"I learned many things from my uncle and other family members later." Jian Ningxuan leaned against the head of the bed with a calm expression, as if telling someone else's story, "My father loves my mother very much. At that time, they were very happy. But after 3 or 4 months, my abnormal physique began to affect my mother’s health. The various symptoms caused by the high temperature made her miserable. Fetus, try to control medication.
"My father couldn't bear my mother's suffering and strongly demanded to induce labor, but my mother refused. Maybe he was still a little lucky at the time, thinking that my mother could give birth to the child safely. However, things backfired. My body temperature exceeded what she could bear. At the limit, she gave birth early at 9 months, suffered massive uterine hemorrhage during caesarean section, and finally died on the operating table."
Anbu listened quietly without interrupting.
Jian Ningxuan looked up at the ceiling and continued: "Because of my mother's death, my father hated me to the bone. Since I was born, he has never cared about me. My uncle took my name, and my basic necessities of life were also arranged by him. My uncle's family spends my birthday with me every year. If there is no uncle, I'm afraid I would have died in a corner where no one cared about me."
"Do you... hate your father?" Anbu asked. She thinks it's great that Jian Ningxuan didn't grow up to be an anti-social chubby who hates the world and hates human beings.
"I hated it before." Jian Ningxuan said softly, "I didn't understand why my father was so cruel to me when I was a child. But later I found out that I am different from others. My mother's death was indeed caused by me. The temperature even made me feel sick." I can't bear it, and my mother has been pregnant with me for a full 9 months, so you can imagine how painful it is."
His mother suffered so much for him. The father lost the person he loved the most, in exchange for a child he couldn't get close to. The originally happy family fell apart because of his birth.
Jian Ningxuan is not someone who knows how to get into the horns, but the guilt and self-blame in his heart have always troubled him. The uncle's family cared for him so much, and he had nothing to repay, so he could only try his best to be himself. He has learned to control his emotions, keep a distance from others, and does not want to see the appearance of his relatives who want to care about him but have to bear it. If someone must bear the guilt, it is he alone.
Although his father's words were harsh, he was right. If he insisted on being with Anbu, he might hurt her in the future. The last time he was in Hot Spring Mountain Spring, he should be glad he didn't make it to the last step.
"Mr. Jian." An Bu's voice came from beside him, interrupting his thoughts, "Do you regret coming to this world?"
Jian Ningxuan was silent for a moment, and said seriously: "I don't regret it."
"Then, everything your mother has paid is worth it." An Bu sat up, "Don't feel guilty about things beyond your control, remember your mother's love for you and the kindness that gave you life, and make your life more meaningful .Look at me, I 'live' very meaningfully."
The front was still serious, but the last sentence made Jian Ningxuan couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth.
"By the way, your father told you not to harm other people's daughters?" Anbu stretched his long legs and said lazily, "I'm curious, how do you plan to 'harm' me?"
Jian Ningxuan's eyes followed her long legs and slowly moved to her face, with a bit of resentment in his eyes.
Anbu turned over and got out of bed, took off his coat, kicked off his slippers, and finally left only a layer of bottoming clothes, and stepped on the carpet with bare legs: "Try it?"
Jian Ningxuan: "Try... what?"
"Mr. Jian, don't play dumb at a time like this." Anbu walked to the door of the bathroom and knocked on the door panel, "Are you coming?"
When you are alive, you should release yourself and be unrestrained.
Jian Ningxuan sullenly resisted.
"Mr. Jian, your biology must not be good." An Bu suddenly said something irrelevant.
"What?" Jian Ningxuan looked at her in confusion.
"The liver is the hottest place in the human body, followed by the mouth. As for other parts, even when exercising, the temperature is not as high as the mouth." Anbu explained solemnly, "Since we can kiss happily, further contact will not be too hot. What obstacles will there be?"
Jian Ningxuan's eyes suddenly ignited two clusters of flames.
An Bu continued: "My body temperature is lower than normal. Instead of worrying about your temperature being too high, you might as well worry about whether you will get sunburn because my temperature is too low..."
Before she finished speaking, she was already carried into the bathroom by a force.
There was the sound of splashing water, and two overlapping blurred figures were reflected on the glass door.
Half an hour later, the foggy Jian Ningxuan walked out of the bathroom holding Anbu in his arms, and threw himself on the bed... Anbu was lying on his stomach. At the moment of great harmony, his eyes suddenly lit up. The original gray pillow turned into a piece of blue, like Staining is fair, with a little outward extension. Azure bed sheets, silver lacquered carved bed, beige table lamp, gray-blue walls, purple dark flower curtains, brown wardrobe, green potted plants...
The closer the distance, the more vivid the colors.
Anbu lowered his head, looked at his fair fingers holding the blue sheet, then turned his head again, and met a pair of scorching blue eyes, a few strands of hair hanging down his forehead, beads of sweat slid across his wheat-colored skin, The tight muscles are full of tension.
It was the first time Anbu saw Jian Ningxuan so clearly, he was so handsome and dazzlingly beautiful.
