My Dear Miss Medical Examiner

Chapter 140: The end of memories (1)

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"Not long after the beginning of spring, I didn't expect that Lin Jueshui would come back again. That day, Song Yuhang and I worked together inside and outside to destroy a drug trafficking den..."

Lin Youyuan remembered clearly what happened that day.

***

After he was caught and locked up in the prison, Song Yiwu found his immediate boss at the time and handed him a cigarette.

"Captain Li, look, Xiao Lin has been an informant for so long, and it's quite dangerous. He went through life and death with his brothers. Why don't we just absorb it, and we just happen to be short of manpower."

The superior leader glanced at the low-quality cigarette and didn't pick it up, then pushed it back, with a half-hearted smile.

"It's not that I don't want to absorb it. You know that he has a special status and a bad family background. I also advise you that you can be an informant. Don't get too close to him."

Zhao Junfeng was listening, squeezed the document in his hand, and said something out of the blue.

"How long has it been, let's talk about his father..."

Before he finished speaking, someone took the file folder and blew it on the head, and the metal clip on it smashed on the forehead, which turned red.

"How can you interrupt the superior's speech? Don't forget who recruited you here, so you don't have to work!"

Zhao Junfeng picked up the papers that fell on the ground one by one and tidied them up, then carried them away with red eyes.

Lin Youyuan waited at the gate of the Public Security Bureau for a long time, finally seeing them come out, he threw away the cigarette: "How?"

Song Yiwu was silent for a while, then patted him on the shoulder: "I'll think of a way to see if I can get you to see your father and brother."

Lin Youyuan knew that his entry into the police force was probably dead, the young man wiped his face and turned around to calm down.

"Da Yuan..." Song Yiwu called out his name.

Lin Youyuan waved his hand to indicate that he was fine, but when he turned around, he caught a glimpse of the marks on Zhao Junfeng's face.

"How did you do this?"

Zhao Junfeng took two steps back, touched it, and stumbled: "No, nothing..."

It's not a day or two for their boss to bully the low-level policemen.

Lin Youyuan was furious, and was about to rush in: "Fuck me!"

Zhao Junfeng hugged him by the waist: "Brother Xiao Lin, don't go, don't go, he doesn't want to see me, it's none of your business!"

Song Yiwu also came over to tease him: "Okay, okay, if it doesn't work this time, there will be a next time, I will definitely find a way to help you, it's useless for you to keep making trouble here, let's go, let's just get paid today, call Yueyue , let's go to the restaurant!"

***

"Before the meal was finished, Lin Jueshui came back with my father's body. Because he was still in the body of a sinner, he couldn't make a fuss about the funeral. He was buried in a mass grave with my mother. …”

At that time, Lin Youyuan watched him dig up a shovel of soil and throw it on the coffin, and with red eyes, he rushed forward and punched him viciously.

"What are you doing back here?! Didn't you say... Didn't you say that you will take me and Mom to Shanghai for no more than three months? Didn't you say that you will take good care of Dad while you're there? Ah?!"

Lin Jueshui was wearing a pure black Chinese tunic suit, his hair was cut short, and he looked thinner than before, and his head was turned away from the beating.

Su Yue helped him up: "Da Yuan, if you have something to say, don't hit anyone..."

Lin Jueshui looked back at the girl, her dark pupils became more and more thrilling under the tempering of the rain.

Different from Lin Youyuan's bohemian temperament, Lin Jueshui's lips were pale, his hair was wet from the rain, and his whole body was gentle and fragile, which could easily arouse people's desire for protection.

Su Yue was startled by the lifelessness in his eyes.

Lin Jueshui came back to his senses and forced a smile: "It's okay, thank you, you... your name..."

"My name is Su Yue."

Lin Youyuan, who was immersed in sadness at that time, didn't realize that he had been pestering Su Yue for a long time, and Su Yue didn't take the initiative to tell her name, and she and Lin Jueshui only met for the first time.

Song Yiwu also came forward to pull him: "Dayuan, the most urgent thing is to let uncle go to the ground first."

Zhao Junfeng had already picked up the fallen shovel and started working, filling the hole with soil.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Lin Youyuan knelt in the mud and called Dad one last time.

That voice was so heart-piercing that even Su Yue couldn't help turning her back and wiping her tears.

That night, Lin Jueshui took him back to his new residence.

Lin Youyuan hugged his tattered quilt.

Lin Jueshui made the bed for him, and dusted the dust with a feather duster: "I saw the basement where you live, it's raining and leaking everywhere, so you can't live in it, you can spend the night here first, and we'll leave for Shanghai tomorrow morning. "

Lin Youyuan looked around at the carved doors and windows: "Is this your house?"

Lin Jueshui's hands were startled when he was packing things, and he didn't look back: "A classmate's, let me stay for a few days. Don't just stand there. There are some food and some new clothes for you on the table. Try it out and see if it fits you." fit..."

