Bai Cang stared blankly at the young man in front of him.
When the boy asked that sentence, his eyes were clear and his tone was sincere... Innocence and cruelty were invisible, as if he was really curious why he loved him.
It turns out that you remember everything.
When did it start
When I caught you back
Or was it the first encounter, that moment in Hualan Palace? You already recognized me
You know who I am from the beginning to the end, and know that I love you, but you are indifferent, watching with cold eyes, just want to hide your identity and escape from me.
I thought you wanted to leave because you had no memory, but no... You are my Qingxun, you have all our memories, but you still chose to leave.
The pain that had been deliberately suppressed in the bottom of my heart was ruthlessly lifted at this moment, and the pain spread to the whole heart little by little.
Bai Cang's vision was in a trance for a moment.
He seems to have returned to nine hundred years ago, on that bloody night, he was dragged into a narrow cave by a dirty boy, his blood was slowly flowing, and death was never so close to him... When he was already When he was ready and willing to accept death, it was this person he had never cared about, a humble ant abandoned by him, who sacrificed his life to save him, and pulled him out of the endless darkness and despair.
Since then, he has been chasing this unattainable light all his life.
Until he finally thought he had caught it.
Only then did he realize that the other party didn't want to stay by his side at all.
This ray of light never belonged to him.
In this world, there is nothing more ridiculous and cruel than this.
That's right, it's just a thousand-year-old blood vine...
On that day, I knew exactly what kind of cruel things you would encounter, but I still ruthlessly sent you out...
You should hate me.
Bai Cang slowly opened the corners of his mouth with difficulty, his eyes were blank, and his voice was hoarse: "If you hate me, why do you want to save me?"
This is also something he can't understand, since you still hate me, why did you sacrifice your life to save me? If you had killed me at that time, or let me die... everything would not be what it is now.
Qiao Xuan shook his head, "When did I say I hate you?"
Bai Cang raised his eyes suddenly.
Qiao Xuan raised the corners of his lips: "In that life, my life was like duckweed. You were my master, you gave me everything I never had, and you gave me shelter, so even if you sent me out, I would not Whatever the qualifications say, it is the price I should pay. The law of the Western Wilderness is like this... The word hate is out of the question anyway.
At most, it’s just a little disappointing and sad…”
Bai Cang's eyes were moved, and his expression was sad: "Qing Xun..."
"My fault was that I didn't have self-knowledge, and I had unreasonable expectations for you..." Qiao Xuan laughed at himself: "As for saving you, don't think too much about it. Anyway, living is suffering. I just want to prove that before I die I still have some use for it."
Although what he said now is an understatement.
But Bai Cang's throat tightened, and for a moment, he didn't know how to deal with it.
That's right, Qing Xun was so humble in that life, he lived with the tide and let his fate dictate, as long as he treated him a little bit, a little bit of charity, he could be admired and loved by him...
Throughout his life, until the last moment, he only felt that it would be great if he could be useful...
The request is very small, but even if it is just such a little mercy, I can't give it to him, so how can I expect him to still miss me, after all, the life with me is not a good memory after all.
It is also reasonable to want to forget.
Bai Cang let out a miserable laugh, and slowly said, "I understand."
Qiao Xuan looked at him with raised eyebrows, and smiled slightly: "So, does your lord still insist on marrying me as the queen?"
Bai Cang said: "Yes."
Joe declared, "Why?"
Bai Cang stepped forward, stared down at the young man, and said word by word: "Because in my life, I have met many people who wanted to kill me, but there is only one person who is willing to save me."
Qiao Xuan looked into Bai Cang's eyes, looked at the persistence in those eyes... was absent for a moment.
He suddenly realized that in fact, Bai Cang's mood was not so difficult to understand, but he had been away for a long time, and he almost forgot what kind of world the Western Wilderness was like.
The Western Wilderness has the most ruthless everything.
Intrigue, betrayal and fight.
It is normal for people to kill people and eat talents. There is no morality, etiquette and shame. Everyone wants to live and do whatever they can... But born in such a cold world, a little bit of dedication and warmth will be especially precious.
It is beyond the expectation of ordinary people.
It is also hard for Bai Cang to hope for.
