Qin Hao was startled for a moment, then smiled and said, "Aren't we brothers? Why should we be friends?"
"You have enough brothers, and I don't need any." Lin Xinyi massaged her calf, "I sincerely want to make friends with you. I have thought a lot these days. There is no way that Xiaoxue and I will have a future. . Ever since I made the move, my fate has been doomed. My marriage will be closely related to family interests and cannot be my own wish. Even if I am willing to give up everything for Xiaoxue and fight against my family, what about Xiaoxue? As a person, What can a woman give Xiaoxue?"
"After thinking about this, I suddenly felt that I was still too naive and willful in the past. This was really unfair to Xiaoxue and put too much pressure on her. Although I still can't let go of my feelings, I can no longer let go of my feelings. It will hinder the relationship between Xiaoxue and you. Xiaoxue has the right to pursue happiness. Likewise, she also needs someone to rely on. She has worked very hard over the years. To be honest, Qin Hao, you are not a good husband and cannot be single-minded. , but I think you are a good man, and you can definitely give Xiaoxue happiness."
Is this really what Lin Xinyi said? Qin Hao felt a little unbelievable and looked into Lin Xinyi's eyes in surprise.
The eyes are very sincere.
"I don't believe it. Since you don't hate me anymore, why are you still targeting me? If I hadn't been a bit skilled, I would have been crippled by you today, and Xiaoxue would have been a widow. How happy she is!" Qin Hao smacked his lips and shook his head repeatedly, with an expression of distrust on his face.
Lin Xinyi was speechless. She scratched her shoulder-length hair and shouted unhappily: "You can't blame me entirely. I just wanted to teach you a lesson and settle this grudge. Who knew you You have to be so mean-mouthed and pissed me off, so I didn’t stop. Don’t worry, I won’t do it again. I won’t attack my friends. Of course, if you dare to treat Xiaoxue badly, then all your previous words will be invalid.”
At this point, Lin Xinyi smiled and stretched out her white and tender hands towards Qin Hao: "Qin Hao, can we be friends? Let's get to know each other again. I am Lin Xinyi, your wife Mu Qianxue's best friend."
Looking at Lin Xinyi's outstretched hand, Qin Hao's heart skipped a beat inexplicably, and he frowned tightly, looking at the other person blankly with a hint of trance in his deep eyes.
In Lin Xinyi's eyes, Qin Hao's expression looked like he was in a daze, and he was still in a trance. She just thought that Qin Hao was shocked, and repeated again: "We can be friends, right? Qin Hao."
"Xinyi, thank you for your kindness. Unfortunately, I don't need friends. I'm sorry."
Qin Hao felt his heart beating wildly in his chest, causing him some pain. This was the first time he had encountered such a situation in recent days, and it was very uncomfortable.
The blood in his body seemed to be restless, and his eyes turned red at some point, which was different from the blood-gold color when he entered the rampage state. His head seemed to explode, and countless fragmented memories seemed to destroy his brain. He was stretched out, and he was holding the pad with both hands. His fingers had penetrated the surface of the pad and penetrated deeply. The blood vessels on the back of the hand and forearm were bulging due to the force, and the veins were bulging.
At this time, Qin Hao looked like a violent beast.
Lin Xinyi was stunned when she was rejected by Qin Hao, but she was not angry. She could feel that Qin Hao seemed to be in something wrong with his mood now, as if he was deliberately suppressing something.
"You don't seem to be in good condition, are you okay?" Lin Xinyi stretched out her hand, as if she wanted to feel Qin Hao's condition.
Qin Hao was breathing heavily, as if he was an asthmatic, breathing very hard. After a while, he replied in a hoarse voice: "It's okay, I'll just sit down for a while, don't worry about me."
Lin Xinyi's hand suddenly froze in mid-air, and finally slowly took it back. She felt that Qin Hao at this moment was a bit strange. He was almost completely different from the Qin Hao who was laughing and joking and acting mean. Now he is, Extremely aggressive and resistant, with a feeling of being repulsive to others.
Fortunately, these reactions come and go quickly.
After sitting quietly for a while, Qin Hao rubbed his head and said with a wry smile: "I must have scared you. It's an old habit. I haven't done it in almost half a year. I don't know how it happened all of a sudden today. "
Lin Xinyi quietly stared at Qin Hao's face covered in sweat due to the previous pain, and after a long time she said softly: "Do you have a personality disorder?"
"Well, there are indeed some, but it doesn't matter. I can control it. Men can't say no. Don't underestimate a man's self-control." Qin Hao said with an understatement and a smile.
Lin Xinyi frowned: "Although I don't know what happened in your previous blank experience abroad, but you can let the country help you forge your resume, and you can also be brothers with Fang Bureau, I can roughly guess some of what you have done before. . However, personality disorders cannot be solved by suppression alone. If this continues, big things will happen if it breaks out. How can I trust Xiaoxue to stay by your side if you are like this? Well, I know a very powerful psychiatrist. I’ll introduce you to him next time, and you still need to guide him if you need to.”
Qin Hao did not express his position and became silent. For him, it was not that he had never thought of seeing a psychiatrist. It was a pity that for him who had no effect on strong hallucinogenic drugs, the psychiatrist did not go beyond him at all. Psychological defense, the ability to open his heart.
As he became more disappointed, he naturally lost interest.
Lin Xinyi also saw Qin Hao's resistance to talking about this matter, and stopped talking about that topic. She slightly raised her eyebrows and said: "I feel now that you really need a friend. You are very lonely and have no friends." A sense of security, even though you usually cover yourself up to prevent others from seeing anything strange. You have to understand that no one does not need friends, and that is normal social interaction.
Humans are social animals, and friends are a normal and indispensable part of social interaction. Even the most lonely people should need friends. Xiaoxue's temperament is quite cold, but she still has friends like me and Song Yao, but she doesn't have you. "
"I have brothers." Qin Hao whispered, scratching his head, "Actually, I don't quite understand the meaning of friends. This concept is too vague to me. I don't even know how to get along with each other, and I have to face it all the time. The danger of betrayal is too troublesome and tiring, I don’t like it and I don’t need it.”
"Forget it, these things probably don't make sense." Lin Xinyi patted the dust on her thighs and stood up, "We can try it first. You can treat me as a brother or a friend. Whatever makes you feel comfortable. . Anyway, you have to give it a try. If you don’t try, you will never understand what friends are.”
"Okay, let's go wash up. I said hello to the manager. Clean clothes will be delivered shortly. After taking a shower, let's go on a date with friends."
Lin Xinyi took off the gloves on her hands, smiled again, and strode into the shower room inside.
Qin Hao looked in the direction of the shower room in trance. Lin Xinyi and he seemed to have changed a lot. In just half an hour, Lin Xinyi smiled at him more times than in the previous days combined. Moreover, he could clearly feel that Lin Xinyi was no longer stiff and cold in her attitude towards him, but had become much more casual.
This feeling is very strange. It is not the kind of trust between brothers who can openly open their backs to each other, but it is also very relaxing. I don't know how to describe it.
In the shower room, Lin Xinyi let the hot water slap her naked body, lowered her head and stared at her reflection at her feet, sighing: "Lin Xinyi, Lin Xinyi, are you a man or a woman? Since you want to be a man, why do you care so much? What about that guy’s attitude? He’s right, you’re just a man, isn’t that what you’ve always convinced yourself?” (To be continued)