Shu Ya's ventriloquism was unfamiliar. If she hadn't really made up her mind to change and pursue the initiative, plus she was bewitched by Qin Hao, she would never have made such a move.
Compared with her, Qin Hao actually doesn't have much experience. Counting this, this should be the second time in his life that he has enjoyed this kind of treatment. Unlike Mochizuki Chiyo, Shu Ya has not received the indoctrination of this knowledge and the feeling it brings. Naturally, it is also a lot jerky.
Although it doesn't feel as comfortable as Mochizuki Chiyo's, even if he accidentally touches his teeth, it will cause Qin Hao some pain, but having Shu Ya do this kind of thing for him has a feeling that goes beyond the thing itself. of excitement.
Holding Shu Ya in the bathroom and washing her body, the two returned to the bed again. Shu Ya lay quietly on Qin Hao's chest, drawing lines along the mermaid line with her fingers, turning in circles, enjoying Qin Hao's seemingly thin appearance. In fact, the sense of security brought to her by her broad mind.
"Xiaoya, do you really not care that I get married?"
This is the first time tonight that Qin Hao has spoken about his relationship with Mu Qianxue after the exposure. To be honest, he is very happy that Shu Ya can have such a change, which was also his previous goal. However, at the same time, he is also a little worried about Shu Ya. Ya's change was just because she was stimulated, and she was worried that what Shu Ya was doing now was not a carefully considered choice.
In his words, he hates bullies. He is a very possessive man. Once something happens with a woman, he can never let her go. Therefore, before Xu Wei left, he could respect Shu Ya's choice, but now, he couldn't do it. If Shu Ya regretted it in the future, he didn't dare to say that he could give up.
With his identity and character, he disdains forcing women, but he doesn't want Shu Ya to regret it. By then, it will be a kind of harm to him and Shu Ya.
"I don't care, really." As if she was afraid of what Qin Hao would think, Shu Ya raised her head suddenly and said uneasily: "Qin Hao, believe me, I really don't care about this, I just want to be your woman. , as long as you don’t abandon me, I will always stay by your side.”
Seeing that Shu Ya started to feel uneasy again, Qin Hao felt sad and held her tightly in his arms lovingly: "Silly girl, how could I not believe you? I just hope that you can make a decision after careful consideration. This is about your lifelong happiness. You know, I can't give you a complete and unique love. I'm worried that you will regret it and maybe you will meet another good man in the future."
"I will never regret it. My choice was made after thinking about it many times in the past few days." Shu Ya's expression was very serious, "I love you, and you like me too. I'm so sad without you. I am very happy with you, and this is enough. Instead of waiting for the illusory future, it is better to grasp the happiness of now. I will hold you tightly in my hands and never let go again."
"Okay, I will never let you go." Qin Hao whispered, gently kissing Shu Ya's clean forehead.
Hearing Qin Hao's assurance, Shu Ya felt relieved. The two returned to the state of cuddling together again, continued to draw circles on Qin Hao's chest, and said quietly: "When Mr. Mu comes to chat with me in the afternoon, I will It's strange that she seems to be particularly interested in the relationship between you and me, but I never thought that she would be your wife. Qin Hao, if Mr. Mu asks about our relationship, you must not Tell her the truth."
"What? Is it embarrassing to be with me? You don't dare to tell me, or are you afraid that she will bully you?" Qin Hao smiled and poked Shu Ya's head with his nose, covering his whole face. Buried in her wet hair, the fragrance of shampoo penetrated into her nose, it smelled very good.
"No way, Mr. Mu would not do this." Shu Ya gently patted Qin Hao's chest, "Actually, I can see that Mr. Mu likes you. But I didn't know it at that time. I don't dare to think about your relationship in that way. Now that I know it, I understand why she reacted that way. I'm worried that she will be very sad when she sees us like this. I am a bad woman, knowing that you I’m already married and I’m still clinging to you and won’t let you go. I…”
Before Shu Ya could finish speaking, Qin Hao had already put his finger on her lips, stopping her next words.
"Stop talking, it was me who seduced you first, and I should be the one who should say I'm sorry. Whether it's you or Mu Qianxue, I can't give you my complete self. Now, I just want to use myself as much as possible. I love you all with all my strength and try my best to make every portion equal. It is all my efforts. So, you don’t need to feel guilty. If one person really needs to bear these responsibilities, that person is definitely me. If I have you, why should I go to hell?”
It doesn't matter if you go to hell. This sentence made Shu Ya feel Qin Hao's deep love. Although it was just a simple love word, in Shu Ya's ears, it was a manifestation of happiness. Of course, this also proves that women just want to be coaxed. There is no woman who doesn’t like to listen to men’s sweet words. Men who are too honest and emotionless are not lovable. “If men are not bad, women will not love them.” The ancestors left The ancient saying that goes back thousands of years is not unreasonable.
"Qin Hao, I'm so happy. It all feels like a dream." Shu Ya pressed close to Qin Hao and murmured to herself. Then she seemed to suddenly remember something and spoke again: "Qin Hao, Regarding the two of us, if Sister Xu Wei makes you unhappy, please don’t be angry with her, okay?"
