The lights in the living room were turned on very dimly, not as bright as the streetlights in Xicheng District of the Shadow City. Tong Yan crossed his legs and sat in Zhuo Xiangming's arms in an awkward-looking posture, facing each other, leaning forward, with his forehead resting on his shoulder, refusing to show his face.
And Zhuo Xiangming leaned against the sofa, put one hand on Tong Yan's waist, and stroked the back of his head with the other, like comforting a pet.
For dinner, Tong Yan had already drank a nutritional supplement, and the two of them had maintained this state for a while. Once Zhuo Xiangming wanted to speak, Tong Yan immediately interrupted him.
After a while, Zhuo Xiangming hugged him into his arms: "I still have to tell you, huh? Don't be afraid."
Tong Yan also hugged him, wrapping his thin arms around his shoulders: "Needless to say, I'm not afraid."
Obviously afraid.
Zhuo Xiangming kissed his earlobe again. After kissing for a while, Tong Yan was induced to turn his face away, straightened his back, put both hands on Zhuo Xiangming's face, and kissed earnestly. Good breathing hum.
Zhuo Xiangming backed away, originally wanting to separate, but he followed him subconsciously, his little tongue was still sticking out, Zhuo Xiangming couldn't hold back, and pinched his shoulder and kissed him again.
Finally separated, Tong Yan grabbed Zhuo Xiangming's arm and gasped for breath, forgetting to hide it shyly again.
"Do it twice first." Zhuo Xiangming said without warning, his voice was low, but Tong Yan could hear it clearly, "Of course, these two times are just my predictions, there may be more or less, the purpose is to During this process, my pheromones will guide you into heat."
"Then enter shallow estrus, I will bite here." He found Tong Yan's hand and held it, and gently stroked the back of the child's neck with the other hand, Tong Yan couldn't help shaking.
"You feel the pain, and then heat comes up, and we start working hard, opening up the genital cavity."
He spoke these words as if he was reading from a textbook, and Tong Yan no longer felt anything but shame, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to cover his mouth: "Stop talking. I, I'm all at your disposal...Stop talking."
Zhuo Xiangming sighed softly, kissed Tong Yan's palm, pulled his hand away, and fixedly watched him.
His eyes are very deep, and the turbulent love for Tong Yan inside can be understood, but there are other emotions that can make Tong Yan blush and heartbeat more than love, and the monstrous possession and restraint are tearing apart, making Tong Yan understand that he has no love at all. Not as calm as he looks.
"Things are not as simple as they sound. I have to let you know what you will experience. Because of this process... Pain and pleasure are divided equally, and even pleasure can cause pain. You will beg me, beg me to stop, Beg me to let you go, say you regret it, don't be like this... baby."
When he bent his legs, Tong Yan slid forward and sat on his lower abdomen, and the two got closer. Zhuo Xiangming had a pained expression on his calm face, "Genetically speaking, This is a very unfair thing, before you give up struggling, that process can be called violence, alpha's unilateral violence."
The sex and love before the heat comes may be wonderful, Zhuo Xiangming will do his best to appease him and take care of his feelings, but it takes no more than one-tenth of the two-week mark, and most of the time he In biting Tongyan, he used the most violent way to make the other party submit, and his sexual desires filled his mind with all the nerves used for thinking.
There is no tenderness, he will only give full play to the advantages of his body, turning his arms into a cage, and as soon as Tong Yan shows the slightest thought of escaping, he will immediately punish him.
Marking is often packaged as the most sublime ritual of love, it seems beautiful and dreamy, poets praise it, and writers use gorgeous words to describe it.
It has been sung in songs, performed in movies, and chanted in scriptures, but its essence is indeed robbery, the plundering of one personality to another, the encroachment of one thought on another, the two physical strengths A hand-to-hand fight between individuals of great disparity that is visibly victorious from the beginning.
Zhuo Xiangming checked a lot of information, learned how to take care of the omega during the estrus period, and consulted doctors many times about Tong Yan's physical condition. He made a lot of preparations. A lot of nutrients and drinking water are placed in the room, just to be safe, but he can never avoid the fact that the marking is special, and the alpha during the marking period will also lose his mind to a large extent.
