hear it.
"Miss Yin, I was instructed by Mr. Jing to come over and bring you clothes."
Outside is a strange female voice.
Xiaonan heard this and quickly sat up.
I was sleepy and weak, and my mind was a little dizzy, "Come in."
Then, I saw a delicate girl opening the door and walking in, "Miss Yin, hello."
She came in and greeted Xiaonan politely.
Only when she saw the mess on the ground again, she was stunned for half a second.
Xiaonan pulled out a smile, "Hello, just put your clothes on the table, thank you."
She thanked.
"No need to."
After the girl delivered the clothes, she was about to go out, but was still stopped by Xiaonan, "Is Jing always outside?"
She asked him.
"No."
The girl shook her head, "I didn't see Mr. Jing when I came over."
"Oh… "
Xiaonan was absent for a moment.
Finally, smiled at the girl, "Thank you."
The girl went out of the lounge.
Xiaonan was left alone in a daze at the messy lounge.
She got out of bed and started to tidy up the room.
During the period, part-time workers came, but she refused.
Such a scene, she didn't want to be seen by too many people, so that it would not go viral.
He wouldn't want to be known by too many people, right
Xiaonan thought of those scenes last night, her heart still felt as if she was being twisted, and her heart hurt a lot.
I don’t know what happened to his injured hand...
Xiaonan didn't hold her back, took out her mobile phone and called him/talking over. However, the one who responded to her was that it was turned off.
Shut down?
Xiaonan was shocked, a little anxious, and quickly called his assistant Li Ranyu.
result…
The same is shutting down!
what happened
Xiaonan was really anxious.
After cleaning the messy debris in the lounge, Xiaonan called Jing Yixuan again.
"Sorry, the user you dialed has been turned off, please call again later."
Listening to the cold mechanical sound, Xiaonan's heart fell again and again.
After tidying up, he walked out of the lounge, but Jing Yixuan was nowhere to be seen, and Li Ranyu did not come to work either.
Li Qian, Jing Yixuan's assistant secretary, had already arrived.
"Secretary Li, did not Mr. Jing and Assistant Li come to the company today?"
Xiaonan had to ask her.
"Zong Jing went on a business trip, and Li Tezhu went with him."
With that said, Li Qian raised her hand and looked at the watch on her wrist again, "It should have already been boarded by this meeting!"
"That's it..."
Xiaonan was a little startled.
"Then where did they go, how long will they go, do you know?"
Xiaonan asked again.
"Africa, Madagascar."
"Africa?"
"Well, I was invited by the government to inspect the Maya Resort in Seychelles."
Li Qian nodded and answered.
Xiaonan was a little lost, "How long will it take to go so far?"
"I heard from Assistant Li that it will take half a month at the latest! No, all work matters have been handed over to us!"
Li Qian smiled and complained, and then said, "Then I won't talk to you for now, I have to get dizzy these days, let's go!"
"OK Bye Bye… "
Xiaonan hadn't seen Jing Yixuan again for days.
Not only I haven't seen it, but even his phone calls/talking can't get through.
Xiaonan felt like he was avoiding himself deliberately.
During these days when he was not in the country, Xiaonan did not go to his home less.
On weekends, basking in the sun on his open-air balcony and looking at the endless blue ocean in front of him is indeed one of the most luxurious enjoyments in life.
Of course, for her, the most extravagant enjoyment is nothing more than... the air here still smells of him! !
Mother Chen was doing cleaning in the hall, Xiaonan turned around and asked her, "Mother Chen, has Yi Xuan ever called/talked back these days?"
"Well, I did."
Chen Ma answered truthfully.
Xiaonan's heart sinks slightly, "Then did he say anything? About me."
After hearing what Xiaonan said, Chen's mother paused slightly, and then replied, "I told my husband, Miss, that you occasionally bring the young master over."
Xiaonan got up and sat down, cross-legged, looking expectantly at Madam Chen, "Then what did he say?"
Mother Chen shook her head and confessed truthfully, "Mr. did not say anything..."
"This... This way..."
Xiaonan felt a lot of loss in her heart, and her eyes darkened.
"Miss, have you quarreled with your husband?"
Chen Ma is also very concerned about their emotional development.
"Mum Chen..."
Xiaonan trashed her slippers and walked into the hall, "There is something, in fact, I always wanted to ask you..."
"Ok?"
Mother Chen stopped her work and looked at Xiaonan.
"Miss, what do you want to ask?"
Xiaonan bit her lip, as if she didn't know where to start, and she didn't know whether to ask this question properly.
"Mum Chen, Yi Xuan was ill last time..."
Upon hearing Xiaonan's words, Chen's face changed slightly, although it was not obvious, she was still caught by Xiaonan.
"Miss, don't worry, your husband is nothing serious. It's just his old problem, and it will get better sooner or later. Don't worry..."