Mulan Has No Elder Brother

Chapter 477: I can understand

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The reason why He Mulan's women's clothing is successful is because it is dark now, whether it is "dark under the lamp" or "beautiful under the lamp", it is all because the dim light of ancient candles will magnify a person's sense of beauty a lot. times.

He Mulan is undoubtedly not beautiful, but "beauty" has nothing to do with being beautiful, it is more of an indescribable temperament, an aura of someone else, a nature that no one can imitate.

Helian Pearl is very beautiful, Princess Xingping is even more beautiful in the world, Di Yefei's facial features are also incredible, but Hua Mulan's "beauty" has transcended gender, you can say she is a man, say she is Women can do it too. This is a kind of tolerance and strength that transcends gender distinctions.

So Yuan Fang was shocked, several people were shocked, Tu Luo was shocked, Di Yefei was shocked, and Luo Hun was also shocked, only A Shan Zhiqi, who always had an "understanding" mentality for Hua Mulan, did not go too far. It was a gaffe, but A'Danzhuo's performance was enough to show how everyone felt about He Mulan's "going out to see his companions, and the companions were all in a hurry".

It was hard to coax Adanzhuo to stop crying. Several people and Tu Luoman kept looking around He Mulan, touching the corners of the skirt and the headgear all at once, as if they wanted to know this "Hua Mulan". "Did someone make it out of breath.

He Mulan was also made speechless by them, so she sat on the ground wearing a women's clothes, and smiled at them: "I want to see my women's clothes, and I saw it. You've been drinking a lot, are you going to rest?"

"The fire is long..." Several people blushed, "Should we still sleep in the same room as before?"

He slept next to Huo Chang.

Before He Mulan could speak, Di Yefei who was standing beside him suddenly stood up with a bang, and said nonsense: "Why is the light dim again? I'll dial..."

"Take the light pole and take it off for me..." Luo Hun's fingers were still aching, he choked a word in his mouth, and when he saw Di Yefei running to the light in three or two steps, he could only sigh and said nothing. .

When Di Yefei stayed in Hua Mansion before, five out of ten times he lived outside He Mulan.

It is self-evident why he would hug his head and run around in embarrassment.

Several people probably thought of this, and coughed a little uncomfortably, with a tendency to hate themselves for talking too much.

Just when He Mulan was about to answer, the "true housekeeper" Yuan Fang who was waiting outside knocked on the door: "General, I have arranged the residences of the envoys, can I let the servants come in to clean up the banquet hall? "

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A-Dan Zhiqi stood up sympathetically and held up his cute-faced son: "It's already late at night, which will delay the family members who are hot. Let's meet again tomorrow, anyway, it will be a long time in Japan."

Whether it was Di Yefei or Luo Hun, He Mulan, who was facing women's clothes at this time, felt uncomfortable, not because the other party was ugly, but because he didn't know where to put his hands and feet. Embarrassed, all nodded after hearing the words, and followed He Mulan out of the banquet hall.

When Mrs. He was there, she had already sorted out the backyard and the main courtyard, and there were servants who cleaned it on weekdays, so Yuan Fang arranged it very conveniently. Except for Di Yefei and Na Luohun, several people lived in their original rooms. The others were not far from He Mulan's house.

A banquet hall broke up, and Tuluo Daman was already dizzy and dizzy, and was supported by Chen Jie to leave, while a few people were like puppies raised by He Mulan and only followed her stupidly. Di Yefei followed He Mulan unhurriedly, standing beside Na Luohun, who was worried that he would fall over due to drinking too much and looked at him with concern, so he went to the main courtyard.

"Did you see that, it really was the woman they were looking for..." A few Hu Ben soldiers who were patrolling the night whispered, "Is it because that woman looks familiar?"

"You look familiar to any woman!" A tiger Ben army glanced at the black lamp blindly, and immediately came to a conclusion: "Master Yuan is from a noble family, and he must not be a small family who can make him bow and carry a colored lantern. A woman, and looking at how she dresses, she must be a stunning beauty…”

"Such a tall and stunning beauty?" Another Hu Benjun shook his head, "Look at her stature, she is taller than our general!"

"If you don't tell me, I haven't remembered yet..." Hu Benjun, who had spoken earlier, watched a group of people walk past him, and hurriedly bowed down. He straightened up when they were far away, and said to his companions on both sides in shock: "Why does it look like our general!"

"What nonsense! Our general is so dark!"

"How can there be such a general in our family... Huh? That seems to be the shoes the general wears in the morning?"

"Could it be the clan elder sister who came here before the general? Isn't that a rare beauty who will be moved when she sees her back?" An unacceptable Hu Benjun whispered, "Our generals don't know how to wear clothes. Women's clothes are running around."