Lin Youyuan looked at him quietly: "Brother, I'm not a child anymore."

Lin Jueshui still didn't look back, and spread the pillow for him: "Of course I know, if it doesn't fit, let's change it."

Lin Youyuan threw the quilt and grabbed his collar: "You know what I'm talking about, don't play tricks on me, where have you been these days?! How did Dad die?! I'll go too after you go to prison I begged your classmate to avoid them like snakes and scorpions, and who is so kind to borrow your house? Ah?!"

Lin Jueshui lowered his head and let him lose his temper without answering.

Lin Youyuan pushed the man away, grabbed the bundle he put on the table, and threw it on the ground. The things were scattered all over the floor, and a few pastries rolled out of the oil paper bag.

"And these things, you just got out of prison, where did you get the money? Tell me! Tell me clearly!"

Lin Youyuan knew his temper, and if he didn't want to speak, it would be useless to beat him to death.

After a long confrontation, he picked up his dirty quilt, turned and slammed the door away: "I don't want dirty things."

After he left, Lin Jueshui slowly squatted down, picked up the rolled pastry from the ground, put it in his mouth lightly, and tasted it.

After a while, he shook his head and smiled.

"Oh, I really have grown up, but my temper has not changed at all."

The next day, a group of four met by the river.

Song Yiwu handed him a jar of low-quality liquor: "So, you're going to Shanghai?"

Lin Youyuan took a sip and was so choked that he couldn't speak. When he turned his head, several people all looked at him.

He couldn't stand the look, and waved his hands again and again: "Hey, hey, what are you doing, haven't you been unable to stand my bad temper for a long time? Besides, what can I do when I go to Shanghai, and Shanghai doesn't have..."

While talking, his voice lowered, he glanced at Su Yue and then looked away, took a sip of the soju, and handed the bottle to Zhao Junfeng.

All of them are poor, and even a few cents of low-quality liquor can't afford to buy a jug for each person.

Due to his young age, Zhao Junfeng drank the most, but this time he waved his hand: "No, I have an injury on my body, so I won't drink, give it to Brother Yiwu."

Lin Youyuan narrowed his eyes: "Your bastard boss beat you again?"

Song Yiwu took it and took a gulp and handed it back to him.

"Relying on the fact that he has relatives in the city, he will bully the newcomers."

Zhao Junfeng blushed with grievance, but wiped his face again, trying to raise a smile: "Forget it, after all, he promoted me, just bear it until I become a regular."

Many times, the rules of life we believe in are just "forget it" and "forbearance", thinking about taking a step back, but fate never gives you a chance to back down.

Soon after that, Lin Jueshui found him again.

"Are you really not going to Shanghai with me?"

Lin Youyuan was busy unloading the drinks from the truck, with a white towel hanging around his neck: "No."

"Then you stay here, do you want to do odd jobs for the rest of your life?"

Lin Youyuan laughed angrily at him, and put the box in his hand heavily into the carriage: "My parents' bones are not cold yet, why are you leaving them in such a hurry?"

Lin Jueshui licked his lips and argued, "Of course I am not. Jiangcheng is our home, and we will come back sooner or later."

Lin Youyuan turned around and continued unloading, gritted his teeth: "You finally said something human, it didn't happen sooner or later, my father died for no reason, and my mother was in a hurry, I have to stay and seek justice for them. "

Lin Jueshui followed him, almost talking dry.

"You can stay. I don't force you to come with me. The question is how long will you live without the next meal? I found you a job in the commune..."

Lin Youyuan bumped him away with the cargo box: "I'm willing, I work every day and take a day off. Is there anything easier than this?"

Lin Jueshui stood aside and watched him busy: "Is it because of your friends?"

Lin Youyuan paused, put the cargo box in the carriage, wiped his sweat with a towel, and finally called him brother for the first time.

"Leave me alone. I'm not the follower who followed your ass all day long asking for sweets. If you want to go to Shanghai, go, and I'll stay in Jiangcheng."

In the end, Lin Jueshui also failed to return to Shanghai. He could not go back. Because of his father's affairs, the college made a decision on him and expelled him from school.

At that time, Lin Youyuan always felt a little guilty towards him because of this incident. It wasn't until a long time later that he realized that Lin Jueshui chose to stay not because he couldn't continue his studies, nor because he wanted to accompany his only younger brother, but because he had other unspeakable secrets.

***

Not long after Lin Jueshui was imprisoned, his wealthy classmate found him.

"One formula, one life in exchange, worth it, what do you think? The research can be done again, and if people are gone, they will really be gone."

Lin Jueshui, who majored in chemical engineering, of course knew what he was talking about. It was his painstaking effort. His graduation project, if he can successfully develop a drug, it can save a life and be better than building a seven-level pagoda, and vice versa, it can also harm countless people.

He gritted his teeth: "You are dreaming."