This person, probably in the first half of his life, has never met anyone who is willing to protect him.
And I have at least one woman who is willing to stand in front of the fire, the woman named mother, even if she hates him for scolding him and beating him, she is willing to sacrifice her life for him... Keeping him in that world, in the end A little bit of warmth and humanity.
But Bai Cang didn't.
Until the end of his life, he only met one person who was willing to save him, a fool who was willing to save him after being abandoned by him, and that was himself.
Qiao Xuan suddenly found it ridiculous.
The self and Bai Cang in that life were actually not different in essence, even if one was strong and the other was weak, they were nothing more than poor creatures struggling to survive in the dark.
Moths will also rush to the flame for some unrealistic things that cannot be expected.
So now all of this is really done by himself. If he didn't do much at the beginning, how could there be Bai Cang now... That night, no matter whether Bai Cang was dead or alive, he would never remember himself again.
The cause you planted by yourself can only be ended by yourself.
"Okay, I'll be your demon queen, and I won't run away anymore." Qiao Xuan smiled at Bai Cang with a look of relief.
Bai Cang was startled, looked at Qiao Xuan in disbelief, his lips trembled.
Qiao Xuan looked up at him, and smiled brightly: "Isn't this what you want? Why don't you look very happy?"
Bai Cang: "You, really..."
Qiao Xuan nodded, and said lazily: "Of course it's true, you don't seem to let me go, what else can I do except promise? Do you have to ask for trouble in a good life? You have suffered enough in that life , now I just want to enjoy life…”
He paused, eyebrows and eyes curved: "and you will definitely treat me well now, won't you?"
Bai Cang stared at the young man in front of him for a long time, then slowly said, "Yes."
... ... ...
Ever since Qiao Xuan agreed to Bai Cang, he really regarded himself as the master here and lived a carefree life in the magic palace.
It feels good to be under one person and above ten thousand people.
Qiao Xuan had nothing to do in the magic palace that day, and saw Kui Yuan again. This guy made him suffer a lot, and he was frightened a lot. Look at the color... Seeing that Kui Yuan was eating a delicious roasted animal leg, Qiao Xuan waved his hand, and immediately smashed the roasted animal leg in Kui Yuan's hand!
Kui Yuan jumped up angrily, yelling that someone is looking for death, when he saw Qiao Xuan on the opposite side, he immediately showed an aggrieved expression as if he had eaten a fly.
He didn't want to be beaten again.
Kui Yuan turned his head, ready to go to a place without this annoying guy, who knows that Qiao Xuan followed him everywhere, but he was not allowed to eat properly, and finally couldn't help shouting: "How dare you eat?" Follow me—"
Qiao Xuan didn't wait for him to finish: "You want to eat me?"
Kui Yuan: "..."
Kuiyuan was so dumbfounded that he ran to Bai Cang to complain, saying, "My lord, you can't marry Qiao Xuan to be the queen of the devil. He, with his villainous heart, is despicable and shameless. He will take revenge for every grievance. He still bullies me..."
Before he finished speaking, he saw Bai Cang looking at him coldly, and couldn't help but weaken his voice, the huge man looked very pitiful.
Qiao Xuan walked in slowly from behind, folded his hands on his chest, and looked at Bai Cang from Kui Yuan playfully, and said, "Can't I bully him?"
When Bai Cang saw Qiao Xuan, his expression suddenly softened, and he said: "Of course, if he dares to disrespect you, just come and tell me."
Kui Yuan: "..."
Ji Xiao came over at this moment, looked at Kui Yuan with pity, but said respectfully to Bai Cang without saying a word, "Your Majesty, the dresses for the grand ceremony are all ready, you and Young Master need to take a look."
Bai Cang nodded: "Submit it."
Soon, two demon servants walked in respectfully, knelt on the ground, and raised their gowns above their heads.
Qiao Xuan took a look. The gown made of black silk satin was embroidered with dark patterns and bordered with gold thread. It looked very luxurious. He didn't know what material it was made of. Yes, the workmanship is exquisite and there is nothing wrong with it.
Bai Cang stood beside him and said, "Are you satisfied?"
