Jiang Jiusheng smiled sweetly, like a provocative cat: "Okay."
Water droplets condense on the glass outside the window. The early spring has just passed, and there is still a bit of chill. There is a carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.
After it was over, Shi Jin hugged the person in his arms and sat in front of the window. She hadn't put on any clothes yet, and her body seemed weak, she was nestled softly in his arms. He wrapped her in a bathrobe and wrapped her up together.
Jiang Jiusheng squinted his eyes, panted lightly, his forehead was sweaty, and the corners of his eyes were damp after pleasure, a little blurred, drooping lazily, and suddenly became addicted to cigarettes.
"Shi Jin, I want to smoke." She raised her head, her eyes were misty and charming.
Shi Jin lowered his head, rubbed against her forehead lightly, and coaxed, "Hey, you can't smoke today."
After the love affair, the voice was still low and hoarse, ringing in the ear, like a swaying wind scratching the base of the ear, a little itchy, Jiang Jiusheng hid, and burrowed into his arms, with a bracelet on his wrist, and the heart rate value did not drop .
She won.
From the very beginning, Shi Jin was completely defeated.
"Shengsheng," he lowered his head, pressed his chin into her shoulder, and spoke to her in a low voice, like a low-pitched string, "I know this glass is a one-way perspective, but I still lost."
one way perspective...
She thought it was ordinary glass, and bit his shoulder in embarrassment: "You did it on purpose?"
Shi Jin smiled lowly: "Well, I did it on purpose." He got up, wrapped her in a bathrobe, picked her up and walked to the bathroom, "I'd love to lose to you."
After she came out of the shower, Shi Jin had already drank all the wine, the empty wine bottle was lying here and there, he was lying lazily in front of the French window, his bathrobe was half-unfolded, hanging loosely on his body, when he saw her coming, he supported her with one hand body, call her over.
The blanket was crumpled, she sat next to him, and smelled a strong smell of alcohol.
After a while, Shi Jin's spirits became more intense, and he narrowed his eyes slightly, probably a little bit drunk. When he looked at her, his eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of broken diamonds with watery light, blurred and misty, that is, The corners of the eyes were also faintly red.
Seven points drunk, three points flattering after the fact, very seductive.
However, Jiang Jiusheng didn't know that Shi Jin was so clingy after drinking too much.
"Sheng Sheng."
"Um."
"Sheng Sheng."
"Um."
He leaned on her lap and kept calling her name, as if he was very happy, with the corners of his eyes squinted and a faint smile.
"Sheng Sheng."
"Um."
He put his arms around her waist and continued to call: "Shengsheng."
Jiang Jiusheng responded patiently, brushing away the broken hair on his forehead that slightly covered his eyes: "What's wrong?"
Shi Jin stared into her eyes, and suddenly said: "I love you." Without waiting for her reaction, he raised his head, and repeated solemnly and earnestly, "I love you, I love you."
Jiang Jiusheng rolled his eyes and smiled: "I know."
As if he didn't say enough, he kept saying stubbornly: "I love you, I love you, I love you." His tone was a little anxious, and he didn't even pause.
Oh, it turns out that Shi Jin was drunk, and would have thoughts about it.
Jiang Jiusheng was very patient: "Got it."
The light from above his head was a bit dazzling, so he half-closed his eyes and looked straight at her: "Then do you love me?"
She didn't hesitate: "Love." Opening her hand, she blocked the light for him.
Shi Jin stretched out his hand, grabbed her hand tightly, and asked along the way: "Where is the love?"
What's the matter? Many, many.
Somewhat drunk, his eyes dimmed, he was not the same as usual, he talked a lot, without the usual dignity and restraint, very obsessive, and couldn't wait for her to answer, so he chased her and asked, "Love me?" Eyes?"
"Um."
The corner of his mouth deepened into a smile, and he asked again, "Where's the mouth?"
Jiang Jiusheng continued to nod.
"There are still hands." He stared at her with expectation in his eyes, "Do you like it?"
How could she not like it? It was just such hands that caused her to suffer from hand control for eight years.
Jiang Jiusheng admitted frankly and simply: "I like it very much."
