This, perhaps, is disillusionment.
When the cell phone rang behind her, Cai Yiyan suddenly felt a sense of fear in her heart. Standing on the high platform, the weather was obviously quite warm, and the atmosphere in the venue was obviously hot, but she felt a bone-chilling chill, as if it had been three to nine days. It was like standing in the cold wind wearing thin clothes.
She was afraid, she was praying, she was telling herself that this should be a coincidence, it must be a coincidence, otherwise, how could it be such a coincidence
But what if it's not? What if it's really him? What if I guess wrong
Sometimes, people tend to be in a dark situation under the lamp, but once Cai Yiyan starts to have doubts and focuses on Qin Hao, everything makes sense.
The uncle said that he was married, so was Qin Hao, and his wife was Mu Qianxue.
The uncle loves to play games, and Qin Hao seems to do the same. When he has nothing to do, he surfs the Internet. He holds a mobile phone even if he doesn't have a computer, and he doesn't miss it.
The uncle made an appointment with him to come to the concert but broke the appointment, and so did Qin Hao. He said he wanted to give Xiao Yuanyuan a surprise, but he broke his promise.
The uncle only appeared more than a year ago, and so did Qin Hao, who only came down the mountain more than a year ago.
The uncle disappeared for more than two years, and so did Qin Hao. He stayed in the mountain for more than two years.
Whether it was the information she got from chatting in daily life or the time overlap between the two parties, it seemed that they could overlap at this moment. This invisible and irrefutable evidence made it impossible for her to refute.
Uncle? What kind of uncle is this? What kind of uncle are you, Qin Hao? In the fantasy world of the Internet, in games, there are quite a few boys pretending to be girls and girls pretending to be boys, but this is the first time she has seen a young man in his twenties pretending to be an uncle.
She suddenly thought that in the conversation between the two before the concert, the uncle's comments that were obviously familiar to Cai Yiyan and the surprise he wanted to give her seemed to have revealed something. However, she really I never thought it would be like this, and I never thought about it at all.
She does not deny that she has a crush on Qin Hao. She is a big star, she is an otaku goddess, she is a pure beauty, she is an Asian queen, but she is only twenty-one years old, she is just a girl, if she had not entered In the entertainment industry, she has not given up on her studies. At her age, it is a carefree time in college.
What girl is not pregnant? The same is true for Cai Yiyan.
She has been in the entertainment industry for many years and has seen too many dirty things. Because of her career success, her appearance and figure, there are not many celebrities and big shots who are interested in her. She is also very tired and helpless. , especially when she was targeted by a being who was completely unable to resist and whose status level was too high, she was very scared.
At that time, she and Ren Han were still resisting and refusing, but she knew that she actually had no ability to resist. If this continued, not only would she lose everything, but she would also implicate Ren Han. In fact, sometimes she feels that she can no longer hold on and thinks, maybe forget it. Anyway, there are many female celebrities in this circle who have succumbed to reality. Eight to nine times out of ten, why should I persist so meaninglessly
If it hadn't been for Ren Han's timely dissuasion and toughness, she might not have been able to hold on at that time.
But at this time of despair, pain, fear, and physical and mental exhaustion, this man appeared. He was like the first ray of sunshine in her dark world, lighting up the whole world and bringing her hope and light. .
He is not particularly handsome, I can only say that he is clean and pleasing to the eye. He is very carefree, but he is not a person who only cares about physical needs. He has many women and a beautiful and temperamental wife. Each of his women is very beautiful. He is a big shot, but he doesn't look like a big shot.
He saved himself without asking himself to do anything.
Even though he knew that he and Sister Han were not happy emotionally, so that Sister Han finally resigned and moved away. Even though she made all kinds of fierce words, sarcastic remarks, and blamed him, she actually knew in her heart that it was not his fault. He didn't want to, but love couldn't be controlled by reason. He just took it for granted and didn't want Sister Han to be wronged with him. But he had never thought that for a woman, the worst thing is to not be able to love. painfully.
Just like she once asked Ren Han, she knew clearly that a playboy like Qin Hao, who had a family and was still playing around outside, was not a good thing, but a fire pit, so why did he still jump in regardless of his own safety
The answer given by Ren Han is simple.
A moth flies into the flame, knowing that it will ruin its life but still pursuing the light. She, Ren Han, is not a person who is willing to accommodate her life. The person she loves and the person she chooses must be the best, most attractive, and most beloved person in her mind. Obviously, Qin Hao is this person.
Therefore, instead of choosing to find someone else to accommodate him because she couldn't possess and get it on her own, and live her life in peace, she would rather hit her head against the south wall and die, or fly into a flame and risk her own life.