Qiao Xuan said with a smile: "It's pretty good, but I don't like black, it's not festive, let's change it to red."
Ji Xiao's face changed slightly, and he said in a low voice: "This is made of Styx blood silk, blood silk is extremely rare, we did our best and only made these two..."
Qiao Xuan raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Then change it to something else, anyway, I don't like this color... Your lord, what do you think?"
Bai Cang didn't move, and said lightly: "Then change it."
Ji Xiao took a deep breath, and finally said: "Yes."
The demon servant kneeling on the ground was even more frightened.
Didn't even dare to look up.
During this period of time, this young man has been domineering and domineering in the Demon Palace, and nothing else matters... Now he is being bullied by Master Kuiyuan, and the wedding is approaching and he needs to change his dress. All agreed, without any displeasure.
The young man really had his arrogance written all over his face.
Bai Cang glanced at Qiao Xuan indifferently, but he couldn't understand in his heart that this was just his temptation to himself.
Although Qiao Xuan agreed to him on the surface, in fact, he has a deep gap with him. Now that he is a phoenix, he has countless admirers. Naturally, he is not like Qing Xun who can only rely on himself, so it is inevitable that he has a lot of dissatisfaction with himself.
If he disobeyed him at all, it would appear that his previous promise was not sincere.
But if you think that I will get angry and alienate you, you will be disappointed.
Soon Kui Yuan and Ji Xiao all went down.
Bai Cang looked at Qiao Xuan, smiled slightly and said, "If you have any requests, you can tell Ji Xiao to do it, and he will listen to you."
Qiao Xuan shook his head: "Not for now, let me talk about it when I think about it."
Bai Cang nodded: "Okay."
Qiao Xuan raised his hand and yawned, looked sideways at Bai Cang, and smiled: "I'm hungry, I'm going to eat, by the way... do you want to come and accompany me?"
Bai Cang has no objection.
Qiao Xuan returned to his bedroom, and soon the table was filled with delicious food.
Qiao Xuan picked up a glass of fine wine, took a sip with downcast eyes, recalled that when he was arrested last time, he was terrified even to eat something, now that he thought about it, he was too cautious, but how could he guess at that time, Bai Cang wanted Is he the one who is resurrected
He couldn't help but laugh, it was ridiculous.
Qiao Xuanyao raised his wine glass to Bai Cang, and smiled with his lips curled up: "It's a respect first."
Bai Cang picked up the wine glass and drank it down.
Qiao Xuan didn't speak anymore, he didn't eat much food, he just drank... the delicacies of mountains and seas are delicious every day, no matter how delicious the food is, if you eat too much, you will get tired of it.
I don't know how much I drank, and the night is more than half.
Qiao Xuan was faintly drunk. He took the wine gourd from his waist, leaned in front of Bai Cang, poured him a glass of wine, narrowed his eyes and said, "My fine wine is definitely something you have never drunk before. The third in the Three Realms What a beautiful wine! Compared with the wine in your Western Wilderness, it is far worse... "
The young man's complexion was flushed, his already handsome face had a hint of coquettishness, and he leaned lazily on his body, his face was no longer alienated from the past, but a little more reckless and casual.
Bai Cang wrapped his arms around his waist, let him lean in his arms, lowered his eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "You are drunk."
Qiao Xuan shook his head and said stubbornly: "Try my wine, it's definitely better than yours!"
As he spoke, he forced the wine glass to Bai Cang's mouth.
The edge of the cold wine glass touched Bai Cang's lips, his eyes dimmed, he held the boy's hand in one hand, paused, drank the glass of wine with his hand, and said, "Okay."
Qiao Xuan's eyes were slightly drunk, he hiccupped and asked, "How is it?"
"It is indeed the best wine in the Three Realms." Bai Cang said.
Qiao Xuan happily poured him another glass, and said, "I'm right! I'm generous today, young master, and I'll give you a drink to your heart's content. Normally, I would be reluctant to give it to others."
Bai Cang was silent for a moment, and did not refuse in the end, drinking one cup after another.
Qiao Xuan leaned in the man's arms, his chin moved little by little, and he lowered his hands weakly. He seemed drunk and fell asleep... Bai Cang sighed, picked him up, and sent him back to the house.