The classmate patted him on the shoulder through the fence, turned and left: "It's okay, I have plenty of time for you to think it over, but I don't know, your elderly father, mother and younger brother who live on the street, can't wait."

The usually gentle man rushed forward with red eyes like crazy, stretched his arms through the fence and roared.

The guard who rushed over smashed the man back with the butt of his gun.

As he said, his elderly parents really did not wait for the day when he went back.

It was too late when Lin Jueshui rushed out of the cell.

"The prisoner was accidentally hit on the head by a rock rolling down the mountain during his labor reform, and died after rescue efforts failed."

The doctor's mouth opened and closed.

An old man with gray temples, in his sixtieth year, even arranges the heavy work of mining and quarrying in the mountains in the middle of winter. This is not reform through labor, but murder.

Lin Jueshui hugged him so thin that he was out of shape, and wept loudly at his cold body.

"You go out." His classmate ordered.

"Yes." The doctor bowed respectfully, turned around and closed the door.

The man handed over a bunch of keys: "The house is at No. 3 Dongdamen Street. The driver has already given the money. He will hand it over to you later. Go back and see your brother."

Lin Jueshui suddenly turned his head and gritted his teeth.

"You... what do you want that formula for?"

"Don't worry about it. It's a profitable business anyway. By the way, I will send someone to 'protect' you. If there are any special circumstances in the preparation process, I still have to ask for your advice."

***

"Of course, I didn't know at the time that he had already reached a deal with drug dealers. As my only relative in this world, I was naturally very happy to choose to stay in Jiangcheng."

After a short period of sadness and indignation, Lin Jueshui's appearance even made him feel at home.

The two brothers still drank and punched as before, and their relationship was so good that they could sleep in the same bed.

Su Yue thought that their two pampered elders and young masters could not cook, so she often came to bring them some food. Later, gradually, the meeting place with Song Yiwu and others also became Dongdaemun's house.

The dead are dead, and the living still live after all.

Lin Jueshui learned to cook, while Su Yue worked as a chef in the kitchen and took charge of the spoon, watching him cut peppers in style.

"I didn't expect you to learn so fast."

Lin Jueshui put the chopped peppers into the bowl: "If you learn it, you can save a few trips, and Dayuan can have a bite of hot food when he comes back from work at night."

Su Yue smiled: "You are very kind to him."

Lin Jueshui smiled wryly, picked up the thin mouth oil pot and poured oil into the pot.

"Is it so much? I can't help it. Who told him that he is my younger brother? If my parents are not here, I should bear it..."

Su Yue added firewood in front of the stove and stood up: "Hey, wait-"

Before she could finish her sentence, white smoke burst out from the still water-stained pot.

Lin Jueshui shrank back a bit, the back of his hand was flushed red: "Hiss..."

"Oh!" Su Yue thought it was not good, rushed over and grabbed his hand with a stride, and scooped up cold water with a ladle.

Although Lin Jueshui was older than him, he never hung out in nightclubs. This was the first time he was grabbed by a girl.

Su Yue didn't think too much about it, she got used to it enthusiastically, until her eyes met and blushes appeared on each other's faces, she let go of her hand like lightning.

"Yes... sorry..."

Lin Jueshui smiled, the place she just touched was still hot.

"It's okay, let's continue."

When they were cooking in the kitchen, Song Yiwu looked around the house and knocked on the beams and pillars again.

"Yo, not bad, this house will cost a lot of money to sell, what does your brother do?"

Lin Jueshui slapped away the mud from the wine jar and poured him a bowl.

"Hey, he majored in chemical engineering at university. He said that a certain company in Jiangcheng City hired him to be a technician regardless of the past. This house does not belong to him either. He borrowed it from his classmate."

Song Yiwu circled around and sat down at the table again.

"It's also good, you two brothers live together and take care of each other."

Lin Youyuan raised the porcelain bowl and touched him: "Where is Xiao Zhao, why didn't you come today?"

Song Yiwu pursed his lips as the spirits entered his throat: "Received a report from the masses, a house in the jurisdiction has suspicious people coming in and out, and often emits a pungent smell. It is suspected that someone is making drugs. Xiao Zhao and other comrades are staying together. went."

Lin Youyuan frowned, before he could speak, Su Yue and Lin Jueshui brought up the dishes.

Song Yiwu put down the wine bowl and prepared to leave.

Su Yue: "Brother Yiwu, eat something before leaving."

Song Yiwu smiled: "No, there is still a task, I have to rush over to pick up Xiao Zhao's class."

Lin Jueshui also said: "That's right, no matter how busy you are at work, you always have to eat. It's thanks to you for taking care of Da Yuan and trying my craft while I'm away."

Instead, it was Lin Youyuan who walked out with his arms around his shoulders: "Come on, bro, you eat first, and I'll send Brother Yiwu off."

Midsummer is rainy in the southwest.

The two walked out the door, and the sky began to rain lightly again.

Lin Youyuan took an umbrella for him from the shadow of the porter.