If I want to sum it up, it can be said in one sentence: In a relationship, Ren Han will never give in, and she will be whoever she chooses!
Ren Han's answer touched her a lot. When she found out that she had secretly promised the other party the moment he helped her and saved her, she was very scared. She didn't want to be like Sister Han. She Don't want to try that kind of pain.
She knew that if she continued like this, she would sink like Ren Han and never be able to extricate herself. It is easy to go from frugality to luxury, but it is difficult to go from luxury to frugality. When there is such an excellent man in her world, it is difficult for her to see other men.
In order to prevent herself from being unable to escape the fatal attraction of the other party, she wanted to break out of Qin Hao's clutches!
She sought help from her uncle and wanted to find another spiritual comfort. She wanted to use the power of another person to dilute the longing for love in her heart!
She succeeded, and for some reason, the uncle who had been accompanying her in the game since she first debuted seemed to really give her strength. Sometimes she also wonders whether her fear is unnecessary, as if her affection for Qin Hao is not so terrible that she cannot break through. At the same time, she found it strange that the uncle had been more of a close friend and spiritual companion to her when she was lonely, but after she changed her mind, he easily became involved in her feelings.
This made her extremely curious about her uncle. Before she met Qin Hao, she had always felt that it was very good to be with her uncle virtually and to accompany her spiritually. After changing her mind, she was very I really want to know him in real life.
She was curious about what kind of magic power the other party possessed, which could allow her to replace the first love interest in her life and give her the sense of security she dreamed of. Even if the other party claimed to have a wife, and even though this might be a challenge to worldly rules, she would not care at all. Not afraid.
Emotionally, she and Ren Han have a common problem, a moth rushing to the flame, without caring about their own safety.
In other words, it can be said that the women around Qin Hao are like this. In the face of love, all ethics and secular morality do not seem to be that important.
However, what she never expected was that fate seemed to be a well-woven dragnet. In order to escape, the shelter she secretly created with great difficulty was actually the entrance to the big net. She herself foolishly stepped into it without knowing it. Once inside, he was tightly bound by the net and could no longer escape.
Qin Hao originally didn't want to answer the phone, but the look in Cai Yiyan's eyes when he was holding the phone made him uneasy. The last words set off a shocking wave in his heart, and a strong impulse drove him to take out his phone.
There was only the word "Cauliflower" on the screen. Qin Hao felt nervous, so he clicked to answer, and then put the phone to his ear.
"Hello… "
Hearing this familiar but slightly dry voice at the moment, Cai Yiyan felt as if the entire world had been destroyed. Everything in reality was right in front of her, and she could not question it.
At this moment, she felt extremely ridiculous. She clearly had Qin Hao's phone number on her other mobile phone, but she never discovered that the number stored in her personal mobile phone was exactly the same as that one, the same person!
If the two hadn't met today, she didn't know how long she would have been deceived by reality.
Qin Hao felt a little stiff, and he thought of a lot at this moment.
For example, what should I do if something like this happens at a concert? Another example is why Cai Yiyan is a netizen I have never met. Another example is that Ren Han is watching from the backstage and I don’t know what she will think now; Also, would it be better if I came on stage without thinking about showing off...
These are relatively rational thoughts. He was actually confused by the impact of this piece of information.
His mind kept replaying all the interactions he had with Caihua in the past six or seven years, and he knew clearly that every word, every word, and even every punctuation mark had not been ignored. The man who wore Cai Yiyan and was crazy about food was privately considered by him to be a crazy fan. This guy is actually Cai Yiyan himself
What's even more speechless is that Cai Yiyan actually has a crush on him? The man she said was particularly outstanding and fatally attractive was actually herself? And he turned out to be a spiritual backup in the virtual world of the Internet that she found to avoid herself
After this incident happened, Qin Hao felt that in the future he would just say, I made myself green! That is also very reasonable!
I am my own spare tire, I have turned myself green, what the hell is this
A girl who I had never thought about taking action, let alone possessive thoughts, has been dating my husband and wife for half a year on the Internet, and has been friends with me for six or seven years. I think about it, and even fall in love with myself in the online world!
What the hell is this
I really don’t want to eat Cai Yiyan!
Does this count as someone sitting at home and having a pot come from the sky
However, to put it this way, it seems that Cai Yiyan was taking the blame when he attacked him before, because he was the one who broke the appointment, the one in the online world!
When Qin Hao's mind was in a mess and he didn't know what to think, the girl's slightly crying voice rang in his ears from the mobile phone: "Qin Hao! I hate you!" (To be continued)