The first few days I came to Guang New, I was adapting to the new environment because of the amazing size of the park. If our company is just a miniature landscape pot, then Light New is a huge ecosystem. It can be said that it is a business district, because KFC, Starbucks and other catering stores are readily available, but the beautiful greenery makes it look like a park, and its software basically has its own independent office building. The chance of encountering employees in the cafeteria or elevator room that I look forward to is probably even lower than the accidental connection to Bluetooth on the subway, because the cafeteria of Guangnew is 1,000 square meters.
The Lifu Building, where our team is temporarily stationed, has a very high-tech appearance and looks like a folded silver robotic arm from a bird's-eye view.
When I came here the next morning, I tried walking to the office building at my normal pace, which took twenty minutes. Then I thought about how Lu Cheng appeared in front of me in less than ten minutes that evening.
Thinking of him, his chest would collapse slightly.
I know that he must be in the same building, a certain area, a certain station, but he does not know that I am here too. Because of selfishness, I can find any reason to decline the boss, but, after seeing this emergency message The next second, I was caught up in a turbulent and peculiar view of fate, like a black vortex spinning at a high speed, and my soul was already typing on my behalf and agreeing: "Okay, send this ppt and brief to me. I."
I long to meet Lu Chengze again.
The result was unsatisfactory. On the fifth busy day, I didn't even see a boy who looked like him and had an illusion. I went round and round to ask which floors the technical department was on, but I couldn't get an answer. Our work content overlapped very little, and I didn't have any excuse to go there. Every time I go downstairs to eat, I raise my chin, look straight at everyone who enters the elevator, and finally let my heart fall slowly.
I gradually lost, gradually gave up.
How can God give a selfish woman good luck a second time.
When I walked out of the building, my colleague said that I wanted to eat fried chicken, and I just had a period, abdominal pain, and poor appetite, so I wanted to buy a cup of hot coffee, and we split up.
There is a costa on the first floor nearby. While queuing to order, I swiped around and paused.
I saw Lu Chengze.
At that moment, a sound like a ferry whistle appeared in my ears. It was long, grand, and roaring. Time and space and passersby became slow, and the noise retreated. Ups and downs, breathless.
It's only been a few days.
These few days, I have maintained a plain and fixed life like no one, and regarded him as a dream, until I saw him—I realized that I had stored up all the tormented emotions in the backlog of meeting him again. this moment.
Probably also related to hormones, my heart throbbed violently and intensely.
Lu Cheng didn't notice me, because he was sitting with his back almost facing me, so he was able to spot him at the first time, of course, because he was outstanding, and he was talking and laughing with his peers with his head slightly sideways.
He was wearing a crisp black coat, and the hair on the back of his head was as black as dyed. One hand was on the edge of the table, and the other hand held a paper cup at will, tapping his index finger on the cup.
He seemed to be in good shape, and he was okay.
I look back.
When I came back with the coffee, the store was already full of people, whether to go or not, I didn't give myself too many choices, because Lu Chengze just had a girl left in a seat on the right rear.
I walked over and sat down, but he still didn't notice me.
Then, I took a sip of my coffee and started a gambling game that I would most likely end up losing. I took the bluetooth headphone case out of my satchel.
At the same moment he picked up his phone to look at it while he was chatting, I took out one of the headphones and put it in my ear.
Beep, connect instantly.
Lu Chengze's body froze obviously, and then stopped there.
He knew of my existence.
Will he turn back? Will he find me? Or will it disconnect immediately
He bowed his head slightly, motionless.
My heart was beating like thunder, and I couldn't take my eyes off it.
The person sitting across from him must have noticed something was wrong, and approached to ask, while Lu Cheng shook his head and put the phone back in its place. He didn't turn his head, he didn't search, and he didn't delete my earphones.
Not salty or bland, turned a deaf ear. It seems that I have been excluded from love and hate, and it has become meaningless.
I took a deep breath, stroked my hair, my nose and eye sockets were inexplicably swollen, and my body was cold. I drank another sip of warm coffee, and just as I was about to take off my headphones, a familiar voice struck my eardrum:
"Good morning, Sugar."
My hand stopped in the air.
"Do you listen to music?"