Song Yiwu looked at him standing under the rain curtain, the man's brows and eyes became more and more sharp from the rain.

He raised the corners of his lips and smiled: "I said you have a place to live now, you just need a serious job, or you can go back to take a college entrance examination, hurry up, don't be such a good girl like Yueyue..."

Lin Youyuan spat at him: "Come on, come on, why do you say that a man of about 1.8 meters is more verbose than a matchmaker, get out of here."

Song Yiwu waved his hand and left. Fortunately, he went in time that night. Zhao Junfeng and the other two comrades who were camped out leaked their whereabouts. They were retaliated by criminals and were seriously injured.

Lin Youyuan saw Zhao Junfeng again in the hospital.

Su Yue gave him an injection, and seeing him coming, Zhao Junfeng raised his body with difficulty: "Xiao... Brother Xiao Lin."

Lin Youyuan held him down: "Fuck, don't move, who beat you so hard, I..."

Song Yiwu pulled him up: "Go outside and tell Xiaofeng to have a good rest."

The two walked into a secluded corridor.

Song Yiwu lit a cigarette and frowned.

"Only me and the main leaders of the team know about his going to stay."

Lin Youyuan's eyes turned red immediately, and he clenched his fists: "Who the hell is so wicked?"

Song Yiwu shook his head: "It's not something immoral, it's a big deal. Xiaofeng desperately brought back a bag of white flour from the scene, which is very pure. I must personally catch this group of people and send them in."

Lin Youyuan thought of Zhao Junfeng lying on the bed and couldn't move, so he gritted his teeth: "I'm going to find out the news these few days."

Song Yiwu patted him on the shoulder: "Thank you for your hard work. When this matter is over, I will definitely apply to the superior to formally let you..."

Lin Youyuan smiled, shaking off his hand on his shoulder.

"Come on, I don't care about that, I just want to avenge my good brother, he can't suffer such a serious injury in vain."

After everyone left, Su Yue gave him the needle and was about to leave, gently stuffing his hands into the bed.

"You don't want us to tell your parents about such a serious injury. I'll make some chicken soup for you to supplement your nutrition at night."

Su Yue is a very nice person, really nice, warm-hearted, cheerful and lively, Zhao Junfeng calls her Yueyue, but actually treats her like a sister all the time.

His eyes turned hot, and he nodded slightly.

Su Yue covered him with the quilt and went out.

However, Zhao Junfeng suffered from insomnia, he kept looking up at the ceiling, and those words echoed in his ears repeatedly.

The opponent kicked him hard in the ribs.

"Don't even look at what kind of guy you are, how dare you come to check us? Yo, you dare to stare at me, hit me!"

The opponent had a large number of people, after a burst of punching and kicking.

The leading man firmly stepped on his phalanx, and ground his toes hard on the ground.

"Do you know why others didn't come, did you ask you to come? Because you are a piece of trash, cannon fodder for blocking gun holes."

"Are you wondering why the top-secret operation was leaked? Guess who told us? Is it your good brother or your good brother?"

The sharp blade slapped his face.

"Boy, whoever cuts off my money, I will kill his whole family. You better be sensible and be a smart person. Also, don't look at me like this. Be angry, uneasy, hate, you can only be more Only when you are strong can you kill anyone who stands in your way."

"I'll teach you a lesson today..." The man scratched his face with a knife and retracted his foot.

"Don't run forward when you hear someone's order. Think about whether you are helping you or harming you. If it falls into my hands next time, it will not be so easy."

— Only when you are stronger can you kill all those who stand in your way.

Zhao Junfeng chewed on this sentence, his eyes flicked across the room, the infusion tube that Su Yue had just tied was attached to the back of his hand, and the things bought by Lin Youyuan and Song Yiwu were placed on the bedside table next to him.

The soju was so expensive that they only dared to look at it in the store before.

The boy curled his lips and smiled, he knew it wasn't them.

He didn't know the real identity of the gangster, and he didn't know who leaked the news, but he was right in saying that if he wanted to protect the one he loved, he had to be stronger than his enemies.

Brother Xiaolin won't get fair treatment even though he has done a lot of credit for his father's affairs.

Brother Yiwu has been working in the police force for so many years. He started as a patrolman and is still a team leader. His name is not on the promotion list every year.

His parents and relatives who are far away in their hometown are looking forward to his success.

An ordinary person who is kind and enthusiastic like Sister Yueyue.

They shouldn't be like this.

The boy's throat rolled, and the sheets were wrinkled with gauze-wrapped hands, blood oozing out.

Who would have thought that decades later, Zhao Junfeng, who was criticized by the media all over the Internet as a "blood-sucking bug", "corrupt official", and "a scum among public officials", who was full of evil, at this moment, his first thought was just to protect himself friend.

