1//it
"Ugly!"
A child passed by it, said innocently and maliciously.
It turned over.
Those three words filled its entire embarrassing and fleeting, never seen, meaningless life.
Being ridiculed, ostracized, not understood, I finally went to plastic surgery alone, just dared to raise my head, but was smashed by a joking shove.
It looked at this child faintly, he was very small, and it seemed that he just said naughty words without hesitation, his tone was rampant and unburdened.
The same, they are all the same.
[Just joking, the nickname among the classmates, how can it be so serious! ]
[She is so hypocritical! Eh, that's too much, I'm just talking about it. ]
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[I'm just joking, I didn't expect you to fall off so easily! Is it your surgery? Why is it okay if someone else falls, you have an accident! ]
[It's the reason why you had surgery! This is because the nose becomes fragile after plastic surgery! Can't blame me! Seriously, why don't you want to get plastic surgery? It may be a hospital problem! ]
[Go to the hospital! Your nose is the hospital's problem, don't come to me! I will not be responsible! Don't try to deceive me! ]
He thought, his eyes turned sullen.
It's just a joke, ugly, ugly, big nose is a joke, pushing is also a joke. It's not exclusion, it's not an accident, it's just a joke.
It stared at the child, thinking, it's all the same. They are all the same.
But it is no longer the cowardly self who only dared to cry. It has only hatred in its heart.
Soon, it will show the kid the price of joking.
as it was done before. It looked coldly at the child running around like a corpse.
"That... hello."
"..." It lowered its head indifferently, mechanically looking at the girl under its chin.
The girl is very small, her skin is very white, but it is different from her own white, with a slight pink. A human, but a human being haunted by ghosts, and it felt the same kind of breath around her.
Humans who are haunted by ghosts, especially children, rarely have a good end. But what does this have to do with it? It thought expressionlessly.
The dead man's face is probably not very good-looking, because no one can look straight into its eyes for more than ten seconds.
"This... for my sister." The girl raised her hand high in front of it, and slowly spread her small, fleshy palm towards it.
On the fleshy round palm lies a petal-shaped candy.
This is the first time that someone has handed candy to a ghost.
"Sister is very beautiful, don't listen to his nonsense." The girl's peach-like round and pink face put on a lovely smile.
Then it heard the second first, and someone said to it that she was beautiful.
It doesn't understand, pretty? It looked at her oddly and didn't take the candy.
Although its face was not the terrifying appearance of the dead, it was its original face, but it was by no means beautiful, because it was the face with a big, slumped nose that caused it to be nicknamed.
But looking at the child's eyes, it doesn't look like a lie.
Problems with eyesight? it thinks. It was suddenly curious and wanted to ask her where she thought she was beautiful
"That... don't you like it?" Because it didn't take the candy, the girl's smile became cramped.
Miraculously, it seemed to sense the girl's frustration.
It's amazing, it's not hate, it's not fear, it's depression? Frustrated for not taking her sugar
Suddenly, it looked down at Candy and wondered uncertainly, is it treating it as a human
Do you want to comfort it
"..." It reached out his hand hesitantly, carefully avoiding the lively flesh of the human girl, and squeezed the lollipop in her hand.
2//dirty
Old school father and mother standing together, school, mocked, ostracized, lying on the operating table, nose full, pushed down the stairs, bumped into the corner of the stairs, facing The scene of scrolling down to the lowest floor, the scene of lying on the hospital bed, the scene of crashing and smashing the mirror with the quilt, but being bounced back to the secondary injury by the tools in the quilt and the broken glass, the scene of the red-stained hand grasping the corner of the white skirt, There is also a picture of a rainy day, with despair and hatred, jumping down towards the icy river.
Then there is the picture of turning into a ghost for revenge, and the picture after meeting a fleshy little human girl one day.
The picture of the girl giving candy to the woman in the white dress, the picture of the woman following the girl, the picture of the girl secretly blowing the yin wind to her and the girl unable to get the potato chips, the picture of the woman and the girl facing the hill together, the picture of the woman saying goodbye to the girl, and The final picture turned into shavings.
Many pictures of many memories emerge from the fragments that were eaten. Then, because of the mixture of miscellaneous thoughts in the world, it only knows that it keeps condensing, without any perception or meaningful thought, and the filth that eats by instinct, in that piece of debris containing huge emotional obsessions, suddenly has consciousness, has brain.
That fragment became its brain.
There were too many memories in the fragments, and Hui Xin's brain couldn't carry too much, and it was left as two emotions, one is bitter and bitter, and the other is slightly sweet and longing.
[Li Xiaogui, Li Xiaogui]
It followed the voice in memory, reciting the possessive word in its heart.
3 // its sugar
After death it has few emotions other than hatred. But ever since I met that child, my soul has always felt bloated, filled with emotions that are by no means hatred.
It is always frequent that a person holds the candy she gave and thinks.
What does that taste like? It has been forgotten.
It's almost sweet
4//dirty sugar
The filth began to find those special pieces that could bring changes to it, and it intuitioned that the pieces were different from what it had eaten before, so that it would no longer be as empty as dust and dirt.
give it shape.
But no matter how many pieces it eats and how many emotions it has, the first piece it eats still contains its deepest desire. It has become the core of existence, shrouding all the pieces.
Because that fragment is the opportunity for its existence and its brain.
At first, it couldn't help following her. Then, it couldn't help but want to connect with her.
It eats a lot of pieces that are so spicy and bitter, only the small part with her is sweet.
Finally, it couldn't help but secretly handed it a candy on the windowsill.
At that time, it had just absorbed the fragments of the child ghost in the park, and was affected by the fragments. It linked the child ghost's nostalgia for its mother with its longing for Li Xiaogui. It was also at this moment that its desire for Li Xiaogui doubled to its peak, and it finally couldn't help but take the first step.
It kept calling out to her.
She heard it, but she didn't accept it.
However, she also gave it a candy.
It has sugar too.
What does sugar taste like
About... is it sweet
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