What is hell on earth, how could He Mulan not understand.
She has watched Three Lives Three Worlds.
The scary thing is not this world, but the people in this world have all been numb.
He Mulan had always thought that "martyr" was a very sad word, because the martyrs would not know what the consequences of being alone would bring about. Maybe the whole world will wake up because of his "martyrdom", but it's also possible that his "martyrdom" won't even appear in a bubble, what should the whole world be like
However, He Mulan only now really understood that the martyrdom of the "martyrs" should be a very happy thing. When you find that you are inconsistent with the whole world, only "martyrdom" can truly bring liberation. From "One" and returning to "One", you are pure until death, and the whole world is not polluted. You, you have not been shaken by the world.
As for the world after the death of the martyrs? That doesn't matter anymore. Because he has done everything he can as a "man".
This is an extreme and tragic "completion".
Compared with Hua Mulan, He Mulan was so lucky and so sad. Hua Mulan is the hero of this world. Her ideology and values are completely in line with this world, so she will charge into battle, but she will not think about the questions of "why am I fighting" and "is this world right".
So she can calmly disarm and return to the field after doing everything she should do, because for Hua Mulan, her mission is to "join the army for her father", she promised his father to go back after the war, and she has done him Everything her father would do when he joined the army was even better, and the rest of the governance and reforms had nothing to do with her.
Mulan's fulfillment lies in her benevolence, she saved her family and country, and then she has the ending in her mind.
Maybe the countless "advanced" people in this world are the same people as Hua Mulan, so Tuoba Tao finally died of suspicion and irritability. How can the people of a world gain insight beyond this world? Is the one who transcends the one who suffers the most
If the one with the most far-reaching vision is an emperor, and all the people around the emperor are working together to maintain this "backwardness", what kind of ending will this emperor eventually lead to...
The fate of Tuoba Tao is the best example.
He Mulan's luck lies in the fact that she has acquired all of Mulan's martial arts and combat experience, thus reducing a lot of setbacks and difficulties, which can greatly shorten the time it takes for Mulan to succeed, but the tragedy is that she cannot obtain Mulan. The kind of satisfaction obtained, as a transmigrator, as long as she can see this kind of hell on earth for one day, she can't be numb, and her pain can't end.
He Mulan didn't know if there were other transmigration seniors, how they managed to make themselves completely submerged in it, and maybe there were many people who tried to change the world and eventually became "martyrs", and maybe some of them became "ehus". For the sake of heaven," limiting his values to one-third of an acre in the backyard, but none of these apply to He Mulan.
She only has the vision to go beyond this world, but she does not have the ability to go beyond this world; she has a starting point to surpass many women in this world, but she cannot find the end point.
Her aura is too large and wide, and all the people around her can't open their eyes. They can only follow the light source, but they ignore that there are countless dark holes next to the light, each leading to a different direction.
At this point, A'Dan Zhiqi, who has retreated bravely, is the smartest person. He knows what he wants, what he came out for, and where he should return in the end.
Di Yefei, Na Luohun, Chen Jie, and Man Gu were all shrouded in her light, and eventually lost the possibility of letting others see their light.
Even Tuoba Tao, because it was too smooth, he could not gain more experience, more ability, and more assistance from the years of conflict and adjustment of conflicts, but was eager to achieve it overnight, almost shaking the foundation of the entire Wei Kingdom. .
Cui Hao is not wrong, it is her who is wrong.
Who in this world has no selfishness? Even He Mulan had selfishness.
Why is it not her selfishness to protect all her companions under her wings like an old hen protecting her cubs? Does she dare to say that all companions are promoted because of their own abilities
If it weren't for her, Na Luohun should be rolling in Montenegro now, and finally won the favor of Kumoti because of his excellent ability, although it has been many, many years.
If it wasn't for her recommendation, some people should now learn the experience of the Han people in governing the country and marching in the military account, and start to create their own "Several Art of War", and then because of their merits in local governance and nepotism, they will become parents and local officials in Fuze. military general.
