Listening to Yang Jinxia's words, Chen Xu seemed to see her sitting in the control room of the shelter. The whole shelter was empty, only a mutilated human body frozen in a glass cabinet accompanied her.
Just thinking about that situation gave him chills.
For the woman in front of him, there was also an extremely complicated emotion, both touched and guilty.
He couldn't imagine what kind of belief and mood she used to support her until the end.
But…
"Why did you lie to me?" His tone was a bit puzzled, "Once you recognize me at the beginning, there will be nothing later."
Yang Jinxia looked at him, eyes flickering, and sighed, "I'm too greedy."
"In that dream, you didn't have a good impression of me. You kept saying that you wanted to have sex with me, but in fact, you have always been wary and resistant to me in your heart."
"You never took the initiative to be too intimate with me. I know what it means."
"What kind of relationship are we? Maybe, it's more like comrades-in-arms who don't get along well. Not a couple, let alone a partner."
Yang Jinxia's series of words made it difficult for Chen Xu to refute.
In the second dream, his mind was still very sensitive and closed, and sometimes he overreacted to the attitudes of others.
It is also because he has experienced a lot of things, and he constantly adjusts himself, so his mentality changes.
Yang Jinxia continued, "At that time, if I met you, your impression of me would always remain in a dream. At first, you might be excited and excited. But soon, you will Suspicion, precautions, and finally, stay away."
Chen Xu continued to remain silent, she was right, if, at the beginning, she came directly to him and met him. He was definitely more surprised than happy. And maybe too worried to sleep.
Because, this means that his biggest secret is likely to be exposed, and the one who knows this secret is still a very dangerous woman. Enough to make him shudder.
"That's not what I want."
Yang Jinxia said slowly, "What I want is that you love me. I want you to never forget me for the rest of your life, and I want to leave an indelible mark on your heart that will never be erased."
Hearing her direct confession, Chen Xu looked at her in shock.
With a smile on her face, "So, I decided to let you get to know me again. I pretended not to know anything, got in touch with you, and then got to know each other, know each other, and love each other. I think this will definitely be a wonderful time before us. shared memory."
Chen Xu recalled the days when he was with her. She had almost succeeded. During the time she left, he couldn't let go of his feelings for her, and was determined to work hard for her. Even in the third dream, facing Bai Jinxuan's confession, he resolutely refused.
Because in his heart, he still thinks about that woman named Yang Jinxia.
Until, after he met Luo Xiyun. Only then did he suddenly understand that Yang Jinxia had been lying to him all along, and he was played around by her like a fool. Since then, the love that filled my heart has turned into raging anger.
With the passage of time, the anger in his heart has dissipated a lot. However, he still couldn't forgive her. The last time he met her in the hospital, his attitude was not only for Luo Xiyun to see, but also for venting his inner anger.
However, after hearing her thoughts now, he was a little at a loss, and he couldn't tell whether what she said was true or not.
He wanted to believe that these were all true. However, reason told him that if Yang Jinxia wanted to lie to him, he would not be able to tell the difference at all.
"I told my grandma about us. I guess, she must also want to see you before she leaves. I don't expect anything else, I just hope you can help me this time, don't let her hold regrets Get out," she begged.
Chen Xu took a deep breath, suppressed some chaotic emotions, and said, "I can go to see her, but I hope you don't come to me in the future, it's impossible between us."
A happy smile appeared on Yang Jinxia's face, "I promise you, I will never take the initiative to come to you in the future."
For some reason, Chen Xu felt a little uneasy when he saw the smile on her face. However, he quickly stabilized his mind, as long as he persisted in his stand, he didn't have to worry about her tricks.
...
Secretary Jin has been sitting in his seat, facing the computer, but his mind is not on it at all. Yang Jinxia had been in Chen Xu's office for ten minutes.
She was very curious as to what the two of them were talking about.
It's a pity that the sound insulation in the office is good, so she can't hear anything.
From where she was sitting, through the glass, she could see Chen Xu sitting inside as soon as she looked up. However, now it is blocked by Yang Jinxia's back, and Chen Xu inside cannot be seen.
Just as he was thinking, two people from the office came out.
"I'm going out for a while, you watch the company." Chen Xu gave a warning, and went out with Yang Jinxia.
Secretary Jin was really taken aback and forgot to answer his words.
By the looks of it, are they going out together
Could it be that the boss is a hidden rich man? Come to open a noodle shop, just to experience life
Her head was in a mess, and all kinds of thoughts kept popping up.
Otherwise, it would be impossible to explain how he knew someone like Mr. Yang, and even, she treated him with an equal attitude.
...
Chen Xu drove his own car and followed Yang Jinxia's car all the way to the last hospital.
He walked to the building of the inpatient department again, and came to the floor where Luo Zhenghai was hospitalized that day. Chen Xu followed Yang Jinxia to the other end of the corridor.
He couldn't help but suddenly realized that Luo Zhenghai had arranged that day to live on the same floor as Yang Jinxia's grandma. I'm afraid that even the time to notify them was calculated, so that they could meet Yang Jinxia by chance.
Yang Jinxia walked to the innermost ward, turned around and said to him, "This is it." Then, he pushed the door and walked in.
Chen Xu also walked inside, while the female driver stood guard outside the door.
The ward was very luxurious, and Chen Xu's attention was completely attracted by the old man on the bed. She looked very old, with gray hair, her eyes were closed, and she was wearing a suction device on her face. Occasionally, a small piece of water would appear on the glass cover. Fog, proving that she is still alive.
"This is my grandma."
Yang Jinxia stood in front of the hospital bed, looked down at the old man, and said, "A few years ago, she suffered some stimulation and had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, and almost died. After being rescued, she couldn't move her whole body, and she has been lying down until now."
Chen Xu looked at the old man's hand, which was already too thin. There was an infusion tube inserted in it, and it seemed that time was running out. He whispered, "She seems to be asleep."
"Since this year, she has been like this, and her waking time is getting less and less. The doctor said that she can't last long." Yang Jinxia sighed, "I found the best doctor for her and used the best doctor. .I don't want her to die like this, I hope she can live a long life."
Hearing her calm tone, Chen Xu inexplicably felt chills down his spine, and couldn't help asking, "Can she still talk now?"
Yang Jinxia shook her head, "She can't speak now, can't move her mouth, and can't eat. She can only be fed some liquid food."
When Chen Xu listened, he felt a creepy feeling. If one day he gets old and falls into such a situation, it would be better to die.
He felt very uncomfortable staying here, and said, "Since she is asleep, let's not wake her up, let's go."
"It doesn't matter, the doctor said, even if she is asleep, she can still hear us."
Yang Jinxia shook his head and said to the old man on the hospital bed, "Grandma, this is the man I told you about. His name is Chen Xu. Don't worry, as long as he is here, I will live well."
"Besides, I will have a child with him to pass on the family line of the Yang family..."
"etc."
Chen Xu couldn't listen anymore, and interrupted her, "She's already like this, why are you still lying to her?"
"Everything I told her was true."
"Haven't you given up yet? It's impossible between us."
"Who says it's impossible?" Yang Jinxia smiled, "Did you forget that we were together every day during the Chinese New Year?"
Chen Xu was a little helpless, "That was all a few months ago."
Yang Jinxia smiled brighter, "Although the earth does not have human cryopreservation technology, it is still very easy to freeze some sperm."
For a moment, Chen Xu only felt cold hands and feet.