Yi Tian stayed in the hospital for three days, but when he was about to be discharged from the hospital, his mother pressed him back home.
After dinner in the evening, he drank the soup his mother made for him. He was about to say goodbye, but her mother was one step ahead of him, "Don't go back, stay here for a few days to nourish your stomach."
Yi Tian was taken aback, and was about to speak when his father also said, "Let's put work first. If you have something to do, you can do it at home."
Yi Tian's father would not keep him easily, even he opened his mouth this time, Yi Tian couldn't refuse.
He walked up to the balcony a little restlessly, and called Su Wenyang to extend the time to go back. When it was over, he asked about Mu Ran's situation again, and Su Wenyang replied over there: "Mr. Mu is very good. Ms. Xu Ran will come over these few days, and his medicine has not been stopped."
Yi Tian hummed, didn't speak again, but didn't hang up the phone.
Su Wenyang heard that there was no sound here, and called out with some doubts: "Young Master Yi?"
"He..." Yi Tian hesitated for a long while to speak, but before he could say anything, he frowned again, "That's it." As soon as the voice fell, he hung up the phone.
After all these days, Mu Ran never asked him a question.
Mu Ran knew his number and had a phone at home, but he never called. Even his cronies would call to gloat over his misfortune. This person who used to worry a lot because of his minor injuries and pains didn't even have a polite greeting.
Yi Tian dialed his home number, but he couldn't press the call button. After a while, he turned off the interface and took back the phone.
At noon the next day, Liao Fei called and said that Xu Ran was going to take Mu Ran out, and asked if he could agree. Yi Tian refused without hesitation, and within a few minutes his phone rang again, this time it was from Xu Ran.
Yi Tiancai connected, and there was a crackling voice: "What do you mean by keeping him at home every day? Is he a prisoner? Why do you restrict his personal freedom?"
"His current condition is not suitable for going out." Yi Tian still explained.
"He's even more unsuitable to be locked up at home! Do you know that it's easy for him to think wildly when he's alone like this? The people you found looked at him like a prisoner, and no one even talked to him!"
Yi Tian frowned, and finally let go after a while, "Okay, but someone must follow you."
Xu Ran knew that this was Yi Tian's biggest concession, so he stopped pestering him and hung up the phone.
Xu Ran took Mu Ran into the car, followed by Liao Fei and the others. Xu Ran looked in the rearview mirror and frowned, "It's really annoying."
Mu Ran looked at her and asked nervously, "Sister Xu Ran, will it be too troublesome?"
Xu Ran rolled his eyes at him, "I'll be angry if you're so careful with me again!" She came here every day when Yi Tian was not at home, mainly to help Mu Ran stabilize his mood and prevent his illness from recurring. Mu Ran's thinking and speaking are much clearer now, but there is a problem, he is cautious and timid with everyone, always worried that he will cause trouble for others. Xu Ran knew that he was too inferior to do this. But there is no rush, just take your time.
Mu Ran smiled and saw that she didn't speak. Xu Ran lost his temper because of her laughter, so he could only stare at him and asked with a smile, "Where should I go? How about I take you to eat some delicious food first?"
Mu Ran shook his head, the smile on the corner of his mouth faded, "Sister Xu Ran, I want to see my mother..."
Xu Ran was taken aback, turned to look at him, and Mu Ran smiled at her again, "Don't worry, I can control my emotions."
Xu Ran withdrew his gaze and stared straight ahead, "According to the logic, I can't agree to you. Your current illness is not stable, so you can't be stimulated any more."
"However," Xu Ran turned the steering wheel and turned up the road to the suburbs, "the wound won't heal if you keep covering it. Mu Ran, don't let me down."
Mu Ran lowered his head and slowly clenched his fists. After a while, he nodded and said softly, "Okay."
When the car arrived at the cemetery, it couldn't enter the cemetery area, so it had to park at the door. Xu Ran and Mu Ran got out of the car, and Liao Fei and the others also got out of the car. Xu Ran asked Mu Ran to wait for him where he was, walked in front of Liao Fei, and said in a cold voice, "I guarantee that he will be fine, and I will definitely bring him out. Please show him some respect, and show the deceased some respect."
Liao Fei was silent for a while, and finally nodded and stopped. Only then did Xu Ran turn around and entered the cemetery with Mu Ran.
When it was about a few meters away from the tombstone, Mu Ran's body trembled a little, Xu Ran said softly: "Mu Ran, if you have to turn her into a wound to punish yourself, then the warmth and love she gave you, It's free." Mu Ranhong kept silent, Xu Ran patted him on the back, "Go."
Xu Ran stopped, and Mu Ran walked over slowly.
The stele is still very clean, and it seems that time has gone backwards in a trance, back to the last time he came here, and he sat here peacefully for an afternoon.
In fact, long before that, when he woke up from that beautiful dream, he never thought about living. He didn't expect to be rescued, and he didn't know how to face the world. It was also at that time that he began to hallucinate.
No matter whether he opened his eyes or closed his eyes, no matter he was awake or confused, there seemed to be countless pairs of accusing or hating eyes staring at him, and there were all kinds of voices of accusation and insults in his ears. Even though he was the only one in the room, he could still hear crying.
He knew something was wrong with him, and the people Yi Tian called to guard him looked at him with the same fearful eyes.
He lies on the bed with his eyes closed every day, can't sleep all night, sometimes he is in a trance and doesn't know if he is still alive. He didn't know who to ask for help. His experience since he was a child told him that asking for help would only get cold and disgusted eyes, so he endured it forcefully. Later, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he chose to commit suicide.
Yi Tian said he was pretending to be pitiful, but he didn't explain. Anyway, no one is willing to listen to what he said, and no one believes it.
"I'm sorry." After a while, Mu Ran looked at the photo on the tombstone before saying the first sentence.
The circles of his eyes were already red, he smiled and kept the tears from falling. "If you were still here, if you could talk, would you tell me 'it's okay'?"
... "Even if you know the result, if you have to choose again, you will still carry me home." Mu Ran said with a smile, "Whether I am crazy or not, whether others like me or not, you will definitely not abandon me. "
... "It's because..." His voice was choked with sobs, "I made you like this because I was too incompetent." If he worked harder, he would try to get rid of those deep-rooted inferiority complexes, work hard, and get along with others. If I can save more money, I can have a few true friends. How could it be so lonely and helpless? If he can truly behave well and have a clear conscience, why would Yi Tian and his friends be in trouble everywhere
Mu Ran thought about what Xu Ran had said to him, raised his trembling hand to cover his eyes, tears flowed from his palm, and promised in tears: "I will treat the disease well and live a good life in the future. Don't let yourself down, and I will not disappoint you."
It's too easy to die, too hard to face reality. If I look back on the past, there seems to be nothing left to support my memories. However, even if it is to prolong this person's life, and to remember the stubborn and foolish love she gave him, he must live well.
The cemetery was very quiet, and Xu Ran could hear every word Mu Ran said clearly. She looked at the person standing in front of the tombstone, covering her eyes with her hands and crying like a child, sniffing and blinking away the tears in her eyes. Moisture looked away.
She has lived until now, and has heard too many beautiful and moving oaths, but Mu Ran's words just now are the only ones that make her want to cry.