When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was a room full of white. There was a pungent smell of liquid medicine at the tip of my nose. I turned my head and saw my hand dripping. The body seemed to be chopped up and then glued back together, and every part was aching. I closed my eyes and exhaled lightly, and it turned out that I was still alive.
Someone opened the door and came in, the footsteps stopped in front of the bed, the familiar breath forced me to open my eyes again: Yi Tian was standing in front of my bed. He probably didn't expect that I had woken up, he froze for a moment when he met my gaze, and then returned to his expressionless expression.
"The hospital you sent me to?" It was only when he spoke that he realized that his voice was hoarse.
Yi Tian didn't answer, but just ordered a person behind him to call the doctor.
For the time being, I didn't care whether he would be impatient, so I endured the dryness and pain in my throat and continued to ask: "Yi Tian, did you find my mother...is that the dumb woman? Has she had an operation?" I know if Yi Tian God willing, it was easy to find my mother. What's more, we have met in restaurants before, as long as you check my file, the address is clearly written.
Yi Tian didn't answer me immediately, but just looked at me straight, as if trying to see something from my face. I don't know if he has no news or is unwilling to tell me at all, and I struggle to get out of bed in a panic.
"What are you doing!" Yi Tian immediately reached out and held me down.
"My mother..." I raised my hand to shake him away, and the wound on my stomach was affected by the movement, and my body became limp after eating and fell down again.
"She's fine." Yi Tian let go of me and straightened up, and finally replied in a cold voice.
"Surgery... Has the surgery been done?" I was a little worried and asked.
"It's done." Yi Tian turned his eyes away, looking a little impatient.
I nodded and breathed a sigh of relief. I know that although Yi Tian hates me, he will never lie to me. He has always been a man of his word, just like three years ago, although he finally agreed to me, he also said: "If you want me to fall in love with you, you don't even think about it in this life." Now three years have passed , it turns out that he has always executed this sentence very well. So as long as Yi Tian says my mother is fine, I know it will be fine.
"Thank you. I will definitely pay back the money for the surgery." Yi Tian is willing to help me with this, and I feel very grateful. I am no longer willing to grieve and regret his lack of love for me. If it is not mine, it is destined not to be mine. No matter what method I use, I will never get it. I already understand this truth. Fortunately, in the end, God still took pity on me and gave me a mother, so that I was no longer alone. As long as I think of the warm and silly smile on my mother's face, I feel that everything is full of hope, and all the unbearable pain and sorrow can be let go.
"Lin Han..."
I thought Yi Tian wanted to apologize to me for Lin Han, so I quickly interrupted him, "It's okay, I know he is only for you. But I don't really want to threaten you... I don't actually have a photo in my hand." Because Yi Tian God helped me save my mother, so I feel more and more ashamed, and I can even forgive what Lin Han did to me. It was just a few hits, although in the end it was almost... But it was just a near miss, wasn't it
"So you stabbed yourself in order to atone for your sin?" Yi Tian sneered, "If it wasn't for Lin Han's repeated assurances that you stabbed the knife yourself, I really wouldn't believe it. Mu Ran, you are the cruelest thing I have ever seen Man. Three years ago you paid for tying me up, and this time you stabbed yourself again for the dumb woman’s illness to make me feel guilty and sympathetic. Mu Ran, should I congratulate you for being lucky? Can you win the bet?"
I looked at Yi Tian in surprise, not quite understanding what he meant.
After thinking about it for a while, he realized that he only saw that I was injured, and he didn't know what Lin Han wanted to do to me before. Of course, Lin Han would not be so stupid as to tell Yi Tian by himself, so Yi Tian probably thought that Lin Han just wanted to Just beat me up. It is true that no one in this world would feel the pain enough to repair himself when being beaten, and it is also a coincidence that it was not too early or too late, Yi Tian came just after I stabbed the knife in. So he thought the knife in my stomach was just a trick. "Yeah... good luck..." I smiled helplessly at him. Is it because I always break my promise? After clearly promising not to appear in front of him again, he went to look for him again, and after clearly saying that he would let go completely, he threatened him with a photo and demanded money. From the beginning to the end, the vicious circle again and again made him completely disappointed in me, so no matter what I did, I had ulterior motives, and no matter what I did, I was designing a trap. There is no need to justify anything now, even if I tell him the situation at that time, he will probably only be hated more because he slandered his brother. Maybe I shouldn't fight back when I'm about to be insulted, or go straight to the heart. Seeing the unbearable me or the dead me like this, will he be able to relieve his hatred and trust me again.
