Qiao Xuan left there in embarrassment.
One foot deep and one foot shallow, walking slowly in the mountains and forests.
Even if the thousand years of crossing the robbery are not counted, he has lived here for more than a hundred years. During that time, besides the master, he was the only one... Because he was too bored, he could only play with the birds and animals in the valley, and occasionally Also bully the mushrooms in the valley...
That period of time wasn't too long, but Qiao Xuan suddenly felt like a long, long time had passed.
At that time, he thought about how to sneak out every day, how to go to the world of beauty outside, now thinking about it, he only regrets that he didn't cherish that time, maybe this is a common problem of human beings...
Always don't know how to cherish what you have.
Always regret it after you lose it.
Unknowingly, he walked into the depths of the jungle...
A hurricane blew the leaves rustling, and a giant eagle spread its wings and landed beside Qiao Xuan, calling at him affectionately, looking very happy, and the birds in the forest also flew out.
Although Qiao Xuan has been back for a while, the place around him is occupied by giant wolves. The birds are too afraid to approach it. It is rare to see Qiao Xuan alone, and they all happily come over...
Qiao Xuan looked at the cheerful scene in front of him and smiled lightly. He glanced out of the corner of his eye and found a few mushrooms bouncing around his feet, but he didn't run away either, and he wasn't afraid of him at all.
Even if the master is gone.
Nothing will change here either.
It's just one person missing.
The master is taciturn, cold and boring in retreat all day long, and almost never comes out. Even if he is gone one day, maybe hundreds of thousands of years later, the stupid birds and animals in this valley will not find out...
However, it happened to be such a dull person, but he was already used to his existence.
There is no way, pretending not to care...
Qiao Xuan laughed lowly at himself.
Kick the stones in front of you.
What the hell did he go crazy just now, to say such angry words in front of Master? But, he was really, really angry...
But no matter how angry and sad you are, there is no way to tell you to kill me. If this is the case... then, it is true, trample all the sacrifices of Master under your feet, and let all the things that Master does for yourself, change. pointless and ridiculous...
Master would rather not have his life than leave himself as a scourge.
How could he not allow him to do so
... ... ...
Shu Chen stood behind the tree trunk, looking into the distance.
The boy and the white wolf played together, laughing loudly. They were busy and cooked a lot of delicious food. Perhaps the boy taught him a lesson, and the animals in the valley became more courageous and no longer avoided the snow. Yes... the bird next to it brought fruit, the squirrel brought melon seeds, and the jade plate and wine on the table were full, creating a leisurely and happy scene.
Ever since Qiao Xuan went to see Taichu that day, he has been like this since he came back, as if he has accepted the reality, eating, drinking and having fun all day long.
Every day, I drank like mud.
When I get drunk, I simply sleep on the grass, with the stars as my bed and the ground as my bed.
Several times, Shuchen wanted to pass, but he couldn't.
I can only watch silently.
If you feel like this, it will be better, then so be it...
Xueming lay lazily on the grass, his golden eyes squinted at the distance, then looked away as if nothing had happened, and focused on the young man in front of him.
During this time, Qiao Xuan was with it all day long.
Indulge in fun.
They also went to the Mortal Realm several times, bought a lot of food and wine, and lived a simple and comfortable life.
This was the life Xue Ming had hoped to live.
No one bothered them, only it and the little slave, the two of them have been together, in a paradise, living a life with only them...
It has been waiting for this for hundreds of years, staying in that uninhabited cave, waiting day and night...
Now, that dream has come true.
But Xueming looked at its little slave, although the boy was smiling, he was not happy at all...
If he is not happy, it is not happy either.
Xue Ming suddenly turned into a human form, took the wine glass from Qiao Xuan's hand with one hand, and said angrily, "I'm not afraid of drinking to death."
Qiao Xuan looked at the golden-eyed young man in front of him, and was not used to it. It took him a while to recover, and said with a pursed mouth: "You change back, I'm not used to seeing you like this."
Xueming carried Qiao Xuan in one hand and returned to the house, threw him on the bed, and snorted coldly: "Go to sleep."
Qiao Xuan looked at Xueming angrily, seeing that Xueming ignored him at all.
He couldn't snatch back his own wine, so he fell asleep sullenly, and he didn't forget to threaten: "If I knew you were disobedient, I would have accepted you as a spiritual pet!"