This topic seems to have turned into a direction that no one can accept.

“Night watch… keep on watch…”

"well… "

Tonight, the moon is dark and the wind is high, and the light rain has just passed, the ground is slippery, and the soil is mixed with the fresh smell of rainwater. The flower mansion is very spacious, and it is still the old Hou mansion. Its beautiful buildings and spacious and comfortable rooms are not Tuluo Daman and Adan Zhiqi and the others have small homes that are comparable, but in such a comfortable and spacious room, many people have insomnia.

Zheng Zong didn't need to say more, he almost wanted to go to the banquet hall to see what they were talking about, but his cautious side stopped him from doing such a disgusting act, and he could only stop at the courtyard gate. Pacing forward, he stretched his head to see what was going on there.

When the rain was small, the banquet hall was also scattered, but he was lying in the room, but he felt from the bottom of his heart that he was an "outsider".

If he hadn't become a "translator", he and Hua Mulan would be people from two different worlds. Even if he became an egret in the future, he would not have any chance of meeting this female general.

"I have to think of a way to make her stay away from me in the future, just like them..." Zheng Zong closed his eyes drowsily, "I can also laugh and feast with them, and I don't have to avoid..."

Tuluo Daman was talking nonsense in his sleep: "It's a woman... um, it's a man... Is it a man or a woman... What is it? I didn't lie to my daughter-in-law... My daughter-in-law... don't... don't kneel on the stone..."

Several people are also thinking wildly, but he has a simple personality, and the things he looks for will not change. Since Mulan is a fire leader for one day, she will be his fire leader for a lifetime, even if she becomes a fairy or a monster, it is also his fire leader, so Just after reminiscing about the girl's fiery appearance, I felt that the wine had come up, and I was half asleep and half awake.

Di Yefei had been lying on the couch for a while, tossed and turned but couldn't fall asleep, so he jumped up, took a few sips of cold water, and sat under the window in a daze.

When he was in a daze, he saw a small lamp appearing by the courtyard door. He Mulan, dressed in purple, walked into the second door with something in his hand. Di Yefei didn't know why, but he suddenly jumped from the window. Zi fell down and hid his whole body under the window, pretending that he didn't see anything.

"Did you come for me? It's the middle of the night..."

Di Yefei's whole body was sticking to the ground, and the ground after the rain had a wet breath, but Di Yefei was thinking like he didn't notice.

"She's still wearing women's clothes, and she's coming out alone this night? God, should I lie down on the couch? What am I doing here on my stomach? She's going to push the door and come in, seeing how stupid I am..."

Di Yefei felt remorse, he didn't know if he should straighten up to make He Mulan feel that he was by the window, or if he just pretended to be drunk and fell unconscious on the ground.

Just when Di Yefei, who had already turned white, was about to turn his hair white again, He Mulan turned a small corner, passed Di Yefei's window, and walked towards the door of A Shan Zhiqi's room. .

Di Yefei only felt that his heart, which was close to the ground, was about to jump out from the fiery heat and almost fell into the ice cave. His limbs and bones were numb. He felt that his five senses had become infinitely concentrated. Still, it was because he cared too much that Di Yefei could even hear the sound from outside.

Tuk Tuk Tuk.

"Who?"

"Brother Adan, it's me."

"what?"

After A Shan Zhiqi's footsteps, the door opened with a creaking sound.

"Brother Adan, can you accompany me for a walk?"

He Mulan's slightly confused voice was very clear in the silence.

"... I don't know the way, you just need to lead the way."

A Shan Zhiqi has always been so considerate, never asking why, just doing it.

Di Yefei, who was lying on the ground, listened to the footsteps of the two of them walking away. The glazed lamp outside the window flickered, and his eyes began to become confused. When the footsteps were far away, he got up again. The body, looking at the door in front of the room, only thought that he was very ridiculous.

"What are you thinking? Thinking of Hua Mulan coming in and telling you the truth? In terms of reliability, you are not even as good as Adan Zhiqi in her heart."

Di Yefei walked back to the couch muttering to himself, and suddenly fell back on the couch.

"You still want to listen like a woman? Enough! Don't let yourself go from low to low..."

***

Di Yefei was a little self-suffering. In terms of "reliability", among so many people on the same fire, none of them could reach the special status of A'Dan Zhiqi in He Mulan's mind.

Three lives and three lives, the influence that A'Dan Zhiqi brought to He Mulan was huge. He was like a beacon on the road of He Mulan's life. Every time she was confused, he would show her a clear path, making her feel like a new born.

