"Seeing that they were going to feed Su Yue the drug he made by himself, Lin Jueshui was still shaken. He picked up the gun from the ground and pointed it at me. At this time, the reinforcements had not arrived, and Zhao Junfeng probably Unexpectedly, during the few minutes of his delay, Song Yiwu would die."
"At that time, the high-level police gave them the order to stay put and stand by. Song Yiwu broke away from the main force and came to find me. As soon as the gunshots rang out, he rushed out."
When Lin Youyuan said this, he gently closed his eyes, and his shoulders trembled slightly.
Song Yuhang outside the screen also clenched his teeth, clenched his fingers into a fist, and when Lin Yan released her hand, there were already bloodstains on her palm.
It is not difficult to imagine how tragic the scene was.
Lin Youyuan dragged his two crippled legs to crawl over. Blood dripped down his trousers, staining a large area of his body red.
He raised his head: "Brother, brother, brother Yiwu, wake up! Wake up! Don't sleep, don't sleep! I'll take you to the doctor, sister-in-law and children are still waiting for you to go home, brother !!!”
Men don't shed tears lightly, that day Lin Youyuan cried all the tears in his life.
A steady stream of blood poured out of his body, and the shot hit his throat, piercing his vocal cords and neck arteries, leaving a bowl-sized scar.
Lin Youyuan covered him, Song Yiwu couldn't say anything, and as he coughed, the dark red and warm blood flowed down his fingers to the ground.
With the last ounce of strength, he held his hand and barely uttered a few monosyllables: "Go... you... sister-in-law... child..."
Lin Youyuan cried bitterly, and nodded desperately: "I know, I know, brother, don't talk, I'll take you away, take you home, you'll be fine, you'll be fine..."
As he spoke, he wanted to lift him up and hug him, but his legs could no longer exert any strength, and Song Yiwu's arm slipped from his hand, and the two of them fell into the mud together.
"Brother! Brother!!!"
His hoarse cries and sirens sounded together, and the large troops finally arrived.
It was a melee.
Gunshots, explosions, footsteps, walkie-talkies... Lin Youyuan couldn't hear them all.
He only heard the cries of himself and Su Yue.
He was crying for Song Yiwu, but Su Yue was crying for another person who killed him.
"No, Xiaofeng, don't, don't kill him!"
Zhao Junfeng was pointing a gun at him, his eyes were red from the smoke.
"He killed brother Yiwu, he either surrenders or dies!"
Su Yue rushed over and hugged Zhao Junfeng's thigh: "Xiaofeng, Xiaofeng, please, let him go, let him go, okay? No one will see it, and I promise he won't come back again, and won't do evil again it's..."
Song Yiwu's body held in Lin Youyuan's arms was already cold, and the warm blood flowing out of him failed to melt the ice and snow, and turned into a layer of hard frozen soil.
He picked the blood-stained soil with his fingers, and caught a fire bomb thrown by someone who didn't know, maybe it was left by the criminals who fled in a hurry.
Just like the slow motion replay of the moment Lin Jueshui pulled the trigger at him.
Lin Jueshui's pupils also reflected the burning glass bottle flying towards him.
The eyes of the two brothers were filled with the same unwillingness, anger, shock and pain.
When she was submerged in the sea of flames, Su Yue rushed over to die with him, but was held back by Zhao Junfeng.
Lin Youyuan watched his hair and clothes start to catch fire, struggled, shouted, staggered back, fell into a pile of grain, and was engulfed by the sea of flames.
He cried and cried and laughed, laughed and laughed and cried again.
Lin Youyuan looked up at the goose feather snow falling one after another. Those snow particles smashed down his head and brain with a bloody smell. At first he could clearly see that it was white, until finally, his vision gradually turned red, red, Until the endless blackness.
The last thing he did before he passed out was picking up Song Yiwu's gun and hiding it in his arms.
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"It's been half a month since I woke up. During this half month, the doctor tried all kinds of methods but failed to stop the infection and inflammation of my legs. I had no choice but to amputate my legs. After that, Zhao Junfeng came to see However, according to the regulations, all the guns of the sacrificed criminal policemen must be handed in, I don’t know what method he used to keep Song Yiwu’s gun, but obviously, at that time, he already had this ability.”
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The young man has changed into a brand new uniform, and it seems that he has been promoted again.
Zhao Junfeng put the gun on the table: "Brother Yiwu's gun, I think you held it when you were unconscious, so I brought it here for you."
Lin Youyuan stared at him with dark eyes, motionless.
Zhao Junfeng felt a little uncomfortable from this look, and rubbed his nose: "I also brought you two jars of Huadiao wine, but let's make an agreement, you can drink it only after you recover from your injury."
Lin Youyuan's eyes fell on the wine jar, and turned back to his face numbly.
"Why didn't you come earlier?" He just woke up, still very breathless, and said hoarsely.
Zhao Junfeng didn't hear it clearly, and moved closer to the bed, trying to cover him with the quilt.
"Brother Lin..."
"Don't call me brother!" The man lying on the bed suddenly became agitated, grabbed his collar, and pushed the man in front of him, his eyes tearing apart.
"Why...why didn't you come earlier?!"