The corners of Shi Jin's eyes turned up again: "Then would you like to kiss my eyes, mouth, and hands?"
She couldn't laugh or cry immediately.
He leaned his face over: "Do you want it? Huh?" He couldn't wait, he hugged her waist and shook lightly, "Shengsheng, do you want it?"
I've never seen him talk softly and refuse to give up, he is very clingy, like a child begging for candy.
It turns out that Shi Jin also has such a pure appearance, her shadow surrounded by stars and rivers in his eyes is his world and universe.
Jiang Jiusheng leaned over and kissed his eyes, his lips, and his hands.
Shi Jin was satisfied just now, his eyes were full of joy, and he asked her another question: "Shengsheng, who do you love more, Bomei or I?"
She smiled back: "You."
Shi Jin raised his lips and asked again: "Where are Yuwen and I charging?"
"you."
He raised the corner of his mouth a little bit more, comparing each other as if he didn't tire of bothering: "Me and Xie Dang."
"you."
"I and-"
Jiang Jiusheng interrupted: "It's all you."
Shi Jin squinted her eyes in satisfaction, hooked her neck and kissed her, and changed to the next question: "Shengsheng, what if you don't love me anymore?"
He took this question seriously.
Without hesitation, she shook her head: "No."
Upon hearing this, Shi Jin immediately asked, "Will you love me forever?"
"meeting."
He smiled and leaned over to kiss again: "I will too."
Jiang Jiusheng couldn't laugh or cry.
It was also the first time I knew that Shi Jin drank too much and would be so talkative, with endless words and endless questions.
He lay on her lap and was quiet for a while, then asked again: "Shengsheng, if you were going to an isolated island, cigarettes, alcohol, mobile phone, Bomei, and me, what would you bring?"
Jiang Jiusheng replied, "You."
He asked again: "If Bomei and I fell into the river together, who would you save first?"
"you."
He thought for a while: "What if Bomei can't swim?"
"you."
He couldn't hold back the corner of his mouth: "I can swim."
Jiang Jiusheng couldn't help laughing: "It's you too."
Shi Jin was finally satisfied, hugged her and said, "Shengsheng, I love you." He pecked her on the lips, "I love you, I love you."
Jiang Jiusheng smiled and said nothing, there was nothing he could do with him, and he kept saying, "I don't have a deep impression of my mother. There are so many people in this world. I only love you. It used to be like this, but now Yes, and in the future."
Jiang Jiusheng's heart softened in a mess: "Yes, I know."
"Sheng Sheng."
"Um."
Shi Jin leaned close to her eyes, and in his drunken eyes, her shadow was clear: "Baby, I'm very happy." He raised his head, and all the warm light from a lamp fell in his eyes, shining like stars, " I will listen to you, I will not do anything you don’t like, if you ask me to kill someone, I will kill someone, if you ask me to save someone, I will save someone, I can listen to you, but if you only like me, okay? "
Looking at each other, Jiang Jiusheng lost his eyes and lost his mind.
Shi Jin didn't wait for an answer, so he sat up, took her two hands, stared intently at her, and waited for her response.
She said, "OK."
Satisfied, he asked her: "Then do you have anything you want? I'll grab anything you want?" In his words, he was three points true and seven points drunk.
So cute.
want to.
"Yes." Jiang Jiusheng was not shy, "I want you."
Shi Jin liked her answer very much. He leaned close to her, his breath was entwined, and there was a strong smell of wine. He said, "I was originally yours." After speaking, he added, "I can sleep with you all the time."
Then he started taking off his bathrobe.
The room is filled with the aroma of wine, drunk with the eyes of lovers, outside the window, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, and the spring breeze is blowing just right.
A night of absurdity and chaos everywhere.
The next day, the sun was high and the sun was shining gold. The fluffy blanket in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows was bathed in light, which was very soft. Shi Jin woke up. Jiang Jiusheng was still in his arms. Red marks on her shoulders.
It's a hickey.
Shi Jin's eyes were completely clear.
"Sheng Sheng."
Jiang Jiusheng woke up slowly, opened his eyelids, and rubbed: "Huh?"
