Shui Shanruo knew that he was dreaming again.
Every dream is a similar scene.
The concubine mother led her younger brother to walk ahead, she kept chasing behind, but she couldn't catch up no matter what, she cried out of breath, and called the concubine mother's name from behind, but the concubine mother never looked back .
This time the dream was the same.
But she didn't chase after her anymore, she looked at the two disappearing figures with a smile on her face, and said softly behind those two people who had always cared about her: "Farewell."
Life is alive, life is parting, it is time to let go of everything in the past.
In the dark, she did not sleep well/quietly.
She has never been very used to the dark. After experiencing a lot of things since she was nine years old, she always sleeps with a light on at night, and someone must sleep with her. At that time, she was still very dependent on her mother and concubine. The rare concern is always worrying about gains and losses. Sometimes when the mother and concubine go to accompany the younger brother, she will go to sleep with the elder sister.
She has two older sisters, both of whom were born to Concubine Chen.
Concubine Chen came from an ordinary background, her father was a scholar, her mother was a daughter of a butcher, she had two older brothers, she was the youngest daughter, and she was the most favored, because she could read and write, she was also loved by her father, Concubine Chen Originally a concubine, she gave birth to her second daughter three months after her mother and concubine got married to her father, and it was the second daughter who made her a side concubine.
At that time, she was very insecure. When the concubine mother went to take care of her younger brother, she never thought of her. Missy went.
Yes, her elder sister is the eldest lady of the family, but not the princess. She is a descendant, and she was appointed princess three months after her birth, while her two older sisters were born to side concubines, and they haven't had that honor yet. Her sister, who is three years older than her, has a hot temper, but she also cares a lot about her half-sister, not the kind who cares about her to please her, but the one who really loves her like a younger sister. Heart.
She was dragged up from the elder sister's bed by the concubine mother.
At midnight that day, she was sleeping soundly in her sister's arms, when suddenly the door was pushed open roughly.
Since the year she was nine years old, her sleep has always been very light, and a slight noise would wake her up. As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw the concubine mother rushing in with an angry face, reaching out and grabbing her right hand, violently Dragging her off the bed and throwing her on the ground, before she could react from the pain of her broken knee, a slap hit her face hard.
She felt like a spinning top spinning around on the ground, and finally fell to the ground like a doll. She reached out and touched her nose, and the sticky blood dripped directly on her hand, and her teeth hit her tongue. The taste of blood in the mouth is also spreading.
Before she could hear the concubine's voice, she was arrested again, and this time, the concubine's slap did not fall on her face. The eldest sister who got up from the bed held the concubine's wrist with one hand. The elder sister has always been hot-tempered, and on weekdays, Concubine Chen is respectful to her mother and concubine, and only the elder sister dared to refute her aunt. She heard the elder sister's suppressed anger: "If you hit my younger sister again, I will tell the father and the king. Let him judge!"
There was a roar in her ears, as if something was glued to her ears, the elder sister's forbearing voice seemed to come from the other side, separated by the rushing river, it was a little hard to hear.
Then came the sharp voice of the mother and concubine: "My own daughter, I can fight as I like. How dare you disobey the mother-in-law?"
Disobedience is a felony, no matter what the elder sister dares not to be charged with such a crime, she lowered her head, knelt on the ground, and suppressed her anger: "Mother and concubine, don't blame Ruo'er, today is my daughter alone and very lonely, I specially invited her to come here of."
Concubine Mu suppressed her anger. She looked sideways at Shui Shanruo who was still lying on the ground, and scolded: "What are you doing lying here? The ground is very comfortable? Hurry up and get up!"
She got up staggeringly, half of her head was still groggy, her feet swayed a few times, the servant girl beside Concubine Mu was about to come over to help her, but Concubine Mu stopped her: "Don't help her!"