"Don't worry, I am a big man and can I care about this with a little woman like her? I can't do that. And you, do you think you and I are such a stingy person in your heart?" Qin Hao rubbed Shu Ya's face with some dissatisfaction. Little brain.
Shu Ya smiled and rolled her eyes at Qin Hao: "Then you quarreled with her before. You are obviously a grown man."
Qin Hao couldn't hear the deliberate ridicule in Shu Ya's words. His old face turned red, he touched his nose awkwardly, and said angrily: "Can you blame me entirely? She asked for it, okay? You said you You are already in your twenties, and she still controls you like a child. Is this appropriate? Besides, she insists on getting in the way of everything between us. She doesn’t care about your own wishes at all. It’s you and me who are together. Together, it’s not like she is with me, so why should she be so meddlesome? Isn’t this a dog trying to catch a mouse... "
"Qin Hao, don't blame Sister Wei." After listening to Qin Hao's narration full of resentment, Shu Ya naturally saw that Qin Hao had a very bad impression of Xu Wei. One was her good sister and the other was her good man. Their relationship No, how should she deal with being caught in the middle
In order to resolve the misunderstanding between the two, Shu Ya explained to Qin Hao: "Actually, Sister Xu Wei is really good to me. From childhood to adulthood, Sister Wei has been taking care of me. I still remember that year when I was ten When I was 14 years old, Sister Wei was fourteen years old. Because of a car accident, both my parents and I lost our parents. Although we also lost our parents, Sister Wei had no time to be sad or in pain. Instead, she took care of me who was depressed and closed-off after a sudden change. .”
Speaking of this, a smile appeared on Shu Ya's face. Although she was smiling, she looked very sad: "She is only fourteen years old and she is still a child, but she has to bear the funeral of two families and take care of me. This burden. Obviously she could have handed me over to those relatives who were greedy for my property to reduce her burden, but she didn't do that. Instead, she fought desperately with those relatives, threatening them with her life to let them go. In fact, I You know, she has been blaming herself over the years, and she feels that if it weren't for her parents inviting my parents to go shopping together, my parents would not have died, and taking care of me is more like she is atonement."
"I was very ignorant at that time. I always felt that it was her parents who killed my parents, so I hated her very much. I used bad words to her and all kinds of cold violence. But she always endured it silently and treated me It was getting better and better. Until that day, those relatives who only had money in their eyes went to school to pick me up and send me to an orphanage for property. I don’t know where she got the news, but she rushed to the office, Like a madman, she took out a fruit knife, protected me behind her, and said viciously that she would kill anyone who dared to take me away. It is not illegal for minors to kill someone.
Isn't it ridiculous that at the age of fourteen, he actually took out a knife and threatened to kill someone, just to protect me and prevent me from going to an orphanage to live such a pitiful life. I was so scared that I cried, hiding behind her and shivering. She was so thin, but she was so brave, so safe, and so determined to protect me. It wasn't until that moment that I realized, ah, it turns out that I am not alone. There is only one relative in this world who is accompanying me, and this relative has been silently guarding me. "
"This is not ridiculous, she deserves respect." Qin Hao held Shu Ya tightly in his arms. He had obviously obtained some of Shu Ya's information from Bai Xiaochun, but listening to her narration in person still made him feel sad. A girl, with her parents dead, how helpless she must be in the face of relatives who are greedy for money and conscientious people, and an indifferent society! To be able to force a fourteen-year-old girl to take out a knife and threaten to kill someone, how desperate she must be to make such a choice!
Shu Ya did not respond to Qin Hao and continued: "Finally, I stayed and grew up under the care of Sister Wei. Because of my character, I didn't know how much trouble I brought to Sister Wei, but she never She has disliked me. Although she and I are sisters, in fact, I am more like the daughter she has raised for more than ten years. Now, her daughter is about to go astray and fall in love with a bad man. You say, she Should I be angry?"
Speaking of this, Shu Ya raised her head slightly and looked at Qin Hao, tears falling from her cheeks.
Everyone has a painful past. The first time he saw Shu Ya, Qin Hao understood that her character was not born without reason. The more he experienced the tragic pain, the more powerful he was to seal himself off. .
On the night when Shu Ya was determined to change, she tore her heart apart again, tearing apart the painful and bloody past in front of Qin Hao. Only by facing the past can we look forward to the future, but Qin Hao knew better. This process is tantamount to experiencing the pain and sadness of that year again.
However, he was powerless and could only accompany her silently.
Qin Hao let out a sigh, hugged her harder, almost wanting to melt Shu Ya into his body, and whispered: "Everything is over, I will take over the responsibility of taking care of you from her in the future."
PS: This is a big chapter of more than 3,000 words. This chapter clearly explains all the reasons for the strange relationship between Xu Wei and Shu Ya. Although I have never experienced this kind of life at first, having friends with such a family background is really interesting. It’s hard work and very sad. In life, sometimes we really encounter a lot of painful pasts that we can’t even imagine. My original intention here is just to say, cherish the loved ones around you. . . . . .
PPS: Thanks to "APP_57657" and ",_Line Temple" for the reward of children's shoes, wow. . . . . . . . . . .
PPPS: Please give me flowers, please give me a reward, okay? . . . . . . . . . . . . (To be continued)