***

"Lin Jueshui always travels to and from Shanghai several times a month. He said it was necessary for normal work. I never doubted it. I didn't know until later that he was forced to marry his classmate's sister. The family was a wealthy businessman whose father was an importer and exporter. In the foreign trade business, there are some connections, and they are also indistinctly related to overseas criminal gangs."

"They have taken a fancy to his clever mind and technology. The best way to recruit someone is not to coerce or lure him, but to make him a real family member."

"They exchanged their freedom and the safety of my parents and me for the shackles that Lin Jueshui could not shake off throughout his life."

When Lin Youyuan said this, his brows twitched slightly, as if he was gritting his teeth, and there was a trace of hatred in his eyes.

"Things have developed to this point, I am still sorry for him. If I was the one who went in, he might not have faced such a difficult choice, but he shouldn't have fallen in love with Su Yue..."

Some people say that there is always a strange connection between brothers and sisters. The tacit understanding between him and Lin Jueshui is not only reflected in daily life, but even the people he likes are so compatible.

But yes, who doesn't like a girl like Su Yue

Quiet as water, moving like a rabbit, but also understanding, gentle and amiable. The most wonderful thing is that she and Lin Jueshui still have a trace of intellectual sympathy in it.

After all, they are the children of a teacher's family. Although the Su family is poor, they will never be poor in education.

Su Yue has read poetry and books since she was a child, and she has extensive knowledge and memorization. She and Lin Youyuan said, "One goes two or three miles, and there are four or five houses in Yancun". What a coincidence, Eight Immortals..."

It is different from Lin Jueshui.

He has the temperament of a scholar she yearns for, he can talk high-spirited, and he can also be a small bridge and flowing water.

At that time, Su Yue looked at his elegant and modest face, and had an illusion of soul connection, which made her heart throb.

When she turned around and ran out, she happened to collide with Lin Youyuan, and the man hurriedly hid the torn cloth behind him.

"Hey, why are you running so fast, rushing to reincarnate?"

Su Yue stomped her feet angrily, her face was a little red.

"If you don't know how to speak, just shut your mouth. I'll make you some braised pork this afternoon, and treat it like a donkey's liver and lungs!"

After all, he ran away without a trace.

Lin Youyuan looked at her leaving back and scratched his head and smiled: "Damn girl, I never came here so often before."

Lin Jueshui heard the movement coming out of the room, looked at the floral cloth in his hand, and a smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"For Su Yue? Are you..."

Lin Youyuan opened his mouth into an exaggerated O shape: "Me? Her? Brother, stop joking, I like no one and I won't like her, fierce hag."

"Are you fierce?" Lin Jueshui recalled her every frown, smile, and every move: "She is quite a gentle girl."

Lin Youyuan threw the cloth into his arms: "This is just a thank you gift from her for taking care of me when I was injured. If she comes next time and I'm not at home, you can give it to her for me. I don't want to owe others Favor."

Love comes quickly, and it is always inexplicable. Even though Lin Jueshui repeatedly told himself to stay away from Su Yue in his heart, he still fell in love inevitably, especially after hearing his younger brother so-and-so After the answer.

He felt relieved, thinking about helping those people in Shanghai finish the last batch of goods, he stopped and divorced that woman, and then came back to pursue Su Yue openly, and by the way, he also helped his younger brother find a good marriage.

At that time, Lin Jueshui hadn't lost the last ray of good vision for this world. He firmly believed that as long as he worked hard enough, he would be able to break through the darkness and turn his heart to the light.

It's just that before that, he needs time.

Three years and five years later, Song Yiwu obeyed the arrangement of the elders in his family and got married. His wife was from a poor and lower-middle peasant family, but she was a very cute girl with a cheerful and lively personality.

Lin Youyuan knocked on the melon seeds and asked him, "Why do you like each other?"

The honest and honest person blushed, "Just... just... well... I don't know either!"

Zhao Junfeng yelled: "I know, I know, before the two of them got together, my sister-in-law made lunch every day and went to the gate of the Public Security Bureau..."

Song Yiwu, wearing the groom's official clothes, rushed over to cover his mouth: "Only you know a lot!"

Su Yue pushed the well-dressed bride in: "Worship, worship, give way!"

We got a little drunk at the wedding that night.

Lin Youyuan was lying on the balcony of his house to breathe, Song Yiwu came in with another jug of wine and handed him a porcelain bowl.

The man raised his eyes and waved his hands weakly: "Hi, stop drinking, it's really..."

At the wedding banquet, Lin Youyuan, as the best man, helped him hold a lot of wine, Song Yiwu smiled slightly, and poured him soup from the jar.

"Your sister-in-law knows that you drink too much, so she specially made sober soup. The guest room is cleaned up for you. Go to bed early after drinking."

"My sister-in-law still loves me." Lin Youyuan squinted his eyes and smiled, and clinked a glass full with him even though he was holding hangover soup.

Song Yiwu also took a sip of the hangover soup made by his daughter-in-law, and lay on the railing to blow the air: "I said, Xiao Zhao also has someone he likes, and you, Su Yue or..."

