Yi Tian stood there for a long time, and Liao Fei called him several times before he came back to his senses.
"Don't let people in." Yi Tian confessed, and walked into the room with his legs lifted.
The person on the hospital bed looked at the distance with his eyes open, his eyes were empty and out of focus. The doctor said that he had severe self-harm tendencies and was too weak to take any more medication, so he tied his uninjured left hand to the bedpost to prevent him from touching the wound.
It was only a few days since I saw him, and he was so thin that he lost his shape, and his face was so pale that no blood could be seen. If it wasn't for the slight ups and downs of his chest, Yi Tian couldn't believe that this man was still alive and breathing.
Yi Tian just stood there and looked at Mu Ran silently, and walked forward after a while, without saying anything, untied the bandages that bound Mu Ran's hands with a cold face. Mu Ran noticed that the restraint on his hand was gone, and moved his fingers slightly, and then immediately reached out to pull the wound on his right wrist.
Seeing his movements, Yi Tian quickly grabbed the man's hand and pressed it under his body, angrily said: "What the hell are you trying to do!"
Mu Ran still didn't respond in a daze, but his pressed hand was trying to break free.
Yi Tian looked at his lifeless look and felt a fire in his heart. He sneered and said, "I can't play the trick of threats anymore and start playing self-mutilation? Who are you pretending to be pitiful for?" He also didn't want to speak harshly This person, but he can't control himself, he has long forgotten how to talk to Mu Ran properly, cursing and mocking his eyes is almost the normal state when he gets along with Mu Ran.
Mu Ran's body began to tremble slightly, but the trembling frequency was extremely small, if it wasn't for Yi Tianzheng's hand pressing down on him, he could hardly notice it. His eyeballs moved, and finally he raised his head to meet Yi Tian's gaze.
"I..." Mu Ran opened his mouth, his voice hoarse, "...unfortunate..." After a long time, he struggled to squeeze out three words.
Yi Tian stood there in a daze.
This is the first time Mu Ran has said such words to him in three years. He didn't say it when he was beaten by himself and sent to the hospital, he didn't say it when he was so humiliated that his face turned red and he couldn't speak, he didn't say it when he was so embarrassed by Lin Han in private that he couldn't lift his head. Yi Tian himself was curious, wouldn't this person feel pain? Then it was as if he had found an interesting new game, and he could even vent out those inexplicable feelings in his heart. He did things that hurt Mu Ran again and again, testing the bottom line of this person, and seeing how far he could bear it.
Now he finally said it was painful, but Yi Tian felt that he couldn't be happy at all. He lowered his head, silently grabbed Mu Ran's hand and put it back under the quilt, not wanting to face Mu Ran's almost pleading eyes.
He sat like this for a long time, until he left without taking his hand out.
The next day Yi Tian took Mu Ran out of the hospital and took him home.
Yi Tian has been living alone since he moved out of the old house, and he is not so temperamental that he has to be taken care of by someone, so someone comes to clean the house regularly. Su Wenyang asked if he wanted to find someone to take care of Mu Ran. It happened that Yi Tian had recently finished his business with the Wu family and gave himself a long vacation to stay at home to rest. He was not afraid that something would happen to Mu Ran, so he refused. When He Xudong found out, he wanted to stop him, but after seeing Xu Ran's expression, he had to hold back his words. He had no choice but to hide Lin Han first.
The first day of getting along was actually a bit awkward.
In the past, when the two of them stayed together, Mu Ran took the initiative to talk, or hid in the kitchen to study some of Yi Tian's favorite dishes when Yi Tian was impatient, but this time, Mu Ran just sat there blankly, not wanting to eat. Talking, expressionless, like a wooden man. Yi Tian was a little irritable at first, but he gradually calmed down. He had brought the person back, and even put down his airs to accompany him. He didn't believe that Mu Ran would remain so indifferent.
After dinner in the evening, seeing that Mu Ran wanted to rest, Yi Tian pulled him back, wrapped the gauze on his wrist with plastic wrap, and turned around when he saw that he was quietly carrying a change of clothes into the bathroom Go downstairs and call Xu Ran, and discuss that Xu Ran will come over to Mu Ran for psychological treatment tomorrow.
