At this moment, Wang Zijin could hardly breathe.
She just stared blankly at Qin Baobao for a long, long time, her eyelashes trembling, and her teardrops rolled down: "Then what about me, what about me?"
"He is my first man, and I hope to be the last. I love him very much. I have never loved a man like this. I fell out with my parents because of him. I said that I would be happy even if I drank cold water if I followed him. You guys Shut up all of them... Now you want me to give him back to you? What do you want me to do?" Wang Zijin gritted his teeth and wiped away his tears: "So what if you give him back to you? Together. No matter how enlightened Uncle Qin is, can he bear the marriage of his son and daughter? Does he know about this? If he doesn't know, where do you put Auntie?"
"Taking a step back, even if he is willing, can you really be together? Two high-profile siblings in the entertainment industry, people all over the country are watching you. Why are you together? You insist on being with me If he is together, it will destroy him. Even if you don't care, have you thought about your parents? They will struggle in the days of gossip and gossip. Do you want your parents to have such an old age? Uncle Qin is still in college Professor, how should he face the teachers and students of the school? What do friends and relatives think? They have been siblings for more than 20 years, and they are together if they are together. Even if they are not related by blood, if they are normal people who have been siblings for 20 years , the blood relationship is not important anymore. They will think that they have already had an affair when they were siblings, how can you make your parents feel so embarrassed. "
"It's useless for you to explain. If the explanation is useful, there will still be cyber violence? There will still be gossip that will destroy bones? You and Qin Ze have come to this day. Do you know how many people are jealous? They alone can Let the two of you never stand up. Do you want to be a joke, a negative model that has been rarely seen in the entertainment industry for decades? Be scolded for the rest of your life? How will the children behave in the future? Have you ever thought about it?"
By the end, she was already very excited.
"It's useless to go abroad. In this era of increasingly developed communications, going abroad is useless. Fame is irreversible. From the day you two become top public figures, there is no turning back. Unless you live in a poor and backward country all your life, but Are you willing, is he willing. So regret it, you will never be with him in your life. "
Qin Baobao instantly lost all energy, like a withered flower.
...
"Sister Man, last time I talked about that boy with no characteristics, he was suddenly confessed to by a beautiful goddess one day. In fact, before that, there was another goddess with an oval face who confessed to him, but this one is different, this one is brain-dead Fan. I really admire you, and I am willing to sing: You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth. At that moment, he was happy in his heart. It just so happened that he also had a good impression of that goddess, although he was not at that time. There is no such thing as love..." Qin Ze breathed out the green smoke.
Pei Nanman was holding the tea without changing his face. The teapot was replaced by a blue and white treasure with a beautiful glaze. The price was ten times that of the first broken one. She kept this teapot as a collection for many years. If it was broken, Pei Nan Man will definitely hang Su Yu up and beat him.
She knew what Qin Ze was talking about. Wasn't it about getting drunk that day and exchanging blood with Su Yu
Is it annoying to always show affection in front of others
"But before the two of them, there was actually another girl who loved him deeply." Qin Ze paused, and took a deep puff of cigarette, "The boy was born in an ordinary family, and he has a sister who is so beautiful that he is so lawless, and his relatives and friends praise him , the three good students get soft hands. Compared with the younger brother who has never got the activists, it is very unbearable. But the child also has dignity, and the child is more fragile and sensitive inside. So he began to try to please his sister. As long as he can play happily with his sister, when she enjoys the compliments from the elders, the boy can enjoy her glory, and he doesn't want the elders to shake their heads and sigh helplessly at him after they finish complimenting his sister."
"Stupid is stupid. There is really nothing that can be done. The biggest gap in the world is the gap between IQs. It is born, and no matter how hard you try, it will not help. He aspires to be an excellent person like his sister, and enjoy the praise of his parents like her. If you can't become that kind of person, then you will get her." Qin Ze lowered his head and looked at Pei Nanman: "Yes, I got her."
"You probably won't understand the pain of a mediocre person. No matter how mediocre a person is, he can imagine being radiant, playing a sad piano piece on stage at the school's Spring Festival Gala, and then all the girls and teachers in the school look at him obsessively." Melancholy back, addicted and unable to extricate themselves."
"Or when you are coming home from school, suddenly there is a ten-mile-long car driving up to the school gate. A housekeeper in a well-crafted and neat suit, with gray hair combed and a white handkerchief around his collar, has to bow ninety degrees and say respectfully : Young master, the master asked me to take you home."
"Or, when a group of punks in school are fighting for a beauty, making a scene and attracting the attention of countless students, you suddenly jump out with a cigarette in your mouth, calmly... your expression and tone must be Faintly, this seems to be forceful, and faintly said: This is my woman, if you don't want to die, you should go away."
Pei Nanman: "..."
She said to herself, the inner drama of your youth was so rich that it was hard for me to complain about it.
