"It's okay! Memories can be reshaped, and life will never be ruined! As long as you are good, I don't recommend spending time to catch you!"
Xiaonan has always been so sincere and direct to him.
It took so long between them that she couldn't tolerate any more roundabouts.
Hearing what Xiaonan said, Jing Yixuan only felt his heart hot, his throat rolled, and his head tilted to look at Xiaonan.
His gaze was a little eager, "Knowing that I was infected with drugs, have you not wavered me in any way?"
"No!"
Because she loves deeply enough!
The red light stops.
Jing Yixuan squeezed her tightly and watched the drops of water dripping down from her hair, dyeing her skirt... He suddenly asked, "Then if... I am a drug dealer/drug dealer. What?"
Xiaonan wiped her hair with her hand and gave a sudden pause.
His face suddenly turned pale, he suddenly tilted his head and looked at Jing Yixuan, "You... Are you kidding me?"
The corners of her mouth pulled out a stretch, her eyes fluttered a little panic, "But this joke is not funny at all."
"Because this is not a joke!"
Jing Yixuan did not intend to keep Xiaonan from being kept secret.
His voice was a bit hoarse, "I mean it!"
After all, as soon as the voice fell, Xiaonan directly broke the lock of the car, opened the door, and plunged directly into the rain and fog, quickly submerged in the traffic, and instantly disappeared from Jing Yixuan's sight.
Jing Yixuan stared at her disappearing direction, motionless...
The pupil was sunken, and the light gradually dimmed.
A whistle sounded from behind, the red light passed, and the green light flashed continuously, urging the vehicle to move forward.
He watched...
On the face, it was calm as if nothing had happened.
Step on the accelerator and dash forward...
The heart is like being beaten by a giant, smashed, smashed, and broken again, until... Can't put it together! !
After all, she left, and she walked without hesitation, without even a pause! !
Yup! ! Trafficking/drug...
What a disgusting, disgusting black business! !
Knowing that drug addiction can ruin people for a lifetime, but he is still helping the abuser.
Over the past two years, more than 700 days and nights have been enveloped in darkness, making him breathless!
He never thought that one day she would come back...
Will still be willing to come back to him! !
Now, his real veil has been unveiled bit by bit...
He really is no longer the former Jing Yixuan who could only hold a scalpel! !
He has already fallen into the abyss, and can't get out anymore! !
…
Jing Yixuan drove the car into the villa area, but when he saw the small figure sitting in front of the door, he stepped on an emergency brake.
Stopped the car, pushed the door, plunged into the rain, and ran towards Xiaonan who was sitting in the rain curtain.
"Yin Xiaonan, why are you here?"
Jing Yixuan's tone was filled with uncontrollable anger and shock.
A dark shadow in front of her pressed towards Xiaonan, and she suddenly returned to her senses. As soon as she raised her head, her gaze plunged into Jing Yixuan's dark and deep eyes.
Her eyes are a little red and swollen.
I probably cried.
His pale face is full of water, but I don't know if it is tears or rain.
When Jing Yixuan came over, she stood up with a sigh.
"Are you sitting here in the rain? What do you want to do?"
Jing Yixuan felt like he couldn't hit a spot, stretched his hand over her, walked in, quickly opened the door of the villa, and pulled Xiaonan in.
Standing on the carpet at the door, Xiaonan looked downcast, all wet and replied like a chicken, really embarrassed.
"You...Didn't you leave? Yin Xiaonan, what on earth do you... want to do?"
Jing Yixuan's breathing was a little panting.
Xiaonan is indeed gone.
She rushed into the rain and cried herself into tears, but the words Jing Yixuan said were still echoing in her mind.
Trafficking/drug?
What concept
In short, a crime? Committing a crime sufficient to condemn the death penalty?
Xiaonan couldn't believe it and couldn't accept it.
She walked from street to street in the rain...
But in the end, I still feel that there is no way to let it go.
Even if he is a drug addict, even if he is a drug dealer...
She is not willing to give up on him! !
Because she believed him all the time! !
I believe that drug trafficking is the same as drug abuse. There is a reason! !
He takes drugs, it doesn't matter, she helps him quit! !
He sells drugs, it’s okay, she can persuade her to come out...
It doesn't matter if you take a wrong step in your life, as long as you are willing to look back, as long as you are determined to look back, you can come back! !
It must be...
Xiaonan only felt that someone was lashing her chest with a whip, and her pain was so painful... "Why would you help the gangster-drug?"
Xiaonan asked him, her voice so hoarse that she could hardly hear her original tone.
Jing Yixuan's black eyes sank, and the waves flickered, but he did not say indifferently, "Is this question important?"
"Important!! Very important to me—"
Xiaonan's emotions became a little excited.