Finally, out of the corner of her eye, she saw her elder sister's hidden worried gaze. She seemed to say something to the maid beside her. She shook her head and made a special mouth shape to the elder sister. The elder sister saw it, and finally pulled her helplessly. The maid who lived next to her hesitated for a moment, but finally shook her head.
She followed up with confidence, but before she entered the house of the concubine mother, she was ordered to stop by the concubine mother.
"How many times have I told you, don't go close to that bitch and her daughter, they have bad intentions, a few dolls and sachets bought you, are you my daughter, kneel outside, kneel down Think it through!"
After that day, she had a high fever again, and it took a few days for it to subside. During this period, the concubine mother visited her twice, but soon she was busy cleaning up the mess left by her brother's accident. Even the medical officer said to the concubine mother She was seriously ill, and she might not be able to make it through, and her concubine mother impatiently dismissed her: "I don't know about my daughter, her fate is very hard, she can't die!"
She did not die.
Her mother and concubine only needed to be sure that she would not die. Her mother and concubine never cared whether she was living well or not.
Obviously it didn't hurt anymore, but she couldn't breathe like a stone was pressed on her chest. She struggled in pain, not wanting to immerse herself in this endless hateful past, and then she woke up.
There was darkness in front of her eyes, her hands were on her heart, her eyes were wide open, she turned her head with difficulty, and then she saw a glimmer of light through the cracks in the window and door, she touched her side, there was no one, she hurriedly got up, her body Her clothes were soaked in sweat, she ran out staggeringly, and pushed open the door.
It was still daytime outside the door, a large patch of bright sunlight mixed with heat waves pouring in, she took a deep breath, seeing that it was not a place she knew, she felt a little panic in her heart, she called out the name of the only person she was familiar with : "Merlin... Sister Merlin!"
Her sister Merlin is gone!
Lu Mu saw her crying expression, she looked around with bare feet and disheveled hair, she looked extremely pitiful, thinking of her sweet smile along the way, now only fear was left, he felt a little compassion In the heart, thinking of the thought just now, let Zuo Yi call her in.
The girl was holding the corner of her clothes, she raised her eyes, her withered face was full of panic, she stretched out her thin little hand, and grabbed Lu Mu's hand: "Sister is gone, isn't she?!"
Lu Mu didn't want to lie to her either: "She didn't leave, she just saw you fell asleep and went for a walk in the city. It will take three days before she leaves, so don't worry."
This sentence was like a big stone thrown into the water, which confused her all of a sudden, and then she said cheerfully: "Okay, okay, I will go wherever my sister goes."
The girl's expression was as if she was grasping at the last straw in the world. The thing she feared most was being abandoned, but she was always being abandoned. No matter what, she would never let her sister abandon her.
Lu Mu thought for a while, and told her the truth directly: "Meixia didn't intend to take you away, she said she would leave here in a few days and would not come back, but don't worry, with me here, no People dare to bully you."
Before finishing speaking, the girl turned around and ran out, Zuo Yi saw that she was still barefoot, grabbed her wrist, and said roughly: "Girl, your sister is just going out for a walk, she will be back at night. "
Lu Mu comforted her: "Your sister hasn't received the clearance certificate yet, she won't leave here."
What is Li Jun doing now
After teasing the horse, she asked for a suit of clothes. She combed the simplest hair like the women she saw on the road. She put the two knives on the waist into the space buckle. She asked Lu Mu for some The current coin, went out to play with great interest.
She was still a little curious about what the people's livelihood in ancient China was like, but unfortunately, after reading all the way, she was no longer interested.
Everything is behind.
With a backward way of life, a backward economy, and a world without a glimmer of brilliance at first glance, what is the significance of her traveling to this ghostly place? !
At the moment when she was looking around in a daze, on the noisy street, a voice brought her completely empty heart back to the present: "A beautiful glass vase, ten copper coins each, come and pick it up and buy it!"
The author has something to say:
It's night shift again tonight, bless my night shift to be easy this night, amen... ^-^