"I said, why are you always following me? Are all the people in your dragon group so idle? Why are you following me to this remote place when you are not recuperating at home?" Qin Hao's expression was very serious. Looking at Chu Ling'er helplessly, she persuaded him earnestly.
I don't know if it was because of Zhang Ye and Jin Yiwei, but this encounter with the Dragon Group reminded him of the mission in which Team Zero was destroyed. He suddenly missed those brothers very much. After leaving the security area, he did not follow Lin Xinyi. He returned to Tianhai, but left alone to find the few remaining traces of his comrades.
Qin Hao has written down their home addresses. For so many years, he has arranged for a sum of money to be sent to their homes in the names of each comrade every month. Every six months, he will write a safe letter in their names. , whether he was retreating in the mountains or on missions abroad where he was on the verge of life and death, he never exceeded the deadline.
However, he never visited them once.
It's not that Qin Hao doesn't want to, but that he doesn't dare. Every time the thought arises, he is quickly overturned by a wave of guilt and fear. As the captain of Team Zero, he is the only survivor of the entire team, which makes him not sure how to face their families.
Should he tell those parents, wives, and children that I was their captain and they all died, but I am still alive? Didn't I bring them back safely? Not even a corpse? Can’t the identities of martyrs be made public
Qin Hao couldn't say these words. He even felt that it would be better to let these relatives live in falsehood and have a belief that his son is still alive than to accept such cruel and heartbreaking news that can make people collapse. many.
Especially when he received letters from family members, the longing contained in each word made him afraid and ashamed to say even half a word.
However, this time, he wanted to make up his mind to see them, their living conditions, and their physical condition, so as to give comfort and response to the brothers under Jiuquanxia, and at the same time to gain some relief in his heart. forgive.
In just two or three days, he traveled south and north through almost half of China. He visited the hometowns of all his comrades, and he was the last one left.
Compared with the entire zero team members, this one is even more special than Qin Hao. This person was once Qin Hao's instructor. When Qin Hao first joined the team, he taught Qin Hao how to use thermal weapons, how to drive, and how to drive. Driving a tank, how to fly a plane, how to assassinate, how to conduct reconnaissance, etc...
At the same time, this person is also the most powerful person in the entire team except Qin Hao. He was also the original candidate for the captain because Qin Hao is too young. Although his personal strength is the super king of soldiers among the kings of soldiers. , is praised by others, but he has too little experience. He may be able to crush everyone by killing people and completing missions alone, but when it comes to commanding the team, he is still too immature and is not the best candidate.
However, at that time, Qin Hao was young and energetic, and he was somewhat dissatisfied with this decision, even a little discouraged, and felt that his talent was not being appreciated. It was the instructor who gave up his position as captain and asked his superiors to appoint Qin Hao as captain. He said in front of everyone that if Qin Hao was the captain, Team Zero would definitely become the sharp sword of China! If he couldn't do it, he was willing to retire, put aside all honors, go home and farm, and risk his military career and future!
Qin Hao did not live up to the instructor's guarantee. In just one year, Team Zero made a name for itself on the international battlefield and became one of the military's most effective, most lethal and most efficient special teams. king!
In the last mission, when the instructor made the battle plan before the action, he suspected that Qin Hao might be trapped. However, Qin Hao was stubborn and stubborn, and even said that if the instructor was greedy for life and feared death, he would not go. Although Qin Hao's words were very insulting, the instructor still followed Qin Hao. Even though he knew that there was probably a trap in front of him, because they were all brothers and members of the zero team, he walked into the trap without hesitation. . During the breakout, it was also the instructor who led everyone to risk their lives to create opportunities, giving Qin Hao a glimmer of hope.
No matter from which point, the person Qin Hao owes and feels the most guilty in the entire zero team must be the instructor. What he is most afraid of is facing the instructor's family. He knows that the instructor has a newly married wife, elderly parents, and... I have a sister who is two years younger than me.
Just a few days after getting married, his wife became a widow without even a trace of blood left, and she died for Qin Hao. How could he not blame himself
Even though he had made up his mind, when Qin Hao set foot on the land where his brothers were born and raised, he flinched again. He still didn't have enough courage. He only dared to look at the living conditions of his brothers' families from a distance and said: I don't even dare to speak or see him face to face.
To be honest, Chu Ling'er's view of Qin Hao has also changed a lot in the past few days. The man in front of him, who is not afraid of anything, is so powerful that even Tianwei dares to fight, is actually afraid, so afraid that he can only act like a thief. Still hiding away from the scene, I was so scared that I would drink bottle after bottle of wine after watching it, but I didn't dare to get completely drunk. I was so scared that I didn't even close my eyes for two days and three nights!
"Brother, anyway, I am cultivating myself when I return to my sect. I can also recover from my injuries by following you. I have been staying on Kunlun Mountain since I was a child. I am almost tired of seeing them. Those senior brothers and sisters are all too boring. How can I do it? It's fun to follow you around. Just be okay and don't chase me away. I won't bother you. Okay, I've been gone for so long and to so many places, but I haven't bothered you once. I was drinking with you when you were depressed. You can’t turn your back on me and deny me... "
Chu Ling'er pouted her little mouth and blinked pitifully. With her big, watery eyes, her tall height of 1.5 meters, coupled with her childish face, and her deliberate expressions and movements, she could instantly kill a lot of otakus. As long as he is a normal man, he will not be able to get angry at all.
Qin Hao is also a man, and he also has a headache for Chu Ling'er. He is at a loss what to do, especially because the other party is maliciously acting cute. If he didn't know Chu Ling'er's actual age, he would think it was pretty good, but he did know. When he thought of this picture The extremely cute and cute look was made by a thirty-year-old woman, and he was speechless and had a headache.
"Okay, okay, just follow. If you have something to say, please say it. Don't be cute, okay? Old Tie, I really can't handle your power." Qin Hao rubbed his sore temples and said speechlessly.
As a little lolita, Chu Ling'er, who is used to being cute, made an inflated expression, her cheeks were filled with air, and her already fleshy face became rounder, like an inflated balloon.
However, she didn't dare to really make trouble with Qin Hao. Qin Hao was obviously in a bad mood these days. If she made trouble at this time, she would be asking for it when she was kicked out.
Seeing Chu Ling'er's cute and cute expression, Qin Hao, even though he was in a heavy mood, couldn't help but smile, and his depressed mood was slightly relieved.
"In the past few days, have you been visiting the hometowns of your former Zero Team comrades?" Chu Ling'er was bored for a while, and finally asked this question. In the past two or three days, she had had countless impulses to ask. , but Qin Hao's expression was too gloomy, and she really didn't dare to ask. At this moment, Qin Hao happened to smile, so she took the opportunity to ask.
Mentioning this matter, Qin Hao's smile couldn't help but froze, and his face was once again clouded.
"If you don't want to answer, just pretend I didn't ask. I didn't mean to..." Seeing Qin Hao's mood change again, Chu Ling'er quickly waved her hands to explain, for fear that he would misunderstand.
However, what she didn't expect was that Qin Hao didn't seem to intend to avoid it anymore. He interrupted her hasty explanation with a low voice and said: "Yes, you are right, that's where I went these days. I escaped." After six years, I dare not face the fact... "
PS: This is the third update. Today’s update is in the afternoon. Thank you to “APP_585101” and “Little Dolphin_794989” for the flowers, and thank you to “APP_775817” for the reward. Damn it. . . . . . . . . (To be continued)