"Huang Jingyang, our class has a meeting at 7:30 p.m. in Teacher 6. Please call a few from your dormitory. By the way, don't say anything about the meeting. There are some special things to discuss tonight." The monitor of our class Liao Zhuoxin said.
When I got to the venue, I realized why the content of the meeting was special. There were 33 people in our class, but only one boy didn't come. The boy who didn't come is called Tian Di. I don't have a deep impression of Tian Di, and I don't have many contacts. I feel that this person is a little withdrawn, or it may be that the family situation is not very good. He basically works part-time outside on weekends. It seems to be doing things outside when there is no class. I don't have much interaction with my classmates, and I'm even more of a nodding acquaintance.
I thought it was Tian Di who went out to work part-time again, but I didn't expect the meeting to discuss issues about him.
When Liao Zhuoxin talked about the situation of Tian Di's house, the whole class sighed. I was also touched.
"To let everyone care about classmates, it is not necessary for everyone to contribute money, but more importantly, care in life. I feel that my monitor is too inadequate. I was unable to lend a helping hand to Tian Di in time." Liao Zhuoxin is very said guiltily.
Li Chaoyong said loudly: "Old class, I can't blame you. In fact, everyone usually ignores the classmates in the class. They usually play their own way. I didn't expect the classmates to be so difficult. I ran outside in class, and I saw it. I didn’t care at all at that time.”
The classmates in the class expressed their guilt one after another and declared that they would strengthen communication with their classmates in the future.
I did not say anything. Because I don't know how to help Tian Di, it seems that I don't have much experience in this regard. On the contrary, from Tian Di, I seem to see myself. I don't even know what to do with myself. Maybe my thing needs more wisdom. I'm thinking. If I am in that position of Tian Di. Can I last longer than him. I originally thought my parents gave up in order to persist for two years. I now find out that maybe they didn't really give up on me. It's just that a family wants to live and the family wants to continue, and it seems difficult for them to resist. They once used up their wealth for me, but they did not turn back. Tian Di seems to be the opposite of me. He wants to take care of his father without hesitation. When his mother chose to give up, he still insisted.
When it was my turn to accompany Tian Di, I felt that the dark clouds covering his sky had begun to drift away slowly.
"Huang Jingyang, I'm actually much better now. You don't need to accompany me again. The classmates take turns to accompany me. I'm just worried that I'll do something stupid. Actually, I won't." Tian Di smiled reluctantly at me.
"Everyone is a classmate. If it's not my turn, I will give up without principle, right? You have to give me a chance to complete the task. You also know that I am not a very active person in the class. It's hard to do something. .You have to let me finish it well." I laughed.
"Huang Jingyang, are your parents healthy?" Tian Di asked.
I was taken aback, then nodded.
Tian Di was surprised by my reaction and gave me a strange look.
"Actually, my situation is quite difficult to describe." I don't know why, but I have the idea of telling Tian Di about my family situation.
"Aren't you going to stay with me all day today? Let's talk slowly. I have a lot of experience in this area. Maybe we can talk to both of you, it will help you and me." Tian Di smiled slightly.
We found a quiet place to sit and I told the secret that had been buried in my heart.
"Huang Jingyang, do you know? A few days ago, when I heard the news of my father's death, I felt a sense of relief. In fact, I don't blame my mother, I can understand her pain. She supported our one by herself. A home that will break sooner or later is so hard. I used to resent her when the pressure was all on me alone. But when I took on that burden, I didn't hate her. I thought maybe She is free now and can live a little easier. My father didn't die of illness, he doesn't want to drag me down. I know... " Tian Di also spoke out what was buried in his heart.
"Huang Jingyang, I know you are different from other classmates. You are the most special in our class. I don't know why I feel this way. In fact, your parents may have difficulties with your parents. Really, their I can feel the pain. In fact, after you wake up, they are so alienated from you, not that they really gave up, but that they are ashamed to face you. Have you ever thought about having a good communication with them? It's been so many years, why can't I let it go? Blood is thicker than water. I know this feeling best. My dad knows that he can't recover, he would rather give up his life than continue to drag me down. In fact, I would rather give up I am also determined to persevere in my studies. However, there is no such opportunity now." Tian Di's words sounded somewhat contradictory. But I seem to be able to understand his mood, his mood itself is contradictory.
After chatting with me. Tian Di announced at the class meeting that he had really recovered and thanked our classmates for their concern for him. And because I lent him some money. He will no longer go to part-time jobs and will spend all his time studying. Try to be a good doctor after graduation. Once you have a salary, slowly repay the money you lent me.
Tian Di's words touched me a lot, so I would often visit that market. My mom and dad's grocery store is doing well. Maybe it's been done for a long time, and there are already many old customers. But I never heard them speak of me again.
"The purchase price has risen so much, why don't we increase the price a little bit? Otherwise, it will continue like this. There is no profit at all." Mom said worriedly.
