I just got off work today, and accidentally turned to my own article, and I was surprised that there were still friends who jumped into the pit.
In February last year, I modified the computer, and there was no automatic shutdown problem when playing games, so I fell into the deep pit of Jiansan, fell into it, and then couldn't climb out.
In this game, I met a lot of cute little friends and met a lot of nasty people, but now they are all my memories.
Speaking of which, the sense of substitution in this game is particularly strong, and it is a game that is easy for people to get into. The sense of honor of the camp, relatives and friends, and guilds are the most irresistible things in Jiansan.
From February last year to August this year, I have played the game for exactly one and a half years. The relatives and friends I know around me are also very unique. There is a nephew who always inexplicably dies after accepting other people's love. It's the fifth term ╮(╯▽╰)╭, and there is also a brother who is not in love with a swordsman, and a little lover who always likes to step on a few boats, making enough trouble to get on 818.
Of course, I also had two relationships in the game, men, to sum it up, I don’t know if it’s my illusion, the men I met in the game feel very good about themselves, I always feel that women will give up their families for them if they love them Give up work, give up everything and run with them or give them money, yes, my first love wanted to run, and my second love was a dream to eat soft food, probably because I never trust men, so once someone steps on When it comes to my bottom line, in the end I will disappear without hesitation.
As for the little lover, both of them are girls, and I once really liked them.
However, the difference between the game and reality is that the game has no future, so it becomes more and more casual, and I always feel that I can be as happy as I want.
I thought I couldn't drop this game with an A.
But because of this game, I became more and more indifferent to real things. I forgot the friends I played with, the novel I wrote, and I forgot to give Li Jun and the little girl a beautiful ending. What I was thinking at the time was a fairy tale. I also forgot a lot of things about the fairy tale after the wind and rain.
Anyone who has read the novel knows that I am a nurse.
Because of the game, I couldn’t concentrate even at work. It seems that most of my life is spent in the game. Not long ago, a postoperative patient’s indwelling needle tube connector fell off, and unfortunately, she had a blood coagulation disorder. At that time, there was already a lot of blood on the bed sheet. Although measures were taken later, the patient did not cause too much harm, but after that day, I was still complained.
The reproaches from colleagues, the pressure from superiors, and more of the discomfort in my heart, this time is just like this, what if there is a next time? What if the patient in my hands has irreversible consequences because of my inattention
I will have a bad conscience for the rest of my life.
When I went back that day, I cried all night, looking at my bloated body after sitting in front of the computer for a long time, looking at the pimples on my face, and thinking about what happened these days.
People, after all, live in three dimensions.
I always thought that I couldn't drop Jian San, but suddenly A dropped.
That night, I found my relatives and friends, Qingyuan, and my little lover, and took a picture of the night at Qixiu. I bid farewell to them except the three relatives and friends I had known for a long time. I deleted everyone’s information, including the so-called Qingyuan, and then Uninstalled the game, quit the mobile phone addiction.
Afterwards, I began to devote all my energy to work, not allowing myself to make any mistakes or negligence, and signed up for the gym. Many people said that I have changed a lot, and my work has become very serious and careful.
I am very happy.
Player Bingxinlei, A on August 14, 2017.