"Ah, in fact, Heika, you are so resistant to the position of chief, don't you just feel that you are not competent?"
"Hei Ka, I think you feel in your heart that you can't be the chief, and that's why it's so difficult to accept becoming the chief?"
Heika watched Tian Li look straight at himself, and nodded slowly.
He felt that he was not qualified to be the chief at all.
Because Tian Li's vigilant words hit the point that Hei Ka himself didn't understand clearly. It is true that Heika is not only anxious because he has no time to take care of the milk can.
As for why Heika felt that he was not qualified for the position of chief freshman, this actually went back to what Tian Li said just now.
Even if the black card is active sometimes, it is not difficult for people who are a little familiar with the black card to feel it. In fact, Heika is subconsciously rejecting contact with other people, both in his heart and in his actions.
So because of the subconscious rejection of the black card, it creates a feeling that the black card is always taking the initiative to distance itself from others.
And this also explains why Heika is usually friendly to people around him, but it always gives people a sense of distance.
"Heika, you really need to change your mentality of social inferiority."
"Social inferiority complex?"
"That's right!"
Tian Li looked at Hei Ka with worry in her eyes.
Although Heika was surprised when he heard Tian Li talk about his problem at first, he never thought about his social inferiority complex.
But indeed, when Heika himself didn't pay attention, he really did what Tian Li said. You will unconsciously distance yourself from others. That was almost Heika's unconscious reaction.
In the past, Cogne also said that Heika is obviously talented but always appears so unconfident.
And this lack of self-confidence is exactly what Tian Li said, the inferiority complex towards social interaction.
Inside Heika, he cringes at communicating with most people.
Even with a talent that others can't imagine, Heika, a genius in the eyes of others, also has weaknesses that he can't easily overcome.
So even if Tianli told the truth that troubled Heika not wanting to be the chief.
Heika still didn't know how to face becoming the chief.
"I'm sure I can't do well."
Heika hugged her knees, and said in a voice like a mosquito humming.
Looking at such a black card, Shuo Ling really didn't understand why the black card felt that he must not be good at it. "Heika, if you can't do it well, then the others must not be able to do it well either."
Only from the perspective of an outsider can you know the ability of the black card.
Hei Ka could not clearly see his own potential.
Heika also couldn't easily break through the inferiority complex entrenched in his heart.
"Heika, did you...have you encountered any bad things before?"
Tian Li was still wondering why Heika couldn't let go of his inferiority complex and face up to his own strength, but Shuo Ling, who had been silent all this time, asked about Heika's past.
I have never liked to talk about black cards about myself. I know that when Tian Li was at home, she was the child of a pharmacy owner who was excellent in herbal medicine, and I also knew that Shuo Ling was the child of a merchant family who had a store to inherit.
Although Tian Li and Shuo Ling looked inconspicuous and ordinary compared to Heika. But they all have their own dreams and have a natural confidence in themselves.
Therefore, it was natural for him to mention his own origin to the black card.
The black card also knew it naturally.
But as friends and roommates, both Tian Li and Shuo Ling studied with Heika, and they have become trustworthy friends for more than a month. But he never heard Heika talk about his past.
The black card really never takes the initiative to mention it.
Of course, Tianli and the others would not take the initiative to ask these personal matters.
But as a friend, Shuo Ling suddenly asked today. Tian Li also began to wonder, what was Heika like in his hometown before? Why did Heika never take the initiative to chat with them
"Didn't your friends in your family reject you before?"
Shuo Ling couldn't help talking, guessing about Heika's past.
Heika glanced at Shuo Ling, his nose felt a little sour for some reason, and then he didn't speak.
As soon as Tian Li saw Heika's reaction, she frowned and asked very directly.
"It must be that those friends in your family are jealous of your talent, so they reject you, right?!"
Heika shook his head, but still didn't speak.
"Black card?"
Shuo Ling and Tian Li sat next to Heika, silently waiting for Heika to speak.
They are friends, aren't they? Even if the former black card was not liked by the children of the same age in his hometown, Shuo Ling and Tian Li would definitely stand by the black card.
They are very confident in the black card.
He trusted Hei Ka's ability even more than Hei Ka himself.
But under the concerned eyes of the two roommates, Heika gave an answer that they couldn't believe.
"When I used to be at home, there was just the milk jug and one friend."
Heika spoke in a very soft voice, as if thinking of the time when he and the milk pot depended on each other.
"Did you have no friends at home before?"
"Um."
Heika lowered his head, still maintaining the previous posture hugging his knees.
Tian Li and Shuo Ling looked at each other, as if they couldn't understand what Heika said.
How is it possible to have no friends
Even for a bad guy like Shuo Ling who likes to play pranks, there are several friends who play together.