Di Yefei will lead the Gaoche people to gain their own place through "conquest", win big and small battles, and eventually become the "Zhenxi General" who smells discolored in the west.
Chen Jie, Man Gu, Yuan Fang, Zheng Zong, these people took another path because of her, but they also lost their possibility forever because of her relationship.
Isn't this a more terrifying selfishness
It turns out that she is the biggest obstacle...
It turns out that she is alive, which is a disaster for everyone...
***
"Tanyun, you are too dangerous."
The middle-aged man dressed in white and dressed as a businessman looked at the young monk in front of him, "People come and go here, and it's easy to be discovered. Your backlash has not yet healed, and Hua Mulan is a strong mentally tough... "
"The stronger the light, the deeper the shadow, there is no perfect person in this world!" Tanyun gritted her teeth to support the illusion, "The more fearless and invincible Hua Mulan is, the fear in her heart will be The bigger it will be. If we want to beat him outright, we need to know what he fears the most.”
Under the city gate, people in the doorway come and go. Some passers-by glance at the monk curiously. When they find that he is squatting next to a sweaty young man, they all show a clear and admiring expression. .
"Do you need help?"
The city gate officer finally couldn't help but walk over.
"Is this the apprentice of the great monk just now? This man has been sleeping for a long time. Isn't he falling asleep or fainting? Do you want to find Langzhong?"
The businessman slightly blocked the two behind him, and responded with an apologetic smile: "This monk is skilled in medicine. He just suffered from an old problem, and it will be fine in a while."
"An old problem?"
The city gate officer looked at He Mulan who looked healthy on the ground in confusion.
"It's not a cool place under the city gate, you'd better take him away..."
The businessman was sweating on his back and didn't know how to respond to him.
A strong man like Hua Mulan, although they can use drugs and methods to make him fall asleep, but there is a martial artist's instinctive reaction, as long as she touches him, she will definitely wake up.
That's why he guarded it here so that no one could get close, while Tanyun kept using spells to make him fall into his worst nightmare.
"Let's stay for a while..." The businessman finally remembered what worked best, and put a small silver ingot into the hand of the city gate officer. "Now he's afraid of bad things, so please let us stay here for a while."
The city gate officer received the money and his face suddenly brightened, he patted his shoulder with a smile, and left in three or two steps.
"Huh! Every time this time comes, I am very grateful that the officials of the Great Wei have no salary."
"It's too dangerous, let's go. The monk will come back anytime..."
"It's just a wild monk." Tan Yun closed her eyes, "Don't quarrel with me, I've seen it... What the hell is he afraid of..."
"Afraid that I will affect the future of others? What is this!" Tanyun thought she would see things like "defeat in battle" and "disfigurement", but she didn't expect this.
After a while, Tan Yun's cold sweat became more and more, and her body began to tremble.
"He actually wants to change the world with his own power... He wants to be free from wars and chaos, and the people live and work in peace... He wants everyone to be happy... He wants the world to be harmonious..."
"Is he the reincarnation of Buddha?"
The businessman blurted out with wide eyes.
"This should be the wish made by the Buddha!"
The two spoke in Sanskrit, so although there were many passers-by passing through the doorway, no one could understand what they were talking about.
Tanyun's people followed He Mulan until He Mulan and Ci Xin left the barracks, and they arranged it immediately, and when they saw that He Mulan and Ci Xin were separated, they began to arrange it.
They saw that He Mulan went to the market and was walking down the door, so they arranged for an accomplice who was dressed as a general passer-by to take a fragrance and some medicines to rest under the door, and approached He Mulan's house little by little. Beside him, he pulled the smoke away to make her fall asleep.
He Mulan's slumber was just the beginning. Tan Yun, who had already prepared for a long time, hoped to control He Mulan, but after discovering that the other party's will was extremely firm, she could only use "dream-making" to make her collapse.