He was panting heavily, his face flushed abnormally due to excitement, and the infusion stand was crumbling.
"I..." Zhao Junfeng spoke with difficulty, before he finished speaking, he fell down straight again and twitched.
"Doctor, doctor, come quickly!" He stabilized the man and turned around to call the doctor.
Not long after, a group of people in white coats ran in, pushed him out, closed the curtain and began to rescue him.
Zhao Junfeng looked at his hands in vain, obviously there was nothing in those hands except some calluses. But he always felt that since that day, his hands were covered with invisible blood.
After a while, the doctor came out to inform that the rescue was successful, and the hand hanging in mid-air slowly slipped down.
Zhao Junfeng left a sentence, "Take good care of him, call me if there is any situation", then turned and left.
That day, including until now, Lin Youyuan didn't know why he went there.
Zhao Junfeng bought the low-quality cigarettes that cost five yuan and two packs that he used to smoke, and took two taels of soju, and came to Su Yue's house, which was already empty.
The dilapidated door panel was covered with cobwebs, swaying in the wind, and through the window, one could see that the furnishings in the house were still the same, but there were no more boys and girls who were drinking and chatting happily.
He went downstairs with the wine, passed a few children pushing hoops, walked through the long alleys, and came straight to the river beach he often visited. Before Lin Youyuan left for Qiongzhou, they said goodbye here.
Zhao Junfeng lit a cigarette in the cold wind and put it on the nearby reef, and the wine was also opened to dry.
As dusk fell, he took a puff, and the smoke on the reef was blown short by the wind.
He remembered the last line of dialogue that day.
Lin Youyuan was about to leave, so he patted him on the shoulder: "Come on, boy, I will see you get promoted and get rich when I come back, so don't be bullied anymore."
Song Yiwu hooked his neck and smiled: "Of course, Xiaofeng is smarter than me, and he will come to trouble again. If he wants to be an official, he must be a good official."
How did the young man respond
"Well, if I become a high-ranking official, I will definitely vindicate Xiao Lin and won't let anyone bully you again!"
Now that five years have passed, the young man has fulfilled his promise, rehabilitated his good friend's father, presided over his good brother's memorial service in person, and posthumously honored him as a "Police Hero" on behalf of the organization. He personally sent the captain who recruited him to the prison.
He knew a long time ago that he was the one connected with the criminal gang, and he had been waiting for such an opportunity. He didn't actually give the order to stay on the spot. He just thought, just wait for two minutes, as long as two minutes. If the criminal escapes because of this, his captain will definitely take the responsibility, and he will never stand up again.
As it turns out, he was right.
Zhao Junfeng reported the evidence to the senior leadership with all the evidence collected before, and he really went to jail.
Today is the day when the procuratorate officially issued a document requesting his arrest.
When Zhao Junfeng thought of this, the cigarette butt burned his fingers.
His tears rolled down.
Brother Yiwu, I will avenge you.
After a gust of wind, the cigarette butts placed on the reef flickered, and the ashes floated into the river like ashes.
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"After that, Zhao Junfeng became famous and was transferred to the anti-drug detachment. I sent someone to find Su Yue, but she disappeared without leaving a word. Because of helping the police, I can enjoy both black and white, and soon improved. Lin Cheng came to me at that time. By the way, he was not my own. He was brought back from the orphanage. His parents They all died of drug addiction."
"I adopted him because of my own reputation, and because I want to pay off the debts I have done in the past."
"At that time, I thought Lin Jueshui was dead. After all, the fire burned his body beyond recognition, so when Lin Ge's mother came to join me in her arms, I didn't refuse. I looked at the child's immature face and felt heartbroken. Think, this is the only relative I have in the world.”
When the old man said this, his masseter muscles moved slightly, and it was not difficult for Lin Yan to see that he was gnashing his teeth.
"But I didn't expect it to be a tiger. Do you remember when you were six years old?"
What happened that summer, because it was too painful, Lin Yan chose to forget it physiologically, and she never mentioned it to anyone, but under Lin Youyuan's reminder, the memory came overwhelmingly.
That was the third year she came to the Lin family, and she had a good relationship with Lin Ge, and the two of them went to the primary and junior high schools of the same noble school.
Because of the proximity, Lin Ke let go of Xue Xue and stopped by to pick her up.
After the get out of class bell rang, Lin Yan waited for a long time under the banyan tree at the school gate with his schoolbag on his back. He didn't come until the sun set and the crowd cleared away.
The children scratched the dirt on the ground boredly, and picked up branches to scratch the ants who were moving.
Suddenly, a stone fell on her head.
Lin Yan covered his head and stood up: "Who? Who hit me?"
Lin Cheng jumped out from behind the tree: "Hey, why are you alone today and didn't come home with Lin Ge?"
"I want you to take care of it!" The little girl threw the branch over and smashed it on his school uniform aggressively.
The boy was not annoyed, but frowned impatiently, and wiped the dust off his clothes.
"Hey, it's going to be dark soon, and the weather forecast says it will rain at night, do you want to go home with me..."
The girl still remembered how he often bullied her, and looked at him angrily.
Lin Cheng helplessly spread his hands: "I don't understand, I'm your brother too, why do you only treat him alone? Okay, okay, just don't appreciate it, I'll go back by myself."
