"This is my past. Faced with me like this, do you still insist on accepting me?" Qin Hao lowered his eyes, and although his heart was bitter, he was very calm.
Mu Qianxue remained silent, not making a sound from the beginning to the end. However, the panic and anxiety in her heart gradually disappeared, replaced by calmness, reason, and sympathy for Qin Hao.
He was originally a glorious and loyal soldier with a bright future. He used his life to protect his beloved motherland and nation, and to protect the happy lives of most ordinary people like himself. But, what did he get in the end? abandon? betray
Mu Qianxue could not imagine the huge shock in Qin Hao's heart when he learned the news. She didn't know what the so-called catastrophe was, but she could understand Qin Hao's anger, pain, and helplessness at that time.
She suddenly felt that she and Qin Hao were actually very similar. She was betrayed by the Mu family and her biological father who she once thought was the most loving and greatest biological father in the world. Qin Hao was also betrayed by the person he loved most and wanted to protect the most.
The difference between the two is that she has never killed anyone, while he has killed too many people.
However, she at least still has Mu Qianjun, her sister, her only relative in the world, and Qin Hao, whose brothers died for him, has already lost everything as an orphan, and lives in guilt and hatred all day long. , in comparison, she is much happier than him.
At this moment, Mu Qianxue could no longer escape Qin Hao's eyes. Even though the man in front of her had blood on his hands and was a very dangerous guy, in her eyes, he was her relative and he was protecting her with his life. They sisters, what qualifications does she have to betray him? Isn't that the same as those superiors who are arrogant and only have the word power in their eyes
"Yes, I said, you are our relative." Mu Qianxue looked at Qin Hao with a calm face, raised her head and said, "You can risk your life to protect me and Xiaojun and treat us as relatives. Why should Xiaojun and I?" Are you going to back down because of these external factors? Whether you are a murderer or have another identity, you are our relative, and it has nothing to do with your identity. It is just because you are Qin Hao, my fake husband. , Xiaojun’s fake brother-in-law.”
At this moment, Qin Hao's heart felt as if it was burning with fire, and the blood all over his body was boiling.
He looked at Mu Qianxue in disbelief, his voice trembling: "You said, even if this is the case, you will accept me?"
"Yes." Mu Qianxue nodded, feeling very calm.
"Why?" Qin Hao was very moved, but more puzzled: "Why? I am so unforgivable, and you have to accept people with unforgivable sins? Aren't you afraid of destroying everything you have now because of me? ?”
"Why are you afraid?" Mu Qianxue asked, "You are not afraid, so why should I be afraid? Didn't you say that you would do your best and risk your life to protect Xiaojun and me? If that's the case, why should we be afraid?"
Yes, why be afraid? Can't he protect them? No, I can do it, I can definitely protect them from harm, and I will never let those tragedies happen again! absolute!
"Thank you." Qin Hao put down his bowl and chopsticks and said sincerely.
"No need," Mu Qianxue said lightly, "Xiaojun and I are not ungrateful people. We all understand the kindness you have done to us. There is no need to say thank you between relatives."
Qin Hao smiled, hesitated for a moment, and asked meaningfully: "Actually, I want to know, aren't you afraid of me?"
This is what Qin Hao is most worried about. After all, his identity and experience are so special that it would not be an exaggeration to describe him as a murderer. With him like this, even a professionally trained Jin Yiwei like Bai Xiaochun was afraid when they first met, and they had to look at his face when speaking, let alone Mu Qianxue, who was just an ordinary person? I must still be afraid of him in my heart.
The spoon that Mu Qianxue was ladling out suddenly stiffened, but it only lasted for a moment and quickly returned to its original state.
After serving the soup, Mu Qianxue did not rush to drink it. Instead, she put the soup bowl aside to dry and looked directly at Qin Hao: "Will you hurt me like you did to Wan Fei and those people?"
"No! I would rather die!" Qin Hao did not hesitate at all, nor did he dodge his eyes, but looked at Mu Qianxue.
Mu Qianxue smiled, although it was only for a moment, but she really smiled.
This is probably the first time Qin Hao has seen Mu Qianxue's heartfelt smile. Even if it is just a slight smile, it only lasts for a blink of an eye, but Qin Hao has to admit that Mu Qianxue is really beautiful when she smiles. She is so beautiful. Totally melting her heart.
"Then why should I be afraid of you?" Mu Qianxue said softly: "Yes, you killed many people, but why did you kill them? Your comrades, your brothers, and Xiaojun. You are like this , why should I be afraid? I have always been a realist, not a Holy Mother, and I will not dwell on meaningless right and wrong. I only need to know that you are sincere to me and Xiaojun, and the rest has nothing to do with us."
Is Mu Qianxue selfish? As she said herself, she is very realistic and very selfish. But, how many people in this world are selfless? Those are saints, characters who exist in fantasy. Everyone has their own way of living. No one has ever stipulated that she, Mu Qianxue, must have the world in mind and justice in her heart, and then send murderers like Qin Hao to the police station .
What's more, even Taizu once said: If you don't do it for yourself, heaven and earth will destroy you! A great man like Taizu still had a selfish side. She, Mu Qianxue, was just an ordinary woman with a little money. Why couldn't she be selfish? How many of those people who are really holy bitches and keyboard warriors on the Internet are not selfish in nature
Qin Hao is willing to protect her and Xiaojun, is willing to let them rely on, is willing to let them rely on, is willing to let them rely on, is sincerely good to them, why should she let Qin Hao go? Why can't we accept this man who is not related by blood, but is more like a relative than those relatives who have the same surname and the same blood relationship.
At this point, Mu Qianxue paused for a moment, and the conversation changed sharply: "However, I still hope that you can truly integrate into the lives of ordinary people. Your style of dealing with things is too extreme, and the consequences of that will be very bad. Xiaojun and I This kind of life is not what I want, so..."
"I understand!" Qin Hao was very moved. This was the first time he felt that he had truly integrated into the circle of ordinary people. "Don't worry, I will try my best to restrain myself in the future and not be so impulsive anymore. I will be rational and rational." Calm down, I will do it."
While the two were talking, Qin Hao's cell phone suddenly rang. He glanced at the call notification and saw that it was Bai Xiaochun he had been waiting for for a long time.
After answering the phone, Qin Hao stood up and wiped his mouth: "I have to go out. Wan Fei is dead. We and Wan Xiong are already in a feud. There are some things I need to wrap up. But don't worry, I will be careful. Consider it carefully and handle the matter well, so that it will not affect our peaceful life."
"Yes," Mu Qianxue nodded. She understood what Qin Hao meant. Some things, as Qin Hao said, cannot be solved by giving in.
"Be careful, Xiaojun and I are waiting for you to come back."
"Don't worry, the food you cook is so delicious, how can one time be enough? I want to eat it for the rest of my life." Qin Hao said with a smile and went out. (To be continued)