Yun Jing slobbered, took a few mouthfuls in her small mouth, spit it out, "Well, it's been a few days."
"You are leaving now, so why don't you tell our classmates and friends? Do you think of me as a friend?"
Qin Lili seemed to be complaining, but Yun Jing always felt that she was quite happy when she listened to her words.
Yun Jing thought, Xu was thinking too much.
"You called me just for this?"
Yun Jing's attitude has always been faint, "Nothing else, I'll hang up first, I'm still gargling!"
"Yun Jing, this is going to go now, why don't we all have to eat a meal? Just as I practice it to you! Let's have dinner together tonight, okay?"
Qin Lili invited her.
Yun Jing thought for a while, and finally agreed, "Okay."
…
Yun Jing was wearing a turtleneck sweater and a scarf before going out.
All afternoon, there was nothing more than a call from Lu Liye.
Jing Xiangyang never called himself.
Yun Jing's heart sank again and again.
Standing under the locust tree downstairs in the dormitory, my body suddenly felt colder and colder.
Obviously she has dressed enough today!
He breathed a sigh of relief, turned around, and walked to the school gate.
She invited Qin Lili to eat at a western restaurant outside the school.
Unexpectedly, at this moment, the mobile phone in her pocket rang suddenly.
Yun Jing was taken aback.
Then, he hurriedly took the phone out of his pocket.
Looking at the caller ID on the screen, Yun Jing immediately smiled.
It's Jing Xiangyang! !
He finally called! !
Yun Jing almost burst into tears of joy, and quickly pressed the answer button. Without waiting for the man on the other end to speak, she hurriedly gave a white "Hey".
"it's me."
On the other end, Jing Xiangyang's low and slightly hoarse voice came.
Yun Jing's breathing became a little quick.
She didn't answer, holding the phone in both small hands at the same time, standing by the side of the road, listening intently to him.
"doing what?"
Jing Xiangyang asked her.
"Prepare to have dinner with classmates."
Yun Jing hurriedly answered.
There was silence over there.
For a long time, Jing Xiangyang didn't speak any more.
And Yun Jing almost held his breath and waited for him.
Wait for him to speak, wait for him to mention what happened last night, wait for him... to keep her! !
"How long will it take to go to America?"
On the other side of the phone, Jing Xiangyang finally said aloud.
"A week later."
The expectation in Yun Jing's heart was like a worm on the tip of her heart.
In the phone, it seemed that Jing Xiangyang's breathing became a little heavier.
After a while, I heard him say, "I'm on a business trip, and I may not have time to see you off by then."
What... What do you mean?
Yun Jing's eyes blinked, and quickly, a layer of mist came into her eye sockets.
So, he called, wasn't it to keep her
Even if something like that happened to them last night, he didn't intend to keep her?
In his heart, really... Is it really that unimportant? ! !
"The place I am going to support is a very remote mountain village. There is no communication there, so..."
When he said this, he paused slightly, "This week, I can't contact you! Also, I'm already on my way to the small mountain village..."
Yun Jing's tears came down.
That is...
Until she left, she never had a chance to see him again! !
Last night... Just before she went to America, the last time! !
Knowing this, Yun Jing stopped leaving last night! Last night, she should have seen him enough! !
She regretted...
"What about you? Do you have something to tell me?"
In fact, Jing Xiangyang wished she would ask him about what happened last night!
He is still hoping that last night was not just a mistake, even if the facts are before him, there is no doubt.
"No!"
Yun Jing wiped a tear, facing the wind, smiling stubbornly, "Jing Xiangyang..."
She called him...
The sound broke apart in the cool night breeze.
Just like her heart, and all her heart, all the expectations... "Goodbye..."
After she finished speaking, before Jing Xiangyang could answer, she hung up the phone first.
Goodbye…
But, goodbye, what year and month...
Jing Xiangyang was sitting on the bus that drove from the hospital to the remote mountainous area, his eyes fell on the night scene passing by the window, and his deep eyes became more and more gloomy.
As a doctor appointed by the hospital to support the plague in the isolated mountainous area, in fact, with his current physical condition, he should have refused, but Jing Xiangyang finally chose to accept it.
First, he wants to do something that should be done while he is alive!
Second, there is no need to send her away personally, it is a reward for him.
…
Hanging up the phone, Yun Jing squatted on the side of the road, ignoring the surprised eyes of all passers-by, crying herself into tears.
After crying, she went to Qin Lili's appointment.
Seeing Yun Jing whose eyes were red and swollen like jujube pits, Qin Lili was startled, "Yun Jing, what's the matter with you?"
Yun Jing didn't speak, but just glanced at her lightly, and invited the waiter to take the order.
Qin Lili was a little sad, she didn't say anything, she didn't bother to ask any more, and the two quickly ordered the order.
