My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 1

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Under the cloudless clear sky and on the manicured lawn, a beautiful woman in a wedding veil appeared under the vine arch with flowers. In the romantic wedding opening song played by the piano master, she held the hand of the man beside her and slowly Slowly step into the holy white carpet that seems to have no head in sight...

Eyes are full of dazzling celebrations, ears are full of piercing laughter.

"Miss Jingxiu, are you willing to marry Mr. Song Wenyan as your wife, no matter..." The pastor looked at the young men and women in front of him and asked solemnly word by word.

"No... No... I'm against... I'm against!" Ji Youyan watched helplessly as he wanted to pull Jingxiu's hand through her body, and saw himself screaming like a clown beside Jingxiu, but As if something was strangling his throat, no sound was made...

to no avail.

She can't stop anything, can't catch anything...

"Xiu...Jingxiu..." At three o'clock in the morning, Ji Youyan once again called out the name of her sweetheart and woke up from the nightmare with a heart-wrenching heartbreak.

In the boundless darkness and silence, she sat up from the bed in a stubborn manner, not wanting to lift the messy hair in front of her forehead, she grabbed the electronic clock on the bedside to examine it carefully, and then pinched herself hard. a bit. After a long while, she showed a satisfied smile and let out a long sigh of relief.

This is the third month after being reborn, and it is also the first time after being reborn that I woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night. But Ji Youyan still couldn't feel at ease, and when he woke up from each dream, he couldn't tell which one was the real present and which one was the illusory dream.

Fortunately, every time I wake up from a dream, it hurts to pinch myself, and every time I wake up, the time continues normally. Ji Youyan didn't dare to fall asleep at first, but then gradually settled down, crying and laughing to accept his rebirth.

This is the three years before Jingxiu's big wedding, and the second year after she broke up with Jingxiu.

This year, she was 27 years old. After winning the White Oak Vision, she was hidden by Dingfeng.

Fortunately, everything is still in time.

Ji Youyan slumped against the back of the bed, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with a smile, took a photo from under the pillow, fondled his sweetheart's beautiful face with his fingertips, and lowered his head to give a tender kiss.

Jingxiu, give me another chance, this time, I will never lose you again. She prayed earnestly in her heart.

At eight o'clock in the morning, assistant Lin Yue called and reminded her that when it was time to get up, Ji Youyan had finished washing up and was drinking warm water with a thermos cup.

In view of the fact that in the last life, because of work and emotional reasons, he died madly, causing frequent red lights in the stomach and intestines, and finally died of gastric bleeding and alcohol poisoning. Since his rebirth in this life, Ji Youyan has consciously started to maintain health.

At half past eight, Lin Yue came to the ground with a warm breakfast. Before she entered the entrance, her voice came into the living room first: "Sister Ji, I'm here, we have to hurry up, there seems to be a traffic jam outside."

Ji Youyan greeted him when he heard the sound, took the breakfast from Lin Yue with a smile, and replied politely: "Okay, I'm almost done here, I can go after I've eaten. Have you eaten? If not, let's have some together. ."

Lin Yue is two or three years younger than Ji Youyan. Last year, when Ji Youyan was a little confident, he signed in as an assistant after he resigned from the assistant assigned to her by former manager Wang Junchan.

Ji Youyan treats people with kindness and has a mild temper. Lin Yue has just graduated. Although she is still young, she is serious in her work and sincere, so the two appreciate each other as people and get along very well. In the last life, when Ji Youyan was hidden by Dingfeng for a year, no one in the company wanted to step on her, and only Lin Yue was always by her side and never gave up. Therefore, after being reborn in this life, when he decided to leave the former brokerage company Dingfeng a year earlier, Ji Youyan asked Lin Yue's opinion, and left with her again without hesitation.

The little girl had a baby face and smiled sweetly, but her voice was surprisingly mature. When Ji Youyan signed her for the first time, he liked her as the voice of a loli and a royal sister-it's easy to feel good when you look at her smiling face, and you can feel at ease when you hear her voice.

Hearing Ji Youyan greeting her for breakfast, Lin Yue showed a crooked smile and agreed as she entered the door: "Okay, I'm not familiar with the restaurants here, so I don't know which one is better, so it's okay to see them when passing by. , I went in and bought one. Sister Ji, you can eat it, and just give me the rest. "

- Ji Yuyan still likes her thoughtfulness.

After the two had breakfast together, Lin Yue drove Ji Youyan to the headquarters of Ranwen Entertainment Media Company. The agent Wei Yizhen notified a few days ago that the company had a short morning meeting to attend before officially participating in the online comprehensive "National Big Production".

Ran Wen Entertainment Media Company is a new entertainment company that has just emerged in the past two years, but the agent Wei Yizhen is not. Wei Yizhen was born in a family of performers and has been deeply involved in the circle for ten years. He once created a story of two actresses in the same period, and once became a legendary figure in the industry. Until two years ago, after finishing cooperation with Dahua Qi Ruixin, he suddenly disappeared and the legend ended.

