When the sound of her footsteps disappeared, Tang Yuanchu took a deep breath and walked slowly to the bedroom.
The bedroom door was open, a very small room. The bed, desk, chair, and a small bookshelf are simply furnished, but kept clean. At first glance, the room looks like a primary school student's bedroom—the bed is pink, the faded wallpaper is also pink, and the desk is obviously used by primary school students. The furniture is old
Xie Wanwan sat on the chair in front of the desk, motionless.
The chair was a bit small, and it was a little weird to sit on a person her size.
So, that back view made Tang Yuanchu inexplicably sad.
Assistant Xie said on the phone that Xie Wanwan's biological parents used to live in this house.
At that time, her father was just an ordinary administrative cadre with a small position, the housing was a welfare housing allocated by the unit, and the family conditions were not as good as later. But at that time, her parents were very loving, and she was their only little princess, and she had a pink time when she was young.
Her suffering began with her father's promotion.
With power and money, they changed to a big house and a new home. Not long after the mother was happy, the father changed women. Her daughter, the little princess he once loved, has since fallen into the abyss.
The house was vacant at the time, but later Xie Wanwan's father was imprisoned for shuanggui, his property was confiscated, and the court auctioned it off to others. Xie Wanwan bought it back from someone else two years ago.
"Aren't you going to leave? Why are you back?"
Xie Wanwan turned her head when she heard the footsteps.
Under the dim light, her face was blushing, obviously drunk, and her eyes were blurred like a layer of mist.
Seeing that the person behind was Tang Yuanchu, her eyes brightened for a moment, then gradually darkened.
"How did you come?"
Tang Yuanchu narrowed his eyes, looking from her face to the window of the room.
On the glass of the old window, there are faded window grilles, and the pattern can't be seen clearly, but these old traces, against the bright and beautiful Xie Wanwan now, have an indescribable sense of the vicissitudes of time.
"Assistant Xie doesn't worry about you being alone, let me accompany you."
Xie Wanwan groaned, rubbed her face, inserted her ten fingers into the loose hair, grabbed it deeply, let it slide down again, and shook it fluffy.
"I don't need anyone to accompany me, you can go."
"Look at you like this, who can rest assured?"
"What about me, is it up to you?"
Xie Wanwan frowned, stared at him with an extremely unfriendly gaze, and slowly pointed to the door.
"roll!"
Tang Yuanchu's hands in his pockets were tightly clenched into fists.
He is young and has a lot of pride.
A simple word made him blush.
He doesn't like to be sentimental, and he doesn't like to be underestimated.
But he knew what kind of woman Xie Wanwan was.
hedgehog.
When you hurt others, you also hurt yourself.
This is the spike she armed, just to protect herself from harm...
He stood less than five steps away from Xie Wanwan, looked at her quietly for a moment, his face gradually calmed down, and when Xie Wanwan was unprepared, he rushed over and hugged her tightly, who was sitting on the chair. live.
The chair creaked and screamed harshly.
Xie Wanwan raised her hand, not sure if she wanted to push him or hit him.
The hand was in the air, and then suddenly put it down.
She didn't move, her voice seemed to be breathing, "You are pitying me."
Tang Yuanchu felt a sting in his heart: "No. I just want to be with you."
With Xie Wanwan's head in his arms, he could hear his heartbeat, and could smell the unique smell of young boys. Clean and refreshing, with a little shower gel aroma, bewitching her nerves.
Weird, she didn't hate it.
Don't hate such a touch.
Don't hate him.
"You go."
She sniffs.
"I'm not that drunk. I know it in my heart."
Tang Yuanchu patted her on the back, looked down at her, "I'll take you home. It's not safe here."
The community is about to be demolished, there is no security, no property management, most of the residents have already moved out, everything is messed up, she is here alone, how can he leave
Xie Wanwan: "This is my home. Where can I go back?"
Tang Yuanchu was slightly startled and did not answer.
Xie Wanwan: "That house is big, but cold and unpopular. I live in that house, and I feel like a dead person at any time. I'm about to die, I can't breathe, and I won't live until dawn... It's meaningless, it's meaningless .”
Mumble and repeat.
The exit smells of alcohol.
Tang Yuanchu frowned and looked around.
"Is it still the same here?"
Xie Wanwan took a look and shook her head, "It's changed, I fiddled with it again, but I still can't go back to the beginning—"
How can the past time go back
Tang Yuanchu sighed: "But there is no way to live here. There are no daily necessities, how can you live? It's not safe..."
Xie Wanwan still shook her head, "I don't care, I'm not afraid."
She turned her head and looked at the bed, "I'm going to sleep here."
Talking intermittently, she said she was awake, but she was not.
Tang Yuanchu didn't want to force her anymore, "That's fine, I'll accompany you."
It was very dark in the room.
I don't know how many wattages the lamp has, it's so dark that people can look hazy, but it has a built-in filter effect, which also makes the two young men and women look a bit more beautiful than under the skylight.
Tang Yuanchu helped Xie Wanwan sit on the bed and stared into her eyes, "Are you sleeping now, or do you want to watch a drama or something?"
Xie Wanwan shook her head.
Tang Yuanchu was stunned, "Let's find a drama to watch, I know there is a popular drama recently..."
He turned around to get her pad, ready to make some lively noises in the private space where the two get along.
That would make it less awkward for them to get along with.
"At the beginning of the Tang Dynasty."
Xie Wanwan suddenly raised her hand and grabbed his sleeve.
He looked down at her. There was a look of confusion on the young face, and the freshly shaved beard on the chin had a little green trace, like a person walking from the fire, with bright eyes and warm body.
Xie Wanwan couldn't bear to stop, and held her head up without moving.
Tang Yuanchu, "What's wrong?"
She seemed to want to say something, her mouth moved, but she didn't say anything.
Slowly looking down, eyes fell from his face to his shoes.
It's a pair of sneakers.
Very casual style, not her usual big name.
But it looks so good on his feet, like a young classmate who suddenly popped into his mind at a certain moment, the youthful atmosphere of sweating on the court...
"Thank you Wanwan?"
The sudden silence was awkward.
At the beginning of Tang Yuan, there was sweat on his back, sweat on his forehead, and his body was tense.
"Let's watch a show and then you sleep, okay?"
Xie Wanwan raised her head slowly, "Do you have that kind of film?"