When she first arrived in the Northern Dynasty, the first thing she recalled was the "Fire Chief". Later, when she was trampled to death by a random horse, she was able to integrate into the Chinese army because of A Shan Zhiqi.

Maybe it's because of age. He treats everyone on Tonghuo with a "big brother"-like tolerance, which makes people involuntarily talk to him.

He Mulan originally wanted to rest when she entered the room, but when she was about to remove her makeup in front of the mirror, she had a common problem with women - I spent an hour tossing myself, and this time will be all over

After sitting in the room for a while, He Mulan sincerely felt that if he lived in the future, if he was a person who would spend an hour getting up every day before going out before going out to meet people, it would be more difficult to accept than going to war by himself. What kind of life did the "Mulan" live, inexplicably raised a sense of anxiety.

It was this anxiety that made He Mulan bring up the glazed lamp again and went to A Shan Zhiqi's yard to find a solution.

The Hua's yard is very large, but because He Mulan is a poor ghost, the flowers and plants are not prosperous. They are all congratulations sent by friends from all over the world when the mansion is opened. Some are still alive, some have withered, and they look particularly depressed. .

Carrying the lantern, He Mulan led A'Dan Zhiqi to a pavilion sheltered from the wind and rain, placed the glazed wind lantern on the stone table in the pavilion, and sat down like this, signaling A'Dan Zhiqi to sit too .

"I can't see your face clearly in this dark night. I always feel like I'm meeting a woman alone in the middle of the night, and I feel guilty." Adan Zhiqi touched his nose and sat down.

"Except your sister-in-law, I haven't been out with any woman in the middle of the night."

"It's because of so much discomfort that I haven't revealed my identity." He Mulan's hoarse voice brought a hint of coolness in the clear night wind: "Men and women, Sometimes it's too much."

"We're here because we actually received a letter from Beijing." A Dan Zhiqi put one hand on the pavilion and suddenly said, "The letter was sent from the military mansion, saying that you are actually a woman, and there was an uproar in Beijing. So the military government collects evidence from those of us who share the same fire..."

"I was worried that something would happen to you, so I sent a letter to my former fellow firemen overnight and asked them to come to you. I also packed up my things, informed your sister-in-law, and came with Adanzhuo."

He explained his purpose lightly: "Actually, I always thought you were hiding some secret, you never bathed with us, never went to the toilet with us, you were afraid that we would lift your clothes, and you treated Di Yefei and others completely. Different... But because you were so comfortable with us, I couldn't be bothered, I never thought to check your 'secret'. For us, you are a trustworthy and reliable 'fire chief' , is an invincible 'fighting general', that's enough..."

He Mulan only felt a warmth rising from the bottom of his heart, and even the corners of his mouth showed a smile: "Have you never seen a woman as shy and ashamed like me? Even if I see you taking a shower and changing clothes, your face doesn't change. Come on, let alone Di Yefei and Tu Luo Daman at that time..."

"Okay, don't mention this!" A'Dan Zhiqi raised his hand a little unbearably. "I don't even know how Di Yefei and a few others can face you freely. When I think about the summer, we'll just bathe naked in the tent after our practice. Now I want to dig a hole and get in!"

"Haha, it's more than you. Even if it's His Majesty and King Yingchuan, have I seen too few? I'm afraid I can't find many women like me in this world." He Mulan smiled happily, "A few When people knew I was a woman, my face turned green, and they avoided me for a few days."

"Di Yefei, do you have any admiration for you?" Adan Zhiqi said unexpectedly, "There is something wrong between the two of you, which is very different from when we were in Montenegro."

A'Dan Zhiqi's sharpness sometimes makes his empathy less cute, He Mulan turned his face to the side with a guilty conscience: "He told me about broken sleeves before, I told him that I am a woman, He didn't believe it at all, and even asked me to look in the mirror. To be honest, I didn't think about marriage, and I didn't know how to face him. This matter... I just want to put it aside for now."

Where does she have time to fall in love

A'Dan Zhiqi is also a married man. Although he hopes that He Mulan can have a company in the future, he doesn't want her to be kidnapped by "love" and has to agree with the love and pursuit of the people around him. He can understand this kind of thing.

He was silent for a while, then straightened up slowly, with a hint of concern in his voice: "What about after that? Have you figured out how to go your own way? Do you really want to get rid of your armor and return to the field?"

There was only concern in his voice, neither Tuoba Tao's disbelief or pain, nor the sadness or joy of others. It was like seeing an old friend for many years, only caring about the other's psychological feelings, so he treated her to her. All choices made are understood.

A'Dan Zhiqi's questioning was more like asking her "Is there a way to go in the future?", rather than asking her "Why do you want to get rid of the army and return to the field?" like other people.