Lin Youyuan turned over, put his elbows on the railing, and looked at the street lights in the distance: "Hey, you know, I didn't mention it much."

Song Yiwu: "I mean, I want you to solemnly express your feelings to others..."

He didn't finish his sentence.

Lin Youyuan moved his gaze to the circle of light under the street lamp.

Two people stood quietly in the long alley.

Su Yue stuffed the envelope into Lin Jueshui's hand, and mustered up the courage to stand on tiptoe and kiss his side face.

Lin Jueshui was slightly taken aback, she had already turned her head and ran out.

Song Yiwu turned his head to look at him: "What's wrong with you?"

Lin Youyuan looked away, turned around and drank the hangover soup in the porcelain bowl in one gulp, tasted a bit of bitterness, and handed it back to him.

"Satisfied with wine and food, go home."

***

"After that, Lin Jueshui and I had the most intense quarrel ever. I asked him to marry Su Yue, but he refused and didn't tell me why. In a hurry, I did it. Su Yue, who happened to be passing by after get off work, Saw… "

***

"Lin Youyuan, stop quickly, are you crazy?!" The moment the woman rushed over, the stick in his hand stopped.

Lin Youyuan panted heavily: "Get out of the way, I will kill him today..."

Su Yue glanced at Lin Jueshui, who was lying on the ground covered in blood, and rushed over to grab his arm: "Why? What did your brother do to you, you want to beat him like this, he treats you so well!"

Lin Youyuan pushed the man away: "Get out, it's none of your business, if you stop me again, I'll beat you too!"

Su Yue's eyes turned red with anger: "Lin Youyuan, you are a psycho!!!"

Lin Youyuan was also furious: "I'm crazy, and only crazy people like you! Pooh! You open your eyes and see what's so good about him. He's flirting with you, flirting with you, but he doesn't want to marry you, Su Yue, you Is your brain flooded?!"

Su Yue was startled, her face turned pale and pale, tears fell before she opened her mouth.

Lin Jueshui got up from the ground and pulled the man behind him: "Yueyue, don't worry about it, this is between me and him."

Lin Youyuan looked at his face covered with blood, and then looked at Su Yue who wept silently but still stood firmly by his side.

He gritted his teeth, threw the stick, turned his head and walked away.

Lin Jueshui stumbled and chased after two steps: "Da Yuan, where are you going, listen to me..."

Lin Youyuan glanced back at him, also looking at Su Yue through his figure.

"Don't worry about it, take care of her, otherwise I'll never end with you."

***

"After that, I was disheartened, so I decided to leave Jiangcheng. Before I left, I said goodbye to Song Yiwu, and asked him to take care of Su Yue more, so that no one would bully her."

***

Song Yiwu smoked a cigarette, frowning: "What's the matter!"

Zhao Junfeng came forward wiping away his tears: "Brother Xiao Lin, don't leave, we will help you get Sister Yueyue back."

Lin Youyuan sneered: "What are you thinking, that's my brother."

If possible, he still hopes that he can be happy and they can be happy. If he is unwilling to marry Su Yue because he cares about him, then he can just leave.

Song Yiwu extinguished the cigarette butt on the rock: "It doesn't matter if you want to go south, there are many opportunities to make a fortune, maybe you will meet him, but there is one thing..."

Lin Youyuan was extremely clever and quick-witted, so he guessed it right away.

"The last case."

"Well, I have some clues. I followed their transport vehicle to Qiongzhou City, which is close to Southeast Asia. This is a big case. The above means don't startle the snake. We need an informant to pass the news, but I think..."

When Song Yiwu said this, he frowned, as if he didn't want him to go, but Lin Youyuan readily agreed.

"I'll go, don't let the opportunity to make a fortune be in vain."

Zhao Junfeng: "Brother Yiwu means that it's not peaceful over there. You were alone in the past, so you better leave..."

Lin Youyuan took a sip from the wine jar placed on the reef, and wiped his lips: "It's good if it's not peaceful. Only when it's not peaceful can you fish in troubled waters and make a name for yourself."

Song Yiwu smiled slightly, and took a sip of it too.

"I know I can't persuade you, but you are the only one who can do this job, it's just Da Yuan..." The man called him by his nickname, and patted him on the shoulder earnestly.

"My brothers have been together for so long, what can be done and what can't be done, what money can be collected and what money can't be taken, in fact, you are as clear as a mirror in your heart."

"If you encounter difficulties, think about me, Xiaofeng, Yueyue, and your brother. If you are a man, just grit your teeth and carry it. A person's life is more than just money, and there are other pursuits. You What do you think?"

Lin Youyuan knew that he was afraid that he would go astray.

It's strange to say that Song Yiwu should be the type of person he dislikes the most, but later he saved himself from danger many times, and when he got along with him, he felt like he was both a teacher and a friend.