"Is it uncomfortable?" Jian Ningxuan suppressed his movements and asked in a low voice.
"Don't be cautious, I am strong and durable!"
One sentence broke the nerves, and Jian Ningxuan completely let go of her worries...
Almost at the same time, An Bu's vitality value soared by 450 points, and a strange feeling ran up her spine like an electric current, and went straight into her brain.
At this moment, Anbu seemed to feel alive again, and his senses of touch, smell, sight, hearing, and taste were all revived.
"Mr. Jane."
"Ok?"
"I have a sudden craving for chocolate."
"..."
The next day, when Jian Ningxuan woke up, there was nothing around her, only the crumpled sheets and the pillow that was about to fall to the floor.
He sat up abruptly, looked around, but couldn't find the familiar figure, his heart tightened, he quickly put on a pair of pajama pants, and ran to the door. As soon as he came to the door, the door was opened from the outside, walking The figure appeared in front of his eyes.
He hugged An Bu, afraid that she would disappear.
"Are you awake? Just in time, go wash up and get ready for breakfast." Anbu pushed him with one hand, protected the tray with the other, and walked into the bedroom.
Jian Ningxuan followed closely behind, seeing her steady steps and slim figure, he suddenly reached out and hugged her waist from behind.
After working for several hours yesterday, why is she not tired at all? Shouldn't she lie softly in his arms and greet the morning sun with him
"Don't be coquettish, go wash up quickly." Anbu raised her foot backwards and poked him on the leg.
"En." Jian Ningxuan reluctantly let go of her, and walked into the bathroom.
Looking back on the passion last night, Jian Ningxuan's brows and eyes were full of happiness, and his whole face was radiant.
But after a while, he slowly restrained his smile again, and the fingers holding the toothbrush turned white.
"Come over for breakfast?" Seeing Jian Ningxuan coming out, Anbu raised his head and showed him a bright smile.
Jian Ningxuan watched Anbu silently for a long time, and finally said as if he had made some decision, "I'll go out for a while, and I'll be right back."
After speaking, he walked out of the room quickly, and five minutes later, he came back with a heavy face.
An Bu looked at him suspiciously: "What's the matter?" This made her feel a little better, did she find something last night
Jian Ningxuan put a box on the table and said in a deep voice, "Anbu, I'm sorry."
An Bu: "???"
Just saying sorry after making love, is this the rhythm of being ruthless and ready to dump someone
Anbu picked up the box he put on the table and looked at it. It turned out to be a box of contraceptive pills!
Jian Ningxuan spoke with difficulty: "I didn't prepare a condom in advance, so..."
Anbu: "..."
If he didn't understand his situation, if he threw a box of contraceptive pills directly to his lover, he would collapse in minutes.
"Are you worried that I'm pregnant?" An Bu asked.
Jian Ningxuan looked deeply at Anbu, "I don't know if my physique will be inherited, but even if there is only a 1% possibility, I don't want to take risks, let alone experience the pain of my father." Therefore, he would rather not have children for the rest of his life. I just hope Anbu stays by his side in good health.
"Are you apologizing to me because you couldn't give me a child?"
Jian Ningxuan nodded and remained silent.
"I understand." An Bu pushed the contraceptive pill back, "Don't worry, I won't get pregnant."
Jian Ningxuan was worried: "Let's take two, I will prepare a condom next time, and I won't let you take medicine again."
"I don't need a condom either." An Bu put one leg on his knee and leaned on the sofa chair stretched all over, "You know I have a special constitution and I can't get pregnant at all. At this point, we Agreement can be reached. So, you don't have to feel guilty."
Jian Ningxuan looked at her with burning eyes, and the pressure in his heart disappeared in an instant. With her, it seems that any difficulty can be easily solved.
"Mr. Jian, tell me," Anbu approached and said with a smile, "Are we a natural match?"
Jian Ningxuan held her ankle with one hand, put her shoulders with the other, pulled her into his arms, and kissed her lips hard.
You are the treasure given to me by God, irreplaceable.
"Don't call me Mr. Jian." Jian Ningxuan suddenly thought of this question.
"What should it be called?" Anbu sat on him, with one leg bent, folded in front of his chest, his chin on his knee, and looked at him with a smile.
"Ning Xuan?"
"Too ordinary."
"Ah Xuan?"
"It doesn't sound domineering at all."
"Xuan?"
"emmm..." An Bu thought for a moment, then said, "Well, I usually call you 'Mr. Jane', don't you think this title has a sense of professional play?"
Jian Ningxuan: "..." So you always think so, professional play...
"Other times, I can call you 'xuanxuan', 'cat master' or 'dear', what do you think?"
Jian Ningxuan likes the latter title the most.
"Well, you can call it whatever you like." He gazed tenderly at the woman in his arms, his heart filled with happiness.
When Anbu was satisfied with the vitality gained from Great Harmony and the brilliant colors in his eyes, Mr. Jian had already started thinking about the proposal.