It wasn't that they never thought about simply kidnapping or killing He Mulan, but the risk of doing so was too great. Not to mention the people coming and going at the gate of the city, they have all experienced He Mulan's skills, and they don't think that they can kill He Mulan with such a few people, but they might be caught by her.
If you really can't control it, you can only try to use poison.
Tanyun trembled for a while, and finally withdrew her "magical powers", daring not to continue.
"Why don't you keep going..."
The man in white was dumbfounded.
"I can't continue, my wish is the same as his." Tanyun said with a dead face: "He hopes that the Hu people and the Han people are the same, the commoners have channels for promotion, and the nobles have their own honors. He hopes that the war will not end. Will hurt innocent people, the king loves the people like a son..."
"We made the same wish, so once I destroyed his belief, I, who was in the dream with him, also destroyed myself. So I couldn't do the last step."
Tanyun gave He Mulan a complicated look.
"He... He is not the same as those rich and powerful people who are greedy. Maybe he can understand what we do and become our right-hand man? Isn't it said that he and the wild monk also get along well? When he arrives in Beiliang... "
"It's not something we can decide!"
The businessman shook his head.
"Go ahead, what the master gave you..."
Tanyun struggled for a while before she took out a long needle and quietly probed towards He Mulan's temple.
The needle tip faintly revealed a cold green light, making the whole body uncomfortable.
Maybe it was because he just came out of He Mulan's dream, so in a sense, he once resonated with He Mulan, so Tan Yun's hand could hardly hold the needle.
'I'm going to kill myself...'
he thinks.
The tip of the needle was no more than an inch away from the temple.
'I'm attacking myself...'
"Purlululu..."
All of a sudden, the reins were entangled in He Mulan's hand, and the red horse, who had also fallen into a drowsiness just now, suddenly swayed his neck vigorously, and kicked away Tan Yun who had just approached with a flying hoof.
"what!"
Tan Yun was shot to the ground, the poison needle dropped by her hand, and a bitter expression appeared on her face.
But taking a closer look, there was a hint of relief in the expression in the pain.
Miyan doesn't distinguish between people and horses, so Dahong is also caught. Since the horse slept standing up, outsiders couldn't see anything wrong with the horse, they just thought it was docile.
But now, this "docile" horse has done something wrong. Not only did it kick Tan Yun away, but He Mulan's hand was moved because of the reins, which made her wake up successfully!
When the businessman saw that the red horse suddenly went crazy, and even He Mulan woke up, he was shocked. But the group of them are used to all kinds of disguise, and the panic caused by this kind of thing is only a moment, so he stepped forward to help Tan Yun without a trace, and he kept chattering with an expression of indignation:
"What kind of broken horse is this, how to raise it! How can it suddenly jump up and hurt people!"
He Mulan had just woken up, and had not woken up from half-asleep. Humans and horses are different after all. At this time, when Dahong kicked him, someone else condemned him and apologized reflexively: "That's true. No, my horse is a war horse, and I don't get close to people, so..."
"Forget it, forget it! We're also watching you fall asleep because we're afraid there's something wrong with you. It's fine."
The businessman helped Tan Yun up.
"Master, are you all right? Let's go, let's stay away from this lunatic..."
He Mulan was still immersed in his nightmares and struggles and couldn't get out. At this time, everything seemed like a dream.
She didn't even know if she had seen Master Cixin, or if she had ever held the child.
She narrowed her eyes and looked at the sky. Although the sky was still raining, it was indeed during the day. It was completely different from the sky when she dazedly rang the house at night. It all felt familiar.
Am I dreaming just now, or am I dreaming now
He Mulan blinked in confusion.
Dahong on the side kept "Pululu" at the businessman who was walking away with the monk, then put his head next to He Mulan's head, and kept licking her face with his tongue.
The smooth and hot touch of the horse's tongue made He Mulan sober all of a sudden, and she reached out and pushed Dahong's head: "Don't make trouble, I came out without sugar. How could you hurt someone? I remember you've always been very good-tempered... "
She shook her head and suddenly noticed something was wrong.