Yi Tian wanted to say something else, but at this moment the doctor came to check me up, and he stepped aside with a gloomy face.
In fact, the Yi Tian I love has always been a very good person, otherwise he would not have sent me to the hospital or helped me save my mother. Thinking of this, I feel relieved, no matter how much he misunderstood me, I can prove to him with my actions in the future that I will not pester him anymore, nor will I ask for his money in vain. After the examination, the doctor said that there is no problem with the wound on the stomach, as long as he rests and waits for the wound to heal slowly. I asked the doctor and found out that I had been in a coma for two days, and the day I was kidnapped by Lin Han, I hadn't contacted Aunt Li and the others for three days. I was a little anxious, looked at Yi Tian and begged: "I know I shouldn't bother you anymore, but Yi Tian, can you let Aunt Li meet me? I want to ask about my mother." Yi Tian refused me , the reason was that Aunt Li was busy taking care of my mother and couldn't come to see me.
I was disappointed but didn't say anything more. That's right, after the operation, my mother needs more care. Aunt Li must be busy with only one person, and I'm already awake. She will definitely find time to come and see me when she gets the news.
But until the fourth day after I woke up, Aunt Li still didn't show up. Every time I asked Yi Tian Yitian said that she didn't have time to come, the more I thought about it, the more strange it became. Although my mother and I are not in the same hospital, it is always possible to come here when I have time. The wound has gradually begun to heal, as long as I don't make some drastic movements, I can already leave the bed and walk slowly. Since Aunt Li can't come, I'll go there, so I asked Yi Tian to see my mother, but Yi Tian still refused with a cold face.
"The wound is not too deep, and the doctor said it is healing well, so I can go." I retorted anxiously.
"No, you can't go." Yi Tian still refused without giving me any room for negotiation. I also became anxious, and said: "Yi Tian, I really appreciate you sending me to the hospital. Thank you for allowing my mother to have the operation. I don't need to bother you anymore. I will take care of it. In addition, I I will definitely return it to you." After I finished speaking, I got up and wanted to leave.
Yi Tian pushed me back, his face was a little ugly, and after a long while he finally agreed: "I'll let that woman come to see you."
After lunch the next day, I kept looking at the door expectantly. I wondered if Aunt Li would be worried seeing me like this. Anyway, scolding was inevitable. I was a little surprised when Aunt Li opened the door and came in. She looked a lot thinner and her complexion was not very good... Could it be because of the hard work of taking care of my mother? In fact, Aunt Li is also a very kind-hearted person, otherwise she would not have cared about a dumb woman who had nothing to do with her. Perhaps after all these years, she would have regarded my mother as a relative in her heart. Since my mother was ill, she has been very troublesome, and I must thank Aunt Li in the future.
Aunt Li sat next to my bed, looked at me carefully for a while, and then asked with red eyes, "Are all the injuries on your body healed?" Because of the care and worry in the other person's words, my nose was sour, and my vision blurred. I sniffed and replied with a smile: "It's okay, I can be discharged from the hospital soon."
Aunt Li nodded, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her hands, and said with a sob: "It's fine as long as it's fine..."
I have been waiting for Aunt Li to talk about my mother. After waiting for a long time, Aunt Li did not speak. Finally, I couldn't help asking: "Aunt Li, is my mother okay? She will be fine after the operation, right?" What did the doctor say?"
Aunt Li was stunned for a moment, lowered her head and her eyes were a little uncertain. After a long time, a smile appeared on her face, "Axiu is fine, the doctor said the operation was a success."
"Is that so... Did she ask me? She must be very anxious after not seeing me for several days." My mother is always very clingy to me, let alone in the hospital, she must be very scared without me accompanying her .
"I told her you went to work..." Aunt Li still didn't raise her head to look at me, and her voice was very low.
