I once read a sentence, people who can eat breakfast together are not ordinary. In the second week of meeting Lu Chengze, we had three consecutive breakfast appointments, sometimes in a fine tea restaurant, sometimes in a fly restaurant. If we were too busy to see each other all day, we would start a video chat before going to bed, or open NetEase. Cloud listening to music together.
On Thursday, because a search APP project in charge of our group just announced a new spokesperson, and I have been paying attention to online evaluations all day, I was busy until almost ten o'clock before taking a taxi home.
I didn't chat with Lu Chengze for almost a whole day.
After I got home and took a shower, I was paralyzed on the bed as if I had just finished a war. When I asked Lu Cheng, "what are you doing?" Yes, what are you doing, because I didn't care about communicating with him all day at work, I had to Be a little girl.
Lu Cheng took a photo for me. He was playing a computer game, and the screen had mud, fallen leaves, green plant stems and huge spiders.
I said: OK, you are busy first, and then we will talk when you are finished.
He directly played a video and came back, and immediately followed the five words that this guy didn't think about, and the ending was long and sad: "I - not - busy - okay -?"
I quickly explained: "I don't mean anything else, I really don't want to disturb you, I don't mean to stop the game immediately to accompany me, don't make up your mind..."
This is the truth, not pretentious. Everyone should have their own space and time. Even if you have someone you like, there is no need to share life 100% and stick together every moment.
Lu Cheng looked at me struggling to make a statement, smiled and said nothing.
I stopped: "What are you laughing at?"
When I asked that, I lifted my lips uncontrollably.
I was lying on the bed, because the video has been seen so many times. The first two times I would sit and find the most elegant angle. Later, I simply lay flat or on my side, and occasionally I deliberately squeezed out my double chin to tease him. laugh.
"I don't know," he said. "I want to laugh when I see you."
No matter what, so do I. As soon as two people see each other, they will only smirk, and the inference that love will degrade wisdom is true.
I pointed to the outside of the phone frame: "Is it okay to stop the game suddenly?" Because my colleague and I have beaten the king, and once the game starts, we must stay together.
Lu Cheng shook his head: "It can be archived."
"Oh," I was relieved, and noticed that he was still wearing a large solid black headset, reminding: "You haven't taken off your computer headset, can you hear me clearly?"
He reacted and took off his hands: "Oh, there is no sound inside, I was in a hurry to video with you, and forgot to take it off."
I couldn't help laughing: "How urgent is it?"
Lu Cheng said for no reason: "The game I play is full screen."
Me: "Hmm."
Him: "So watch the time and switch back to the desktop, and then—"
He put one hand on his head and made a distressed gesture and expression: "How come two minutes have passed."
I was delighted: "You have no respect for your peers at all. You, a player, don't invest in the games that they have worked so hard to make."
He didn't empathize: "I don't play games anyway."
Me: "Okay."
The high-hanging bird in Lu Chengze's bedroom always attracts attention. Its wings are stretched and lifelike. I looked there and asked, "Where did you buy that bird in the diagonal back corner?"
Lu Cheng looked back and confirmed, "That?"
I nodded: "Yes."
Lu Cheng then turned back: "I bought it when I traveled abroad a few years ago." It seems that there is no link anymore, so I won't ask anymore.
But I didn't expect that a sentence I casually mentioned in the video actually caused Lu Chengze to run errands at night, and took off this bird ornament and brought it to me.
From a close distance, it looks more textured, with a thin piece of metal, coarse sand and white, suspended by two slender transparent nylon threads, so from a distance it looks like it is flying in mid-air, making it look real.
But this is too much work.
After opening the black paper box, I was extremely surprised, and of course I was also extremely surprised, so I hurriedly replied to him: "Don't you want it anymore?"
Lu Chengze in the receiver was serious: "You help me raise it, and I will pay a return visit every day by video."
He's justified in everything, and he's still the kind that can't be rejected at all. I smiled and asked back, "Aren't you going to see it yourself?"
As soon as the words came out, I was silent, because the hints were too strong, especially in such a dark night.
The other side was also quiet for a while before he said, "If it's convenient for you, I can also come to visit you."
Lu Chengze's tone is very serious, without any joking emotions, like a promise, which is particularly touching.
The sudden burst of heart palpitations was so violent that I pressed one hand to my chest.
I took a deep breath, took out the bird ornaments in the box, looked up at the white ceiling of the room, and said with all my strength, "Are you free now? I can't reach the ceiling, and I don't know how to make it home. "
After hanging up, I woke up as though I had found a reflex arc. His heart was beating so fast that he couldn't breathe at a normal rate. I'm doing something too exaggerated. I invite a man to come to me late at night on a whim. It's self-evident what will happen. It's too late to go back now. He must be on his way.
I quickly cleaned up the living room and bedroom, combed my hair, brushed my eyebrows, sprayed perfume, applied nude lipstick, created fake images, and beautified the scene. I even wanted to change into sexier pajamas, open the closet and feel this It was too deliberate, he just saw what I was wearing today, didn't he, so he gave up.
