Xiaonan worried about him, holding his big hand, put the coldness in his palm in her warm legs, clamped it, and tried to pass the temperature of her body to him, "Yi Xuan, if you are sad, just say it. , Don’t hold back, I know, I know you’re unhappy... I’m your wife, I’m willing to listen to all the sadness in your heart!! Tell me, okay?"
"What about you? What do you think about this?"
Jing Yixuan did not answer, but asked Xiaonan instead.
Xiaonan looked into the depths of his eyes and sighed for a long time.
"To be honest, in my heart... I can't say anything! I'm afraid of you... I'm afraid you will think that my mother and I made your mother like this. I know, I know she has become like this, so I must get rid of us. It doesn’t matter, but..."
Xiaonan's eyes were red, and she reached out her hand to hug him, her voice choked, "Yi Xuan, you must know that this is not the ending that my mom and I want to see, I'm sorry... I'm sorry..."
"fool!!"
Jing Yixuan took his hands out of her pair/legs/, hugged her, and embraced her tightly into his arms, "I knew you would take this to yourself, or else. I won’t hesitate for so long and dare not tell me that I don’t want to share my feelings with you, but I’m also afraid of your guilt, afraid of you thinking too much..."
He put his chin on Xiaonan’s heart, and struggled with distress a few times, "To be honest, my heart... is particularly uncomfortable, but I am afraid you have such thoughts, so I don’t dare to tell you! Damn thing, don't take it to your heart, as for her... I will ask the best doctor in the world to cure her disease!!!"
As Jing Yixuan said, a deep kiss was imprinted on Xiaonan's heart.
"You go to bed first, I want to see her."
"It's so late... I'll go with you!"
Xiaonan said, and got up with him.
"Don't go, be obedient..."
Xiaonan knew his consideration, and quickly said, "Take me, Yi Xuan! I know what you worry about, I promise, I will wait for you outside, I won't let her see me! Take me there, I don’t worry. Some, you put me to sleep now, and I can't sleep either..."
"okay then!"
Jing Yixuan nodded and agreed. At the end, he told Xiaonan again, "Don't tell my dad about this. I don't think he would go to see my mother normally, and tell him that he won't be known by her again. At that time, she must be just like you, feeling guilty and restless."
Xiaonan was moved, "Yi Xuan, thank you..."
"Hurry up and get dressed."
"Okay, right now! Give me a minute!"
Xiaonan hurriedly picked out a set of clothes from the closet, put it on, and went to prison with Jing Yixuan.
Naturally, the night is not the time for prison visits, but because of Mayor Jing's face, everyone has to let Jing Yixuan go in.
Xiaonan only waited outside, and Jing Yixuan went in alone.
When Wen Chunru saw his son, he couldn't help crying without speaking.
"Son, son..."
"Mom..."
Looking at his mother who had lost another circle in front of him, Jing Yixuan felt as though he had been cut by a knife, and he felt terribly uncomfortable.
"Son, can you save mom out? Mom is so sad here... Mom is not doing well at all! I don't want to live here anymore, son, you save mom, you must be able to save mom out..."
"Mom... don't be like this..."
Listening to his mother's cry, Jing Yixuan really didn't know whether he was right or wrong to send his mother to jail.
"Son, save mom, save mom..."
Wen Chunru held Jing Yixuan's hand, still shaking.
"Mom, I really can't save you. This is the law... The law will not tolerate anyone! You listen to me, live here well, I will let the people inside take care of your diet and daily life, you Have fun, have a good time, okay? Don't drill yourself into a dead end again!"
"So you can't save me, can you?"
Wen Chunru's face suddenly changed when he heard his son's words, "Let me relax and have a good time inside? Ha ha... Ha ha... You group of unscrupulous people, just be happy outside!!! Jing Yixuan, I am your mother!!! Me It’s your mother—how can you do this to me? Ah??? I’m your mother—"
Suddenly Jing Yixuan realized that no matter how much comfort he was, it was just unnecessary for his mother.
If you can really persuade you to understand, this time and again tragedies won’t happen... His failed marriage, his missed dreams, the underworld not to fall, and the addiction that is difficult to quit... He still looks stubborn. The mother who refused to let go, Jing Yixuan suddenly felt that she was so strange in front of him... He got up, and finally, without saying anything, turned around and walked out.
When Xiaonan saw him coming out, she quickly got out of the car.
"How's it going?"
Xiaonan asked him nervously.
Jing Yixuan stood under the old tree at the door, blowing the cool night breeze.
"It's okay!"
Seeing that his face was not good, Xiaonan didn't ask any more, but stood with him under the tree, silently bearing the coldness of the Xixi night breeze.