As the boy said, he picked up the schoolbag in front of him and threw it on his shoulders. Just as he was about to turn around and leave, a shadow fell in front of him.
He looked along the toe of the shoe, and saw that the person who came was a thick-skinned man with a scarred face, and he was looking at him maliciously.
He turned his head and shouted at Lin Yan: "Run!"
Before he could finish speaking, he was knocked unconscious by a knife in one hand. The man grabbed Lin Yan's collar and lifted him up. Lin Yan struggled violently and bit his wrist, causing him pain. She fell to the ground, got up and ran, and ran into a wall within two steps. When she looked up, the other party lifted her collar and stuffed a veil stained with medicine into her mouth , she quickly lost consciousness.
When he woke up again, he was in an abandoned factory.
Lin Yan recalled this, biting his lip slightly, his eyes were watery, and his whole body was trembling.
Song Yuhang held her face in his hands, wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "It's okay, it's okay, it's all over, don't think about it..."
Lin Yan shook his head, took off her hand, and squeezed it hard, trying to give himself a little strength in this way.
She is not a person who loves to cry, but when talking about this incident, she inevitably choked up.
"No, no, you don't know... Lin Ge has always been a very punctual person, and he will not miss appointments for no reason. He said that the teacher was late, so it turned out that it was not like this..."
What was Lin Ge doing at that time
He is a three-good student, and it happened to be on duty. After waiting for all the students to leave, he cleaned up, wiped the blackboard, picked up his schoolbag and was about to leave. He had just locked the door of the classroom when he turned around and saw a man standing not far away waiting he.
It was a completely unfamiliar face, wearing a peaked cap, the face could not be seen clearly, and the only exposed chin was covered with scars.
"You are..." The boy looked at the empty corridor and stepped back vigilantly.
The man looked at his face that was very similar to his own, and tried to make his tone sound softer.
"I know about your father, come with me."
Lin Ge looked at his back as he turned and left, hesitated for a while, and then heeled up.
During the half hour of his conversation with Lin Jueshui, Lin Yan suffered the first catastrophe in his life.
The boy at that time didn't know anything, he was immersed in the joy of knowing the past of his father's life.
His mother and Lin Youyuan never told him this.
When the man left, he asked: "You... who are you and what is your name?"
Lin Jueshui turned around, as if he wanted to raise his hand to touch his head, but felt abrupt, and withdrew his hand.
"Call me Daddy."
Lin Ge felt a strong reluctance in his heart: "Will we see you again?"
The man said lightly: "Yes, whenever you need it, and don't tell anyone what happened today, especially your uncle, you have to be very vigilant against him, he is not as easy to get along with as he looks on the surface. "
By the time Lin Ge hurried back to the school gate, the sun had already set, and Lin Yan's schoolbag fell to the ground.
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"Lin Cheng's death was indeed an accident. The autopsy report showed that he was hit by a blunt object on the temple and killed him when he was struggling..." Lin Youyuan rubbed the center of his brows when he said this.
"Forget it, let's not mention it. When people are old, it is always easy to think about the past. Then, after you were rescued, the police also checked the surveillance cameras near the school and found that Lin Ge was there at that time. They should have gone to find him. When you met and went home, you followed another man to the dead end of the surveillance. Although it was only a vague figure from the back, I still felt that it might be him, and he came back, and a huge fear swept over me. "
When he said this, Lin Yan actually understood.
Lin Ge felt ashamed of her, that's why he treated her even harder later on, almost responding to every request, doing everything a brother can do, and even because of this kind of guilt, he developed a perverted desire to protect and possess. It led to all tragedies later, including Chu Nan's death.
As for Lin Youyuan, because of this fear of the unknown, and in order to protect his only blood, he was forced to sacrifice his family affection and alienated her step by step.
Is this really the case
Lin Yan was actually only half right.
A few years have passed since she was kidnapped, and both she and Lin Ge have also transferred to other schools.
But teenagers still hear this voice from time to time:
"Hey, Lin Ge, ask your younger sister to come out and play with us, anyway, I have nothing to do on weekends."
"That's right, primary school girl, how tender." Someone echoed.
"I have to go to cram school on weekends." The boy calmly put the books in his schoolbag, got up and walked outside.
The classmate with malicious intentions grabbed his schoolbag strap.
"What are you pretending to be? Who doesn't know that your sister was..."
Before he could finish his sentence, he punched the head on the bridge of the nose.
The classmate leaned over, knocked over a few desks, and wiped the nosebleed from his face: "Damn it, give it to me!"
After a burst of punching and kicking, Lin Ge fell to the ground, protecting his head, and someone kicked him hard in the lower abdomen several times.
His eyes went dark, someone raised a stool and smashed it on his lower body, a great pain hit him, and the young man screamed out.
No one knew about this except Lin's mother, and he never told Lin Yan that he was actually a disabled person until his death.
As for the relationship between Lin Youyuan and her, it's not that he didn't want to make up for it in the past, but he was too busy with work to take care of it. When he came to his senses, Lin Yan had grown up like a weed blown by the wind.