Standing next to the kettle in the kitchen, my blood is slowly and impetuously like the boiling water in the kettle, until it boils.
After half an hour of uneasy feeling, the doorbell at home was rang.
I have always believed that the capital of a woman's ability to settle down in one place is to have her own suite. So during my postgraduate studies, I persuaded my parents to agree to buy a small single-family house of more than 50 square meters in Yishi. The down payment was basically borrowed from my parents, and I did the decoration and mortgage myself. I used the most frugal way to decorate a haven that was quite satisfactory. The living room didn't even paint the walls carefully, and only used dark furniture and green plants to decorate the atmosphere.
When I opened the door for Lu Chengze, I imagined 10,000 plots and scenes. Will he kiss him without hesitation as soon as they meet? He still pretends to be polite, erodes my willpower and seduces me to take the initiative, or he just treats himself as an after-sales service, comes to help me install the white bird pendant and leaves.
Either way, I seem to like it, accept it, and be happy.
He came in, and he didn't seem to "clean up" deliberately. He was still the same as in the video. He didn't change his loose white home sweater, but I managed to soothe my heart that was beating wildly.
I pursed my lips and said hello with a light smile: "Hi."
His eyes did not glance around because he came to the new environment, but he still looked at me intently: "Good evening."
Is my house so small and why he looks taller than ever—the kind that can easily wrap me in his arms anytime, anywhere.
I have started to have dry mouth.
Do what you want to him, or... He can do anything to me right now.
I handed him the slippers with a pretentious composure.
He took it, and the moment he bowed to change his shoes, a lot of pressure was relieved. I breathed a sigh of relief and took the opportunity to adjust my breathing.
I arranged for him to sit on the loveseat in the living room, and then went to the kitchen to pour water.
When I came out, Lu Chengze's black and bright eyes were still chasing me, as if magnetic.
The coffee table is very short, I touched the side of my neck and put the water glass down: "Is my home too simple?"
He looked around quickly for a week: "Isn't this style very popular now?"
I asked, "What?"
"Wabi-sabi." He teased with a smile.
I nearly punched him.
"Your home must be beautifully decorated." Looking at the style in one corner of the bedroom, I pushed the cup towards him again: "Drink water, you."
He picked it up, pursed his mouth, and frowned slightly: "So I'm here to be a guest?"
I was nervous about the memory of the fish, and then I remembered the theme of tonight: "Oh, you come with me."
Before the ass was hot, Lu Cheng was led to the bedroom by me again. This is the area in the whole house that I am most attentive to and satisfied with. There are floor-to-ceiling windows on the whole wall and large sliding doors. When I open the balcony, I clean up. like a small garden.
Lu Chengze stopped in front of the desk, picked up the bird in the box, turned around and asked me, "Where do you want to hang it?"
My brain was running fast, and I pointed to two places at random, one was in front of the sliding door, and the other was on the inside of the head of the bed: "These two sides."
I asked him for his opinion: "Which side do you think is better?"
He looked at the corner of the bed and said, "Well, it's about the same location as my house, so it can adapt to it."
I laughed.
Lu Cheng said, "It's just that I'm not tall enough. I might have to borrow your bed."
This tall and good Versailles, I squinted at him: "Please feel free."
He returned the bird in his hand to me, and dug out two transparent ceiling stickers from the bottom of the cushion cotton of the box - it turned out that he had prepared them all for me. The next moment, he stepped up vigorously, raised his arms high, and stuck the ceiling stick firmly without much effort.
Lu Cheng didn't wear socks, his feet were thin and long, and his ankles were clearly boned, and they were white and clean. There seemed to be no flaws in him.
When I was startled, he brushed his hands and got out of bed, I blinked, and he said, "Wait a few minutes before threading, or it will fall off easily."
I understood and nodded.
While waiting, Lu Cheng stood upright, neither sitting nor walking around in the room. I noticed that he was interested in the bluetooth record speaker in the corner of my desk, leaned a little to observe, and I tilted my head to look at it.
He turned to me and asked, "Is this a record player or a speaker?"
I said: "Multifunctional, can put vinyl records, can also connect to bluetooth."
I put down the bird, picked up the phone on the table, and played the first song I saved just last night, and showed him the functions and sound effects.
A lazy female voice is singing:
"You say just come over, come over to mine
You softly call for me to come to you
cause imma kiss you nice wu
i want to kiss you
I can't keep my composure, composing my mind
I can't keep calm with you
Why are you being nice to me
why are you so nice to me
Enough, I fold
Enough is enough, I admit it"
Because of this piece of music, the air in the room suddenly became thick, slow, and surging quietly, entangling my hands and feet, making it difficult to break free.
I swear to God I didn't play this song on purpose, but now it looks like I've jumped into the Yellow River and can't wash it out.
I curled my fingers on my side and opened my lips unnaturally: "I'll go get your water."
Just as I was about to turn back, Lu Cheng grabbed my arm and asked me to face him again: "Just stay here."
I stopped moving and didn't look at him. But I know he's looking at me.