"How does this work? We are all in the business of the old customer. Even if they don't say anything about the sudden price increase, they must have an opinion in their heart. Although the profit is a little lower, it will not lose money. Anyway, the facade is our own home. Yes. Earn a little less, let’s make a little less. Let’s put some new items on. If we can sell a little more every day, it’s about the same,” Dad said.
"If we earn a little more money, we can buy a house in a nearby community. In this way, Jingdong's learning environment will be better," said my mother.
Speaking of this, Dad didn't say anything. The two were busy with their own business.
"I'm back." Jing Dong was still so carefree.
"Wash your hands. We'll have dinner right away." Mom put down what was in her hands. Go inside the door.
I watched from a distance for a while, then turned and left.
I didn't expect that Jingdong would come to the school one day.
When I saw him, he was standing at the door of the dormitory. Without saying a word, he looked at the students coming and going. I stopped as soon as I saw him.
"Brother?" Jingdong hasn't seen me for many years. Although he met me last time, he didn't recognize me.
"Jingdong, is something wrong?" I asked worriedly.
"It's okay. I just came to see you. You are my brother. But I don't know you." Jing Dong's eyes were fixed on me.
"It's fine. Let's go. Go to my bedroom." I took Jing Dong and walked into the bedroom.
Li Chaoyong was very surprised to see Jingdong, "No way. Huang Jingyang, you have a younger brother? Why haven't I heard you mention it?"
I ignored Li Chaoyong, asked Jingdong to sit down in my seat, and went to pour him a glass of water.
"What grade are you in now?" I asked.
"I read it a year earlier, and now it's the first year of junior high." Jing Dong said proudly.
"How's the grade?" I asked.
"I am the first place in the whole grade every time." Jing Dong said.
"Home is not far away, you can come here often after your holidays." I asked Li Chaoyong to go to the store and buy a lot of food.
Jingdong wasn't very interested in those snacks, "Brother, you've been to the market so many times, why didn't you meet your parents? What can't the family say? My love. Brother, I'm ignorant. Don't blame your parents. You can blame me, don't blame your parents, okay? Do you think they really don't care about you? Actually, I used to hear your mother mention you a lot. Yes. Every time I eat something delicious, my mother will always say that your brother is suffering at home alone. Although they don't mention you in front of me very much now, I often see my mother wiping tears behind her back. Dad Although he didn't say it, he was very worried about you. That year, something happened to your hometown, and many people in the village came to Huacheng, and my parents were very anxious. Later, when I heard that you went back to your hometown, they felt every day. Can't sleep."
"You came to me, do your parents know?" I asked.
Jingdong shook his head, "If they knew, they would definitely not let me come. In fact, they knew that you went to school here. Mom actually wanted to come and see you. Dad said you couldn't come, he said you are so rich now, we If you come here, maybe you think we are here for your money. Dad said, as long as you live your life well."
I know that my father is still brooding about the fact that he took the money I was going to use to build the house from the family. I don't know what happened to my parents back then. There may be their reasons, but they should have told me well back then.
"Brother, are you really not going to recognize your parents?" Jing Dong asked.
"Jingdong, if you want to come and play in the future, you can come anytime. My brother will visit Mom and Dad one day. It's not the time yet. If you encounter any difficulties, come and find your brother. Wherever you want to play, your brother will also Take you there. Don't tell your parents." I knew that once my parents knew, maybe Jingdong wouldn't be allowed to come over. But I really haven't figured out what to do in the future.
Jingdong was very sad to see that I didn't agree to his request. He didn't eat anything I bought for him, and he didn't ask for anything I bought for him. He ran back from the medical university with tears in his eyes.
Tian Di's mentality is much better now. Hearing that my brother has been here, he invited me to a quiet place to chat again.
"Huang Jingyang, since your brother is here, why don't you take this opportunity to ease the relationship between you and your parents? I know you are special and different from ordinary students, but no matter how successful you are, family love is always irreversible. There are some things, if you don’t do them now, you will have regrets in the future. I regard you as my best friend, so I accept your help. I don’t want your good friend to have regrets in the future.” Tian Di advised.
"Tian Di, I know you're right. This is a great opportunity for me to repair my relationship with my parents. Maybe some things will be clear as long as the two sides are clear. But I'm not ready. Really. , I never thought this day would come. I wasn't prepared for anything. Because I didn't know what I might face." I shook my head.
"Some things may be completely different if we start over." Tian Di shook his head.
"Yeah, again, I'd rather not be so different. I'd rather be an ordinary person." Tian Di's words made me very emotional, and a quick bronze medal suddenly appeared in my hand. I squeezed lightly with my fingers. If I hadn't come across this bronze medal, what would have happened now
"Alas. If I went back to the past, I would have been sensible earlier and cared more about my father, maybe he wouldn't get sick, and my mother wouldn't have to run away because he couldn't bear the pain. In fact, my father was seriously ill. At that time, it was not good for my mother. Later, I realized that maybe my father just wanted to drive my mother away." Tian Di's eyes turned red when he said this.
"I'm sorry. Tian Di, because of me, I remind you of your sadness again." I felt a little guilty.
"It's fine. In fact, how can I forget this kind of thing?" Tian Di forced a smile. (.)