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There was a gleam in Su Qingxue's beautiful eyes, and she asked with some uncertainty, "Really?"
Ye Fan sighed, knowing that the woman still has doubts, a touch of memory flashed in his eyes, and said: "My wife, let me tell you something, it's about my past... After you listen, you may understand …"
"Um... what's the matter?"
Ye Fan took a sip of wine and said leisurely: "When I was eighteen, just two months before the holy war started, I actually never thought about fighting such a battle that seemed to have almost no chance of winning.
You have to know that the old rulers at that time included not only my master, the Black Emperor, and the white queen, but also several A-level organizations as vassals, close to legendary powerhouses, at least more than ten..."
Su Qingxue was puzzled, "Then why are you fighting all of a sudden?"
"Because..." A painful color flashed in Ye Fan's eyes, "A person who is very important to me was poisoned by the Holy Royal Court...
I had a very dark and hopeless day. It was that person who helped me out of the shadows and made me feel that there is still a lot worth doing in this world, not just killing, not just war, my hand can kill people, But it can also save people..."
Su Qingxue remembered that when the newspaper introduced Ye Fan's legendary career at the Scitech Conference that day, it was said that Ye Fan had changed his killing career and kept saving people on the battlefield.
"Did you start saving people because of that person?" Su Qingxue asked.
Ye Fan nodded, "Yes, without her, I may no longer know where I am now. I may have died early, or maybe... In short, I learned that she was poisoned and it was very painful, as if the whole world was once again dark. NS.
I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go. That is the holy royal court. I am going to take revenge. Am I right with such a behemoth
Once I take that step, it means that I have to leave the former dominator. In other words, revenge means to directly fight against two quasi-S-level organizations... and the power they can control can almost make the whole world. They all become hell shura fields..."
"But you still go for revenge, right?" Su Qingxue said.
Ye Fan smiled and said, "Yes, I know that I want to kill myself in the sacred palace, so I seduced the archangel who was poisoned at the time and killed him outside...
That is, from that day on, my companions decided to join me and leave the old ruler, starting a two-year war..."
"What made you make up your mind?" Su Qingxue asked curiously.
"It's nothing, just met someone."
"Who?"
Ye Fan laughed mockingly, "You may not believe it. It's a woman I don't know who it is. I met in a tavern in Siberia."
Su Qingxue frowned, and said uncomfortably, "What you said... Isn't it just one..."
Ye Fan also calmly said, "My wife, if I tell you, during my time abroad, I didn't find a woman, that was a lie to you, we people, we need to relax, we need to vent... So... "
Su Qingxue bit her thin lip. Although she could have imagined that Ye Fan did not play much abroad at the beginning, Ye Fan really told her directly, which still made Su Qingxue feel uncomfortable.
After sighing, Su Qingxue put aside the mess of thoughts in her mind, and said, "Go on, that woman, how did you make this kind of decision?"
Ye Fan grinned and said with a smile: "I had been depressed for a long time. I spent half a month in Siberia and drank every day. I couldn't make up my mind. I didn't know how to go in the next life...
After I drank a lot of alcohol that day, I told the woman about my troubles... She asked me if I was trying to escape or fear something, and I spent a lot of time over there with alcohol...
I said yes, I asked her, if it was her, how should I choose something that I can't choose at all? "
Ye Fan said this and shook his head with a wry smile, "She laughed at me, saying that I should ask a woman like her, such a serious life problem..."
Su Qingxue couldn't help but give him a blank look, "You won't tell me, just listen to her saying that you want revenge, and go for revenge, right? This is too rash..."
Ye Fan smiled and drank the rest of the beer in one sip, and said: "Of course I won't tell her anything specifically, and she didn't tell me exactly how to choose. She just told me a paragraph, I'm here Now, I still remember very clearly...
She said, if you want to escape from the things that make you feel right, but the things that make you feel sad and scared, there will always be something passing by in your heart. In the end, you will be an empty shell...
If you feel that your emotions are too chaotic and you don’t know how to choose, then find a place with clear boundaries, release yourself, and let your mind clear...
That's why, women in the world look for men, and men look for women. Nothing is simpler and more rude than what men and women do. Very often, it has nothing to do with moral chastity, but just let you return to the most primitive way...
You need to make yourself soberly aware that you still have enough passion and desire to live! "
Ye Fan squeezed the beer can in his hand and looked at Su Qingxue and said, "From that moment, I understood a truth. There are actually not so many paths in life.
There is actually only one way in front of your eyes. All you can do is keep moving forward, or die in the present.
The woman in the tavern actually doesn’t understand the principles of life at all, and she doesn’t know who I am...
But no matter how she became the lady in the tavern, she lived more freely than me. She accepted her fate frankly, walked her way, and maintained a passion for life..."
Ye Fan stretched out his hand and put it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, "Wife, do you think that woman is so mean? Did she do anything wrong? What position do I have to look down on her?"
Su Qingxue was stunned and was silent for a while before murmured: "Because of human instinct, just to live, for the desire in my heart... My mother, she wants to live too..."
Ye Fan smiled and said: "Now you believe, I really don't mean to look down, so you don't have to mention this to me, you are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, She is my mother-in-law..."
Su Qingxue frowned and said, "Don't get me wrong. Although my mother went to the nightclub to do it, she was originally a good girl. She was deceived by Zhang Tao, and she had to give in in order to support me.
That Zhang Tao was only my stepfather. After my mother passed away, he sent me to the orphanage..."