The loss of the sanity of man as a part of society is replaced by an animal desire to reproduce.
At that time, Tong Yan was just his prey, existing for his successful capture.
Tong Yan sat quietly for a while, looked at him, and looked away from time to time. The two fell silent again, but this time the silence was more like a trial, Zhuo Xiangming always felt that he was despicable, and in front of Tong Yan, he felt that there should be no older lover who was more despicable than him.
On the one hand, he told Tong Yan about the cruelty of the mark, hoping that Tong Yan would seriously consider it, and on the other hand, he eagerly hoped that Tong Yan would agree. He could not deny this longing, he could only complain that it was love that had made him mean.
"And then?" Tong Yan turned to him, pursed his lips that were red from the kiss just now, retracted his jaw a little, looked up at him, looking fragile but also brave, "Open, genital cavity, and then what? "
Zhuo Xiangming looked at Tong Yan almost scrutinizingly, Tong Yan urged him, and he said: "You will be in pain all the time, but I won't let you move, and then I will form a knot inside, bite into the gonad thoroughly, and inject pheromones .”
Tong Yan trembled a little, he asked Zhuo Xiangming to hug him: "Is this the end?"
Zhuo Xiangming hesitated for a while, but still said: "No."
He suddenly smiled: "How did you do the physiology class?"
Tong Yan said: "Don't talk about these things in the physiology class, okay? Omega's physiology class only teaches us how to avoid alpha, and talks about common sense of physiology."
Tong Yan asked again: "Why didn't it end?"
Zhuo Xiangming's fingertips lightly brushed the side of Tong Yan's face, then pinched the earlobe and kneaded it: "This time is probably the third day, or the fourth day, and it will be fully estrous after marking." He said: "Then we Do it all the time. As I said, the estrus deliberately induced by alpha pheromones is extraordinarily intense and long-lasting."
"Except for the necessary rest, we have been doing it. Why do we need nutritional supplements? Because there is no time for you to eat, sometimes you are thirsty and you need to ask me for a long time before I will take you to find water."
Tong Yan started to tremble again, and Zhuo Xiangming could feel that the narrow waist in his hands was tense.
He sniffed at the gonads on the back of Zhuo Xiangming's neck, and his legs went limp.
Then Tong Yan inserted his hand into Zhuo Xiangming's hair, forcing him to lean back, and there was a distance between the two, so they could look at each other: "I seem to be able to imagine what you were like before."
A somewhat sentimental young man, handsome and personable, not very gregarious and a loner. He thinks a lot and strives for very little. In terms of feelings, he is used to being a loser, and he is used to losing, although losing does not reduce the pain every time he faces it because of the habit.
This is just a random assumption, Tong Yan didn't know that it was quite different from the appearance of Zhuo Xiangming, who was willing to socialize in college, and he didn't know that there were overlaps in some aspects.
Zhuo Xiangming looked at him with his chin tensed.
Tong Yan smiled, the corners of his mouth and eyes were curled up.
"I'm not afraid." Tong Yan said in a low voice, "Do you want me to be afraid? If not, why do you still say those words to scare me? If you want to... You have prepared so much, and the vacation is confirmed. If I Excuse me, what are we going to do with these two weeks? Overseas vacation?"
"You do owe me a honeymoon, but there's no rush to pay it back now."
"I love you." Zhuo Xiangming frowned and kissed Tong Yan, he could control the back of Tong Yan's head with only one palm, so that he could only bear it. He kissed hard and impatiently, whispering in a low voice between lips and tongue, "I love you."
The two are entangled between the sofa and the coffee table. This time, they don't need any restraint. They are immersed in their love for each other wholeheartedly. As dusk falls, the sky is gloomy, and it seems that it will snow again, and the door of the small apartment on the second floor falls Several floors were re-locked, the flashing lights of the pheromone collector started to work, and a sign saying "stay away" was hung on the outermost courtyard door. No one would disturb this soul mark.