Tears'tick tick tick' came out of her eyes. She grabbed his arm and shouted at him with a pale face, "Because you are selling drugs for me and Yangyang!! You are protecting me and Yangyang, With the boss of the underworld, that is, your mother’s god-brother reached a transaction agreement, one billion a year... What could be more profitable than this kind of transaction?!!!"
Xiaonan fell weakly into his arms, her little hand gripped the collar of his white shirt, her chest pained as if she was about to be torn apart, "Why do you know... You know, Yangyang and I would rather... Death, I don’t want to let you be like this..."
Jing Yixuan's throat rolled hard.
My throat hurts, tight, and astringent.
His eyes were stained with red blood. He grabbed her trembling little hand, broke off her pale fingers little by little, and said to her word by word, "Only in this way can I take you from my mother's hand. Save it!! Although you will lose a lot, but... Fortunately, I have never regretted it!"
At least, this woman and his children are still standing in front of him alive.
This is more important than anything else! !
Jing Yixuan's words made Xiaonan cry more suddenly.
She lay in his arms and cried so much...
"Jing Yixuan, I hate your mother!!! I have never hated a person so much-did she know that she almost completely ruined her son!!! She is not worthy of being a mother!!! Let's not want her Don’t want her anymore—in this life, whether it’s a life or death, even if it’s a prison, I will sit with you!! I won’t let go, so don’t push me out...in this life, I I can't let go anymore!!"
Xiaonan hugged him very tightly...
Tears rushed into his arms wantonly, begging him constantly.
Listening to her crying and begging words, Jing Yixuan's heartstrings tightened, his chest was stuffy like a boulder, making it difficult for him to even breathe.
The long arms tightened, stopping Xiaonan's small waist, tightly incorporating it into his arms.
"Go take a shower and change off your wet clothes. You will catch a cold like this..."
He touched Xiaonan's wet hair and felt sorry for her who didn't know how to take care of herself.
"Ok."
Seeing that his attitude eased, Xiaonan received her tears, buried her in his arms, and nodded repeatedly.
"and also… "
Jing Yixuan took Xiaonan slightly away from his arms, "I have already planned to end this transaction with them!"
Xiaonan was taken aback for a moment, and there was a hint of joy in his eyes, "Really?"
"Really!"
Jing Yixuan nodded, confidently, coaxing her, "You go take a bath first!"
"okay… "
Xiaonan's mood suddenly became a lot of joy.
Xiaonan went to the bathroom on the second floor to take a shower.
The carpet at the door was also printed with soaked footprints.
But it didn't make him feel uncomfortable at all, but made him feel that this empty home has a refreshing popularity.
Outside, it was still raining.
It seems that it has been a long time since I heard such a beautiful sound of rain.
He was holding a tea cup, standing in front of the French window, enjoying the rain scene outside the window, gently closing his eyes, and listening quietly to the fresh sound of rain outside the window.
Xiaonan's stubborn little face popped up in her mind, her heartstrings twitched, and the corners of her lips rose slightly unconsciously.
Soon, Xiaonan came out after taking a bath.
Wrapped in a long bathrobe, went straight to Jing Yixuan.
"Let's go for surgery!"
She just stood beside him and said.
Jing Yixuan frowned, tilted his head to look at her, pursing his lips, and said nothing.
"Go for surgery!"
Xiaonan continued to repeat.
He took the water glass directly from his hand, took a big sip, and said, "I'll go with you!"
Jing Yixuan turned sideways, watching her.
Her gaze fell on her calm little face and tilted her head, "I can't guarantee that I will remember you."
"It does not matter, I do not mind."
Xiaonan took another sip of tea.
"But I mind..."
Jing Yixuan took her water cup from her hand, wrapped her waist with the other hand, and carried it in her arms, "What if I forget you?"
"I just remember you!"
Xiaonan looked up at him, "As long as I remember you, I won't let you go easily unless..."
"Unless what?"
Jing Yixuan only felt his heartstrings tightened.
"Unless you have forgotten me and fell in love with other girls, and you are... if you love me and love her, then I will choose to let you go! If not... Don't think about it!!"
Jing Yixuan took her tightly into his arms, and put her chin against her forehead, "Don't let me forget you... Yin Xiaonan, Jing Yixuan can't live without you in his memory!!"
One after another, four years of emptiness, on which day did you not live by the memory of her
His voice was a bit hoarse, "Let me think about it again!"
He rubbed her petite into his arms, holding her tightly, "Maybe with you, even if I don't have an operation, I can succeed..."
When Xiaonan heard these words, she was moved in her heart.
She hugged his body backhand and nestled herself warmly into his arms, "I will help you! I will definitely..."
"Thank you!"