"Aunt Li, it's been really hard for you these days. If it weren't for you, I don't know what to do, but the most difficult time is over, and when I leave the hospital..."
"Xiao Mu, let's stop here today. Aunt Li will come to see you next time. Axiu is still waiting for me. You should also pay attention to your health and take good care of your injuries." Aunt Li stood up in a panic and walked out the door after speaking.
I didn't stop her.
He just gradually put away the smile on his face and stared blankly at Aunt Li's back.
"Aunt Li, tell me what's wrong with my mother." When Aunt Li walked to the door, I heard my own voice.
Aunt Li froze on the spot with her back to me, her shoulders trembled violently for a long time, then she turned around and threw herself in front of my bed, shaking my hand and crying, "Aunt Li told you not to be a fool Don’t do stupid things! Why are you so confused!... On the second night after you disappeared, Axiu sneaked out of the hospital and got into a car accident... She couldn’t be rescued... She just went out to find you! She just went to find you !"
I looked blankly at Aunt Li who was crying in front of me and almost fainted, my mind went blank.
Had a car accident
Didn't save him
Obviously I know every word, why can't I understand when they are combined together
"Aunt Li, tell her not to look for her. I'm just injured, and I'll go back when the injury recovers." I helped Aunt Li, who was a little out of control, and told me earnestly.
Aunt Li was still crying and shaking her head.
It seems that I can't wait any longer, my mother must be very anxious. I pushed Aunt Li away and got out of bed, "I'm going to the hospital to see her now. There's really nothing I can do about her! Why is she always so worrying..." I muttered and walked out, Aunt Li grabbed me, I looked back at her helplessly, "We can't waste any more time, don't worry, Aunt Li, my injury is fine."
Aunt Li stopped crying and stared at me with wide eyes, and asked with a trembling voice, "Xiao Mu, what's wrong with you...don't scare Aunt Li..."
I sighed, "Aunt Li, let's go quickly, my mother has to wait."
Aunt Li grabbed my hand, tears came down again, "Axiu is dead... Axiu is dead!"
I really didn't have the patience to spend any more time with Aunt Li, so I pushed her hand away and continued walking towards the door. I know the surgery is painful and uncomfortable, but my mother will definitely get better when she sees me.
When I opened the door, I saw Yi Tian, and I didn't have time to explain to him, so I went around him and walked out. He was pulled back within a few steps, and Yi Tian said angrily, "Why did you get out of bed? Go back!"
I shook off Yi Tian's hand vigorously, "I don't have time, I'm going to see my mother."
Yi Tian grabbed my shoulder, gritted his teeth and shouted at me: "Where are you going to look? That dumb woman is dead!"
I punched him hard.
This is the first time I have done anything to Yi Tian. I just don't understand why one or both of them are trying to stop me. I just want to see my mom.
I turned around and continued walking, and after a few steps I started to run. Hurry up, hurry up, there's no time.
There were also footsteps from behind, and I was a little flustered. I didn't know why I tripped while running, my feet were unstable and I fell to the ground.
I got up and stumbled and continued to run forward, but several doctors ran up to hold me down. I struggled hard and even kicked them. These people are so strange. The world is so strange. Why am I being hindered in everything I do? Aunt Li who caught up cried and called my name, and the doctor next to me shouted: "Send the patient back quickly! The wound has opened and must be stitched up immediately!" I looked down and found that the hospital gown was already stained with blood. It's red, and it's strange that I don't feel any pain at all.
I lowered my head and bit the hand holding my shoulder hard, the man withdrew his hand with a scream, I turned around to try to break free from the doctor on the other side, a few people behind Yi Tian also ran up and held me down.
"Let me go... let me go... there is no time..." I cried and begged and looked at Yi Tian, he would always save me. Like he saved me from those people many years ago, like he saved me from Lin Han a few days ago... He will always save me, he is the last person in this world I can ask for help.
"Sedate him." I heard Yi Tian's cold voice.
The head became more and more dizzy, the body began to weaken, and all the voices gradually disappeared.
The last image in my mind.
It was the warm smile on my mother's face when she wiped the tears from my face that night.