But look up again, where else is there
"Are you awake? Go away when you wake up! You've been sleeping here for a long time!"
When the city gate official saw that He Mulan was awake, he walked over and shouted.
"Your companion said you had a sudden illness, and I think he just wanted you to sleep a little longer. Don't try too hard to drive, not to mention that you still have such a good horse. If they hadn't watched by your side, your horse would have been destroyed. People took away…”
"My companions?" He Mulan's suspicion became heavier and heavier, "Who told you they were my companions?"
She didn't even see what they looked like.
"The merchant said that you are ill and need the monk's treatment, so you won't be able to leave for a while..." The city gate official also became nervous.
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"Isn't it? Then they help you watch the horses!"
He Mulan looked down at the traces of the reins in her hands. The red reins are always longer than those of other horses, because it is the only warhorse that can be controlled without the reins, so the reins are more useful like It is the direction in which the rope that leads the dog generally leads it.
He Mulan's expression became heavy, and she began to search for the place where the two had just haunted, and finally found a long needle.
He Mulan was too familiar with this needle. When she went to see Yuan Fang, the egret officials stuffed such a thing in her hair. The tip of this needle was usually smeared with poison.
She tore off a piece of the placket with a cold face, picked up the needle from the ground, packed it into the bag beside the saddle, and stood up straight again to look around.
"It turns out that you hurt someone to save me..." He Mulan touched the red horse's neck and pressed her face against it. "You're really nice, Dahong."
Dahong rubbed his face gently with a look on his face, and made a series of satisfied "Pululu" sounds.
It is unassuming at all times.
When He Mulan raised her head from Dahong's side, an astonishing cold light flashed in her eyes.
The fact that there are people who are always ready to deal with themselves, in a variety of ways, is not pleasant.
Especially the nightmare just now, a good trip to "relax" has become even more depressing.
For such a nightmare, He Mulan alone would not be able to get out of his heart of course.
But fortunately, she has a shining guiding light.
As a traveler who has strayed into this time and space, this era has better characters as her benchmarks. If she is already lost and unable to struggle, then there is another delusional person who is destined to fight against the whole world, and she has come a long way.
"When I say that I want to go to the expedition in person, I usually just want to designate a suitable person. But everyone is often worried about my expedition, so they will compromise the result of my compromise."
"I know that reform can't be so urgent. My best expectation is the day after tomorrow, but I have shown a desperate desire to start today, and they will let me delay it until tomorrow. Then I have already won."
"Of course I know it's difficult, so I need to find someone to fight alongside. Mulan, I don't care if you're a woman..."
"Now if someone tells me what the king of a country should be like, I will tell him, 'You can be a king of a country and show me. According to what you said, the king of a country will definitely become a wise king, to establish a The country shows me."
The arrogant forerunner had already foreseen how much resistance there was, but he never regarded them as pain, but just danced with them in his own way.
You go in, I go back. You go back, I'll go in.
Elegant dances, twists and turns full of wisdom and compromise, are also a way forward.
Most importantly, that His Majesty once said:
"—you don't have to worry so much, because they all listen to me."
As for Na Luohun, Di Yefei, and many more people, the pressure she endured was given to her long, long ago.
"For ordinary people, we don't care what kind of people we will become, how we will die, how we will kill the enemy. We are just trying to keep up with you God-given people, and we need to exhaust ourselves to catch up. "
"I just thought, at least once... I can make Mulan count on us once..."
The gentle fire chief said so.
"This is the dignity of ordinary people like us."
***
"Let everyone rely on me at least once..."
He Mulan covered her eyes and couldn't help laughing like a lunatic.
"Hahaha! It turns out that no matter how strong I am, I am just an ordinary person. Why do I consider myself the savior of the world!"
"Hey, what are you laughing at!"
The city gate official's hair looked upright at He Mulan, as if looking at a lunatic.
"Okay, let's go! Don't stick here forever!"
"How long have I slept?"
"It's been more than half an hour since you went out for a walk and came back."
