I'm afraid no one would believe Li Tianxia's lies. However, even if everyone knew it, if Li Tianxia insisted on telling lies with his eyes open like this, there was nothing Zhao Guohua could do about him, right
The two warnings also meant that this confrontation was over. This should be regarded as the first head-to-head confrontation between Qin Hao and Li Tianxia. The result was naturally self-evident, a disastrous defeat. Qin Hao was both violent and verbal. Didn't get any benefit at all, it was a complete failure.
If Zhao Guohua hadn't come to the rescue in time, Qin Hao would have suffered more than just this. No one knew what Li Tianxia was thinking, how he would deal with Qin Hao, and to what extent.
After settling down Qin Hao, who was still in a coma and struggling with his inner demons, Zhao Guohua approached the old man: "Why do you do this? Why are you so impatient? Can't you wait any longer? He just woke up from a coma for two years. You don’t know why he was in a coma? Who did he become like this for? It’s for this country, it’s for you to still be able to stand here well! What are you doing?!”
The old man sat quietly at the stone table, poured himself a bowl of tea, and took a sip: "Sooner or later, there will be such a day between them. How much difference does it make if it's earlier or later? What's more, the master has already sat down It has been two years since Qin Hao passed away. As the master's only direct disciple and a closed disciple, you should be very clear about the relationship between the two. Because he has been in a coma for two years, he did not catch up with the master to see him off for the last time. I already feel very guilty. Now that I have woken up, I should tell him the news. Do you think you can keep it secret for how long? As long as Li Tianxia stays here guarding the tomb for a day, Qin Hao and him will inevitably meet. Do you want to Let him not come here to worship the master for a year?"
"How could I not know what you said? I understand that under the current situation, the whole country is in difficulty. Not only our country, but also all mankind is facing a huge crisis of genocide. Under such pressure, you I need to do it, go, there are too many things to worry about. When it comes to the love between children and personal grievances, you want to cut through the mess quickly, and it is understandable that instead of laboriously mediating, it is better to solve it directly on the table. But , you have to be clear, Qin Hao has sacrificed enough, but you brought him here without saying a word and led Li Tianxia to take action, what is this?"
Zhao Guohua was very dissatisfied with the old man's choice of actions. Even now, he has never questioned the old man's original intention. What he was really dissatisfied with was that the old man's move was tantamount to cheating Qin Hao. In the eyes represented by Qin Hao and Li Tianxia Between the Holy Gates, the old man sacrificed Qin Hao again and chose the other side.
Qin Hao has indeed sacrificed enough. He did the most dangerous and dirty work that could cost him his life at any time. For this reason, he even went into a coma for two years and almost never returned. But no matter the family, It was still the Holy Sect. After weighing the two sides, Qin Hao was the one who was abandoned and sacrificed.
Even if he knew clearly that it was for the sake of the overall situation, even if he knew very well that the old man was in that position and doing so was helpless and not out of his true intentions, Zhao Guohua still felt that he couldn't see beyond his eyes. Some things were just done when they were done. You can understand it yourself, but it cannot be a reason or excuse to excuse yourself.
The old man did not respond. He also knew in his heart how unreasonable all the things he did were. They almost ran counter to his true heart and original intention. No matter it was a noble family or a holy sect, it all belonged to him. The enemy was the one he wanted to weaken and eliminate most in his life, but now, he seemed to have become their accomplice and lackey, compromising and giving in again and again, and giving in step after step.
Qin Hao felt really uncomfortable at this moment. His whole body seemed to be stuck in a quagmire, and his whole body was sticky. No matter how hard he tried, it was difficult to get out of the predicament in front of him. His ears were buzzing like countless flies. The buzzing sound makes people feel very irritated, uncomfortable, and almost driving them crazy.
He tried hard to force himself to open his eyes. What Qin Hao saw in his sight was a little kid wrapped in swaddling clothes. He was very strange and did not recognize him at all. It seemed that he had never seen him before. But somehow , when Qin Hao saw him, it was as if he saw himself, seeing himself that he didn't remember at all when he was a child!
