readx(); When I got home, my sister hasn't come back yet. With Xiaojiu by her side, I don't have to worry about her safety. In terms of Daoxing, I may not be Xiaojiu's opponent. As long as Xiaojiu is by her side, her sister is equivalent to having a super bodyguard. Even if the leader of Tianyin Sect came to the door, he might not be able to hurt his sister. Of course, the most powerful thing in the world may not be mana but intrigue.
I made the meal myself and sat in the living room watching TV while waiting for my sister to come back. At this time, I received a call from my sister, saying that I still have to work overtime at school, and I have to come back later, so I can eat by myself. I always feel that my sister is in a hurry these days, as if there is something hiding from me. After eating, I practiced calligraphy, practiced Chinese painting, and practiced a song with the guqin.
Then I thought about a problem that has been bothering me recently. The teacher said that the most fundamental question of human beings is: Who am I? where am i from? Where am I going
I originally thought that these three questions should not be a problem for me, a cultivator. I am my own spiritual consciousness. Yin and yang intersect and spiritual consciousness is born. I seek longevity, and my future is naturally eternity. However, occasionally I get confused. Am I really the divine consciousness created by the intersection of yin and yang? Daoist people know about past lives and present lives, so who is my past life? Can longevity really be eternal? Whenever these doubts arise, I will find that the tree of Tao in my heart will start to sway. Because I don't know, does it really make sense to live forever like a tree or like a planet after a person cultivates Taoism? Cultivation is a kind of life, and such a life is really full of meaning. I am full of doubts about the future, but my wisdom is not enough to solve my doubts.
When I was confused, I entered into a dream. This place is as beautiful as eternity, as if I am the only one left in this world.
"Ah!" I exclaimed loudly.
The whole dream seems to have stopped time, all the creatures have stopped, and they also have doubts on their faces. Some of the little spirit beasts were terrified. However, like a small pebble thrown into the calm water, a water halo was aroused and spread out around. Then calm soon returned.
"Maybe when I grow up, I will be able to know the answer." I answered myself in the stupidest way. The young man's heart seemed to be released at once, relaxed, and the Tao's heart calmed down again.
My sister came home late. With a hint of exhaustion.
"Jingyang, why haven't you slept yet? You have to go to school tomorrow, hurry up and go to bed." My sister saw me sitting on the sofa stupidly, putting down the things in my hands, and came over and pushed me gently.
"Sister. Why did you come back so late? Is your school so busy?" I asked.
"The research lab just received a batch of materials, so I quickly sorted them out. It's been a long time since I did such a big job." Although my sister looked tired, she was still very excited.
"Is it the oracle bone inscriptions excavated at the archaeological site you mentioned last time?" As soon as I saw my sister's expression, I vaguely understood the outline.
"Jingyang, it's not that my sister doesn't listen to you. If you let me go to that place, I definitely don't agree to go there. But now the cultural relic materials are directly sent to my research room. I'm doing this now. Yes, how can I refuse when someone brings it to my door?" My sister said with some embarrassment.
"I'll go over and take a look tomorrow. Also, no matter where you go in the future, take Xiao Jiu with you. Xiao Jiu's strength is very strong, and with him there, he can handle it no matter what the situation is." I added warned.
"Xiao Jiu, I will bring it with me. Don't go to the research room. Go, and wait until the weekend. You are in high school now. The homework is also more intense than before. If you want to get into a good university, you must You have to start working hard from the first year of high school. You must not lose at the starting line. Do you know that?" My sister hurriedly warned.
"Okay." I nodded.
Because the mid-term exam has already arrived, at such a time, Mr. Wang will definitely not grant a leave. Although I can completely cut first and then play, I don't want to be different from other classmates. It's almost the weekend anyway. There is Xiao Jiu's protection on the sister's side, and nothing can happen horizontally or vertically, and there will be no problem in two days. I'm not as interested in Oracle now as it used to be. Mainly because I was confused about my practice. I think what I need to solve the most right now is to understand why I practice Taoism. rather than how to practice.
"Alright, alright, go to bed now." My sister urged quickly.
In the morning, as soon as I walked into the school gate, Li Wan came to me.
"Huang Jingyang, what a coincidence, you just arrived at school?" Li Wan said to me with a smile.
No matter how naive I am, I know that there is no such coincidence in the world. When he first entered the school gate, he clearly didn't see Li Wan. Li Wan walked over from under a tree inside the school gate. At the beginning, she kept checking the time, and it seemed that she had figured out the regularity of my going to school.
"Well, you come to school at this time every day." I could only cooperate with Li Wan.