He asked in a low voice, "Hold a hug, okay?"
How could our thoughts be exactly the same, the same empty chest, the same urgent need for filling, so I did not hesitate to wrap his waist and let myself stick to it.
I felt Lu Chengze's breathing became heavier, swaying past my ear, very warm.
Lu Cheng hugged me back, his arms tightening a little bit.
I didn't wear a bra, so my whole body was softly pressed against him, becoming heavy and light, sinking in his direction.
Lu Cheng found out.
"Qi Miao." His hot and humid breath gushed out on my temples.
Me: "Huh?"
He didn't speak, but I heard his swallowing movement, and the hunger in my body swelled infinitely, eager to devour him now, or be devoured by him viciously.
“I know, I know I act bold
I know my words and deeds are reckless
But imma give it all to you
But I just want to give you everything
Let you fill this solitude
Let you fill the void in your heart
No self control, II overdose
Without the slightest restraint, I voluntarily indulge for you"
The ambiguous music swayed in the room, like ripples, spreading in circles, endlessly, because at the moment before the hug, I opened the single loop on a whim.
Lu Cheng rubbed my forehead with his lips, and his breath, if there was nothing, he was very intimate. The scent of the shower gel on his body enveloped me very lightly.
His hands were hot, too, ironing me through the clothes, but instead of flattening, I shrank even more, and the blood vessels under my skin seemed to be spasming.
I said softly, "Do you think... this music is good for dancing?"
Lu Cheng asked me almost in a breath, "Are you jumping?"
I raised my eyes in surprise: "I'm not very good at it, I will step on you."
Lu Cheng said, "Just feel free, just hold and dance like this."
When the words fell, he led me to take two steps, back and forth.
I didn't keep up with the rhythm in time, and as expected, I accidentally pressed his toe, I shrank back subconsciously, and was pulled back into his arms by him.
My face was slightly hot: "Look, I stepped on you."
Lu Cheng said, "It doesn't hurt."
I never danced at the annual meeting, because I was not very confident in my physical coordination, and occasionally I would walk on the same foot during the military training in the university.
"No. I really can't, can you let me go?" I shook my head, refusing to expose more weaknesses.
Lu Cheng lowered his eyes and gestured, his eyelashes covered, his gentle eye waves seemed to catch me: "Then step on my feet and jump."
"Ah?" I was a little surprised, but it was a way to do it, so I bowed my head and did it. When we stepped on it from left to right, the skins of our feet were sticking together without any barrier. The soles of my feet, my heart trembled like the wings of a bee, shaking out a lot of shameful honey, and talking to buffer my emotions: "I used to watch a Korean drama that crossed the theme, in which the male and female protagonists kiss, and the female protagonist steps on them. The male protagonist's feet, that scene is still vivid in my memory."
He still looked into my eyes, and suggested in a sincere tone, "You can try it too."
I hummed softly, "What about dancing?"
Lu Cheng laughed.
But after a few steps back and forth, I couldn't take it anymore. Because of the discomfort, because I was afraid of falling, I was too dependent on his body and lost control over myself. I passively let him dance with me. The bare soles of the feet re-contact the floor.
Lu Chengze stopped: "What's the matter."
I sighed: "I can't step on it anymore."
There was a question in his eyes.
I said slyly: "What if I step on the problem and put me in charge for the rest of my life?"
His eyes darkened and sank in an instant. Unlike before, which just landed on my face, it was crushed down with scalding strength and temperature. The next moment, I was picked up in the air, very high, so high that I was weightless for a short time. I had imagined what it would be like to be held by him like this, but I didn't expect that it would bring a sense of panic. I gasped, and was about to stabilize myself with my legs between his legs, but I fell back and fell into softness.
My bed.
Lu Cheng pressed up and kissed me heavily, messily, and released.
It was so intense that I couldn't breathe.
I felt that there was only my heartbeat and his breathing in the room, eager and hot. I couldn't help wrapping his neck tightly. After a while, lack of oxygen, he stopped, the whole handsome face turned red against the light. , and the pinna, which is translucent, like when I was a child, when I used a flashlight to illuminate my skin, it was very tempting.
So I rubbed his ears twice to feel his body temperature.
We looked at each other and laughed.
I knew I wasn't going to get any better. I lost my way, my face was red, and my heart was about to pop out at any moment.
The music seems to come back all of a sudden:
"God I've lost my mind
God I've lost my mind
Cause your lips are honeysea
Because your lips are like a sea of honey
Drippin' over me
overflowing in my body
I drink you in like wine
You are like a glass of strong wine, I like it
So go on and kiss me nice
So don't stop kissing me
Say I'm pure like edelweiss
You say I'm as pure and beautiful as edelweiss
Like edelweiss'
As pure and beautiful as edelweiss"
I narrowed my eyes slightly, and when I saw Lu Chengze's slowly turning white face, there seemed to be a halo, as if a small circle of fine hair appeared. I involuntarily raised my hand to touch it, and whispered, "edelweiss."
He chuckled softly, tilted his head, and held my lips again.