He raised his hand and lifted the hair on the side of the boy's face, with a look of sadness in his eyes.
False and sincere, I still can't tell the difference.
I'm just a robbery for you.
The robbery is scattered and the fate is destroyed.
Even if you are still there, even if you remember, you are not the person I am looking for.
Bai Cang raised his hand and pressed the center of his brow, slightly dizzy, he shook his head, and the corners of his lips twitched.
You want something I drink, even if it is intestinal poison, how can I refuse you
Bai Cang turned around to leave here.
His footsteps were a little unsteady, but when he turned around, he found that his sleeves were being pulled. The young man closed his eyes and tightly grasped the corner of his sleeves. His lips parted slightly, and he murmured softly: "Don't go...Master... "
Bai Cang paused, unable to move anymore.
"Don't...leave me..." The young man frowned, as if fearful and helpless.
Bai Cang's hands were tightly clenched, and his clearly light words easily defeated all his defenses and fell apart. He lowered his eyes slightly, revealing a gentle and pampering expression, with a hint of sadness and helplessness, finally he did not leave, but gently lay down on the young man's side, took the young man into his arms, and said word by word: " I will never leave you again."
that day...
He took the boy to Zhanyun Mountain as a guest, the boy was so joyful and happy, and looked outside with excited and curious eyes, but what he didn't expect was that he left him there.
At that time, the boy pulled his sleeves and begged himself not to leave with his eyes.
I didn't look back.
The boy was left behind.
Don't drop this sentence.
Is that what you wanted to say then
Moreover, I didn't even give you a chance to beg, so I pushed you into the abyss.
Thinking about it now, if that day, I didn't shake off your holding my hand, it would be fine.
Bai Cang closed his eyes in pain.
He felt that all his attachments seemed to be a joke, obsessed with a person who would not come back... who would want to return to him
There won't be any.
People like him don't deserve to be loved.
It was and it is.
Even being alive is a joke from God.
I know you want to leave, but unfortunately, I have never let go in my life... So, kill me, end your mistakes, and you can leave.
I don't know how long it has been.
Qiao Xuan slowly opened his eyes.
Looking at the face close at hand.
The man's stern face, in the dim light, seemed to be like twilight. Even though he was asleep, he still hugged himself carefully.
This was the first time Qiao Xuan saw Bai Cang's sleeping face.
Because this man never let himself fall asleep, there are other people around him.
But this time, you stayed for me.
Qiao Xuan gently pulled Bai Cang's hand away, pulled out the hairpin, pointed the sharp hairpin at Bai Cang's throat, he should have killed this man.
Not because he must marry himself, but because of the gray flame in his hand.
What kind of fire is it that can burn Shuchen's sword
If this is really the fire of chaos...
Qiao Xuan's hand holding the hairpin was so hard that it turned white. If it was really the fire of chaos, Bai Cang would have moved something he shouldn't have moved, and what he did was probably because of himself...
If he hadn't saved Bai Cang back then.
Bai Cang would not be obsessed with himself, would not live till now, would not use the fire of chaos...
I didn't escape, I chose to stay.
Just trying to get this over with.
Bai Cang is an unscrupulous lunatic, sooner or later he will destroy everything...
And I absolutely don't want the scene from ancient times to repeat itself.
Qiao Xuan sent his hands forward.
The hairpin pierced Bai Cang's skin, and a drop of blood came out, but he suddenly couldn't do it anymore, and there was a look of struggle in his eyes.
He is using Bai Cang's trust and Bai Cang's guilt.
Is Bai Cang really ignorant of all this
Qiao Xuan's hands trembled slightly.
His chest heaved violently, suddenly, he withdrew his hand abruptly, and looked at Bai Cang with a complicated expression.
Forget it, let's go back and find Master first!
Maybe things haven't reached that point yet, and I can't make up my mind, but Master must have a way... Everything in ancient times will definitely not repeat itself.
Certainly not.
Qiao Xuan stood up, looked down at Bai Cang, his lips moved slightly: "Don't let me regret saving you back then..."
After speaking, he turned and pushed the door out, disappearing into the night.