But promise me, don’t be sad, don’t be sad, and don’t shed tears.
Because, writing this letter, I feel good and happy!
I want you to stay.
Death is not terrible, but I am afraid... When I am alive, when I breathe... But I can't feel your presence! !
This period of pushing you away is the most difficult period of time since I lived Jing Xiangyang for 28 years.
I want you…
I really want to think about it, as if every cell in the body is thinking of your taste.
And that kind of thought is a bit bitter, a bit astringent, and a bit... faintly painful.
Also, I love you! !
As for, how much love...
I will use the remaining years of my life to prove to you how much I love you! !
…
After writing so much, it's time to close the pen.
At last…
San'er, I hope that after reading this letter, you will put it down, sit down, think about it, and think about your future again and again... I am a patient...
Leukemia patients!
If you can bear your lover’s body deteriorating in front of you, if you have a strong heart to face your lover’s departure; and when your lover leaves, do you have the courage to continue to pursue new relationships and new happiness... If , You have the ability to bear these, then, please... stay! !
I will do my best to make all the above ifs no longer exist! !
wait me back…
Love your Xiangyang, to the pen. "
Jing Xiangyang asked the only local postman to deliver the letter. The address was Yunjing's school.
If nothing happens, it will be delivered to Yun Jing in two days.
At this moment, Jing Xiangyang's always calm heart became a little ups and downs.
He hopes that life will pass faster so that he can finish his work as soon as possible and return to the city where she is.
This is Yun Jing's last day in class A.
Tomorrow, she will fly directly from City A to the United States. All her relatives, including Mummy Xiaonan, Daddy Yi Xuan, and Xiang Qing, have already arrived in City A.
As usual, Yun Jing walked to the classroom carrying a large schoolbag.
But when he was still on the promenade, he ran into Lu Liye who was waiting there.
He was wearing a light-colored casual shirt, a black long windbreaker outside, and a pair of casual trousers of the same color underneath. The simple matching, but the temperament.
The short shredded hair highlights the vigorous youthful vigor in him.
It feels like it's always so young and sunny.
Yun Jing squinted his eyes and smiled faintly at the corners of his mouth.
He is to her, like the autumn sun...
Dazzling, but warm.
It's not glaring at all.
Yun Jing put his hands in the pockets of his coat and approached him, "Wait for me?"
"Ok."
Lu Liye looked up at her.
Yun Jing stood in front of him, raised his head, Crescent Moon's eyes curled up, and asked him with a relaxed smile, "Why look at me with a serious expression?"
Lu Liye's black eyes flickered a few times, and suddenly he stretched out his hand and took Yun Jing in front of him into his arms.
His arms are tight around her thin shoulders.
It looked like she was afraid that she would disappear from her side at any time.
"Lu Liye..."
Yun Jing called him in a low voice.
The nose is a little sour inexplicably.
"Don't move, let me just hug you like this..."
Lu Liye's voice was a bit heavy.
As he said, his arms became more and more stirruped.
Yun Jing knew that he was saying his final goodbye.
In my heart, there are layers of sadness...
She stretched out her small hand and hugged his generous shoulders, pretending to comfort him with ease, "Don't be like this, I'm not going to come back..."
But at this point, Yun Jing himself blushed first.
But she was holding back the sadness in her heart and not letting herself flow out. She rarely patted him gently on the back, tilted her head on his shoulder, and persuaded him, "I don't want to leave later, I won't leave until tomorrow. Let’s go! Don’t do this, you will only make me... more uncomfortable..."
"You are uncomfortable with a P!"
Lu Liye uttered a swear word that was extremely inconsistent with the matter, and let go of Yun Jing.
In his Lu Li ambition, Yun Jing is a heartless woman, because her heart and lungs have already been given to the man named Jing Xiangyang.
"I won't see you off tomorrow."
He said suddenly.
Yun Jing was taken aback, her face wrinkled, "Why?"
"Which so many why?!"
Yun Jing put it on him, her little face pulled down, "Why don't you go and see me? Is there anything important for you? Don't tell me you have to go to class tomorrow, tomorrow is the weekend!"
Lu Liye drooped his eyes and said nothing.
Yun Jing bit her lip and stared at him.
Probably because Yun Jing's eyes looked a little uncomfortable, he raised his eyes and looked at her blankly, "I don't want to see the scene when you walk into the airport, okay?"
Lu Liye's words made Yun Jing stunned for several seconds.
As soon as my throat became sore, I suddenly felt an urge to cry.
Then, standing on tiptoe, he hugged his shoulders tightly, "Friends will last a lifetime, and we will not lose each other by leaving..."
Lu Liye hooked her small waist with a backhand, and buried her in her bosom with a handsome face, and said dumbly, "Take care of yourself over there. I will definitely come over to see you when I have time, and... Eat more Point, now I'm so skinny that I'm a little restless."
