"Mandarin" began serializing online in October 2015 and ended in January 2016, which happened to be the coldest three months in the south.
This is my first childhood friend.
When I was young, I grew up with five or six bamboo horses, and the relationship has always been good. Anyone who has ever had a bamboo horse understands that the feelings are very strange, like relatives. They knew each other at the age of three or four. At that time, they couldn’t distinguish between men and women. They grew up together, studied, quarreled, and then grew up, falling in love, falling out of love. , Watching them go to military academy, the sky is separated from the north and the south.
After many years, goodbye, oh, why is this look like this? so amazing.
Gathering together, eating, drinking, and having fun are just like childhood, without the steady and mature of adults at all.
So in fact, I have always wanted to write about this kind of feeling, but also to commemorate. Quietly, I grow up, quietly, I can't go back. Many feelings have nothing to do with love, but they are worth remembering. Feelings are not just for a specific person, but for a specific time.
That age group has passed, and the time related to childhood sweethearts has also passed.
The beginning of this story, I was ambitious, even buddies said: hum hum, the idea to open a scene, the ups and downs of show business culture, since it is the daily work-related, write must be very exciting.
At first I thought, because I know it is true, and the real thing is always the best-looking.
However, I finally found that I overestimated myself. When I started writing, I suddenly didn't want to touch anything complicated, so you can see that this article has nothing to do with the film and television circles except for trivial matters.
In the final analysis, I still like simple things.
This world, I know what it looks like, and I know how disappointing it sometimes is, but these are not what I want to express. The ugly things are not worth making me spend under the lamp after finishing the heavy work. In front of the computer, stay up until midnight to write. As a screenwriter, I must know what is the weapon of drama conflict, but as an author, I still want to write some people and stories that I sincerely appreciate and like in a limited time.
I always say that it is the readers who make me insist on writing, because they can always pull me back when I want to put a pen, but I must write every book for myself, as long as the story begins to write the first word, then It must be because I want to write and love it. So in a sense, what you write is also a gift to yourself, every book is a process of self-healing.
Thank you J&C, which appeared in the winter of 2015 and will always exist since then.
In the end, the lyric at the end of the text is what I want to give to myself and you the most when this article is completed:
"Remember the dream of youth? Like a flower that never fades."
There are bumps, frustrations, who hasn't fallen in the mud, but I still yearn for sunshine and youthful dreams till death.