Shi Jin frowned: "I was drunk last night."
"Um."
So cute, she couldn't love it more.
Shi Jin frowned even tighter: "We don't have contraception."
Jiang Jiusheng stretched his waist, burrowed into him, was full of sleep, and was very comfortable, and said, "It's okay, it's a safe period." It doesn't matter if you don't, it's even better if you're pregnant.
Shi Jin was silent for a long time.
"I'll make you breakfast." He got up, wrapped her in the quilt, and carried her to the bed, "You sleep a little longer."
Jiang Jiusheng replied vaguely, wrapped in the quilt, and went back to sleep after a while.
About half an hour later, Shi Jin came to wake her up. The breakfast was rich and she ate a lot. After the meal, Shi Jin poured her a glass of water and a pill.
"Shengsheng, have you taken the medicine?"
His eyes are black without impurities, deep and complex, and the light in the depths cannot be seen.
Jiang Jiusheng looked at the white pill: "What kind of medicine is this?"
Shi Jin said, "Emergency contraception."
The smile on her lips disappeared immediately, she raised her head and looked into Shi Jin's eyes, but he averted his gaze: "I'm sorry, Shengsheng, there won't be a next time."
This medicine is very harmful, and he will not let her touch it again.
Jiang Jiusheng didn't answer: "I won't eat."
"Shengsheng, be good, don't be self-willed." Shi Jin still held the water and did not retreat.
She raised her head, her eyes were almost fixed on her: "Shi Jin, you are the one who willful."
"We agreed not to have children."
His tone was decisive, and there was no room for negotiation in his attitude.
It was completely involuntary to say, extreme and stubborn, Jiang Jiusheng was a little annoyed at him, and refuted his words: "But I didn't agree."
Shi Jin's eyes darkened slightly, and there was an expression of forbearance in his eyes. He tried his best to be calm, half-coaxing, half-begging: "Shengsheng, everything else is up to you, only this one, can you stick to me?"
It's not right.
Both of them had a calm temperament and almost never had any major conflicts. She followed Shi Jin, and Shi Jin also listened to her. This was the first time that neither of them would back down.
Jiang Jiusheng stood up from the dining table, and pushed away the water glass that Shi Jin was still holding: "Shi Jin, I don't want to quarrel with you." If they didn't give in, if they continued to argue, they would just break up unhappy.
Shi Jin put down the cup and faced her: "Shengsheng, we're not arguing." He softened his tone, "Hey, open your mouth and take the medicine."
There was no trace of hesitation in his eyes.
It has never been like this before, he has always indulged her, and he has almost never disobeyed her request, except for the matter of the heir, Shi Jin's persistence exceeded her expectations.
She met his gaze: "What if I don't eat?"
Shi Jin almost didn't think about it: "I will try my best."
Can't say a word!
Jiang Jiusheng took the medicine and threw it into his mouth.
Shi Jin picked up the water glass and fed it to her mouth. When the glass of water ran out, she put down the glass, ignored him, and turned to walk to the room.
Shi Jin followed her, never leaving her.
Jiang Jiusheng entered the room, lay down on the bed, put his hands on his pillow, and turned his back to Shi Jin: "Let me stay by myself for a while."
He didn't leave, squatting on the bedside: "I'm sorry."
She doesn't speak.
Probably afraid that she would get angry, and didn't dare to touch her, Shi Jin gently pulled the quilt, and continued to apologize: "I'm sorry Shengsheng, it's all my fault."
Jiang Jiusheng was silent for a long time, then turned over and complained, "It's very bitter."
"I'll get you some water."
Shi Jin got up and left the room.
Jiang Jiusheng took out a piece of paper from the bedside table, spit out the pills in his mouth on the paper, crumpled it up and threw it into the trash can, and licked his cheeks.
How bitter!
Shi Jin poured a glass of warm water over and handed it to her. Seeing that she was still frowning, he lowered his voice to flatter her, "Don't be angry."
How could you not be angry.
Jiang Jiusheng drank the water and didn't talk to him.