"In fact, a lot of times, I always think, why in the end my mother would fall into such a field... Is it our fault? Or hers? I think in her life, the most learned thing is to let others succeed! To put it bluntly It's selfish... Just as my dad said, the person my mother loves will always be herself! In the end, she fell to this point. In fact, it was predestined in the morning, and none of us can blame anyone... Let's go!!!"
After Jing Yixuan finished speaking, he took Xiaonan's hand and walked to the car.
Xiaonan took his arm and suddenly opened up a lot.
Suddenly, I felt that the man in front of me was too worthy of my deep love.
I need her love so much...
"Yi Xuan, I'll discuss something with you again..."
Xiaonan tilted her head on his shoulder and said in a negotiating tone, "Have you never thought of going back to your operating table one day?"
Regarding Xiaonan's proposal, Jing Yixuan was taken aback for a moment, and turned his head to look at Xiaonan.
His eyes were deep, his thin lips pressed tightly, and he didn't speak for a long time.
"You don't want to?" Xiaonan raised her eyebrows and said seriously, "If you want to go back, how many patients can you save who are fighting against the devil? Isn't it more meaningful than your business?"
That is his real dream! !
Jing Yixuan squeezed her hand tightly, but in the end, he only deliberately dropped a sentence, "It's not the time yet!"
Xiaonan didn't understand what he meant, only that he hadn't settled the company's affairs.
That's right, it's impossible for such a big company to let it go!
Wait for everything and make plans after you are busy!
***
At the weekend, Yunfeng and Yew went to Jing Yixuan's house as scheduled to discuss marriage matters.
On the grass, two men were sitting at the stone table discussing the wedding address and some candy cakes.
Xiaonan and yew lay on the grass relaxingly basking in the sun.
"Sister Xiaonan, are you planning to have a second child with Teacher Jing?"
Yew suddenly asked.
Xiaonan nodded without hesitation, "Of course! I still want to have a girl!"
She raised her hand to block the dazzling sunlight above her head and smiled with some regrets, "He was not by my side when Yangyang was born. It was somewhat regrettable. He did not see the child babbling when he was a father. I believe it is also a life shortcoming for him, so, for this point, we must both have another baby! Of course, it would be even better if it was a girl!"
At this time, Xiaonan suddenly remembered the child who had passed away before being swaddled... Xin, couldn't help but tugged.
In the next instant, it became clear.
Because she believes that the child...will come back! !
"Can you two have children now?"
Yew asked with concern.
Xiaonan shook his head, "Not yet, the doctor said that the toxins in his body have not been cleaned, but he is already taking detoxification drugs, I believe it should be better soon."
"Yes." said Yew, and sat up. "It is a good thing to take care of your body before pregnancy. It is also better for the child, and the child will be healthier in the future."
When Yew said these words, Xiaonan always felt that she still had some sad emotions in it.
Xiaonan looked at her worriedly, then sat up and asked her, "What's wrong? Why are you suddenly so concerned about the child's affairs today?"
She smiled and joked Yew, "What are you doing? The two are planning to have children so soon?"
"No… "
Yew tucked at the corners of his lips, shook his head, sighed, and looked at Yun Feng not far away, "If I can, I hope I can, but..."
Xiaonan felt something was wrong when she heard this, "What's the matter?"
"In fact, we have been together for so long and have never taken any contraceptive measures. I have already received a marriage certificate anyway. If I am pregnant, I will be born. However, months have passed and I have never had a stomach. The response, a few days ago, I went for a premarital examination and the doctor said... It is difficult to get pregnant according to my body..."
When Yew said this, his eyes were suddenly red.
"Sister Xiaonan, I am quite conflicted now, I don't know what to do! I can feel that Yun Feng likes children very much, but now..."
"Yew, don’t think too much, what did the doctor say specifically? Didn’t the doctor just say that it’s hard to be pregnant? It’s not that it must not be possible! Besides, you can treat all problems now. You are a doctor. You must be better than me. It’s clear! You are about to get married right now, so what are you contradicting? Besides, taking a 10,000 step back, it’s really not good. There is artificial insemination!
"But, what if I really can't? I don't want to disappoint Yun Feng!"
"What do you mean by this? You don't want to end this marriage, do you?"
"No... Me, I'm just afraid..."
Yew shook his head and had no idea.
"Don't mess around, what did Yun Feng say about this?"
"He never said anything. The result of the inspection came out. He didn't say anything after seeing it. It was still the same as before, joking, as if he didn't know this at all. It seemed that he didn't care about it at all. I know that he is basically afraid of what I think. He is afraid of me being sad and nervous, so he pretends that there is nothing. But what if I really can't have children? They are the Yun family. My child, is it because of me that I will end up? Besides, a marriage without a child... will it really be happy?"
Yew has never been so confused as at this moment.
"Xiao Shan'er, don't burden yourself."