Listening to his rare serious advice, Yun Jing's eye sockets were still wet.
She nodded, "Yes, I will..."
On the promenade, the warm scene happened to be met by Qin Lili who was walking out of the classroom.
She stared at the ambiguous scene in front of her in a daze, and the guilt that had just gathered in her heart disappeared in an instant.
It seems... I really don't need to blame myself for what I just did... She Yun Jing... should have left this city! !
Leave him Lu Liye!
And, stay away! !
…
After saying goodbye to Lu Liye, Yun Jing walked directly to the classroom.
As soon as she walked into the classroom, she heard the committee member remind her, "Yun Jing, there is a letter in your mailbox."
"Oh… "
Yun Jing responded, carrying his schoolbag, and walked to the mailbox wall at the back of the classroom.
She didn't expect anything from her letter.
It's all this year, who still sends letters? Probably some of the procedures and materials for going to the United States!
A letter lay quietly in the letterbox with her name written.
It's really a small kraft paper envelope with a stamp with the image of a bird on it, and the stamp is stamped with the post office seal.
Yun Jing picked it up and flipped the envelope back and forth.
No detailed mailing address or name of the sender was written on the envelope.
Yun Jing narrowed his eyebrows and opened the envelope to Si without much thought.
As a result, I didn't notice a slight mark on the edge of the envelope.
Of course, such small traces can't explain the problem.
Yun Jing spread out the letter paper, and the first three words that caught his eye were the last three words: Jing Xiangyang.
Yun Jing's heart trembled, her eyes shone slightly...
Hand, holding the letter paper, couldn't help but shake.
He quickly glanced at the text, and in the next instant, the water eyes were completely darkened.
The letter paper is a very simple white paper with a simple sentence written on it:
Have a good trip, don't read it.
Pen: Jing Xiangyang.
On the paper, it was his handwriting, she could recognize it.
Yun Jing squeezed the letter paper's hand and couldn't help tightening it a little bit.
The expression on the face went from expectation at the beginning to gradually sad...
In the end, it was a complete disappointment!
She closed her eyes, concealed the light from the bottom of her eyes, took a deep breath, and then opened her eyes, but the mist under her eyes was still thicker.
All the air in her chest seemed to be evacuated in an instant, making her breathless.
For a while, even breathing seemed to be painful.
Until the end... The last glimmer of hope was also dashed! !
He didn't even export to keep her!
Even if they had all experienced such a night of burning wood, and he... didn't care about it at all... If he really did, wouldn't he have left himself by his side
As soon as Qin Lili returned to the classroom, he saw Yun Jing with red eyes holding the letter paper.
She was stunned for half a second, looking at the simple white paper in her hand, a little guilty conscience flashed under her eyes, and walked in calmly, standing next to Yun Jing, knowingly asked, "Why are you crying?"
Yun Jing ignored her, hurriedly packed the letter paper, folded back to his seat, and did not look back at Qin Lili.
Qin Lili looked at her proud back, snorted coldly, and went back to his seat.
Open the desk, take out the books and prepare for morning self-study.
There are two half-folded letter paper spread out on the schoolbag in the desk.
Even if the letter paper is folded in half, the writing on the letter paper is printed on the back because of the vigorous and powerful pen point of the writer. Although you can't see the words, you can clearly see the densely packed whole page. Is text.
Seeing the letter paper, Qin Lili couldn't help but panicked for a few seconds, and hurriedly stuffed it into his schoolbag, as if he was afraid of being discovered.
She still couldn't help but glanced at her deskmate Yun Jing next to her with a guilty conscience, and found that she was staring at the short letter in her hand that was almost unbelievable in a daze.
She didn't notice the little movement of her guilty conscience just now.
Qin Lili couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief.
His gaze fell on her sullen side face, and he glanced at the letter in her hand... He pursed his lips, unnaturally opened his eyes, and did not look at her.
The letter in Yun Jing's hand was actually forged by her!
Today, she came to the classroom early in the morning. When she arrived, there were not a few classmates in the class.
She habitually checks her letters in the mailbox, and occasionally buys some review materials online.
There was nothing in her mailbox.
Preparing to leave, he caught a letter lying in Yun Jing's small mailbox at a glance.
Her letter box was naturally locked, but because the letter was not thrown too deep, it also showed a small corner, and it came out with a pinch of her finger.
To be honest, Qin Lili was really just curious at the time.
The first time I saw something in her mailbox, and it was still a letter!
You must know that the arrogant and self-willed Yun Jing always has eyes above the top, and has already looked at people with his chin. Only Lu Liye has a better relationship in the whole school. Who else has Yaxing writing to her
Lu Liye?
When this familiar man popped out of her Qin Lili's mind, her heart trembled... a thought came out instantly.