Don't you know yourself
xx has said that human beings are all fascinated, and their sexual orientations flow naturally.
I thought randomly and followed him silently. When I got to the restaurant, when I ordered, I found that the meat we like to eat is the same! There was a girl in my heart screaming like a girl. Is it possible for a person to meet another person who fits so well? If the world is full of mung beans, are we two red beans who met wonderfully? Don't economists say it's impossible
After we had eaten, it seemed like it was time for us to go home. But no one said goodbye. We walked slowly along the long road, and finally came to the gate of my community, and finally to the gate of the apartment building. I said I was home, he smiled and said go back. I took two steps inward, thought for a while, then turned around and came back: "I, I eat a bit too much, do you want to walk a little longer to digest it and accompany me to have some supper?"
I am a pig! ! ! I am.
He laughed again, hey, just be silly, he smiled so beautifully. I advise all young people to stay away from people who will glow when they smile at night, it is too dangerous and they will become stupid.
In the end, I was really hungry, and we turned back to my house. I wanted to invite him to come and sit. I counted dozens in my heart, and when I finished, I invited him. As soon as I counted to 6, he said, "It's very late, go home and rest early. I have to go to work tomorrow."
I didn't feel a pity. I ran home after seeing him again. I think the lights in the corridor were dim but gentle today. Although the neighbor's dog barked for a long time, it seemed very happy. As soon as I entered the house, when I turned on the light, I received his WeChat [I am very happy today, good night] I replied [Okay, I just got home, good night to you too]
After washing up, I lay on the bed, got up and cooked a bowl of noodles. Really happy today.
I suddenly remembered that xx thought I was gay, so I sent her a WeChat message explaining that I was straight, and she looked very flustered and very sorry. I organized my thoughts, typed a sentence and deleted it, going back and forth a few times. I don't want her to mistake me for being gay, and I don't want her to know that Shen accidentally came out for her in front of me. I'll just wait for her to tell me about it. So I finally said that what I like is everyone's freedom, I hope she can rest assured. I really think so too, just like I like apples and some like bananas. But do I like bananas? I couldn't help but ask myself.
The next day, I got up to go to work. The place where I work is a digital media company. Everyone goes to work after 10 o'clock, but I am used to getting up early, so I often arrive a little early. I actually met Shen at the elevator entrance today! Are we still a company? I laughed and thought, even if we are together, isn't this an office romance
He smiled at me and handed me a cup of coffee: "Did you sleep well last night?" I looked at him and nodded, we walked into the elevator together, he directly pressed the 3rd floor, oh, it's not surprising that he knew my department, After all, I know xx. There is no one in the elevator at this time, only me and him, I can smell the aroma of Darjeeling on him, he is really fragrant.
Thinking like this, the elevator stopped on the third floor at an unprecedented speed. I had to say goodbye to him. He just smiled and nodded, pressing the door button for me with one hand and waving with the other. I just walked out, and suddenly my colleague Xiao Hei rushed out in front of me, and Xiao Hei pulled me to the elevator; "Don't be in a daze, fortunately you are here, Xiaobai has something to do today, run an interview with me, the car is in Downstairs." I was dragged into the elevator by him, Xiao Hei said to Shen, I'm sorry buddy, I'm in a hurry to go downstairs and delay you for a while. Shen did not speak and nodded. On the first floor, Xiao Hei took the lead to walk out. I couldn't help turning around and waving to him, and said goodbye again. He smiled and blinked, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and quickly turned back to catch up with Xiao Hei. Xiao Hei said, do you know the man in the elevator? Pretty cool. cool? I asked Xiao Hei: "Is he good-looking?" Xiao Hei looked at me in surprise: "What's so good about a guy? I'm a straight guy."
Me, me too, but I still think Shen is pretty.
Xiao Hei pointed to the coffee in my hand and asked, if you still drink it, give it to me, it's too early today. I retracted my hand subconsciously, I said to buy another cup for Xiao Hei, Xiao Hei said it was over, it was too late. Actually, I don't really like drinking bitter coffee, but I hesitated and still didn't speak. As I was sitting in the car getting ready to go, I took a sip and it turned out to be French vanilla. I really like French vanilla, it's fragrant and sweet. (I think everyone should try the vanilla and ice cappuccino, the little sweetheart of the coffee world.)
On the way, Xiao Hei said that he was going to pick a Canadian today, and he wanted to help his father come out of the closet.