Xueming sneered.
Turn around and go out to guard.
Qiao Xuan closed his eyes, maybe he drank too much, his mind was muddled, unclear, there were many things to think about, but he couldn't seem to understand... He might be really drunk, but why was he still stuck in his mind? , It seems that there is something that he can't vent, so he can't sleep no matter what.
Qiao Xuan tossed and turned on the bed.
He hasn't seen Master for several days.
Master is like this, he is about to die...
It's really too much for me to be angry with him when I can't wait on him...
Qiao Xuan has regretted it for several days.
Why did I talk nonsense that day
So now there are no steps to go down.
I want to see Master, I am worried about Master, I am so worried that I am dying, but I have no face to go over...
Master is not as good as before, he needs to eat and drink, and no one is around to serve him, that unreliable Shu Chen probably won't care about Master, Master won't starve to death...
Qiao Xuan sat up in shock.
No, no, he has to go and see!
Qiao Xuan got up from the bed in a daze, picked up all the food and drink in the house, opened the window and sneaked out.
In the hanging valley at night, the only silence is the chirping of cicadas.
He trotted on the cobbled way...
Soon he stood in front of the master's door.
Taking advantage of the drunkenness, Qiao Xuan mustered up the courage to push open the door of the stone room and walk in.
At a glance, the master is sleeping on the stone bed, quiet and motionless...
Qiao Xuan suddenly became anxious, rushed over, tried his hand under the wing of the master's nose, he was still angry, fortunately, he didn't die...
He breathed a sigh of relief, and saw Master's silver eyelashes fluttering slightly, he opened his eyes, his dark and deep eyes were fixed on him, his brows were slightly frowned, as if to say that you were pressing me down.
Qiao Xuan lowered his head in a daze, only to realize that he was almost completely on top of the master. He seems to have gained weight recently, so he must have crushed the master...
Qiao Xuan got up with a smirk and brought the food to the master. Nuonuo lowered his eyes and said, "Master, are you hungry? Do you want something to eat?"
Tai Chu looked at him for a while, then sighed helplessly: "I'm not hungry."
Qiao Xuan's eyes turned red when he heard it, and he lowered his head and said, "Are you still angry with me? I know I was wrong, I shouldn't have said that..."
Taichu pursed his lips, propped up his elbows and sat up, raised his hand to brush the side hair of Qiao Xuan's face, smiled, and said: "I'm not angry, I'm very happy that you can come..."
Qiao Xuan looked at Master's face, greedily unable to look away.
His lips moved, his eyes turned red, and he suddenly said in a low voice: "Master, I actually like you very much... I was afraid that you would be angry with me, so I never dared to say it, but in fact, I really like you very much. I don't want you to die, so don't die, okay..."
Qiao Xuan grabbed Master's hand, put it on his heart, and asked urgently: "Master, we must have a way, right, you are so powerful, there must be a way, no one can die, we will all be fine …”
Taichu's hand trembled slightly, he slightly raised his fingertips, held Qiao Xuan's hand back, and sighed: "You're drunk."
Qiao Xuan's face was slightly flushed, and he stubbornly opened his eyes wide: "Master, please tell me, what should I do?"
In the beginning, I was silent.
Qiao Xuan was really not reconciled, he approached Taichu, bit his lips and said: "Master, then why are you being so kind to me, is it just because of my apprentice?"
Why
A god like you never accepts apprentices, why must he accept me as an apprentice, why must he treat me so well...
What have I got that deserves you
Qiao Xuanding looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were a little dazed, and the space was silent, only the breathing of each other remained, but he didn't wait for an answer after all.
After a long time, Qiao Xuan laughed, turned his face away and said: "What I said just now is all nonsense... You, don't take it to heart..."
With that said, he withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and staggered outside.
Vaguely, he seemed to hear that the man behind him sighed and said, "How can it be, don't take it to heart."
Qiao Xuan didn't look back, but went out anyway.
It was cold and silent outside.
He shook his head, feeling dizzy, stumbled along the way, accidentally thumped, and fell straight to the ground.
He simply became lazy, turned over, and looked up at the black night sky.
I remember that when I first came out of the shell, I was still a bird, and I couldn’t even walk steadily. At that time, I fell a lot, but later, I gradually got better, but I can’t forget it. At that time, Master Smiling and standing by his side.