Lin Yan, who had experienced that incident, became even more difficult to get close to. In addition, he had reached puberty again, and his personality was very rebellious, arrogant and domineering.
Lin Youyuan, a middle-aged man who has not yet learned how to love someone even though he is in his forties, how can he teach his daughter
He wanted to break his head, but he could only use the same way in the business field, give her money, give her everything she wanted, even the stars in the sky, and at that time, these were exactly what Lin Yan sneered at the most.
The two gradually drifted apart in this way, and they never got close until they died.
Of course, it is undeniable that Lin Youyuan intentionally allowed this gap to grow bigger and bigger. Only in this way can Lin Yan be safer.
He knew very well that his abilities were limited, and no one would protect Lin Yan after a hundred years. All she could rely on was her own strength.
When the eaglets are just born and can't fly, they will be picked up by the eagle father and mother and thrown from the cliff. Only the eaglets that adapt to this change and successfully take off can survive smoothly.
This is the survival of the fittest, natural selection, and also a perverted and deformed love.
This kind of love can make a person powerful, or it can destroy a person's life.
In fact, hearing this, Lin Yan really wanted to ask him: "Do you regret it? What if I fall to my death?"
The old man on the screen smiled and leaned back in the wheelchair with a trace of peace on his face.
"When Song Yuhang took you away from me that day, I was actually very happy. Lin Yan, you have grown up and have your own destination. You are no longer that young eagle that stumbled and took off."
After he finished speaking, he coughed twice and returned to the topic.
"I wanted to say goodbye to you, but I said so much without knowing it. You should have guessed what I'm going to say next."
Lin Yan's pupils shrank, sure enough.
"It's about Chen Chunan. You must be wondering why I didn't drive Lin Ge out of the house to avoid future troubles, but in fact, if you reach my age, you will only make the same decision as me. Never The decisive evidence shows that the blurry figure is Lin Jueshui. Second, Lin Ge grew up with me. I regard him, his mother, and you as a family. I want me to abandon my relatives for an unfounded guess. I can not do it."
When he was talking about this, Lin Yan was trembling slightly, Song Yuhang had no choice but to hug her tightly, resting his chin on the top of her hair, giving her strength in this way.
"All I can do is send him to study abroad, keep him away from everything you have, and I didn't even let him come back during the Spring Festival, but now that I think about it, I gave you and him enough money, but never cared enough .”
"The summer vacation when you were eighteen was an exception. Lin Ge secretly booked a plane ticket and ran back to give you a coming-of-age ceremony. I guess you know that Chen Chunan was indeed killed by him, but the accomplice was Lin Jueshui. "
Lin Yan deeply remembered everything that happened that day, even if his soul was lost.
June 18th, her birthday, was also the day when the admission letter for the college entrance examination was issued.
It started to rain that day in the morning, and it turned into a torrential rain in the afternoon.
After lunch, she went out to the martial arts gym to practice Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu. About two hours later, she met with Chu Nan at school. In the evening, they went to watch a movie and eat hot pot together. Well, let's go drinking and sing K together, and we won't return if we don't get drunk.
Two hours later, the rain was getting heavier. She spread her clothes to cover her head and stood on the porch to hide from the rain. The phone still had 5% battery, so she had the last phone call with Chu Nan.
"Hello, Lin Yan?"
"Well, it's me, are you on your way to school?"
The sound of raindrops hitting the umbrella cloth can be heard.
Holding the schoolbag in his arms, Chen Chunan walked with a deep foot and a shallow foot: "Well, where are you?"
"I'm at the gate of the martial arts hall. It's raining too much, so I might be late." Lin Yan looked at his watch and answered her like this.
The other party smiled, even though the pouring rain did not disturb her good mood, her voice was as sweet as ever.
"It's okay, I'm almost there, why don't you pick it up for me, don't come here in a while, anyway, your home is not far from the school, go home directly."
"What's the matter, you are alone..."
The girl smiled: "The special treatment only for birthday stars."
The phone was about to run out of battery, Lin Yan looked at his watch, and turned his attention to an unlocked bicycle parked not far away.
She gritted her teeth and ran over: "Okay, then you wait for me at the door of my house, and I will ask the housekeeper to go down to pick you up."
After hanging up the phone, she wanted to call the housekeeper, but when she wiped off the rainwater on the phone, she realized that the screen was black because of the lack of power.
"Fuck."
Lin Yan cursed secretly, put the mobile phone in his pocket, got on the bicycle and started to drive home.
After arriving home, there was no one she was thinking of at the door, so Lin Yan was drenched and ran into the house.
"Chunan, where's Chunan?"
"Have you seen Chu Nan, my classmate?"
"A tall and thin girl about my age, have you seen her?"
She asked the housekeeper, the servants, the cleaner, and even went to the next door to ask Lin Ke, but the answer she got was that she had never seen her, and no such person had been here.
When she panicked, it was Lin Ge who comforted her.
"Don't be afraid, maybe it's raining too much and you're still at school and haven't come over yet. I'll send someone to look for it."
Lin Yan nodded blankly, and changed a mobile phone to call her non-stop, but it was always turned off.
At that time, she was too anxious to ignore the sporadic blood stains on his cuffs.
