After Yaya got older, Tong Yan thought about starting to study again. Zhuo Xiangming mentioned going out to study, but he finished his four-year undergraduate course and felt that he really liked his undergraduate school, so there was no need to go out to study just for the sake of going out. I didn't want to move again, so I went back to my alma mater not far from home.
Something happened at school on Sunday, Tong Yan went there in the afternoon, Zhuo Xiangming stayed at home with Yaya, Yaya was reluctant before leaving, and dawdled for a long time, finally Zhuo Xiangming coaxed him to say goodbye to his father.
Recently, Tong Yan has just started driving by himself, the freshness has not gone down, and there is no need for a driver for the time being, Yaya is not as high as the car door, Zhuo Xiangming holds him in his armpit and half hugs him. He is wearing a seat belt.
"What time will you be home, Dad?" Yaya asked slowly.
Tong Yan said, "Before dinner, I will definitely have dinner with you."
"Accompany Dad, too." Ya Ya touched Zhuo Xiangming's face with his hand back, and imitated Zhuo Xiangming's appearance and told Tong Yan, "Drive slowly and pay attention to safety, I love you, Dad."
Tong Yan said, "I love you, baby."
He kissed Ya Ya on the face, and was about to leave when the ignition was on. Zhuo Xiangming turned Ya Ya over and carried it on his shoulder, lowered his head and begged him for a kiss, "Be careful on the road."
Tong Yan arrived home at almost six o'clock, the porch light was already on, but there was no one in the living room, only the black back who ran down the stairs after hearing the door opening greeted him.
"Where's Yaya?" Tong Yan asked.
Black back "Wow woof!"
After Tong Yan changed into his slippers, Heibei was leading the way, and he followed all the way up, passing the toy room and the baby room, the dog didn't stop, until he walked to a guest room at the end of the corridor, the door was ajar, and there was an unseen bed. There are two father and son sleeping on the big bed.
Yaya was wearing a fluffy lamb jumpsuit and was sleeping in the middle. Zhuo Xiangming was wearing a big bad wolf sweater that matched with a set he bought, and he was wearing a big bad wolf's paw on one hand. He was sleeping on the side, his body Arched inwards, embracing Yaya whose back was facing him, and holding Yaya's stomach with his arms, it seemed that they were tired from playing, the two of them slept soundly, breathing one after another.
Heibei walked in silently, and lay down again in the corner of the room.
Tong Yan stood and looked at it for a while, then secretly smiled, took out his phone and quietly took a photo.
School is full of trivial matters. He ran around all afternoon, and his classmates saw how dry his lips were, so he remembered to drink water. At this moment, watching the father and son sleeping soundly, with softness and warmth enveloping him together, makes people feel sleepy and belonging.
He sat down on the corner of the bed, and it didn't take long before Fangya woke up.
The little lamb turned over in the big bad wolf's arms, groaning and puffing out his stomach. Zhuo Xiangming still subconsciously protected him in his sleep, with his hands on his back.
The sun was setting, and the room was very dark. After Ya Ya woke up, he curled up lazily in Zhuo Xiangming's arms, and Tong Yan touched his ass, only to find that there was another father in the room.
Ya Ya's eyes lit up, and he opened his mouth to call Dad, Tong Yan made a "hush" gesture, and the little lamb immediately calmed down, and with Tong Yan's help, he crawled out of the embrace of the big bad wolf.
Ya Ya smelled like milk, she sat face to face in Tong Yan's arms, holding his face in her small hands, and said seriously, "Dad, I miss you so much."
Tong Yan said that I miss you too, then held his little hand and kissed it, and wiped his sweaty forehead with his sleeve slightly, "Is it hot?"
Ya Ya shook his head, hugging Tong Yan's neck stickily. The fleshy body was warm, Tong Yan also hugged him, and the two whispered to each other.
After a while, Zhuo Xiangming also woke up.
"Are you back?" He saw Tong Yan sitting next to him, busy stretching his upper body, stretching out his hand and rubbing his eyes in a daze, only to realize that the gloves hadn't been taken off, he also smiled.