He Mulan suddenly felt sour and astringent from nose to throat. In order to hide this gaffe, she couldn't help nodding her head up and down, and replied in a sullen voice: "On the mission to Beiliang, more than 2,000 brothers have died. , I want to visit the homes of these fallen comrades for a while to see what I can do, and then consider whether to go back to my hometown to be a farmer, or open a martial arts hall to teach people martial arts..."

She laughed at herself: "If they don't think I'm ashamed of being a female martial artist, with my ability, it's not difficult to teach the children of more than 2,000 comrades."

"You actually put the responsibility of the fallen soldiers on yourself?" A'Dan Zhiqi whispered in disbelief, "I wait for the military households, and I was ready to fight to the death for the country at any time!"

"They are different." The overwhelming yellow sand appeared in front of He Mulan's eyes. The sound of camel bells and the strange sound from the sand seemed to be still in her ears.

"They died because of my gullibility and negligence. It was me who made their sacrifices worthless, worthless, not even compensable for their deaths..."

She tilted her head to look at A Shan Zhiqi.

"If we were still in Montenegro, when we were still pawns, if we encountered such a thing, we must hope that the Lord will be able to take care of our family's future, right? Even if it's not the leader, anyone can tell us. Family, I didn’t die without value, or I was unlucky to meet the wind and sand, even if I died in a trap or in the negligence of the commander, that would be a great comfort to our family.”

"You're still the same as before..." A'Dan Zhiqi's sigh turned into a faint trembling in the night wind. "When I was still in Montenegro, I thought you were special..."

"Why does a living person always think about the thoughts of the dead? Why does he always put himself into the thoughts of the dead to think about the world after death? The future of the families of those who died in the war and other related people? Orphans, or even your refusal to 'clean' the battlefield, raises our hearts with genuine awe...and fear."

It was the first time He Mulan heard A'Dan Zhiqi say this to him, she couldn't help but raised her head and widened her eyes.

A-Dan Zhiqi supported Yi with his hand, and could not see his eyes and expressions clearly in the dark night, but his voice was calm:

"Why do you think so many people in Montenegro are willing to call you 'Xuanyi Mulan'? Just because you can restrain yourself, sew up corpses, and comfort them? It's because your thoughts are completely different from ours."

Montenegro...

Montenegro…

"Who will care about the feelings of those of us who witnessed the death of our comrades? Who will tell us 'it's not your fault, it's not your responsibility to protect yourself'? Who will tell Gong Cao 'these clothes and The rubbish you look down on is more important to their family than the spoils'? Hua Mulan, there has always been a rumor in Montenegro that you were once dead. Worry about what to worry about.”

She did die, not because God didn't accept her, but someone took her life from God...

Looking at the problem from the perspective of a dead person is actually just the conduct of a forensic doctor. Respecting the wishes of the deceased and conveying the voice of the deceased, these "corpse whisperers" have seen all kinds of joys and sorrows after death.

Sometimes it's not just one person missing from the family.

"I'm not as noble as you think..." He Mulan analyzed herself with a little guilty conscience, "It's just that I see a lot and think a lot... Maybe it's because I'm actually a woman. Many times, the way of thinking is the same as that of you. different… "

"I didn't mean that you were embarrassed. I just wanted to tell you that sometimes your role is not as simple as going into battle to kill people."

A-Dan Zhiqi folded his hands behind his head, looking at the cloudless sky with no stars and no moon.

"Our eyes are often just like the sky, covered by a layer of clouds. When I was a child, I always thought that it was some kind of law that there were no stars and moons before it rained. Later, when I grew up, I often looked at the sky and realized that it wasn't raining. There must have been no stars before, but everything was obscured by clouds…”

"There is no cloud in your heart, so the world in your eyes is different from the world in our eyes, right?"

A Shan Zhiqi's light laughter sounded.

"We are like when I was a kid, because we are so used to it that it is normal for the sky to be dark. But because you are there, sometimes we can also follow your gaze, through that layer of clouds, to see those Light up each other's stars."

"So, don't belittle yourself. Maybe you feel tired, maybe you feel you have too many sins on your back, but there are more people because you discovered each other's existence."

He Mulan's face suddenly turned red because of A'Dan Zhiqi's praise.

"We are not alone, and we are not as small as we think. Some people will be sad and weep because of our death. Some people will understand that our choice to live and die is as difficult..." A Shan Zhiqi's voice was so firm.

"This is what I saw from you. So, I believe that your choices are correct. Whatever you want to do, just let go and do it. Even those who don't understand, will understand in the future... "

He laughed heartily.

"Just like when we were in Montenegro, we couldn't understand you at first."