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Is the world crazy or am I crazy? Is this the world of Truman's World Companion Come Out? Are all people in this world NPCs
It should be that my expression was too stunned, and Xiao Hei in turn persuaded me to like what everyone's freedom is, and not to discriminate against others. At least don't have this attitude during the interview, I can only keep nodding. I said to my heart: I am not, I am not! In the car, I was still thinking that today's young people are really amazing, even if they come out on their own, they have to come out for their father.
When I arrived at the appointed place, I found out that it was a middle-aged man. After everything was arranged, the other party began to tell about his father's experience. He said that he had asked his father's opinion for this interview. He said that in the past, his father loved the family and was serious and responsible, but as he grew up, he always felt that his father was unhappy. He thought it was a burden on the family, but with the breakdown of his parents' marriage, his mother remarried. He communicated and lived with his parents and found that before the divorce, his mother had been with other men, and that his father actually preferred men.
But the breakdown of their parents' marriages didn't affect their friendships. He and his mother encouraged his father to meet other people, and this time it was his father's decision to make this ritualized move after he found a partner.
Although I listened to the whole story with a smile on my face and "WTF?" in my heart, I was still inexplicably moved. It should be because the narrator's eyes are too sincere, making people feel that their life belongs to them, and what they make choice is free and should be respected.
Everyone still has to face the self in their hearts. There is no way for a person to suppress and live a life of pain.
At this time, I suddenly thought of Shen, and the moment I thought of him, I was a little scared and a little happy.
This interview took a toss for a day. When I opened my phone, there were several WeChat messages, it was Shen. He asked me if I would like to go to the exhibition this Sunday. This time, there is Yayoi Kusama's Infinity Mirror House on display. I don't think I have any artistic talent, but I like to hang out with him. So I agreed.
That's it for today!
keep talking
When I got home at night, the Halloween special of The Secret No. 9 happened to have a Chinese character. The Secret No. 9 is my favorite British drama in the past two years. Many people on Weibo who watched the live broadcast have already exclaimed that it is wonderful! I'd love to watch it too, but it's a Halloween special after all, so I'm afraid to watch it.
I think someone is going to laugh at me for being afraid of ghosts. Well, imaginative people are afraid of ghosts.
I thought about it and went to WeChat to poke Shen, I don't know why, but I felt that I would not be afraid if he watched with me.
He quickly agreed, then made a voice call, and we started watching the mic. I opened it a little slower, he said it's okay, I'll wait for you. Alas, his voice is so nice. After he counted three, two, one, we continued to watch, and a scene suddenly jumped out and startled me. I fell back suddenly, the earphone cable was pulled in my ear, and I screamed in pain. He must have heard it. He smiled and said, "Little orange is good, you can't scare you by touching the fur." When I blushed, I was still thinking, isn't the little rabbit good? At this time, I suddenly wanted to go to the bathroom. I was really embarrassed, but I couldn't help it. I was very, very embarrassed to say that I wanted to go to the bathroom. He said it was ok, I paused. He paused for a while and then asked me if I was afraid. I said a little bit, but he laughed again, and he said that you can go with your phone, just treat me as hugging me.
I seem to like him a little bit.
I was a little embarrassed, but in the end I took my phone to the bathroom. I held the microphone tightly and pretended not to see my red face in the mirror.
Then we went back and watched it in one breath. It was amazing. This is different from the communication between the theatrical version and the audience. This is a much larger digital interaction. I am so envious of those who watched the live broadcast. I couldn't help but say, Volume 2 (one of the screenwriters) is amazing, I love him forever!
As a result, he said, no.
Oh
I seem to like him a little more than a little.
I don't remember how I said goodbye to him at the end, and I was so happy today.
The next day, I was still getting ready for work on time. I listened to the smoke band's sweet on the way to the company. When I was about to reach the door, I saw Shen standing there. I trotted in front of him, he was in the sun, smelling It looks like tea.
He smiled at me and handed me a cup of milk tea. I seem to like him a little more today.
We said goodbye at the elevator on the 3rd floor and made an appointment to have lunch together. I walked to the workstation, saw xx holding up a book, took a serious look at it, and then turned it over on my desk. I thought it was funny and pretended not to notice that she held the book upside down in the first place. After a while, she timidly came to me to do the project we were in charge of together. I watched her tiptoe as she typed like a thief, and I couldn't help laughing: "You're going to cut me off from anything because I'm straight.