After making an appointment, Xu Ran asked a lot: "What is Mu Ran doing? How is the situation today?" Yi Tianchao nodded to the aunt who signaled to him after washing the dishes, and only answered casually after watching the person close the door and leave. : "He's taking a shower. He hasn't spoken all day today."
"Bathing? You're not with him?" Xu Ran's voice raised several tones.
Yi Tian frowned, "Why should I take a shower with him?"
Xu Ran took a deep breath over there, and said in a cold voice: "You go to the bathroom right now, he must have locked the door and you take the key. Remember to call the doctor."
Yi Tian felt something was wrong when he heard Xu Ran's tone, so he turned and ran upstairs to the bathroom. When he got to the door and turned the handle, the door was indeed locked. He patted on the door and called a few times, but no one answered, not even a sound. Yi Tian didn't bother to get the keys anymore, he just raised his leg and kicked the door, and the door was kicked open with a "bang" after a few times, when he saw the scene inside, he was so shocked that he even forgot to breathe: Mu Ran's expression was in a trance Sitting in the bathtub, the cling film and bandage gauze were torn by him and thrown on the ground. The unhealed wound on his left wrist was exposed to the water and became red, swollen and rotten. There was not much water in the pool but it had been dyed pale. pink.
Yi Tian came back to his senses, rushed over to pick him up from the water, and pulled a towel on the wall to press down on Mu Ran's wound. When he contacted the doctor, he hung up the phone and raised his hand to slap Mu Ran.
The slap was so powerful that Mu Ran was slapped to the side, and red finger marks instantly appeared on his face. Because Yi Tian found out quickly, his blood loss was not too serious, and he was still awake, but he remained silent and didn't respond at all. Yi Tian looked at him as if nothing to do with him, took a few deep breaths to suppress the rage in his heart, and controlled himself not to reach out and kill the person in front of him.
Lao He is the family doctor of Yi's family. After receiving Yi Tian's call, he rushed over as quickly as possible. Seeing Mu Ran like that, he didn't ask much, just lowered his head and began to treat and bandage him. Yi Tian looked at the bloody wounds cut by Mu Ran with glass slices and was so soaked that it was almost impossible to see, his heart twitched.
On the other hand, the person lying on the bed with the bandaged wound didn't even frown or hum, as if he didn't feel any pain. Even Lao He raised his head and looked at him several times in surprise, it was the first time he saw a person who cut his wrists like this and remained silent.
When Lao He was about to leave after treating the wound, Yi Tian whispered behind his back: "Uncle He, please keep this matter a secret for me." He, his mother especially likes to pull people to ask him about his condition. If he accidentally slipped his mouth, Mu Ran would never be able to stay any longer.
"I understand." Lao He nodded to him. He can stay in Yi's house for so long, and he knows what to say and what not to say.
"Thank you Uncle He."
Old He hesitated on the spot, and finally said a little more: "Find someone to show him, he's not mentally right."
Seeing that Yi Tian nodded, he picked up his things and turned to leave.
There were only two of them left in the room again, Yi Tian looked at the still silent person who was about to speak when the phone rang, it was Xu Ran.
Xu Ran sneered after hearing what happened here, "You let a severe depression patient who just committed suicide stay alone in the bathroom to take a bath? Why don't you just give him a knife and let him bleed? You really didn't Intentional or deliberate?"
Yi Tian satirized her, didn't get angry and didn't answer.
He really didn't expect that Mu Ran would dare to commit suicide while staying by his side. To be honest, even if he returned to China and heard about his behavior, including the depression and hysteria diagnosed by Xu Ran, he would not believe it, and even felt that all of this was just a means for Mu Ran to attract his attention. When he brought him back, he actually intended to indulge himself. He waited to see Mu Ran pester him again after two or three days of recovery, and put on the look of loving him to death again. As for whether to expose the other party's tricks and drive him out or stay with him and use it, he didn't think about it.
He thought so much, but never thought that this person really didn't want to live anymore.
"Take care of him when you sleep at night. I'm not sure if he will suffer from hysteria or commit suicide. This man is an indefinite time bomb. Don't treat him like a little white rabbit and think it's fun to keep at home." Xu Ran said for a long time He didn't get annoyed when he didn't hear the answer, he just explained something seriously.
Yi Tian hummed and hung up the phone.