I don't know how long it has been.
A shadow came over, covering the moonlight in front of him.
Shu Chen stretched out his hand to him, and said, "I'll take you back."
Qiao Xuan decided to look at him for a while, then stretched out his hand slowly, and Shu Chen pulled hard, Qiao Xuan stood up, but he didn't stand still, but put his body on Shu Chen's shoulder, and laughed a few times.
Shu Chen frowned, silently put his arms around Qiao Xuan's waist, and led him back.
Qiao Xuan rested his chin on Shuchen's shoulder, looking at the young man's silent and handsome profile, Qiao Xuan stretched out his hand to pick up a strand of Shuchen's hair, and said, "Hey, you never told me, how did you find it?" Dionysus wood? Why do you have to look for it... "
Shu Chen paused: "Because you said, you have had better wine."
Qiao Xuan suddenly realized: "I just said it casually, but you really went looking for it?"
Shu Chen's jaw tensed.
Joe declared: "You like mine, don't you?"
Shu Chen's body stiffened suddenly, he stopped, and turned to look at Qiao Xuan.
Qiao Xuan raised his eyebrows slightly, the black color was unclear under the night, he laughed: "I already knew, if you like me, you like me, what are you afraid of, let me tell you, sometimes you like someone, you still have to take the opportunity Say it, or maybe after he dies, you won’t know that you like him, after all, not everyone is as smart as me... "
Shu Chen said in a deep voice, "What nonsense are you talking about?"
Qiao Xuan put the whole body on Shu Chen, bent his eyes and smiled: "Ah Chen, you are very good-looking, and I don't hate you. How about we try when Master is gone? It's nice to have a companion like this. It will be boring..."
Hearing these words, Shu Chen finally couldn't hold back the anger in his heart: "Enough."
Qiao Xuan seemed aggrieved, and said unhappily: "Enough? Why is it enough? Master is about to die, and no one will care about me in the future. I can do whatever I want..."
Shuchen looked at Qiao Xuan, gritted his teeth and said, "It's not such a person, why should you say such a thing, don't you think it's like this, so..."
The corners of Qiao Xuan's lips curled up, and his eyes were joking with a smile, as if looking at a fool: "How do you know I'm not such a person? You don't know me at all, and you haven't seen me before... I am this person The most playful and unfeeling, there are so many ex-boyfriends, life is not about enjoying yourself in time, grasping the moment, why restrict yourself... "
Shu Chen pushed Qiao Xuan away, and said coldly, "You're drunk."
Qiao Xuan didn't like to hear these words, and said: "Master also said the same... In fact, let me tell you, I'm awake, I just don't want to wrong myself anymore."
"Hey, do you really not consider my suggestion..." Qiao Xuan pondered for a moment, then murmured: "It's fine if you don't agree, anyway, there are a lot of people who like me. I think Jiang Weiqing looks very good, and Bai Cang also looks good Handsome and stylish... They are all lined up waiting for me to like it, Mr. Qiao, I have never been short of people I like... "
Shuchen took a deep breath, and said in a cold voice: "I know you are unhappy, but do you think it's all because of you? Even without you, there will be a chaotic consciousness, and no one can stop the reincarnation of the Three Realms ... Moreover, even if you die now, Heavenly Dao will not let him go."
He said, his eyes were gloomy and powerless, and he laughed at himself: "As early as hundreds of thousands of years ago, we should have died. Senior brother chose to live, and since then he has become a prisoner of the heaven, and he has no freedom. This life only exists to protect the Three Realms. Let him live, or let him die... Now all of this is his own choice, he has guarded the Three Realms for too long, now it is just... "
Just wanting to protect one's heart is better than protecting the Three Realms.
Shuchen said: "Everything will disappear, only the way of heaven will last forever, chaos will never die, and samsara will never end... No one can resist the consciousness of the way of heaven. Except for chaos, why can't you just look away? There will be a day of fall, this is God's will... "
Qiao Xuan listened indifferently, and suddenly said: "Then you mean that chaos can fight against heaven?"
Shu Chen's air didn't hit one place, "That's not what I meant!"
Qiao Xuan turned a deaf ear to it, but his eyes lit up. He held Shu Chen's hand as if very interested, and leaned over and said, "Tell me again, is chaos really so powerful?"