I often hear people say that life must continue no matter how painful it is. So, when the right to live is deprived, how can we continue to live
I thought about losing my job, but I didn't expect it to be in such an embarrassing way.
The manager looked at me with a livid face, "This morning, everyone in our company received this photo in their mailbox. Mu Ran, I don't want to discriminate against your sexual orientation, but I can't bear the damage to the company's reputation because of you."
I looked at the photo in the manager's mailbox, expressionless.
In the photo, the two men are hugging and kissing, their faces are blurred because of the distance. But the man facing the camera can indeed be said to be me, at least seven or eight points like me. If I hadn't been sure that I hadn't even touched the hands of any other man except Yi Tian, I would almost have suspected that this was some part of my love history.
There was also a paragraph written in the mailbox, roughly saying that I was not only a disgusting homosexual, but also shamelessly seduced other people's husbands.
I feel like I'm about to laugh out loud, the bloody plot that is so common in magazines on TV actually fell on me, except that the shameless mistress changed gender and became a man.
At this time, I don't feel humiliated or angry.
In fact, I would like to ask the people around me why I am using this appearance to seduce others? Even if I wash myself up and lie on someone else's bed, I probably don't think I'm pretty enough.
Withdrawing my thoughts, I said to the manager, "I see, I will hand in the resignation report."
The manager frowned and waved to me impatiently.
When I got to the door, I paused, turned around and bowed to the manager: "Thank you for your care all the time." Then I opened the door and walked out without waiting for his answer.
In fact, I still feel sad. After all, this is a company that has been in the company for 3 years since graduation. Although it is very hard and tiring to travel around with the manager, I have also learned a lot. I always thought that if I kept working like this, maybe life would get better and better.
It's just a pity... forget it, don't want to.
I deserve it.
When I packed up my things and walked out of the company, people looked at me and whispered to me along the way, and I even heard the conversations of "Look, he is that gay!"
When I got home, I saw Mrs. Rent knocking on the door unexpectedly, so I hurried over and said, "Aunt Yu, what can I do for you?"
Mrs. Rent took a look at me, and stammered and said: "That...Xiao Mu...I'm really sorry...This...that is...the house can't be rented to you..."
I was taken aback, and asked, "Isn't this year's contract signed? Is there something wrong?"
Mrs. Rent said: "You will be compensated for the liquidated damages. I just don't want to rent anymore... This... If you can, please try to move out within a day or two..." After finishing speaking, she quickly left without waiting for my reply. up.
I stood there blankly, looking at the things I was packing from the company in my hands, looking at the home one step away, and taking a deep breath, I took out the key, opened the door and walked in.
I got up late today and walked in a bit of a hurry, the slippers at the entrance were still turned outwards when I left.
There was still bread on the table that I tore open and forgot to put in the refrigerator.
The cushions on the sofa are crooked, they must have been huddled on the sofa watching TV last night and forgot to tidy them up.
Although it is a bit lonely, every part of the house carries the breath of my life.
Proof that I am alive, breath.
After closing the door and walking into the living room, I stood in the middle of the room in a daze, not knowing what to do for a while. There was a sudden twisting sound from the door lock, I turned my head, and Yi Tian pushed the door open and entered. He didn't even look at me and went straight into the bedroom.
He came out a few minutes later and asked me with a dark face, "Where are my things?"
I sighed slightly, "I sorted out your things a few days ago and threw them away."
Yi Tian sneered: "You also threw away the documents I put in the drawer?"
I froze, the files in the drawer? How could he put that kind of thing in my place? He was so guarded against me. Even when I checked my pockets before washing his clothes, he would look at me coldly, as if I What are you thinking again.
"I remember everything here very well. I have never seen any documents."
Yi Tian sneered, "Forget it, it's not a big deal anyway, just take it if you want it." He turned around and wanted to leave.
I suddenly took a step forward and grabbed him, ignoring his eyes that were as cold as ice skates, and lowered my head and begged in a hoarse voice: "Yi Tian...here...let me live here... just treat it as... even if it's because of the love of these years... For the sake of..." I was like a humble beggar, using my kindness and devotion to him over the years as a bargaining chip to beg him to give me a place to stay. Ha, I finally succumbed. I valued it more than anything else. The love I thought was pure and great, which I wanted by any means, was finally treated as a deal by me.
Yi Tian shook off my hand, and said with a smile: "Love? What kind of love? The reason why you drugged me? The reason why you threatened me? Or do I have any other feelings that I didn't realize?"
I closed my eyes, and my whole body was so stiff that I could barely move. At this moment, I suddenly felt a little regretful, why didn't I leave myself a way out, and said to Yi Tian, please let me go because of the love of these years, it's really ridiculous.
After Yi Tian left, the whole room returned to silence, and my heart completely calmed down at this moment. It doesn't matter, it's just starting all over again. As long as I'm still alive, isn't there a saying that all suffering is rewarding? Didn't someone say "I see happiness because of all the setbacks"? Everything I'm going through now, pain or sadness, is my own choice. I chose the wrong path, and this is the consequence I should bear.
I moved out of the small apartment two days later.
After handing over the key to the landlady, he turned his head and took a deep look.
This place has recorded the happiest and most painful time in my life. Now that I am gone, no one keeps me or says goodbye. It is just those cold furniture and electrical appliances. If they have feelings, will they be reluctant to part with me? Thinking of this, I suddenly felt sour in my heart, I lowered my head and hurried away before tears welled up.
It's really sad that I have to pin my parting feelings on those dead things.
However, in this world, I am probably the only person who doesn't even have someone to say goodbye to before leaving, who doesn't even have a friend who can tell "you have to take care".
Walking out on the street with a suitcase, throwing away those cowardly self-sorrows in my head, the most important thing now is to find a place to live. I plan to temporarily stay in a cheap hotel in the next few days, and then go to the street to find a rented house and then think about work after I can settle down.
It's a bit late now, and I asked the small hotels on the nearby streets that the rooms are full. Remembering that there was a store in a certain alley, I followed the road and walked into that alley. The more people go inside, the fewer people there, and gradually you can see a dilapidated sign saying "Xingyue Hotel".
I was about to go up the stairs on the right when I suddenly felt a pain in the back of my head and passed out as soon as my eyes went dark. The author has something to say: I will bring over the article from there when I have time, otherwise some girls think I talk too much nonsense. It's quieter while reading the text = =