Shi Jin took the cup, put it down, stood in front of her, and put his face closer: "Shengsheng, you can do whatever you want with me, don't ignore me."
What else could she do to him, she was not willing to beat him, she was not willing to scold him, she was angry at him, and she still felt sorry for him for no reason, Mo Bing was right, she was really eaten to death by him.
She thought about it for a long time, and without further entanglement, she said solemnly: "If there is another time, I will be angry for a long time."
Shi Jin breathed a sigh of relief and promised her, "There won't be a next time."
After that, he never dared to get drunk again.
"Shi Jin," Jiang Jiusheng paused for a moment, and asked him tentatively, "Is it true that you can't have a baby?"
Shi Jin didn't even think about it: "No."
Jiang Jiusheng was a little disappointed.
He pinned the hair hanging from her ears behind her ears: "Shengsheng, I'm a paranoid patient, I've made up my mind, and I won't waver."
yes.
She knew this, but she couldn't help regretting: "I like children very much." Especially Shi Jin's baby must be born extremely beautiful, and it must also be very smart.
Shi Jin patted her on the head, comforting: "Let Mingzhu give birth to a few more for you to play with."
Jiang Jiusheng: "..."
She has nothing to say, are children born to play? Moreover, can other people's children play casually
The day Jiang Jiusheng left Yuncheng, the weather was gray and drowsy, as if it was going to rain.
Jiang Jinyu came to the airport to see her off, but did not see the Wen family. Jinyu said that he only asked the driver to take him, and no one else was allowed to follow.
He still didn't talk much, looking at Jiang Jiusheng, he spoke for a long time, and asked, "Can you not leave?" His eyes were full of reluctance.
Before Jiang Jiusheng could speak, Shi Jin directly vetoed it: "No."
Jiang Jinyu didn't even look at Shi Jin, his eyes seemed to be glued to Jiang Jiusheng's body, and asked her cautiously, "Can I call you every day?"
Jiang Jiusheng nodded heavily: "If you miss me, tell me, and I will come to see you." Jin Yu has a slight social phobia, and she is worried about him traveling far away.
But he shook his head and insisted: "I'll go find you."
The young man's eyes were clear, but there was always a lingering desolation, a loneliness that didn't belong to that age.
Jiang Jiusheng couldn't bear to brush him off, so he nodded.
"Sister," he said very slowly, almost word for word, "don't come to Yuncheng again."
Jiang Jiusheng stepped forward and hugged him.
The sixteen-year-old boy has grown very tall, but he is very thin. When she hugged him, she could touch the painful bones in his back. On her shoulder, pat lightly.
When parting, there are thousands of words, but when the words reach the mouth, they are full of worries. In the end, there are always two words that are clichéd: "Take care."
Jiang Jiusheng let go and looked at the red-eyed boy: "Jin Yu, take care."
She didn't know what else was hidden in his heart, and she didn't know what he couldn't let go of. She didn't seek the truth, but only hoped for the well-being of the young man.
Jiang Jinyu didn't say anything more, looked at Shi Jin, he was just a young man, but his tone was old-fashioned, he said, "Take care of my sister." After a long time, he called, "Brother-in-law."
Then, he turned around first.
Shi Jin suddenly remembered that eight years ago, the Wen family held a grand reception. Many people talked and laughed at Yan Yan, and they were all laughing. Only the child on the lawn sat on the ground, crying bitterly.
At that time, the little boy was still fat and fat. He ran over, hugged his leg, and called his brother.
"Can you help me hide my sister?"
"The police will come and take her."
"Brother, save my sister." He pointed to the greenhouse and begged him crying, "Help my sister, okay?"
eight years.
The boy who was not as long as his waist back then has grown into a handsome young man. After going through vicissitudes, he is no longer innocence.
"Shi Jin."
He was lost in thought, and Jiang Jiusheng called out again: "Shi Jin."
Shi Jin turned his head.
Seeing his brows furrowed, she asked, "What are you thinking?"
As the plane took off, there was a slight tinnitus. Shi Jin covered her ears, leaned close to her and said, "I'm thinking of you."
She laughed: "I'm not in front of you?"
"Well, I still miss you."