At the dinner, I could feel that Qin Lili's mood seemed quite happy.
She kept asking Yun Jing, "Xiao Jing, how long have you been here?"
"Will you go back to our school in the future?"
"You are gone, what should Master Lu do?"
"You have to take good care of yourself over there! Ai, the handsome guy in the US is much better than ours. You look tall and handsome. You can definitely find a good foreign boyfriend to come back! Wow... Maybe I can still marry abroad and give birth to a mixed-race young Zhengtai! That life is really perfect!!"
Qin Lili became more and more energetic as he spoke, looking forward to the future for Yun Jing with a look of envy.
Yun Jing's heart was twitched.
Foreign boyfriend...
marry? Have a baby? !
Yun Jing stared at the endless Qin Lili, and suddenly felt that she was a bit nasty, "You also wish I could go to the United States sooner."
Yun Jing did not use interrogative sentences, but affirmative sentences.
The smile on Qin Lili's mouth froze, and his expression was a little embarrassed, "Why... how come? Why did you say that suddenly?"
Yun Jing twitched the corners of her mouth coldly, "If I happen to be worse than yours, why don't I go?"
After she finished speaking, she got up and went out.
I didn't even look at Qin Lili who was at a loss behind him.
Qin Lili bit his lip chokingly.
She is not clear about Yun Jing's temperament. She is usually an arrogant little princess. The more people hate her, the more nasty things she will do!
Yes, she, Qin Lili, is just the kind of wishing her Yun Jing would go to America, far away, and never come back! !
That way, Lu Liye would never have to circle her again! !
Qin Lili admitted that she was jealous, and that she was so jealous!
When did a playboy like Lu Liye ever be so obedient to a woman? Except for her Yun Jing!
There are only a few days left to leave the United States.
These days, Yun Jing has been living in a muddle-headed manner.
On the body, the traces left after that night of Huan's love gradually dissipated over time, and in the end... there is no trace left.
Yun Jing thought, will his love for him fade away like these traces one day, and in the end, it will only exist in memory... If this is really possible, how good would it be? !
But unfortunately, she who is unwilling to live up to her, is still looking forward to...
Expecting extravagantly at her, speaks out to keep herself.
How to keep it? Everyone has gone to the cols without any communication equipment. Maybe he left just to escape her entanglement!
Yun Jing felt a little bit more uncomfortable thinking about it this way.
…
The remote mountain area where Jing Xiangyang is located can almost be called a plague quarantine area.
There is no communication signal here, and the only way to communicate with the outside world is by letter.
It is said that it is not easy for a postman to deliver a letter, and it takes a day to go back and forth by car.
And there was no traffic in the village. When they arrived at the village, the buses sent by the hospital couldn't get into the village. The villagers in the village drove ox carts to bring their volunteer doctors into the village.
This is the most remote and backward place Jing Xiangyang has ever been.
However, although it is remote, it also has beautiful scenery and natural scenery not found in the city.
This is the fourth day he came to the mountain village.
During the lunch break, he was busy leaning against a hawthorn tree to smoke.
The cool breeze passed, and the leaves rustled.
The holy jade-like white hawthorn flowers fell down like a shower of flowers, scattered on his generous shoulders, with a sense of indescribable loneliness.
In just three days, she is going to the United States!
Jing Xiangyang let out a long sigh of relief, and his eyes were clouded by the sparse smoke.
Suddenly, someone could hear someone talking in the hawthorn forest not far from him.
"Xiaoyun, you must hate me! Knowing that you are suffering from the plague and will not live long in this world, but still selfishly drags you and refuses to let go..."
This is the voice of a man.
There was a hint of sorrow in the voice.
I want to come to the sick villagers in this mountain village.
"I don't allow you to say that to yourself, Xiaoyu, I don't hate you, on the contrary, if you choose to push me away after you get sick, you won't be able to see you while you are alive, but in the end... With a cold body. If that were the case, I would definitely... hate you for the rest of my life!"
The girl's words, like a thorn, plunged deeply into Jing Xiangyang's heart.
'The cold body...'
Jing Xiangyang trembled with his fingers between the cigarette butts.
The pale finger bones became more distinct.
He is not afraid of becoming the so-called "cold body" in her mouth. What he is afraid of is... when that girl sees her cold body...
As the girl said, when people are alive, they cannot be seen; when they die, she is left with a cold body that makes her pain, regret, and regret. Finally, there is endless nostalgia, nostalgia... Suddenly, Jing Xiangyang felt a little bit in her nose and eye sockets. Sour.
The seemingly selfless behavior is actually extremely selfish.
She didn't worry about her true feelings, but selfishly deprived her of the right to choose... Later, Jing Xiangyang didn't listen to the conversation between the boy and the girl in the hawthorn forest.
He threw the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground and trampled it out.
Closed the windbreaker, turned and walked back.