"Do you think it's ridiculous, but he thinks so much, he's crazy. But the real him can't be more mediocre, with mediocre studies, mediocre sports, and a gentle personality... In fact, this is mediocrity to please the world. Helpless." Qin Ze's smile was bitter at first, and then he suddenly thought of something, and the corner of his mouth twitched: "When he entered junior high school, the beautiful sister Huoshui caused trouble again. Girls just ask to be their girlfriends, and a big brother without a sister-in-law is an incompetent big brother. She is so beautiful, she has become a favorite among big brothers."
"The opportunity finally came. My sister stole a hundred yuan from home. There were about twenty people, and she said that as long as you help my brother "suppress the formation", she will give each of you five...five yuan. At that time Popsicles only cost 50 cents, and for 5 yuan, you can eat big fish and meat in the cafeteria. Then she went to the gangster and said that she was a girl from Qin Ze in the first grade, and if she was a man, she should draw her sword."
"Actually, at that time, as long as she asked the teacher to explain the situation, those gangsters would not dare to provoke her. She is a top student, and the school attaches great importance to top students."
Pei Nanman commented: "You are not very young, but you have a lot of scheming."
"I've never been so flirtatious. In front of dozens of people and the head of the school's bad students. In the end, I won. The fight between children is very simple. As long as you don't fear pain and fight hard, victory is not difficult. Although I looked even worse, but I yelled at him loudly, and I said: Qin Baobao is my woman!" Qin Ze grinned: "I have remembered this sentence for many years, and thinking about it now makes me a little excited."
Pei Nanman was silent.
"After that, the idea of "getting her" in the boy's heart became more and more intense, like black seeds, buried in his heart, absorbing the negative emotions from the outside world, and gradually blooming black flowers."
"From then on, he began to pay attention to his sister's beautiful figure and pretty face. He watched her breasts become fuller and more girlish. He was still kind to her, but it was no longer the affection of a younger brother to please his sister, but a kind of love. One day, when he was playing with his sister, the physical friction caused him to have a physical reaction. He suddenly understood in his adolescence that it would be difficult for him to regard his sister who had been with him day and night for more than ten years as his family. He once I feel a huge amount of guilt about it, I feel disgusting, like a creature in a filthy pigsty."
"Until one night, my sister knocked on the door of his room while my parents were asleep. They slept on the same bed and talked about unnutritious topics. My brother was very disciplined. He felt that if he exposed his inner impulse, my sister would never I won't get close to him anymore. But God didn't close all the windows for this low self-esteem and ordinary child, leaving him a window... That night, my sister kissed him."
Pei Nanman was stunned.
"In the darkness where there was no more light, he heard his sister's rapid breathing, imagined his sister's flushed face, moist and shy eyes, and a great sense of happiness exploded in his heart. He was sure of one thing, that his sister liked him. No Simple sibling relationship, but like the kind of liking a girl secretly likes a boy."
Qin Ze smiled bitterly: "But so what, his life is so mediocre that there are no bright spots at all. Apart from following the crowd, what ability does such a person have to change his own destiny? He doesn't even dare to blush with his father. Just keep that love in my heart silently.”
"In the following years, the two of them tacitly hid the secret, and a secret kiss could be sweet for a long time. They have gone through junior high school, high school, and college. No matter how much that feeling fermented in their hearts, who She didn't even dare to touch her, my sister stubbornly refused to go on a blind date, and refused to have any boyfriends. Because she had already chosen someone in her heart, that useless younger brother."
"My younger brother needs to be more rational. He knows that he can't do it, and deep down he feels that he can't do it. He is so useless, and his greatest promise is the big house that the family is destined to leave him. So he started trying to find a girlfriend ... Time will always dilute everything, and the love of each other is no match for time. The most perfect ending for the two of them is that he marries a local daughter-in-law, and his sister marries an excellent man. Everyone continues to hide the secrets in their hearts. Abandon fleeting years and step into the future, the four seasons are quiet and beautiful.”
"Later, that boy finally grew up, and he began to show his talents. He became a child praised by relatives and friends, and became a child of other people. He turned his hands into clouds and rain in the entertainment industry, and he was successful in business. Jin. However, his cowardly nature is rooted in his heart. Even if the name is not related by blood, he still dare not show up with his parents, dare not tell them loudly: Qin Baobao is my woman... He is scared to the bone."
"So while holding on to my sister, I longed for a fair and honest love from other women."
"He... floated away."
Pei Nanman knew why Qin Ze said these words to her, and also knew what Wang Zijin was doing. It all started with yesterday's news.
"Since he has already got the love he wants, why doesn't he rein in the precipice? There are too many beautiful things in life, and there will be people who miss them in the end. You shouldn't be obsessed with the past. If you know it's wrong, you should cut it off." Pei Nan Man softly said.
"I can't stop cutting," Qin Ze murmured, "Others only see his brilliance and brilliance, but who has seen his humble and cowardly side, who likes the incompetent and useless him?"
"Only my sister," he said.
Pei Nanman was silent, not knowing what to say.
The confident, calm, and talented young man in front of her for the first time shed his heavy armor in front of her, revealing a timid and humble little boy inside.
Maybe this is the real him