"Yeah, yeah. I brought some breakfast from home, so my dad can make breakfast. You can try it and see if it suits your taste?" Li Wan took out a plastic box from her schoolbag and used a towel on purpose. Wrapped tightly, it should be to keep warm. After opening the towel, it was still warm inside.
I am so embarrassed to not give face to people who are so caring, and being so concerned by others always makes me very emotional. I can feel Li Wan's sincerity.
"Hey, thank you." I took the plastic box and felt the temperature on the box.
"Thank you for what? I made it at home without spending any money." Li Wan helped me open the box and took out a pair of chopsticks from the side. "It's clean. You can rest assured."
Just as I was about to eat, I heard someone shouting behind me, which startled me, and the dumplings on the chopsticks fell straight down. Fortunately, I am a cultivator, and I am quick-witted. Clip back.
"Huang Jingyang, did your Li Wan prepare breakfast for you?" I didn't have to look back, I knew it was Wei Mohen.
There was a hint of shyness on Li Wan's face, but the fighting atmosphere was also rolling over.
"Wei Mohen! Believe it or not, I will let Xiao Manli ignore you in the future?" Li Wan pointed at Wei Mohen and said viciously.
Wei Mohen is really afraid. Although Xiao Manli has a good impression of him, she has not reached the realm where she can't live without him. But Xiao Manli has always been obedient to her good sister Li Wan since she was a child. Who let them both grow up in the same courtyard
"Don't. Li Wan, auntie, you must be merciful." Wei Mohen immediately turned into a docile puppy, wagging his tail to please Li Wan.
I couldn't help laughing, it's really boiled tofu in brine, one thing falls into another.
Wei Mohen looked at me with resentment on his face, "Huang Jingyang, you are not enough of a brother. You can still laugh when your brother is in trouble."
"Ignore him, hurry up and finish your breakfast. It's almost time for class." Li Wan's tone of voice to me seemed to change suddenly. A woman is really a monster with all kinds of contradictions. She was so hot just now, but she became so gentle in a blink of an eye.
"Huang Jingyang, the senior high school entrance examination is today, how are you preparing?" Li Wan asked.
I didn't prepare for the high school entrance exam at all, and I never worked hard for the exam since I was a child. In the past, I usually listen to what I want to listen to in class, but like now, I still go to class every day. Although not necessarily every minute to listen carefully. But compared to before, it is also a big improvement.
"It's alright." I said in a perfunctory manner.
"Then you have to work hard. Tan Liwen has always worked very hard, and he expects to beat you in the exam. You made him betray his family in the class, and no one in the class wants to talk to him. He studied hard. I just want to suppress you in your studies." Li Wan said worriedly.
"Whatever. Isn't it just an exam? It's not the college entrance examination." I disagreed.
"Whether it's the college entrance examination or not, it's better to do well in the test than bad." Li Wan looked at me from time to time as she walked.
"Anyway, the exam is today, it's too late to say anything." I laughed. Exams have never been too important to me.
"Then you should be more careful in the test. I heard Tan Liwen told the people from the outside class that you came in through the back door, and you would engage in some crooked ways. When it comes to academic performance, you are not his opponent." When Li Wan said this , eyes have been staring at me, for fear that I am not happy.
"Actually, what he said was right. It was because my sister came to work at Yanda that I was able to enter Yanda and go to school. Although it's not a back door, it's not wrong for Tan Liwen to say this." things don't care.
People like Tan Liwen are like ants in my eyes. How can he affect me if he says anything
"I just want to see you do better in the test and give him a nice slap in the face." Li Wan snorted. Obviously she cares more about Tan Liwen's words than I do.
The midterm exam is not as big as the final exam, and the seats in the classroom are just opened up a little. Not even the books in the desks were cleared away. Just like a normal test.
"This exam is the first time for the students to enter high school. I hope everyone can abide by the exam discipline. Test your true grades..." Wang Shipeng said a few words from the podium before handing out the exam papers.
Mr. Wang and the English teacher invigilated the exam together. One after the other, the invigilation was no less severe than the final exam.
I did it for about twenty minutes before I stopped writing.
Teacher Wang walked over to me, "Huang Jingyang, why don't you answer the question?"
"I'm done, can I submit the papers in advance?" I didn't want to be too independent, who knew that Teacher Wang would give me such a chance.
"Finished?" Mr. Wang opened my test paper and read it from beginning to end, and found that my test paper was really full, neat and tidy, and not a single word was changed from beginning to end. And it looks as if the answers are all correct.
"Can I turn in the papers?" I asked.
"Okay." Teacher Wang said casually. By the time he wanted me to sit down and check again, I hurried out. (.)