She searched for a long time that day, but she was nowhere to be seen from school to the canteens, bookstores, cafes, cinemas and even the riverside, and no one had even seen her.
Chen Chunan seemed to have disappeared out of thin air.
In the evening, Chu Nan's mother called the police. Three days later, she saw her mutilated body in the funeral home.
Lin Yan used technical means to save the last phone call from Chu Nan to her.
She often listens to it over and over again.
"Hello, Lin Yan?"
"It's okay, anyway, your home is not far from the school..."
"This is a special treatment for birthday stars."
"Beep beep..."
At that time, what happened to the girl who just said her best wishes to her
This was explained by Lin Jueshui later.
Taking advantage of Lin Youyuan's absence that day, he brought his most successful experimental product to find Lin Ge as usual.
At that time, Lin Ge was an adult and took over part of the Lin family's overseas business. He needed to use this relationship to sell things to overseas countries for profit.
In a remote and uninhabited corner outside Lin's house.
Lin Ge pulled him aside: "Why are you here again?"
Lin Jueshui took off his mask: "Why, can't I come?"
Lin Ge swallowed, "Uncle Lin will be back today, so hurry up and tell me if you have anything to do, I will celebrate my sister's birthday tonight."
The man took out a blue test tube and gave it to him: "This, put this in your sister's wine, keep her..."
"Well, may I ask, is this Lin Yan's house? Hey, isn't this the elder brother of the Lin family? It seems that I found the right place. I'm here to deliver Lin Yan..."
The girl broke their secret like this.
The two turned their heads together, and Lin Ke recognized her as Lin Yan's classmate at a glance. When he went to pick her up from school, he occasionally picked her up.
But the cold light flashed by, and Lin Jueshui had already taken out the knife from his pocket.
Lin Ge rushed over: "No! She is Lin Yan's friend!"
"But she saw my face!" The man lowered his voice and roared angrily.
The expression on Chen Chunan's face changed, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket and started running outside, before she could dial the emergency number.
The man threw off Lin Ge, chased after her in three steps at a time, stabbed her in the back of the heart, and dragged her into the bushes when the bodyguards patrolling near the Lin's house looked over.
The rain water diluted the blood on the ground, and soon mixed with the sewage and flowed into the sewer.
When Lin Yan rode his bicycle back to the door, he happened to pass by the garbage truck containing Chu Nan's body. The driver was Lin Jueshui and his men pretending to be the driver.
In the evening, Lin Yan was taken to the police station for questioning, while Lin Ge avoided the crowd and came to Lin Jueshui's residence in Jiangcheng.
He tugged at his collar and growled: "Where did you hide the man? Come and surrender with me!"
Lin Jueshui slapped him away, straightened his collar, sneered, and suddenly had a brilliant idea looking at his distraught face.
"Killing that girl, isn't it in your favor? Don't think I can't see your thoughts on Lin Yan. I can turn myself in, but can you get away with it? If you get into a situation, how can you protect her?" Your sister, besides, your money, your studies, your status, you are only twenty-five years old, don't you want the rest of your life?"
Seeing the young man staggering back two steps with a panicked expression on his face, Lin Jueshui smiled happily.
He just wanted to disgust Lin Youyuan to death. Is there anything more disgusting than raising a child who he regards as his own and is a murderer
Is there anything more disgusting than an older brother falling in love with a younger sister even though they are cousins
The so-called brotherhood, as early as the moment he attacked Su Yue and threw the incendiary bomb at himself, it had been burned with the flames, and the one who survived was the devil.
He wanted Lin Youyuan to live in his shadow for the rest of his life, to make his family restless and his wife and children separated.
Lin Jueshui thought so, took his shoulders and walked into the house: "Those who make big things don't care about small things. I heard that you study medicine. Come and show your hands. I have already arranged it. As long as the corpses and traces are cleaned up, no one will Turns out we did it."
What they did can indeed be called flawless. At that time, cameras were not popular, there was no on-site surveillance video, no witnesses, and no DNA testing technology. The traces left by the scene were washed away by the heavy rain.
Lin Jueshui used his connections to find Zhu Butcher, who had a problem with Chen Chunan's family, as a scapegoat. Of course, this was all arranged.
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"I know all this was an accident. It wasn't that no one saw Lin Ke throwing his body away. The cleaner who was working near the trash can witnessed everything that day and helped him. When he was chatting with people, he accidentally revealed that Lin Ke Ge threw a big suitcase, which contained a lot of books, and it was dead heavy."
"After I found out, I gave him some money and sent him back to the countryside to spend his old age in peace. He died of illness not long after."
As Lin Youyuan spoke, he looked up at her.
"A stranger you've never met, and a nephew you raised with your own hands. If it were you, who would you choose?"
Lin Yan couldn't hold back any longer, raised his hand and slammed the computer out, hit the wall, and rolled to the ground again, the parts were smashed to pieces, and spider webs were split on the screen.
Panting heavily with red eyes, she roared hoarsely into the air: "You have lied to me for fourteen years, fourteen years, so what are my fourteen years of hard pursuit?!"
"Mother Chen traveled all over the country in order to find Chunan, and finally returned to her hometown insanely, so what?!"
"What is a person who died at the age of eighteen and never survived?!"
