When not together, she knew he was busy, but she didn't expect his work intensity to be so intense.
Two days after returning to Shanghai, he flew away again.
On the day he came back, he happened to be going to Guangzhou to prepare for the exhibition. So Bianlin checked the flight information of the two with her on the phone, and wanted to meet at the airport.
He landed at six and she took off at seven.
Originally, time was tight, and Bianlin was late. He rushed to the VIP waiting room he had arranged. He was sitting in an inconspicuous corner at first sight, flipping through the Japanese materials in his hand, and gnawing half-green. Not red apples.
"Is it delicious?" He took away the small half of the apple that had revealed its core.
"It's okay." What's so delicious about apples? Isn't it all apple flavor? I haven't recollected it when I first saw it, and saw that he lowered his mouth and bit on the place he had just eaten.
"What's the matter?" Prosecutor Bianlin looked at her strangely.
The relationship has changed, and some unbreakable barriers have naturally disappeared. For example, now, he is eating the apple cores that she has almost finished eating. In the past, only parents in this world would eat her leftovers, and there would be no dislikes.
Several staff members and Xie Bin took their seats one after another. The backpack should be placed on the ground to cover the border inspection forest. It seemed that this corner was more like a group of staff members surrounding him.
At first sight, I looked away unnaturally and saw that Beijing time on the wall had reached 6:40. It was time to board the plane, she calculated the time.
The border inspector also looked at the wall clock: "Sit down for a while, three minutes."
Nodded at first sight.
The two people who hadn't seen each other for eight days had no chance of communication. Xie Bin, who was sitting with his back against them, couldn't help but fiddle with the cigarette case again. Sure enough, there are thousands of people, there are strange love patterns. These two, looking at each other in pairs, oh no, it's enough to look at the other... It's boring.
Xie Bin took a look at Bian Lin's appearance by answering the phone. It was because of this look that he knew that Bian Lin must have a special affection for this girl when he first met him for the first time.
Every time he saw the first sight, he usually tightened his face and became very sensual, and his depressed and extremely complex emotions melted into the eyebrows. Love, or in other words, is a heavy feeling that is more textured than ordinary love.
Securitian Lin took out the small red box from his pocket: "Christmas present."
"Christmas present?" she wondered, "there are still seven days." What are you doing in such a hurry.
He hadn't seen each other for a few days, so he wanted to be closer to her, but there were many strangers in the distance.
I had to press the back of her hand with two fingers while she was holding the gift, and did not dare to stay for a long time, rubbing the light blue blood vessels on the back of her hand, touching the protruding joints, and sliding down on the fingers.
The two fingers crossed and rubbed gently. My eyes flickered at first sight, and my palms were numb.
"I want to see you smile." He said bluntly.
…
If it was nonsensical, she was a little confused and embarrassed to hear her, her face was slightly red, and she kicked the small box into her pocket, copied the bag, and ran away. But I didn't slip a few steps away, and came back when I first saw it: "Your Christmas gift is waiting for me to bring it back from Guangzhou."
Jian Bianlin leaned forward, with his arms resting on the knees of his bent legs, nodded, and continued to hang his head to gnaw the apple. Seeing her go, she didn't even look at Xinxinian's smile.
The core of the fruit was crushed in his mouth and gave a little bitterness, and he didn't notice it, but her residual warmth between his fingers was still there.
I had a terrible abdominal pain when I was on the plane, and it didn't feel good when I got off, so I could hold on and say a few words to her. He also knew that he was a little bored, but he couldn't squeeze a word out, for fear that she would notice it.
Xie Bin probed over and asked if he was going to tell the first sight
It hurts too much, I don't want to move, and I don't want to talk.
He sullenly responded, and pulled Xie Bin's black cashmere coat over his head, and his face was getting worse and worse.
The thing that Seider Lin gave her was a couple bracelet.
She has seen this style, and it is the right size when worn. It should have been adjusted in the store, and a few links have been removed. Before, she asked Tong Fei why celebrities like to wear the same type of couples, aren’t they afraid of being the same as others? Tong Fei's return hit the nail on the head, because there are so many different kinds of things, so she won't be suspected of being a lover's token. Because everyone wears it.
When I saw a Korean brand representative two days later, the other party immediately recognized this style with sharp eyes, and a popular Korean star also wore it when he took a poster. When I first saw him, I took them back to the room, borrowed the corridor lights, turned over and watched for a while, there was a light red and gold matte chain on my wrist, and I still couldn't forget the side that I saw in the waiting room and the border forest in a hurry.
I dialed the phone back, and there was an open echo on the other end: "Not asleep yet?" The answer was a rhetorical question, a bit serious.
"Aren't you awake?" Retorted at first sight.
The sound of the door closing. Then he said: "I fell asleep and was woken up by a call from you."
She didn't say a word, and before saying that it's okay if you continue to sleep, he immediately added: "Just kidding, I'm reading a notebook, I didn't sleep."
She thought for a while and said, "I called to ask, what do you want for Christmas?"
Prosecutor Lin did not answer, but his voice turned low: "Did you miss me?"
"..."
"A little bit? Or not?"
"Yes—" I wanted to say "a little bit" along with him at first sight, but he swallowed it to the point of his mouth and stuttered and changed it to, "Yeah, I think."
After a long time, the empty background came from him with a slight sigh: "Go to sleep," the overflowing emotions paused here. After a long while, he repeated, "Sleep well."
…
That's it.
It made her dream upside down all night. I woke up just after four o'clock and watched the daybreak. Finally waited until after seven o'clock, considering that this was the time he should wake up, but the phone was turned off when he dialed the phone.