At first, Tong Yan didn't feel so embarrassed, he blushed, but he didn't shrink his body, the warmth when touching each other and the whisper of his lover brought an endless sense of security, Zhuo Xiangming was always gentle and slow , he asked Tong Yan how he felt almost without interval, murmured and called him baby, and after a while he became a sweetheart again.
Tong Yan's eyes were wet, but he didn't realize that he was crying until the tears slipped from the corners of his eyes. At that time, he was lying on the bed and turned to look at Zhuo Xiangming. Maybe he used some begging eyes. It was Zhuo Xiangming who came to kiss him. His tears, asked him why he was uncomfortable, he shook his head, Zhuo Xiangming asked why he was crying, and Tong Yan realized it.
He wanted to bury his face in the pillow, but Zhuo Xiangming refused. He pinched his chin and kissed the corners of his eyes and the tip of his nose, with a hoarse voice: "Don't cry, baby, don't cry."
Tong Yan just shook his head, unable to speak, his face was flushed, his eyelashes were very wet, but he didn't struggle. He was so good that Zhuo Xiangming didn't know how to soften his heart, the emotion of wanting to hide Tong Yan appeared again, if only the two of them were left in the world, Zhuo Xiangming thought, he could be 100% Baijiang Tongyan took good care of him.
Zhuo Xiangming felt that he was extremely bad, on the one hand he loved Tong Yan to the point of helplessness, on the other hand he made him cry.
Tong Yan buried his face in his hands, thinking of many things when he was just married, his mind was in a mess, he didn't know what it was like, the only thing he knew was that he could trust Zhuo Xiangming, he could trust Zhuo Xiangming completely.
But he couldn't hold back the tears and kept choking.
Zhuo Xiangming's soft coaxing was very effective, at least Tong Yan's mood stabilized a little. They leaned together and whispered, in this rare moment of sobriety.
For the rest of the time, the two of them didn't have the chance to talk again. The situation was even worse than Zhuo Xiangming expected. Before the first wave of estrus came, Tong Yan cried until he collapsed, and the shallow estrus also broke out when the first wave just started.
Not a single step stepped on his plan.
If Tong Yan was still a little sane at the beginning, and would beg him and please him, but later on, he hardly had any self-consciousness at all. The moment Zhuo Xiangming bit into the gland deeply, he felt as if he was dead , The feeling of suffocation paralyzed the whole body, he and Tong Yan were like two trapped beasts who regarded each other as the only life, trying every means to make each other cling to him, he wanted to eat Tong Yan, and also wanted to be eaten by Tong Yan.
How long this process lasted, he didn't know. He only knew that at the moment when his reason returned to his senses, his love for Tong Yan surged and occupied all the heights of his consciousness. Meteorites and all other absurd and major disasters.
Or wrap Tong Yan in his arms, never let him go out, protect him, love him, and imprison him forever.
But these crazy thoughts immediately receded like a tide when they met Shang Tong Yan's barely opened eyes. The child's body was still trembling unstoppably, the eye sockets and the tip of the nose were flushed, the cheeks were wet with sweat, and the long eyelashes were mushy. Clumped and messed up, looking pitiful and vulnerable.
"Baby, Tongtong, baby." Zhuo Xiangming kissed him lightly, pulled up the quilt with his backhand to cover his shoulders, and also covered Tong Yan, "Does it hurt? Huh? Is it uncomfortable?"
Tong Yan shook his head, swallowed hard, stretched out his hand to wrap around Zhuo Xiangming's neck, lowered his head with some strength, rubbed against him very dependently, and shrank into his arms: "Hold me, hug me Enough."
"I love you." Zhuo Xiangming just wanted to say this. He hugged Tong Yan as he said, and the two kissed. Not long after, Tong Yan suddenly snorted, his cheeks were flushed, his voice was soft, he moved impatiently, and called him: "Brother..."
Zhuo Xiangming's muscles tensed immediately, and after marking, the full estrus period was induced by the alpha pheromone, which affected not only the omega, but the restlessness of the alpha was even more unbearable.
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