Just after winning White Oak Vision, Ji Youyan, who became the first of the four little actresses, gave up renewing the contract with the rich old club Dingfeng, and chose to marry Ran Wen, a little-known small company, there was a lot of public discussion. , mostly puzzled. After all, it is said that there are only a handful of artists under Ran Wen's banner, and the one with the most presence is Ruan Ningwei, an 18th-tier star who is famous for her scummy acting skills as "Sister Hollow". But when the follow-up news came out that the manager who took over Ji Yuyan was Wei Yizhen, everyone had a feeling of realizing the truth and suddenly realized.

To be able to invite Wei Yizhen Ran Wen, it seems that it is not really some little-known small company. The curiosity of netizens instantly shifted from Ji Youyan to Ran Wen and Tao Xingruo, the overly young female president.

Ji Youyan, like everyone, is full of curiosity about Tao Xingruo.

This young woman, even after working together for three years in the last life, Ji Youyan still can't see through her, and it can even be said that she is not familiar with her at all.

In the last life, Tao Xingruo extended an olive branch to herself when she was hid in Dingfeng for a year and was almost desperate, and then handed over her full power to Wei Yizhen without paying attention; after being reborn in this life, Tao Xingruo actually Not following the routine, he extended an olive branch to himself a year earlier before renewing his contract with Dingfeng, which made Ji Youyan have to wonder if he was too proud in his previous life, so that he didn't even remember this so-called small company. Favored him before she was hidden in the snow.

At this moment, after the morning meeting with Wei Yizhen, Ji Youyan, who was called alone to Tao Xingruo's office to take care of him, became more curious about Tao Xingruo.

In the last life, since the signing of the contract, she hadn't seen Tao Xingruo several times again. Every time he meets Tao Xingruo, Ji Youyan can feel sensitively that Tao Xingruo doesn't really like her. Therefore, despite the unknown reasons in the previous life, Ji Youyan still avoided meeting Tao Xingruo as much as possible based on the principle of less trouble.

In this life, almost from the first time they met, Ji Youyan felt that Tao Xingruo's eyes on her seemed to be different. It was the first time since the past and present cooperation that she was asked to go to the office alone for an interview like this.

Even if there is a butterfly effect due to her rebirth, it won't be so fast, right? Ji Yuyan was a little puzzled.

But after nearly ten years of practice in his acting career, Ji Youyan has learned to control his expressions well. Therefore, despite some inexplicable unease in his heart, Ji Youyan still smiled indifferently, and kept a polite look at Tao Xingruo.

Behind the luxurious and thick desk, Tao Xingruo was wearing a uniquely tailored silk striped shirt, with black hair like waterfalls, and a beautiful and cold face. Anyone who saw it would sigh, "What a cold beauty".

"Miss Ji, I left you alone because of personal matters." After a few seconds of staring at each other, Tao Xingruo opened his lips, and a cold and slightly magnetic female voice came out of her mouth.

Ji Youyan tilted her head slightly when she heard the words, showing a decent smile, waiting for Tao Xingruo's next words.

Today, she only wore a simple sweater and jeans, and sat opposite Tao Xingruo, with her hands naturally clasped on her thighs. A forearm like a jade lotus is exposed from her slightly rolled up cuff, with a diamond-encrusted watch with a black strap on it, just like the temperament she exudes at the moment, low-key, calm, but Still striking.

It's not just the illusion on the day of the signing, Ji Yuyan seems to be really different. A trace of doubt flashed in Tao Xingruo's black eyes, but she quickly covered it up.

"You may not know that not only you participated in the "National Big Production", our company also participated in another actor, Ruan Ningwei." During the speech, Tao Xingruo's eyebrows were rarely softer.

"Is it the finale tutor that the show team has not announced for a long time?" Ji Youyan suddenly restrained his smile, straightened his back, and asked in a serious tone.

"No." Tao Xingruo denied, "She participated as a rookie actor participating in the selection."

Ji Youyan's brows stretched out again, his back was relaxed, and he regained his original composure.

Tao Xingruo didn't notice the slight changes in her, as if she thought of something, she frowned self-consciously, and whispered: "I hope that during the recording, Miss Ji, as a mentor, can help me pay more attention to Ning Wei. , best, can help me find her knot in acting."

Ji Youyan was stunned for two seconds before he reacted and agreed, "Okay, Mr. Tao, don't worry, I will pay more attention when the time comes."

As the owner of the company, it is normal to be concerned about the development of its artists and to ask those who are capable to help others. This is a normal thing. However, Tao Xingruo's request was to help Ruan Ningwei find a knot in the game

Could this boss be too considerate? Is this request too personal? Ji Yuyan couldn't help but slander.

Oh, yes, Tao Xingruo said just now that she was looking for her for personal affairs...

Wait, how did this become a private matter? Are Tao Xingruo and Ruan Ningwei so close? Why didn't she know anything about her last life? Ji Youyan's face changed several times, and he couldn't help looking up at Tao Xingruo with doubtful eyes.

As if seeing through Ji Youyan's question, Tao Xingruo pursed his lips uncomfortably, and then answered calmly with her poker face: "Ning Wei is my girlfriend, so troublesome Miss Ji, you helped take care of it."

"...??!" Ji Youyan was completely petrified.

"Empty Girl" Ruan Ningwei is Tao Xingruo's girlfriend? Isn't Tao Xingruo an emotionless killer? ! and…

Ruan Ningwei died earlier than her in the last life...

Died by suicide.

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