Originally, I wanted to hush him and warm him up. There was nothing serious about it, but when I turned it off, I panicked. Since he started using the mobile phone, he has never turned it off since he first saw it. To a certain extent, Bianbian Lin is a very strict person, and will not let the mobile phone dead relatives can not find themselves.
When I first saw it, I dialed for half an hour, but I was caught off guard.
"Hello? Hello? See you for the first time?" Xie Bin smiled.
"Where is the border forest? Why is the phone with you?"
"His cell phone is dead, let me help charge it."
"... You lied to me?" she said intuitively.
"What did I lie to you for?" Xie Bin was happy, "You kid is really funny, his cell phone is really dead..." Before I saw it, Xie Bin sighed and overturned the confession. "Forget it, don't make up." Go down, he's undergoing surgery, just half an hour from the beginning."
Operation? …
Xie Bin continued to talk about the situation. At first seeing that his mind was completely messed up, he put on his clothes and ran out. In Xie Bin's series of talks, he rarely asked clearly the location and starting time, and decided to set up after hanging up the phone. The fast ticket ran back.
Check Bianlin, you bastard.
Say nothing, suffocate you, deserve to suffocate you.
When I first saw the flight ticket, I cried uncomfortably and kept wiping my tears. The operator who booked the ticket was embarrassed by her. Before I hung up the phone, I also expressed privately, miss you, don’t be too sorrowful, what’s the matter? It can pass.
What's in the past, can't make it through.
This incident has been tossing since September, with ups and downs, from feelings to illness, to re-examination of the relationship between the two people in the past two decades, to the intimacy of the relationship, which made her feel suspicious of herself. Twenty-five years and four months of life are on the way. Isn't it because first his dad was injured at work and then he was suffering from a half-life illness.
It turned out that it was time, and he came to conceal it.
Check Bianlin, you bastard.
At first sight, I thought this road would be difficult.
But it passed away. I was about to break when I saw standing outside the operating room and looking up at the operating room lights still on.
Although it was still smooth, it still took nearly seven hours.
The operation is not over yet.
In less than two months, she faced this kind of scene twice, and at this moment, she finally realized the feeling of collapse. An hour later, Tong Fei also arrived, still "in operation."
When I first saw red eyes, I grabbed Tong Fei’s wrist and said, I tell you if he comes out, I must beat him up, Tong Fei, I will scold him to death. You believe me...
By five o'clock in the afternoon, seeing the sky dimmed a little bit, the lights in the operating room finally went out. Fortunately, the Bianlin did not check his father’s old age and good physical fitness. He did not go to intensive care and was sent directly to the ward.
After an open abdominal examination for nearly ten hours, the doctor finally found a one-centimeter tumor next to the bile duct, which oppressed the bile duct. The person who performed the surgery was afraid that it was malignant, so he cut a circle with this tumor as the center... When the cut pieces were shown to them, Xie Bin was actually quite happy, thinking that it was not a big deal and took out the phone and took a picture.
When I first saw something that seemed to be dripping with blood, I thought that it was cut out of the body, and it was a little bit oozing from the bones. The palms of his hands were sweating coldly afterwards, and when he went to the ward, he saw him lying on the bed with his eyes closed, still groggy.
On the way back from Guangzhou, to the operating room, to drag Tong Fei to keep talking... I won’t scold you, and I won’t blame you for calling the shots without permission.
Check Bianlin, wake up quickly, quickly...
The doctor leaned forward and tried to wake up the border forest.
In the sound of Dididi's monitor, Chu Jian stood nervously on the bed, looking at him, waiting, waiting for him to open his eyes. The eyelashes slowly covering his face moved, and they couldn't open them.
It's not just weakness, the confused gaze that appeared from the slightly squinted eyes is like a small animal who can't find a home, can't figure out who he is and where he is left, just looking for something familiar in helplessness.
At the time, my uncle was in intensive care after the operation. I have never seen anyone slowly awake after a long period of general anesthesia. She was a little... afraid to move, for fear that he could not find herself. She thought that if the border forest was trying to find the most familiar thing, it must be here, and she stood in this position.
Sure enough, Bian Lin stopped when he saw her.
After a few seconds of hesitation, he said vaguely: "Don't... ride your bike to school, it snows..."
…
The doctor was pleased, and explained to everyone: Yes, I'm probably still confused.
He frowned and fell asleep. The doctor told them that it would take a while for him to be fully awake. Now that the anesthetic has just passed, it is normal to wake up from sleep to sleep.
No big deal anyway.
The first sight was always stunned by God, since he said that. Tong Fei was also worried about checking the border forest. He listened carefully to what the doctor said, nodding and bowing to thank you. From Xie Bin to the assistant to Tong Fei, several people were grateful and surrounded the doctors and went out.
When Tong Fei came back, she still kept the same at first sight.
"Hey, hey, what are you thinking about?" Tong Fei's five fingers swayed indiscriminately in front of her eyes, "It's okay, it's okay, just keep it."
At first sight, he glanced at Tong Fei dullly.
No one knows what the prosecutor Lin is talking about. It's a nonsense.
But she knows.
In the winter of that year, she checked for a high fever in the forest. She got up with her head drooping and sleepy at five o'clock in the morning, and she saw him standing weakly and talking to her parents in the living room. Bright. When he saw her coming out, he handed over the leave letter written by the examiner. It was exactly this sentence at the time: "You don't want to ride to school by yourself, it's snowing, or the road is slippery."