My Big Brother is Seeking Death Again

Chapter 68: Turns out I'm a scumbag

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After Yuan Wu was seriously injured and fainted, he was detained in the punishment hall and has not woken up yet. After clearing the traitors, the Yuhua Sect began to enter a period of cultivation, and there were disciples everywhere busy repairing the sect. Shi Xia, who was promoted to Grand Master Uncle, was very busy.

It has been two or three days since Yi Yaosun was married, but he has never been seen. I heard that he was retreating at the top of the main peak, and Shi Xia felt more unhappy in his heart. She, let's say thank you anyway! After all, she had saved him, more than once.

Thinking that he was still a foundation building scum, the more Shi Xia thought about it, the more aggrieved he felt, so he decided to go to the top of the mountain to talk to Yuan Zhao about life.

As soon as I reached the top of the peak, I saw a person standing on the edge of the cliff, in a white uniform in a uniform, facing her with her hands behind her back, looking up at the sky at a forty-five degree angle, with a bright and sad expression, a pair of Think about life as a bird.

Shi Xia couldn't help but kicked him.

"What are you doing, little brat?" If you pretend to be forceful, you will be struck by lightning.

Yi Yaoxun didn't stand still, and almost fell directly from the top of the peak. The originally bright and sad atmosphere was pierced. He suddenly turned into an angry bird and went wild, "Xia, you..." He was halfway through his pace, and suddenly stopped again, as if he had remembered something. His face changed a few times, but he actually bowed down to her respectfully, "I have seen my great uncle."

Shi Xia was stunned, reached out and touched his forehead, "Aren't you sick?" It's scary to suddenly be serious, isn't it

The corners of his eyes twitched, as if trying desperately to suppress the urge to roll his eyes, he said solemnly, "I would like to thank my great uncle, my great uncle, for your kindness during the time of Lei Jie."

Shi Xia laughed and couldn't help teasing him, "Why, you want to marry me?"

"You think so beautiful! Uh..." He blurted out angrily, but was immediately stunned, his face turned black, and the corners of his mouth twitched for a while before he continued to seriously say, "Uncle Taishi don't want to make jokes with his disciples, before I I don't know your identity, so I've been unreasonable many times, and I also ask my great uncle to forgive me."

"Okay! Don't hold it, too." Shi Xia gave him a white look and gave him one. Lao Tzu saw your true nature and slapped him on the shoulder, "Aren't you retreating? What are you doing here to pretend?"

Yi Yaofeng frowned, didn't answer, sighed, turned around and continued to look at the peak, but his eyes were out of focus. The whole person seemed to have been hit by something, and seemed dead.

"Why, are you in a bad mood?" Shi Xia glanced at his face and pulled him to sit down on a stone beside him. "What's wrong with me? Tell me to make me happy?"

Yi Yaojun glanced at her, but he didn't fry as much as before. After a while, he sighed deeply and said in a deep voice, "The last name is Xia... Uncle Taishi, why do you think people can become so fast?"

Shi Xia's mouth twitched, uh... She's not good at saying how she wants to discuss life.

"Cough... You said Yuan Wu!"

His expression became even more sad, "Although I was in the tribulation before, I heard everything you said. Uncle Yuanwu... He used to be very kind to me. He was the closest to me among the uncles when I was young. We have the same cultivation level. He is more like my elder brother than my uncle. He disappeared before, and I have been looking for him. But I didn't expect him to... I treat him as a big brother, but he wants me to be enchanted. . You said... why exactly?"

Why else, do it!

"Actually, there's no reason?" She sighed and said seriously, "This is a person, and it will always change. It's just that some people can keep the bottom line even if they change, but some people can't."

"Bottom line?"

"You can't be without a bottom line!"

He was stunned for a while, and was silent for a while before sighing, "You are right, you can't be without a bottom line. After cultivating immortals for a long time, we almost forget that we are still individuals!"

Shi Xia didn't answer, but his expression became more and more tangled. He stared blankly at the bottom of the peak for a while before speaking again.

"The surname is Xia, you say... Am I very useless?"

"Ah?" Shi Xia was stunned, can you say yes

"I was a mutant Lei Linggen since I was a child. Everyone said that I was a genius. I practiced faster than others. I was ten years old. There's nothing I can't do."

Is he going to complain to her about the troubles of genius? As a foundation building scum, can I beat you

"Until I meet you..." He changed his words.

"..." What's wrong with me

"In you, I feel a sense of frustration that I have never felt before." He glared at her, with a faint taste of gnashing his teeth, "You are only building foundations, but you can even stop the beast tide, I am a golden pill. But it's up to you to save me."

ah! It turns out that this kid "chicken belly" her! Hey, think about it and get a little excited! But... the beast tide really wasn't her thing.