Until later, he became famous and had a wealth of tens of thousands of dollars. Song Yiwu passed away. As he got older, even his appearance became blurred.

From time to time, Lin Youyuan still thinks back to the first time we met. He was not afraid of power and gently wiped off the dust on the national emblem, and this unforgettable sentence has pulled him back from the crossroads where he wandered countless times.

He was different from Zhao Junfeng, even though his feet were deep in the mud, he still kept a faint spark in his heart.

At that time, Lin Youyuan thought that as long as he earned enough money, he would come back, live with his good brothers, and continue to live a life of gossiping and chatting, and if he made meritorious service, maybe his father's case would be rehabilitated.

When he was a child, he would be slapped by his father whenever he took a bunch of candied haws from a street vendor.

Even though many years have passed, he still firmly believes that his father will not be a corrupt person.

It's just that what he didn't expect was that when he came back, everything had changed and turned upside down.

***

"I have been lurking in Qiongzhou for five years, and occasionally go back to Jiangcheng to visit. Through various signs, Lin Jueshui is inextricably linked with that drug production and drug trafficking organization. Although I am unwilling to accept this reality, I have to contact him. Standing on the opposite side."

When Lin Youyuan said this, he turned the green wrench on his thumb, and his expression was a little dark.

"Lin Yan, you must be very surprised. People like me, who are so greedy for money, why don't they sell and manufacture drugs, and do illegal business. This is obviously the shortcut to making money quickly."

"It's good for you to think this way, because you haven't seen what a real drug addict looks like, and you haven't seen what real darkness looks like. Those drug addicts don't deserve to be called human beings at all. They can do it for a bag of white flour Doing anything, selling children, taking away parents' life savings, selling one's own body... are commonplace."

"I once witnessed with my own eyes that in a small village, a drug-addicted father beat up his daughter and asked her to go out to beg to earn drug money for him."

"A young couple in their early twenties came to work in the city. The husband became addicted to drugs and passed it on to his wife. They both contracted AIDS because many people shared needles. Unfortunately, the woman was pregnant and had no money. I went to the hospital to have an abortion or to have an abortion, and I had no money to buy milk powder for the child, so I had to breastfeed the child, so the child was born as an AIDS patient and an addict. When we rescued the child, he hugged his mother’s cold body and did not let go. It is normal. I can't feed the milk powder at all... "

"If you have seen such a world, you will not want to become such a person..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, he raised his head, his wrinkles stretched out, and smiled at the camera.

"Of course, I hope you will never see this, let alone become such a person."

Lin Yan's shoulders trembled slightly, and he clenched the quilt tightly with his hands. Song Yuhang held her head and pressed her into his arms.

"If it feels uncomfortable, we don't watch it."

Lin Yan sniffed, then raised his head again, his eyes were red.

"I didn't understand him when he was alive, but now that he's gone, I think about it."

What Lin Yan wanted to know was how he and Lin Jueshui broke up, how they got to where they are now, and the words she asked him when she was eighteen: Dad, do you really love me

Song Yuhang thought that the answer she wanted was hidden in this video, and her father was also related to this past event.

She really couldn't be indifferent, or even empathize with her.

Song Yuhang kissed the top of her hair, his voice was a little hoarse.

"Strange, isn't it, but it doesn't matter, as long as you want, I'll be with you."

When he returned his attention to the video, perhaps because he had been sitting for too long, Lin Youyuan started to cough, and he also sped up his speech a little, omitting some details.

What he wanted to tell Lin Yan was what happened later, about her mother, and what he regretted most in his life.

"Zhao Junfeng is married. I saw her at the wedding banquet. She lost a lot of weight and was very haggard. Her face no longer had the bright smile of the past. I asked her why she became like this, but she didn't tell me. I found Song Yiwu, and after repeated questioning, he reluctantly told me that about half a year ago, his wife took the child for a physical examination, and by chance she came out of the obstetrics and gynecology department alone. That day, she was undergoing an abortion."

Why did Song Yiwu know so clearly, because in those days, it was impossible to hide things like pregnancy out of wedlock, so she was punished by the hospital and lost her job.

When Zhao Junfeng found out, he was furious and wanted to settle the score with Lin Jueshui. Su Yue cried and threw herself down from the bed and hugged his leg.

"Please, don't go...don't go...I am willing...don't tell Da Yuan..."

***

"But I finally figured it out. Jealousy, anger, hatred and alcohol went to my head. I copied the knife and went to Shanghai to find Lin Jueshui. Su Yue caught up and hugged me tightly from behind, crying. That evening… "

Lin Youyuan was silent for a while, with a slightly unnatural expression on his face, frowning with regret and sadness.

Lin Yan understood, she probably came to this world as a fertilized egg at that time, it's no wonder why her mother took her away after she was born, she would rather wander around than return to the Lin family.

Even facing the video, she couldn't help blurting out: "This old bastard..."

