Back in the car, Qin Hao gave Song Yao all the IOU and the money he stole from the bald man.
Song Yao took the IOU and tore it into pieces without even looking at it. She sighed and said, "Qin Hao, thank you. You did me a big favor. If you hadn't been here, I really don't know what would have happened today."
"When did you become so polite to me? After all, I am also your man. Do I have to watch you being insulted by those guys?" Qin Hao rolled his eyes angrily and touched Song Yao's head lovingly. "Let's talk about it. For example, what should you do with your stepfather? How about just helping him solve his debt?"
"Okay, it's okay. As long as we solve the debt problem for him, he won't dare to do anything to my family." There was a sad look on Song Yao's eyebrows. She obviously hated Cui Jianguo and said softly: "Qin Hao, take me to a bar, I don’t want to go back yet.”
"Okay!" Qin Hao could understand Song Yao's current mood. Every family has sutras that are difficult to recite. Life is like this. Life often tortures people to exhaustion, but they have no choice but to accept it.
Looking at Qin Hao who was driving seriously at the side, Song Yao, the co-pilot, suddenly reached out and put his right arm on Qin Hao's. Qin Hao turned his head sideways in surprise, with a smile on his face, put down his right hand holding the steering wheel, and lifted Song Yao's right arm. Hold the little hands tightly and drive the car with one hand.
Being held by Qin Hao's hand, Song Yao felt very at ease. Perhaps this is why women still need men after all. Probably, apart from the most primitive instinctive behavior of sex, there is someone who can give you warmth when you are most helpless. hands, a spring-like smile, and a real hug.
Qin Hao brought Song Yao to Youlan Bar. It was only three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and the bar had not yet opened. Under the melodious and lyrical slow music, there were only two waiters standing at the bar who were cleaning, and not far away. Xiao Zhao and the others were chatting and playing cards.
It was still the old seat in the corner. As soon as Qin Hao and Song Yao sat down, Xiao Zhao came over with a few bottles of foreign wine, and then took his younger brothers to hide far away, for fear of disturbing Qin Hao.
Song Yao first clinked a glass with Qin Hao, drank it down, and then slowly said: "Aren't you very strange before, why I live so stingy even though my salary is not low. Now you have seen, everything The root of everything is in that person. When I was eight years old, my father passed away, and my mother had a very hard time raising my brother and me. Later, we met my stepfather, who was very good at that time and often helped me. My mother did some menial and heavy work, but also cared about me and my little brother.
The situation at that time was that it was really hard for my mother to raise my brother and me by herself. In addition, my stepfather was pursuing my mother hard, so my mother remarried and was with him. But who would have known that within two years of marriage, he would show his true nature. He would eat, drink, whore, gamble, and smoke. He only spent money and did not work. He was drunk all day long. He would take it out on our family if he was slightly unhappy. Later, he became more and more aggressive. When I was eighteen years old, I accidentally caught him watching me take a shower.
At that time, I was very scared, but I didn’t dare to tell my mother. It was already very hard for her to support three people by herself, and she was often beaten and scolded by that man. Even if I told her, what could she, a rural woman, do? Fortunately, I later went to college and lived on campus. I worked part-time in libraries and other places while I was in school, and tutored during winter and summer vacations. I could barely afford my own tuition and living expenses, which reduced the burden on my mother. You can stay away from that person without going home.
Xiaoxue also helped me a lot. She didn't know my family situation and just assumed that I was not very wealthy, so she often helped me. Later, when I graduated from college, my mother fell ill due to overwork, and my younger brother needed to pay for his studies, support the family, and pay for his mother's medical expenses. Fortunately, Xiaoxue allowed me to join Mushi with her. Through our efforts, we finally gained a foothold, and my position and salary also increased, making my life a little easier.
But I still dare not go home. When my mother fell ill, I went home. I didn’t expect that man to touch me while my mother was ill in bed, and said that he wanted to take care of me for the rest of my life. I Had to escape again. Originally, I wanted to bring my mother and brother to me, but he didn't allow it and threatened me to come to the company to cause trouble, so I had to give up.
Every month when I get my salary, I have to give him half of the money to prevent him from bullying his mother and younger brother at home. The rest of the money is used for my younger brother’s education and my mother’s medical treatment, leaving only a little money for living expenses and rent. But even so, he still doesn't think it's enough and is messing around outside. I don't know how many times this has happened. Every time I use money to save him, I really have had enough. These days, I really I don’t know when it will end. "
Song Yao couldn't help but shed tears as she spoke. She filled the wine glass and drank it all.
After listening to Song Yao's narration, Qin Hao took a deep breath and looked very ugly. From what happened just now, he could see that Song Yao's life situation was very difficult, but he didn't expect it to be so difficult. He couldn't help but feel sorry for the person in front of him. A woman who just wants to get drunk and fall for a while.
Pain, sadness, these are nothing, you can move forward and get through it with difficulty. However, as Song Yao endures so hard, without showing any trace, so strong, and can bear it alone, this kind of loneliness is really too difficult, even if There is a limit to holding on, and there will be times when you can't hold on.
"I regret it." Qin Hao looked at Song Yao quietly and said slowly.
Song Yao's movement of pouring wine obviously stalled, and then she said with a wry smile: "Yes, you should indeed regret it. For a woman like me who is stuck in the quagmire and has fallen into a bottomless pit, it is normal to regret. Being my man is equivalent to Picking up a huge baggage will only make you like me and live less than a human being."
"What nonsense are you talking about?" Before Song Yao could finish speaking, Qin Hao's hand fell on the woman's head and stroked it gently, "I regret that I was too gentle when I beat that beast that was inferior to a pig or a dog. If you knew that he actually did these things to you, even if you kill him, you won't be able to forgive your hatred. Yaoyao, remember my words, I am your man, and I will be your man for the rest of my life. It will not be so easy to get on this pirate ship of mine. .Don’t think about escaping, you can’t escape as long as I’m here.”
Song Yao said nothing and looked at Qin Hao with complicated eyes.
"By the way, have you never told Mu Qianxue about these things?"
"Of course I won't say it." Song Yao sneered, as if she was laughing at her own situation, "Xiaoxue has already helped me a lot, and I don't want to owe her any more favors. Otherwise, I will never be able to hold my head high in front of her in this life. I just want to live more like a person in front of my friends."
Having said this, Song Yao raised her head again with firm eyes, as if she had made up her mind. There was a hint of rosiness on her pretty face, and she lightly opened her red lips: "Qin Hao, if I get drunk tonight, just go to bed with me/ Okay, okay? Anyway, I’m a woman and you’re a man, so you won’t suffer.”
PS: Thanks to the book friend "Little Dolphin_5996" for the 100 Zhulang coins,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
PPS: The list of new books about flowers in the last month of Chuxin. Please pray for flowers. I will beg for you on my knees. . . . . . ,. . . (To be continued)