"I was really unwilling at the time, so for those fifty years, I practiced hard, trying to surpass you. I finally got a baby, but in a blink of an eye, you conquered the ancient beast."

"..." That's not what I got!

"This time, I thought I was sure of everything, but I almost risked my life. It was you who saved me."

"..." Did she save the wrong one

"Resist the beast tide, save the sect, collect monsters, investigate traitors... It seems that no matter what I do, you will be left far behind." He felt dizzy in an instant, as if these words had been in his heart for too long. My brain collapsed, "I sometimes think that I am a genius, just a joke. Obviously I am a higher cultivation base, why can't I catch up with you in everything. With the surname Xia, are you still human?"

Are you cursing, or are you cursing, or are you cursing

"If I were stronger... If I were stronger... Wouldn't it be possible to stop the little uncle before he made a mistake, wouldn't the Yuhua faction be besieged by demon cultivators, wouldn't all of this... wouldn't happen." Even though the sun was shining brightly, he seemed to have fallen into a shadowy corner, his voice getting lower and lower, as if he had fallen into deep self-loathing.

Shi Xia sighed, stretched out his hand and rubbed his head vigorously, directly rubbing his black and soft hair into a chicken coop before he stopped.

"It's not your fault if you insist on hanging up. If others make mistakes, you can't control them. Don't punish yourself with other people's mistakes. It's not right."

"But... you can do it in a foundation-building period. If I were the same as you when I was building a foundation, if I were stronger, I wouldn't be able to..."

囧, can you keep pulling me? You are determined to pull her into the water, right

"No one is perfect, and neither am I!"

"You?" He was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously retorted, "Apart from being ugly, do you have any other shortcomings?"

"Fuck!" Shi Xia Yang slapped his hand heavily on the back of his head, rolled his eyes and said, "First of all, is I not ugly? You are blind! Second, I am also a human being, and I am a human being. shortcoming."

He seemed to be attentive.

Shi Xia pouted and started to reflect on himself, "I'm afraid of ghosts, I'm timid, I have a bad temper, and I'm still in the late stage of lazy cancer. It's not that I can't cultivate, it's that I'm not very interested in it. I always feel that The current Chengdu can handle it, so I don’t deliberately improve my cultivation. I am selfish, vain, and wary. I have the usual problems in our place. Although I attach great importance to life, it is not because of how kind I am, but because of my childhood. Education dictates. I will draw a small circle in my heart, but I am not very easy to accept a person."

"You with the surname Xia..." Yi Yaojun suddenly opened his eyes wide.

"And Houchi, although I have accepted him as my brother. In fact, in my heart, I still reject him. I can't regard him as my real brother. While enjoying his goodness to me, I can't fully understand him. Be honest with each other, many things, he won't tell me if he doesn't ask me, and even secretly rejoice."

"You..." He looked shocked and pointed at him.

"Am I bad?" Shi Xia smiled, and the more he talked, the more he felt that he had a lot of problems, and he couldn't stop, and there was a broken voice in his heart, "Actually, I often secretly make excuses for myself, thinking that my mouth is screaming. Even if I am good to him, I will be angry when I see him hurt, and I will feel sad when I see him sad. But in fact, I know that these are limited. If it is my brother, I guess I would have thought about it. Fight with each other."

"It's not... Uncle Taishi..."

"Let me finish!" After holding these words for too long, I suddenly wanted to pour them all out, "I have a sense of rejection of this world, whether it is people or things, or something else. I have never put myself in it, always They all look at everything with the attitude of the person next to them. I have always suppressed my own nature, and I never thought about going deep into it, so I have reservations. I keep telling myself that I don’t belong here, but in the end, it’s just because of my selfishness. I don't want to be responsible."

"Master..."

"Damn it, I don't know if I don't say it. What should I do if I feel like a scumbag?! You said I'll make it clear to Houchi now, there's still time..."

"Xia Shi!" Yi Yaojun finally couldn't help it, grabbed his shoulder and shouted loudly, "Look at yourself."

"Ah?" Shi Xia was stunned and looked down, "Damn! Why am I glowing?"

Her whole body was glowing with white light, and it was getting brighter and brighter, like a 100,000-volt light bulb, turning the entire peak into a white light, and the aura around her was terrifying.

"This, this, this... What is this?"

"Didn't you realize that you just had an epiphany, and are you about to form an elixir?"

"Ah? Ah!" What a joke, Jiedan! "How to knot Dan Dan?"

Yi Yaosun's face darkened, and he suddenly felt that the person who thought she was very powerful before must have broken his brain. #