The old bastard in the picture coughed again, and after a while he said: "At this time, I found some blue crystals in Lin Jueshui's home. I am very familiar with those things. I saw someone smoke it sometime. Yes, you guessed it right, the composition of that thing is 70% to 80% similar to the blue liquid in the test tube you took for your subordinates to test, so I have a reason I suspect that this thing was made by him."

"I used to think that Lin Jueshui and I would be good brothers for life. No, we were. But until that moment, when I found out that the girl I loved was cheated by him, and I found out that he had been doing some illegal things without telling me. Shaken, I looked for him before the police deployed."

"Lin Jueshui returned to Jiangcheng the next day. He didn't seem to expect that I would come back suddenly. He was very pleasantly surprised. At the same time, he was a little nervous. He looked around the room before he relaxed and greeted me."

***

He took things out of the bag he was carrying, with joy written all over his face: "Why did you come back suddenly? I haven't seen you for a few years and got a little tan. Have you found the girl you like? By the way, I brought some from Shanghai. The lotus cake came back and was originally bought for Su Yue, but she likes sweets just like you."

Lin Youyuan was stabbed by this name, and looked at him coldly: "Why don't you marry her?"

Lin Jueshui was startled, and continued to take out things: "Hey, Yueyue is a good girl, I'm not good enough for her."

Lin Youyuan rushed over and lifted his collar, his eyes were about to burst: "Do you know, do you know, she..."

Lin Jueshui looked into his eyes and said, "I know."

Lin Youyuan punched him in the face and roared hoarsely: "Bastard, what are you hiding from me?!"

Lin Jueshui couldn't answer, nor could he answer, he could only use silence to fight against his hoarseness.

Where he couldn't see, his brother's back was straight, but he kept clenching his fists tightly and trembling slightly until Lin Youyuan slammed the door and left.

Lin Jueshui fell down on the chair, covered his face with his hands, and his shoulders shook violently.

He can't say.

It cannot be said that he is married and has a child.

It cannot be said that he actually colluded with drug gangs and made drugs for them all the year round to collect money overseas.

He used the money to buy a house and a car to live in a big villa, and gave Su Yue the life she wanted. When she knew she was pregnant, Lin Jueshui also thought about washing her hands and never doing it again. Divorce a woman without the slightest emotion.

The woman's brother stepped on him, pointed a gun to his head and said, "No more, that's fine. The last batch of goods hasn't been tested yet, so I'll just use that woman."

Lin Jueshui looked at the photo of Su Yue in his hand, and shouted hysterically: "Don't touch her!!!"

Just like Lin Youyuan didn't expect him to make drugs, Lin Jueshui didn't expect his younger brother to betray him.

***

"They have factories in Shanghai, Jiangcheng, Qiongzhou and many other places. Lin Jueshui thought I had returned to Qiongzhou. In fact, I had been following him during those days and found out most of their factory addresses. That's how I sold him. Gave it to the police."

Lin Youyuan was expressionless when he said this passage, but Lin Yan still heard a trace of pain and struggle from his slightly stiff tone.

"It's a pity that God's wishes don't come true. When I was on guard against Lin Jueshui, the other party was also on guard against him. After realizing that someone was following him, he quietly arrested Su Yue and asked him to choose between me and this woman."

"Kill me and let them go. You can also divorce his sister. By the way, his classmate was also called Dingye at that time."

"On the contrary, either just watch Su Yue being tortured to death, that kind of sex is not only spiritual, but also..."

When Lin Youyuan said this, the muscles on his face trembled slightly, and he gritted his teeth.

"Which man can bear the woman he loves being raped in front of him... Lin Jueshui went crazy, he even wanted to commit suicide, those people certainly wouldn't let him do so, so they started beating me, my leg was crushed at that time Lively interrupted."

When Lin Jueshui said this, he didn't even express much expression, but Lin Yan believed that he was just numb.

"He is a coward. He can neither save his beloved woman nor his own brother. But at that time, I was very strange. The police clearly sent someone to follow me, but they didn't appear for a long time. I know , This is their internal problem. At that time, the team leaders responsible for leading the team were Song Yiwu and Zhao Junfeng. In those years, Zhao Junfeng was promoted very quickly. I didn't take it to heart until... "

Song Yuhang, who was off-screen, swallowed lightly. She was still young when her father died. This was a sad thing for her mother, so naturally she would not mention it too much. Later, she also checked on the public security intranet, and the only thing left was It's just a few words:

Song Yiwu (1940-1973), male, Han nationality, second-level sergeant of the Criminal Investigation Detachment of Jiangcheng Public Security Bureau, Binhai Province, died in a major operation in December 1973 at the age of 33.

Like his other colleagues, he turned into a gray photo, floating in the vast ocean of information. The only thing left to him by the times was the cold word "sacrifice". Except for Lin Youyuan, no one knew what happened on that day. something happened.

Zhao Junfeng also knew it, but he had to forget it, because every step of his subsequent promotion was stepping on bones.