The newborn baby is not that big, very small, like a little mouse, fluffy, with pink skin. The strange thing is that his eyes are open and wide, staring at Qin Hao very hard. He kept staring, his posture gave people the feeling that he had a sworn hatred against him, and it was visceral just looking at him.
"Living is so boring and tiring... Otherwise, it's better not to live. You don't have a father or a mother. Who cares whether you live or die..."
The baby opened his mouth, and the voice already sounded in Qin Hao's heart.
Before Qin Hao could speak, the scene suddenly turned. This time, when he was about five or six years old, he saw him, Yunshan, Yunshan's adoptive father Xiang Wentian's family, and his former friends. Son.
This is himself, the person he was when he was in the orphanage. That memory does not exist in his mind. He does not remember it at all. Even now, he feels strange when he looks at it. However, those people look like There are subtitles to introduce them, and as long as you look at them, their names will appear in your mind and you will know who they are.
"I'm so tired, I'm so tired, Sister Yunshan is so tired, everyone is so tired... Are you tired?"
After saying this, the person evaporated again, and the picture changed again.
The self on the mountain, the self in military uniform, the self who conquered foreign countries and made a name for himself with high spirits, the self who went crazy and went crazy and killed people, the self who meditated in peace and quiet on the mountain, the self who went down the mountain to find Mu Qianxue, the self who started a family and started a career and wiped out his ambition...
He has a lot of things, and his image varies greatly from period to period, but no matter which period he is in, there is only one word in his mouth, and that is tired. The so-called tired to the point of wanting to die, I'm afraid that's what it means. .
Qin Hao knew that these were all himself, himself at different stages of his previous life, and he not only saw himself, but also saw many people, including Yun Shan, his brothers and comrades in the Zero Team, Concubine Luo Mi, and many others. The opponent and enemy he killed even seemed to see a face that looked exactly like Hua Ximeng's pear blossom with rain. It was still in the period when he was wearing a military uniform. It looked wrong no matter how he looked at it, and it almost caused his memory to be confused. .
To be honest, he actually knew that these things were deep memories in his mind. As for the time in the orphanage, he really couldn't remember it himself, but it actually existed. Qin This was the only time in Hao's memory, and he couldn't remember its indelible existence.
So, if we were to calculate it this way, could it be said that when he was fifteen or sixteen years old, he had met Hua Ximeng and had contact with her? Or are they really just two different people who look alike
However, he has no intention of studying this in detail now. As people always say, yawning is contagious, sneezing is contagious, positive energy can be transmitted, and the same is true for negative energy.
Tired, tired, after talking about it for a long time, Qin Hao will feel tired even if he just listens to it. After all, these are all things he has experienced personally, right
People, it's always like this, happiness is always short-lived, and the proportion that stays in the memory is also very small. On the contrary, painful things can never be forgotten for a long time, and pessimistic things always last for a long time. Qin Hao is also a human being. He is also included.
Putting aside the lost memory of living in an orphanage without a father or mother, a half-year-old child was thrown into the mountains to snatch food from the mouths of jackals, tigers and leopards, enduring loneliness, hunger and pain. , enduring the envy of the ordinary and stable life of ordinary people, watching the hatred simmering in my heart day by day, watching the loneliness invading my body day by day, watching the future become vague day by day, maybe one day I will die on the way, even There are no mourners. It’s so tiring to live like this...
It would be great if I could take a break, it would be great if I didn’t have to kill people anymore, it would be great if no one came to kill me anymore, wouldn’t it be great to just bask in the sun, surf the Internet, and play with my wife? How wonderful
What kind of blood feud, what kind of loneliness, what kind of pressure to survive, what kind of racial crisis, have anything to do with me? I don’t care, I don’t care, I don’t care…
Maybe he sensed Qin Hao's thoughts, or maybe he saw the depression and pain in Qin Hao's expression. For a time, babies, little kids, teenagers, young people, married people, Qin Hao in all stages of life all sprung up like mushrooms after a spring rain. Appeared, climbed out from the ground one by one, grabbed Qin Hao's trouser legs, and sat up.
"You're tired, you're tired... Come on, take a rest... Have a good rest..." (To be continued)