Outside the car window, the dense rain kept falling...
Heaven, gray, pressed down, a little breathless.
The wiper quickly swept the glass and wiped it clean, but within two seconds, the big raindrops stained the glass again.
On the car window, Jing Yixuan's dignified and handsome face loomed.
At the bus shelter of the station, standing a familiar figure...
Because there were too many people hiding from the rain, she was squeezed to stand at the corner of the eaves.
The rain was so heavy that it came along with the wind, and all fell on her delicate body, drenching her skirt.
Seeing that she was anxiously trying to hide her body closer... But in vain, there were too many people and too much rain, and she had nowhere to avoid it.
In the end, I just gave up and let the rain wet her skirt... Jing Yixuan held the steering wheel tightly, and wanted to tell her to get in the car, but he gave up.
Just now in the drug rehabilitation center, the doctor's words still rang in his ears... "Ordinary drug-addiction, it is difficult to quit, let alone your deep drug-addiction... It is not easy to quit, and the heart If the addiction is to be removed, it is even more unlikely!"
This is not the first time Jing Yixuan has heard of this.
He asked the doctor, "So, do I have to be with drugs for the rest of my life?"
He gritted his teeth, and his tone was full of unwillingness, hatred, and anger!
That kind of intertwined complex emotions is tugging at his heart, his flesh and blood!
For the first time, the frustration of life, so desperate!
"Methadone, you have also taken this medicine, but obviously it is of little use to you..."
The doctor said truthfully, "You know that heart addiction is something like that. So far, there is no way in medicine to develop medicine to control this. It all depends on a person's willpower... But..."
The doctor shook his head when he said that, "Mr. Jing, don't blame me for telling the truth, no matter how strong the willpower is to quit this addiction, it is too difficult!! This is not what ordinary people can do, if it is just ordinary The drug-addiction is nothing more than you..."
It's not that the drug rehabilitation center has never received such cases, but the probability of success is still zero so far!
As doctors in rehab centers, they certainly advise all drug addicts to rehab, but Jing Yixuan is the only one... Helpless, they know there is nothing they can do!
"However, the United States has developed a new method to suppress heart addiction some time ago."
The doctor turned his head suddenly.
This gave Jing Yixuan a few hopes in his heart, "What is it?"
"Memory blocking method."
The doctor explained, "Heart addiction is actually a kind of fascination deep in your memory. Once people have taken drugs, they will never feel disgusted with drugs. To give a very simple example, just Like a normal man, once he has tasted the forbidden fruit, he will never hate the taste of ecstasy. Next time, when a woman full of seduction/confusion takes off her clothes and stands in front of this man again, she will Like the drug, he still... can't bear it, and will swoop in and eat it clean! Therefore, the drug is the same, so that many people have succeeded in detoxification, but they relapse again, which is a truth. This kind of memory blocking method is to pinch out your taste of drugs from the root of your memory, so that you can completely forget your feelings about drugs, but..."
When the doctor said this, he paused slightly, but Jing Yixuan took his words directly, "But this kind of operation will cause memory loss, in short, amnesia!"
"Yes! It turns out that Doctor Jing already knows."
The doctor nodded.
In the dark pool of Jing Yixuan, emotionally surging, he asked the doctor in a dumb voice, "Amnesia... Is it only partial memory loss, or all memory loss?"
"No one can guarantee this..."
The doctor shook his head, "There is no guarantee that after this operation, the drug addiction will be quit! Because this plan has just been proposed and has not been officially passed, that is, it is only in the experimental stage for the time being. What is the specific situation? I don’t know much."
"I can't lose my memory!"
Jing Yixuan's eyes were sunken, his thin lips opened, "Even if it's a minute and a second, it's not allowed!"
He didn't want to forget his child's mother, even the memory of every minute, he didn't want to forget it! !
Even the painful miss for her is the most precious memory for him! !
He got up, put his hands in the pockets of his trousers, and visited the doctor opposite, "Doctor, if it is as simple as a normal man avoiding naked/body girls, then I think there is hope for me to quit it. … "If it weren't for avoiding Qu Mengxi back then, how could he get this damn drug-addiction? !
He nodded politely to the doctor, nodded, turned and left.
"Dinglingdingling—"
Suddenly, the mobile phone in the storage box rang, and Jing Yixuan closed his eyes.
The call/call came from Xiaonan in the shelter.
Her gaze was falling on his body, and she had clearly seen him.
Jing Yixuan tilted his head, condensing the familiar little figure outside the car window... She was trembling in the wind and rain.
Even in the sweltering summer, it will inevitably not be a little cool after the rain wets the body.
His eyes sank deeply.
Knowing that he wants to quit his drug-addiction is by no means as easy as hiding from a naked/body girl... Didn't he even listen to her calls
The phone's ringing stopped abruptly, and a Jiao Ying was rushing towards him against the downpour.
"Bang bang bang—"
The little hand kept tapping his vague car window, and his little mouth was still muttering something, but he couldn't hear it at all.
He just tilted his head and stared blankly at the little face outside the window that was so embarrassed by the rain.
Seeing Jing Yixuan in the car, Xiaonan didn't respond. She seemed a little anxious.
"Damn!!"
Can't help but curse, this bad man with no conscience, can't you see her being soaked in the rain
She seemed to have guessed that he would suddenly drive away and leave her behind. She ran to the car and blocked his way. The little hand kept tapping his hood, reminding him to open the door and let her get in the car.
The rain was so strong that it fell on her little face, and it was a little painful, which quickly blurred her vision, and was quickly wiped away by the rain.
In front of him, this stubborn woman was obviously so down and out, but she was so glamorous in his eyes, she was so charming, really, enough to make him lose his sense of reason! !
His throat rolled, he couldn't control it at all, and unlocked the car lock, letting her be drenched and got into the car.
When she got in the car, her mouth was still smiling, but a small mouth never stopped complaining.
"Jing Yixuan, you are too much! You will see me tomorrow morning and refuse to open the door. I don't think I am in front of your car. Do you just pretend that you can't see me and drive the car? Are you gone?"
She complained without scruples.