Not to mention Tian Li, he has never lacked friends since he was a child. Except after coming to Dragon Academy, because there are too many elites, they are not as outstanding as when they were in their hometown.
After all, when a child of the same age as Heika Liuli was considered a top-notch child even in his own hometown, he was mediocre like a stone on the ground when he arrived at the Dragon Academy.
"Why?"
Tian Li was full of incomprehension and asked questions from the bottom of her heart.
This time, Heika didn't continue to answer Tianli's question as before. It seems that there is something about the black card before. When it comes to the level just now, it is already the limit of the black card.
Tian Li frowned unconvinced, as if she couldn't understand at all, why would no one want to be friends with Heika except the dragon beside him just because of a genius like Heika.
"I'm really not suitable to be the chief."
Heika felt that whether it was because of the milk pot or what Tian Li said, he didn't have the confidence to be a chief who could set an example for everyone.
The chief is not only a benchmark of achievement, but also a role model for everyone.
Heika felt that he was not a good role model.
Because as Tian Li said, he has a social inferiority complex that he is not aware of.
"I'm going to bed."
Heika silently left the side of the two friends and headed towards his own bed.
Just when Heika was about to lie down and sleep, Tian Li reminded the dizzy Heika to take a bath and change into pajamas.
Hearing this, Heika froze in place, and then went to the bathroom with her clean pajamas as if she was scolded by her mother when she was at home.
Listening to the sound of splashing water coming from the bathroom, Tian Li and Shuo Ling sat on the sofa and looked at each other silently.
"What should we do? Hei Ka really doesn't want to be the chief. Shall we help Hei Ka?"
Shuo Ling looked at the troubled Tian Li and whispered.
Tian Li leaned on the sofa, but after thinking for a while, she looked at Shuo Ling.
"Of course we want to help Heika."
"How can I help? His overall score is two blocks away from the second place. Even if he loses all the chief competitions, the senior judges, teachers and school managers will still recommend the person with the first overall score to be the chief .”
Although these words sound a little too heavy on a student's score, the school ethos of Dragon Academy has always been like this. It doesn't matter what your origin is, where you come from. As long as you enter the Dragon Academy, everything depends on your strength. Grades are the most intuitive manifestation of a student's strength.
But Tian Li shook her head at Shuo Ling, with a look on her face that Shuo Ling completely misunderstood what she meant.
"Who said we're going to help Heika give up his chief position?"
"Then what do you want to do? Heika has already said that he really doesn't want to be the chief."
"Can Hei Ka be wrong if he doesn't want to? Although I don't know what happened to Hei Ka before? It made him unable to face up to his own strength now.
But Shuo Ling, don't you think that Hei Ka is the person in the entire Dragon Academy who is least qualified to say that he is not capable of becoming the chief? "
"The least qualified?" Shuo Ling didn't expect Tian Li to say that. She looked at Tian Li curiously and waited for him to continue.
"What are you doing with such a surprised face? Could it be that I'm wrong? Even though Heika thinks he's not good enough, that's just what he thinks.
Isn't this like a poor nobleman who is super rich and rich, and the poor who are working hard say 'oooh, I feel so poor, I'm not rich at all' exactly the same.
Generally, when you meet such a young master, do you really feel that the other party is 'poor'? "
Shuo Ling was completely overwhelmed by Tian Li's vivid metaphor.
While shaking his head, he agreed.
"I only think that this young master may be beaten by the hard-working people collectively."
Tian Li raised her eyebrows, and spread her hands with Shuo Ling.
"Look, isn't that the truth?"
"And there is an even more important point."
"What?" Shuo Ling narrowed his eyes and looked at Tian Li who also narrowed his eyes.
"Although Heika feels inferior to himself to such an extent that it is puzzling, but in fact, if you think about Heika's usual style of study and life in school.
Although Heika is not good at words, he is full of confidence except when he is with his own dragon. Other times are too stiff.
But what does Black Card do every time someone asks a question, or asks for help? "
Shuo Ling thought about this question for a while, and his eyes lit up immediately.
"Heika is never stingy with giving his own answers to those who ask. So it seems that many girls like Heika so much."
Heika's gentleness made it hard for many noble ladies who didn't like Heika to resist, especially Liuli, the young lady, who was the most obvious.
And when Hei Ka didn't know about it, they secretly organized a [Fans Support Club] for Hei Ka.
The slogan of the support club is "to protect the best black card together."
Regarding this point, as a person who was secretly pursued by everyone, Heika knew nothing about it.
And Shuo Ling also thought that before, because Heika helped the seniors of the Neijin Department, he had to suffer a lot of hairspray.
Although later, because the black card didn't use hair gel very much, I had to sell all the hair gel, and filled the material cost of the outer imperial system with jam.
But from this, it can also be seen how suitable Heika is to be a leader.
When Heika himself didn't realize it, he was already a 'chief' better than anyone else!