She couldn't talk enough, watching the computer still flickering, flying down from the bed, trying to smash it to pieces.
"You feel sorry for your nephew who was raised since childhood, so who will feel sorry for Chu Nan? She is so good, so outstanding, and full of longing for the future. She is only eighteen years old... eighteen years old..."
"We made an appointment to celebrate our birthday together. Even if we go our separate ways, we still need to keep in touch. It is best to travel once a year. We will buy a house together in the future. We will be neighbors and good friends for life. If we have children, a son and a daughter Just make a baby kiss, if not, let them ask for help... "
"Lin Youyuan, you are also a murderer, a murderer!!!"
Song Yuhang hugged her by the waist, and held her firmly in his arms to prevent those sharp fragments from hurting her.
Lin Yan kicked, hit, kicked and bit to break free, but finally got tired of crying.
Song Yuhang lightly patted her on the back to comfort her, and the two of them just sat on the ground.
The overwhelmed computer made a dying electric noise, and the screen flickered, and Lin Yan gradually couldn't see his face clearly.
"Janyan, Dad is sorry for you, go home, there is something left for you under the swing in the old house."
"Lin Youyuan, you bastard! You... don't go... come back... come back!"
Lin Yan stretched out her arms to reach him, and before her fingertips touched the screen, the computer was dead.
"Lin Youyuan, get out of here! Go back out and explain clearly! Why?! Why did you do so many wrong things and just walk away like this? Don't even think about it! Don't think about it! I won't make you happy! I want to make you die even if you don't want to live..."
Lin Yan spoke plausibly, and smashed something he touched from the ground: "Speak... speak..."
By the end of the story, I was already crying.
"Lin Yan!" Song Yuhang called her name emphatically, holding her face in his hands so that her eyes would focus on his own.
"He is dead, Lin Ge is dead, Lin Jueshui has been shot, Zhao Junfeng is dead, they all paid the price for what they did, Lin Yan, don't torture yourself anymore... don't torture yourself anymore …”
When the four eyes met, Lin Yan finally regained his composure from that kind of crazy state.
Seeing the tears in Song Yuhang's eyes, she began to burst into tears again without warning.
Song Yuhang waited for her to cry enough, and carried him to take a bath.
Lin Yan is at the mercy of others like an exquisite porcelain doll.
Song Yuhang ran his fingers through her hair, blowing it for her.
Lin Yan: "You said that they all paid the price for what they did. They were shot, but what about the others?"
In order to get revenge, Lin Yan insisted on going his own way and turned himself into an inhuman and ghost in the first half of his life.
In order to seek the truth, Chen Chunan's mother wandered across most of China, and finally died in her hometown in a miserable evening.
The butcher who died unjustly in prison, Guo Xiaoguang mother and son spent the rest of their lives trembling and incognito.
Even those who have died.
Those people she personally dissected, those people written on the thousand paper cranes.
Bai Ling.
Wu Wei.
He Miao.
Ding Xue.
Li Shiping.
…
Who will pay for their youth and the life they once lived.
Song Yuhang was speechless, put down the hair dryer, took her into his arms, kissed the top of her hair, and comforted her.
She thought that maybe the most intelligent philosopher in the world, even Socrates, would not be able to answer this question.
But it doesn't matter, she can say something else, such as: I love you.
Lin Yannao was tired and cried enough, and finally fell asleep in her arms.
Song Yuhang's mobile phone by the bed vibrated, and she reached out to touch it. The sky was bright outside, and the photographer sent a wedding photo taken for them.
She browsed through them one by one, and chose the one with Lin Yan's brightest smile to post:
My dear forensic lady, don't cry.
I am willing to pay any price for loving you, this oath is valid for life, welcome to review.
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After returning from Saipan, Lin Yan quickly received a call from the auction house. The Lin Mansion that she had entrusted them to auction before she left was promising, and asked them to go and pack up their things.
As the carved iron gate slowly opened in front of his eyes, Lin Yan seemed to still be able to see the thriving crowds of the past.
Lin Youyuan was pushed out by the butler, followed by a large group of elites in suits and leather shoes.
Two half-grown children were making trouble in the garden, and the nanny followed behind.
"Lin Ge, follow up, let's go over there to play."
"Miss, miss, don't run away, you can't catch the goldfish in the pond, the master paid a lot of money to buy it back..."
Seeing that the nanny was about to catch up, the little girl raised water from the pond and splashed her all over. She ran away with the lively goldfish in her arms, but unexpectedly stepped on the moss, slipped and fell into the mud.
The goldfish is bouncing on the ground.
The girl fell on the side of the wheelchair and was picked up by one hand.
With a cold face, Lin Youyuan said in a deep voice: "Take it down, put it in confinement, and release it when you know you've made a mistake."
"Let go of me, let me go... bastard!"
…
Lin Yan blinked, but those images disappeared again.
Song Yuhang pulled people in and asked, "Where is the swing?"
Lin Yan lowered his eyes: "In the back garden."
There is an artificial forest behind Lin's mansion, which is full of sweet-scented osmanthus trees, camphor trees, white birches, and ginkgo. Each season has its own scene, and the wind blows and makes the sound of rustling leaves.