Tong Yan put down his teeth, got up and gave him a hand, Zhuo Xiangming sat up, hugged Tong Yan, and buried his face in Tong Yan's stomach in trouble. Ya Ya rushed to Zhuo Xiangming's arms, Zhuo Xiangming stuffed him between himself and Tong Yan,
Yaya was chattering, Zhuo Xiangming was sleeping hot, he was hugged by Tong Yan and stroked his hair, protecting Yaya from falling off, and asked in a low voice, "What time is it?"
Tong Yan said, "Seven thirty."
Zhuo Xiangming asked, "Why is it taking so long?"
Tong Yan hummed lightly, and looked down at the fluttering teeth.
Zhuo Xiangming also looked down, Yaya was close to Zhuo Xiangming, he first grabbed Zhuo Xiangming who had just woken up and kissed, and said good morning and good night, Dad, and the zipper of the lamb jumpsuit was opened A cut, almost revealing the fleshy belly.
In fact, not long after falling asleep, he was still sleepy, Zhuo Xiangming hugged him for a while, and then fell asleep again. It wasn't cold in the room, Tong Yan zipped him up, and pulled the pillow towel to cover his stomach.
Then the two went out lightly, Zhuo Xiangming closed the door with his backhand, his eyes were not so clear, and his hair was a little messy.
Tong Yan sized him up, and couldn't help laughing, "Just like a kid."
Zhuo Xiangming let him laugh, and pressed him on the refrigerator after entering the kitchen.
"What are you doing!" Tong Yan stared.
"Kiss you." Zhuo Xiangming was also very blunt.
He came aggressively, finally squeezed Tong Yan's waist, and the two kissed lingeringly.
Tong Yan had something to eat before leaving, and he wasn't too hungry at the moment, so Zhuo Xiangming simply made a thick soup, and each person had a plate of pasta for dinner.
Halfway through eating, I heard the dog barking first, and then the sound of children's slippers creaking as they walked. Tong Yan turned her head and saw Ya Ya stopped halfway down the stairs, leaning on the guardrail to look at them.
Seeing Tong Yan turn around, Ya Ya opened his mouth and called "Daddy."
"Ya Ya come." Tong Yan reached out to him, "Come here."
Ya Ya just woke up by himself, with only one dog by his side, and when he went downstairs, he found two fathers eating secretly. He was wronged, angry about getting up, and refused to leave. The little meaty hand was still holding the guardrail, standing there with his mouth puckered. Do not move.
Seeing that he knew what was going on in the blink of an eye, Tong Yan smiled and got up to hug him, but was stopped by Zhuo Xiangming, "you eat."
He went to hug Yaya and put it on his lap, next to Tong Yan.
Tong Yan fed him some noodles with a fork, and asked with a smile, "Why is the lamb so angry?"
"Not angry." Yaya sat in Zhuo Xiangming's arms and swallowed the noodles, and the little awkwardness disappeared. She looked at him with round eyes and clapped her hands, "The noodles are delicious and delicious."
"The big bad wolf made it." Tong Yan pointed at Zhuo Xiangming.
Zhuo Xiangming bowed his head in front of him with a straight face, Yaya shrank and said, "Thank you, Big Bad Wolf!"
The big bad wolf said, "How can you thank me? Just eat it for me."
He lowered his head and kissed Yaya's cheek, and said, "There's not much meat, let's raise it for a few more days." Then he carried Yaya to the fire and boiled some broccoli and carrots in plain water, and put them in his own bowl, Tong Yan He picked two forks of noodles for him, and the three of them ate two plates of noodles.
He slept a lot during the day and didn't feel sleepy at night. The nanny wasn't around on weekends. Zhuo Xiangming took him to take a bath at nine o'clock, and he didn't start dozing off until half past ten after playing with teeth.
He lay on Tong Yan's lap, yawned while singing nursery rhymes, Heibei barked, and Tong Yan carried him upstairs.
The crib has been changed for a long time, and every time he came over in his childhood, two people had to sleep in the same room, so he now uses the same bunk bed as his childhood. Tong Yan hugged him and lay down under the quilt, while Zhuo Xiangming read a picture book on the side.
Usually, Zhuo Xiangming could not finish a story, and Yaya would fall asleep, but today he finished telling the story about Mary buying a lamb, and his eyes were still half-closed.
Tong Yan patted him lightly, and after a while, Ya Ya whispered, "Father, are you going to die?"