A thin and sharp sword stabbed in unexpectedly, no blood was seen, and every goosebump on my skin was terrified.
I looked up in confusion and saw that Lu Cheng had picked up the phone again, but his sitting posture had not changed.
The prelude plays, the strings are amplified, followed by the electric guitar. I immediately heard which song, "Love Missed", was very popular.
"I must have said I loved you hundreds of years ago
It's just that you forgot, I don't remember
I must have said I loved you hundreds of years ago
It's just that you forgot, and neither do I."
The moment the lyrics came out, the pain was like a blood-red plant with small thorns, spreading unstoppably in my body.
I guess he may have turned up the volume to the maximum, all the human voices in the room were blocked, and the singer sang like a vent, and he rushed over without any scruples:
"Walked by, passed by, never met
Turn around, turn around, still wrong
You and I have never felt, colliding at the intersection
collided in the street"
I couldn't help laughing when I heard the sentence "Your mother didn't tell you, I'm sorry for bumping into someone", maybe it was because of bitterness, or because I was touched by his indecent and emotional, I couldn't tell the difference. .
"It was a good day
Lovers miss, lovers miss"
Yes, it was a good day, why did I meet you again, and you meet me again.
I pressed my lips and listened to the whole song.
After the silence returned to my ears, I took off the earphones, opened WeChat, and sent him three words, sorry.
—
I didn't receive a reply from Lu Chengze, he left with his colleagues shortly after the song was played at noon. The passing route is not the aisle beside me, and he may not have looked at me from beginning to end.
When I got back to my work station, I was a little absent-minded. I didn't finish the coffee after it cooled, and I occasionally stared at the monitor.
In the evening, I went to the bar to pick up a glass of water, and glanced at the dusk outside the window, the clouds seemed to be soaked in orange water.
It's getting dark, but it's not too late, is it
Back in front of the computer, I quickly grabbed my phone, opened Lu Chengze's WeChat, my fingers stayed on the screen for a second, and then tapped his avatar twice.
[You patted "Little Panda"]
I clenched my fingers nervously, stretched them, and continued typing: is it still moving
It was quiet there for a long time, until I was about to despair, as desperate as when I came to Guangniu, every moment of impetuousness and loneliness ended.
A few minutes later, Lu Chengze, who was still wearing a panda avatar, came back with a message: the switch was broken.
His angry look made the corners of my lips rise: Will the magic switch also break
Lu Cheng didn't answer, his attitude was unclear.
He didn't continue the topic. After a while, he only asked: What about the bird
I replied: I'm afraid it will not work if I keep it in the box.
I said again: I will give it back to you tomorrow.
The original intention was to bring the company tomorrow, so that I could meet him on the way, but he didn't give me a chance. He only gave me an unspecified address: you can call Dada to deliver it here after get off work, and just let the doorman.
Are you so afraid of me coming to the door? I was a little pissed and didn't get back a message.
After get off work, I took a taxi directly home, took out the cardboard box in the drawer, and took another taxi to the address that Lu Chengze gave me. While weaving in the boundless night and neon, I told myself that it would be the last time if I was not reconciled. The amount of dignity is so much, out of date.
God won't give a selfish woman a second chance, but she can give herself the courage to give it a go.
Go ahead to dangers.
After arriving at the destination, I didn't carefully survey and examine the environment, and I didn't have time to care about what kind of community this was and what kind of living conditions he lived in. I just wanted to see Lu Chengze right away.
The first second the phone was connected, I said simply: "What floor do you live in? I'll give you something."
He was silent for two seconds, reported the door number, and unlocked the corridor for me.
After entering the elevator, I began to predict the finale that belongs to us, ABCD, which can be heartbroken, recoverable, regrettable, and free and easy. I accept and bear every option.
My heart rate doubled with the floor and was choking.
Finally, the sixteenth floor.
The moment the elevator doors opened to both sides, my eyes widened.
Lu Chengze was standing outside, wearing that funny and cute panda hat, greeting me with no expression.
Looking at each other, he smiled, and I laughed too, and we seemed to be alive at the same time.
Sadness, sweetness, flooded me like a flood. My first reaction was to burst out a sentence in my heart: Damn it.