Because no one took care of it, the leaves that fell last autumn and winter formed a layer of rotten and soft soil underfoot.
The two walked with one foot deep and one foot shallow.
The swing frame was set up under the birch tree, covered with dust, shaking slightly in mid-air.
Lin Yan caressed the strangle marks on the birch tree next to him: "There was no swing here..."
"Then..." Song Yuhang asked curiously.
Lin Yan smiled: "When I was young, Lin Ge and I played here, and suddenly wanted to tie a hemp rope to a tree for a swing. There were no protective measures, and we fell on our backs."
"The next day, the swing set was set up."
Song Yuhang wiped the dust off the seat with a tissue: "Would you like to sit down?"
Lin Yan's gaze fell from the swing frame to the thick layer of fallen leaves below, and said softly, "No, let's dig."
Song Yuhang found a shovel, and Lin Yan also found a thick branch to dig the soil together, but they were pulled away.
"No, just wait by the side, it will be fine soon."
After ten minutes of touching, beads of sweat oozed from Song Yuhang's forehead, and he couldn't dig it with a shovel.
She threw away the shovel and dug the earth with her hands.
"found it."
Two people pulled out a rusty iron box.
Song Yuhang wiped off the dirt on it and handed it to her: "That's it."
Lin Yan stretched out her hand and flinched back. After a long while, she took the iron box with her encouragement and broke it open forcefully.
A dozen gold bars fell out of it, as well as a yellowed photo.
In the photo, Lin Youyuan stood on the reef with his arms around the shoulders of his two good brothers, while Su Yue stood leaning against the reef and pulled Lin Youyuan's collar, which made his expression distorted and funny, but everyone All smiling.
The undisguised bright smile made Lin Yan's eyes warm, and she turned the photo over to look at it.
There is a line of words written on it: I'm sorry, Lin Yan, this is the only photo of your mother that Dad has.
Don't blame the name your mother gave you. If she didn't love you, she wouldn't have given birth to you, and she wouldn't have left you to me when she was dying.
When you see these, it means that Dad is no longer here, and the gold bars are for you in case of emergency, but I hope that when you don't use it,
Finally, Yanan... Daddy loves you.
The signature is Lin Youyuan.
Lin Yan stared, tears welling up in his eyes.
Song Yuhang pulled out a few more wooden sticks from the bottom of the box, as well as the tattered paper strips attached to them.
"This is… "
With just one glance, Lin Yan recognized what it was.
"Lin Ge, do you think he will like it?"
"Yes, the lanterns we hate to make are the most beautiful lanterns in the world."
"Playing things and losing your mind, take them and throw them away, and you are not allowed to go out to play from today on."
…
The lantern that was supposed to be thrown into the trash bin appeared here.
The paper painted with red paint has begun to fade, and the skeleton of the lantern is also broken. It is no different from garbage, but he is put together with his gold bars, his treasures, and buried here solemnly. The way told her the answer she had wanted for a long time.
Lin Yan held the box and knelt on the ground, his shoulders trembling slightly.
Song Yuhang took her into his arms and patted her on the back lightly.
"Is there anything else to take?"
Lin Yan shook his head.
Song Yuhang held her face in his hands and wiped away her tears.
"Let's go, Mom is still waiting for us to go home for dinner."
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a month later.
On the day when Song Yuhang returned to the Municipal Public Security Bureau to report on his work, Lin Yan also got up early.
She took a cup of coffee and leaned on the table staring at the cloakroom in a daze. Song Yuhang passed behind her and put the plate in his hand on the table.
"What's the matter, breakfast is ready, eat quickly, don't you have to go back to the technical detective soon?"
Lin Yan: "I'm thinking about what to wear."
Song Yuhang smiled, took the coffee cup away from her hand, and rubbed her face: "You look good in anything, of course, it's better not to wear it..."
Lin Yan's face turned red, and the corners of his lips curled up a little, pushing the person away: "I'm going to be the leader, and you're so shameless."
Song Yuhang was not annoyed, he pulled the chair and set the tableware for her: "I don't know if you are the director or not. I have only one identity in front of you, and that is your lover."
Lin Yan picked up a sandwich and took a bite: "Well, the craftsmanship is pretty good, one day I won't be a policeman, I can be a cook."
Song Yuhang filled another bowl of oatmeal with milk for her, with a smile on his lips all the time.
"Practice makes perfect, eat more if it tastes good."
When she went to wash the dishes after dinner, Lin Yan screamed in the cloakroom: "Song Yuhang, I'm getting fat again!!!"
It was not difficult to hear her grief and indignation in her voice.
Song Yuhang turned around and shouted: "It's good to be fat, healthy, and feel better..."
Before she could finish her sentence, she froze in place.
Lin Yan was wearing her old police uniform, a light blue formal shirt with a tie and disciplinary buttons, and a spring and autumn uniform over it. The clothes were ironed straight, and the waistline was slightly retracted, making her legs appear more slender. Waist, heroic.
The colors and styles of these clothes are too old, and wearing them on others will only make people feel old-fashioned and abstinent.
But when it was worn on Lin Yan, Song Yuhang wanted to tear it off.