He Mulan nodded, led the horse out of the city gate, and walked all the way to the market. Only when she saw the soldiers of Xia Guo, who were kneeling in the shed and still selling themselves, did she really confirm that she had been here.
She even saw that the boss surnamed Lu's eyes lit up and chased after a few steps, but she could only shake his head at him and leave.
He Mulan searched for the long street where she heard about Cixin according to her memory, but found that there was no such street at all, and there were no street scenes.
As for the people in the alley at the end, it was more like the scene she imagined.
She made a bad plan when she returned to the doorway after wandering around the market to no avail. Maybe even that nightmare was caused by that monk.
Tan Wuzhu and Compassionate Heart meet once, as long as you find Compassion, you may know something.
She said, why would someone with such a cheerful and humorous nature say things like "The world is hell". Ai Ran, who was raised by him, was soft on the outside and firm on the inside, and insisted on his original intention; Chiran was raised by him at ease and fearless. These are the results of long-term exposure.
If a monk thinks the world is a hell, why should he walk in hell and enjoy it? It must be full of hope for this world, thinking that it will become better, and it will come out to "save all sentient beings".
"Donor, did you see anything?"
A familiar voice came from He Mulan's front.
He Mulan laughed dumbly, and moved forward quickly for this familiar voice.
"I... I just saw a bowl."
The male host who opened the door curiously opened his mouth to answer uneasily.
"No, what you see is not the bowl, but your chance to become a Buddha."
Compassionate face full of unfathomable depth.
"I... I don't want to become a Buddha, I don't want to die..."
The hostess was terrified.
"This is a bowl, and it's not a bowl. If you put something in it, you'll hear a 'boom', and that sound is not a sound, but your act of kindness. Those who have proved that they have Buddha-nature, and those who have Buddha-nature, can become Buddhas."
Kindhearted and laughing, with a kind face.
"I'm not begging, donor, I'm looking for 'fate'. When you respond to your fate, you have become a Buddha. I'm giving you the chance to become a Buddha and responding to your fate."
"Ah... oh... that's how... "
The host nodded inexplicably.
"Wait, I'll go see if there's anything else to eat."
After a while, the host poured a small bowl of chestnut rice into the bowl, and Ci Xin uttered the Buddha's name and stood outside the door to recite the sutra for the family.
While chanting the sutras with kindness, both the family members and He Mulan who stood a few steps away and looked at her with a smile, all felt the peace.
"I'm not begging, I'm giving you a chance to become a Buddha."
"In Buddhism, it is Buddha; in Taoism, it is Laojun; in Confucianism, it is benevolence and righteousness; in general, it is faith..."
"If you have Buddha-nature, everyone can become a Buddha."
After Ci Xin finished reading the scriptures, he said some words of blessing to the family, and asked again: "What time is it now? The poor monk still has an appointment with someone..."
"It's too late now, Master, you're already half an hour late." He Mulan took a few steps to Ci Xin's side and laughed loudly.
"So I had to come to you."
"Amitabha..."
Cixin smiled and turned back.
"I wonder if the donor has a good rest during this time?"
"Well, I rested for a while, but I almost lost my life."
He Mulan smiled and glanced at the bowl in his palm, full of joy for the "Buddha nature" in the bowl.
"It seems that the donor has another adventure..."
Cixin poured the chestnut rice from the bowl into the monk's bag on his waist.
"Don't talk about this, Master, give me my belongings, I have something to do..."
He Mulan stretched out her hand.
"What property?"
Ci Xin's eyes widened inexplicably.
"Is it possible that the donor is dreaming, I am a monk, how can I take the donor's things?"
"Master, you're not being kind, it's obviously you..."
"Oh, the donor must have misremembered..."
"Hey, hey, Master, don't go! I'm penniless now!"
"General can ask for fate, I really don't have it anyway."
"Master, Master, I'm really hungry!"
"That's right. I've turned so much rice. Let's go to the roadside for a bowl of porridge with the general."
"Don't! Hey! Hey!"