After "Where did I come from", "Why are you my dad", "Why do I have two dads", this question is finally here.
The previous question was not that difficult, and after Tong Yan finished answering, he looked satisfied with Yaya's appearance, but the question of whether he would die... He subconsciously looked at Zhuo Xiangming.
Zhuo Xiangming asked warmly, "Then Ya Ya, tell Dad first, what does death mean?"
Yaya thought for a while, "Leave me."
"That won't happen." Zhuo Xiangming said immediately, "We will never leave you."
This sentence was beyond Tong Yan's expectation, he thought Zhuo Xiangming would go around in circles.
Ya Ya moved closer to Tong Yan, holding the quilt with her small hands, looking down at Zhuo Xiangming who was sitting by the bed, "Really?"
Zhuo Xiangming held Tong Yan's hand, Yaya looked over, Zhuo Xiangming said, "Of course it's true, Dad never lied to you. We love you very much, do you know that?"
"I know." Yaya said, "I love Papa too."
"Is Yaya afraid that Dad will leave you?"
Yaya said softly, "Scared."
Zhuo Xiangming said, "You are still very young now, and you need your father's help in many things, so you need to stay with your father all the time. But when you grow up, you will start to go to school, not to learn from the teacher at home, but to go to school… "
Yaya answered, "Are you like Brother Niannian!"
"It's really smart." To let him understand, Zhuo Xiangming said slowly, "Although we were not together at that time, as long as you know that Dad loves you, it is not really separated, just like when I go to work, Tong Tong's father You miss us when you go to school, you know, although we are not together for a while, but we have not left you, right? There will be many times like this, but no matter how far away, whether to meet or not, as long as you know someone If I love you, I will never really be apart."
"We will love you forever and ever." Zhuo Xiangming said.
I don't know if I understood, but Yaya fell asleep without saying a few more words, Tong Yan got off the bed lightly, Zhuo Xiangming went to turn off the light.
Tong Yan walked in front, and after returning to the bedroom, he went into the bathroom silently, just as he took off his clothes, Zhuo Xiangming also followed.
"What's wrong?" Zhuo Xiangming stood under the shower with his arms around him from behind, lowered his head and kissed his shoulder, touched his face, and asked in a low voice, "What are you thinking?"
"I'm thinking..." Tong Yan leaned back into his arms, "I'm thinking, we need to live a few more years."
"We must stay with him for a long time." Tong Yan said, "Otherwise what if he is the only one left?"
At first, Tong Yan decided to have this child because of love, and he endured countless hardships during the pregnancy, but after Yaya was born, he realized that what he paid was nothing compared to what he got. Perhaps love should not be measured by how much, but Ya Ya's love for him and Zhuo Xiangming did not decrease because he was a child. He gave all his blazing love to the fathers, and Tong Yan often felt apprehensive about taking on this sweet responsibility.
Yaya loves him so much, but he can't really accompany him forever.
"He won't be alone." Zhuo Xiangming said, "Do you think I'm lying to him?"
"If you love him so much, he will not have a lonely childhood, nor will he have a lonely adolescence. When he grows up, when he is twenty, thirty, or seventy or eighty years old, he will have moments of failure and There will be sad moments, but at that time he should have understood that life is like this. And he will never forget your love for him."
Zhuo Xiangming turned around with him, put his arms on his shoulders, and slowly applied the shower gel, "When I first entered high school, I was called a parent because I violated the rules and entered the school affairs network. The first time I went to school, she seemed to be very busy that day, and she followed two people to report something. I was waiting outside the office, very scared, or guilty, but after she came out, she didn't scold me. The first sentence was to say that I was fine. , don't worry. The tone is good. I always remember."
He seemed to be talking about other people's affairs, the expression on his face didn't change much, but Tong Yan felt sad when he heard it.
They all know that as long as those things no longer hurt Zhuo Xiangming, the past just needs to be let go, and no one has the responsibility to be a selfless forgiver. And those things are true, and they won't hurt Zhuo Xiangming anymore.
"Mom and Dad's love is very useful, when you are frustrated." Zhuo Xiangming looked down at Tong Yan under the water curtain, his eyes were deep and focused, like looking at a treasure that should be hidden immediately, "You are doing very well, our Ya Ya travels the world with a lot of love, he won't lose."