Lin Yan was still moving around, grabbing the excess thread on his body: "This dress fit me last year, but why does it feel so small this year, and I don't feel comfortable anywhere."
Song Yuhang shook off the water from his hand, walked over and picked her up, and pecked her lips: "Well, let me inspect the goods, it's time for a new one."
Lin Yan was carried to the table and sat on the dining table, panting and raised her head: "Report at ten o'clock, we still have to go to the cemetery."
Song Yuhang licked his lips, and buttoned the torn clothes for her: "Okay, we'll talk when we come back."
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Cemetery in the western suburbs of Jiangcheng City.
Lin Youyuan is buried here.
When Lin Yan walked over with a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in his arms, he didn't expect that someone was already there.
Feng Jianguo unscrewed a bottle of good wine, spilled some, and put the rest in front of the tombstone.
Lin Yan: "What are you doing here?"
He heard footsteps behind him and didn't turn his head.
"Come to say goodbye."
Lin Yan sneered, put the white chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone, and prepared to leave.
Feng Jianguo stood still: "You still can't forgive him? He may not be a good father, but he is definitely a competent informant, an unsung hero."
Lin Yan took two steps back and stood up straight, looking at the black and white photo on his tombstone, said calmly.
"I can forgive him, can my mother forgive him? Can the eighteen-year-old Lin Yan forgive him? Can the dead Chunan and Chen's mother forgive him? Can Zhu Tuhu, who died unjustly in prison, forgive him? Can the Guo Xiaoguang mother and son in this lifetime forgive him?"
"If he could have confessed to Lin Ke earlier, maybe those innocent people would not have died."
"What right do I have to forgive him for these people?"
"When the facts of the crime are established and the corpse is placed in front of me, it means that a living life has pressed the pause button forever, whether it is him, Lin Ge, or anyone."
"I will never forgive."
Song Yuhang walked behind her and patted her shoulder lightly.
Lin Yan turned around and gave a wry smile, then shifted his gaze to the tombstone, and took a medal from his chest.
"However, as a forensic doctor and a people's policeman, I sincerely thank him for all his efforts to eliminate drug gangs. No matter in the past or now, tens of thousands of families have been spared. This meritorious service should go to him. half."
Lin Yan leaned over slightly, and placed his medal of merit in front of the offering.
The candlelight was flickering, and the sun was rising thousands of miles away. The three people in front of the tombstone raised their right hands to their temples in unison.
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Municipal Public Security Bureau.
The news that Song Yuhang is about to leave and soon become the deputy director of the Jiangcheng Public Security Bureau has spread like wildfire. This is truly well deserved. Before she arrives, Duan Cheng and the others are already gearing up to celebrate her. up.
When they got out of the car, they just opened the door and entered the office. There were flowers, balloons and ribbons, and several people were still wearing welcome ribbons.
The one on the left: The sea is wide with the fish leaping, the sky is high with the birds flying, congratulations to Team Song for his success, let’s show his ambitions again!
The one on the right: Today is better than yesterday, and every day is better than every day. Song Dui turned over and sang, beaming with joy!
Lin Yan was about to laugh like crazy: "This is such a mess!"
Song Yuhang glared at her, his face turning blue and white: "It's smoky, clean it up within three minutes, all staff will hold a meeting in the meeting room, and those who arrive late will be deducted from their performance for the month!"
A group of people waited with big eyes and small eyes, and when they threw things away, the birds and beasts immediately scattered.
"Wait for me, wait for me!"
"No, why can't this ribbon be removed!" Duan Cheng blushed anxiously: "Fang Xin, Fang Xin, help me! Xin! Xin!"
In his wailing, Fang Xin had already rubbed the soles of his feet with oil, took a cup of tea, and walked quickly to the meeting room.
"Calling the soul?! Do it yourself!"
Duan Cheng was heartbroken: "When you clearly came up with ideas..."
Lin Yan picked up the pen and folder from his desk, walked in front of her, smiled coquettishly, and slapped the documents on her chest.
"Hey, Chief Song is such a big show."
Song Yuhang smiled slightly, walked towards the conference room with her, leaned closer on purpose, and whispered to her ear: "These little bastards are used to fooling around with me, so what will happen if you don't get offended... In the meeting later, give My face."
Having said that, Lin Yan has such a violent temper, and even if she doesn't agree with each other in the meeting, she still explodes at a single point, but she is the only one who dares to challenge Song Yuhang, a deputy director of the Public Security Bureau, and a chief forensic doctor, spit all over the place.
It seems to have returned to the time of tit-for-tat two years ago.
The crowd below trembled: Who am I? where am I? what happened? Am I in a meeting or am I eating dog food
In the afternoon, Song Yuhang's office was also tidied up, and the little policeman was about to take out a plaque. The new leader was a young leader, who probably didn't like these old-fashioned things.
Unexpectedly, Song Yuhang was standing behind him, staring at the words on the plaque:
Iron shoulders shoulder morality, loyalty builds a police soul.
These were the words that Zhao Junfeng left to Feng Jianguo, and he hung them in his office intact, and did not take them away until he left office to report to the provincial department.
The little police officer struggled to turn the plaque over, and was about to carry it out when he held him firmly with one hand.
Song Yuhang: "Keep it, and hang it there."