My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 10

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After seven o'clock in the evening, Ji Youyan and Yang Anran had finished their rehearsal and finished work perfectly. Jingxiu was still training, Ji Youyan was the only one in the suite, it was quiet and pitch-dark.

Ji Youyan didn't turn on the light, sitting cross-legged on the sofa, listening to music with headphones on, her thoughts drifted far away.

Yao Xiao asked her in the morning, are you really ready? She understood what she meant: Are you ready for anything other than the sweet part of love

Even Yao Xiao couldn't believe her, let alone Jingxiu.

Ji Youyan knew that what she had done in the past was so disappointing. Frankly speaking, if I didn't have a little hope, I hoped for the tenderness and love that Jingxiu in the previous life showed when she left her wedding after her death and came all the way here. I don't dare to entangle me after seeing each other so casually.

Too cheeky. Ji Yuyan wanted to bite herself in self-loathing. But the moment he opened his mouth, the five fingers of the raised hand gradually folded into a fist, and they were put down again.

This bad habit, she had quit as her mood improved in the last life.

She leaned her head up on the back of the sofa, let out a long sigh, and reached out to use her phone to cut a song to soothe her emotions. A WeChat pop-up window popped up on the screen in a timely manner.

It was Ruan Ningwei who sent it to her, saying that she had arrived in Lingzhou and was about to arrive at the hotel, and asked how to give her the things.

Ji Youyan sat up, thought for a moment, and replied to her message. Then she called Lin Yue and asked her to go down to pick up Ruan Ningwei, and bring her up from the inner passage to the suite to find herself.

In fact, she can also directly ask Lin Yue to meet Ruan Ningwei, take the things and leave, but Ji Youyan feels that this is too pretentious and somewhat disrespectful. After all, she was the one who troubled people.

In the last life, Ruan Ningwei was always famous for her scumbag acting skills and empty sister. In today's entertainment industry, you can have no acting skills, but you can't have no popularity, or in other words, no audience. If you don't have acting skills, you can still work hard. If you don't have audience, you can only be called "get out of the entertainment circle".

Ruan Ningwei is miserable, she has neither. She is dedicated to her work, acts low-key, and looks gentle and submissive. Her lack of acting skills is her only black spot. Actors without acting skills are not uncommon in the circle. Logically, she would not have been attacked for nothing. But when she was starring, she was rumored to have robbed a popular Xiaohua with capital. Xiaohua also published a Weibo that seemed to hurt the spring and autumn on the cusp of the storm, and the fans were so distressed that they wanted to get justice for her. . Since then, Ruan Ningwei has fallen into a doom.

Ji Youyan and Ruan Ningwei are in the same company anyway. After listening to Lin Yue's gossip, it was exactly that the crew announced that they directed and acted for the sake of topicality, and the little flower who was sneaked saw that you were an 18th-tier actor and could be bullied by the situation. , followed by a wave of fans who sold miserably.

When a person dislikes you, no matter how good you are, he can pick out bones from the egg. What's more, it's a group of people; what's more, Ruan Ningwei really has no acting skills. Therefore, since then, Ruan Ningwei has been from head to toe, from the inside to the outside, from life style to work attitude. Ruan Ningwei accepted it all and never excused herself in public.

Until... She ends with her death.

Her death shocked the entertainment industry, and many people on the Internet began to reflect and criticize the past online violence, but there were still some disrespectful voices, jokingly saying that this was the most popular time in her life. It was not until a few days later that the media revealed that Ruan Ningwei had been silently doing charity work during her lifetime. Except for the necessary living expenses left for her mother to spend her later years, almost all of the income from her work was donated to build schools, libraries, and many poor families. children.

So far, the mockers are silent.

A few days later, the media all turned the tide, mourning, reflecting on and apologizing, which were sincere and touching.

Ji Youyan witnessed the whole process, and only thought it was ridiculous and sad for some people's arrogance. In addition to her emotions, she couldn't help but admire Ruan Ningwei, what kind of mind a person should have to be able to accept countless malice from the world, and at the same time be such an unknown and gentle lover.

Some people who have made a name for themselves are doing charity like a show; and Ruan Ningwei, even in such a difficult situation, never revealed the slightest, so as to clean up herself.

True charity is done for your own heart. In such a comparison, Ruan Ningwei is really much nobler.

Therefore, Ji Youyan is not willing to neglect Ruan Ningwei, at least, she thinks Ruan Ningwei is a person worthy of respect.

The sound of the room key interrupted Ji Youyan's thinking. She raised her head and saw Lin Yue pushed open the door and greeted a delicate and beautiful woman to enter: "Sister Ning Wei, come in quickly. Sister Ji, we're in. ."

Ji Youyan put down the teapot in his hand, stood up, and took a few steps forward to greet him.

Ruan Ningwei dragged her suitcase and followed Lin Yue into the door. Seeing Ji Youyan, she bent her eyebrows and revealed a calm smile. "Sister Ji, hello, I'm Ruan Ningwei. I've admired my name for a long time."

Ji Youyan looked at her calmly, and felt that she was a little more beautiful and warmer than the real person on the screen. The brilliance in her eyes was pure and pure, and it was easy to make people feel close.

It is hard to imagine that such a graceful and elegant person will definitely go to a dead end two years later.

Ji Youyan collected her thoughts, helped Ruan Ningwei pull her luggage to the side, and joked casually, "You're welcome, I've only just made a name for myself this year, right?" She greeted Ruan Ningwei and took her seat, while scolding Lin Yue: "Why don't you help to share the burden? Luggage." The tone was not harsh, obviously just polite.

Before Lin Yue could explain, Ruan Ningwei quickly defended her and said, "I don't want to trouble Xiaoyue, and it's not too serious. I can do it myself."

Lin Yue sat beside her, her brows lowered and pleasing to the eye, she didn't have any excuses, and looked like she was well-behaved.

Ji Youyan didn't really want to blame Lin Yue, so he turned the page following Ruan Ningwei's words. She filled Ruan Ningwei with a small cup of tea, handed it to her, and asked with concern, "Have you had dinner? Pu'er tea, warm your body." Then she pushed Lin Yue a cup.

"I ate it on the plane." Ruan Ningwei lowered her head and sniffed the aroma of the tea before taking a small sip.

Lin Yue was busy for a long time, her mouth was dry, she picked up the teacup and wanted to drink it, but she was so hot that she took a deep breath.

The expression is funny, in stark contrast to Ruan Ningwei's Duanxiu demeanor. Ji Youyan and Ruan Ningwei couldn't help laughing.

"Cow drink!" Ji You said disgustedly.

"I'm thirsty. The mineral water is too cold. When I went out, the hot water was boiled before I could drink it." Lin Yue said with a big tongue.

Ji Yuyan sighed. She didn't intend to take up Lin Yue's rare rest time, and said funny: "I'm so harsh, I won't give you a drink of water. I don't have anything to do here, you go back to rest first and drink your water."

"Sister Ji..." Lin Yue was half coquettish.

"Really, don't worry, go back to warm the bed, and I'll call you again if I have something to do." Ji Youyan said with a good temper.

Seeing that she was serious, Lin Yue was relieved, and sat with her for a few more minutes before leaving with a smile and obedience.

Ruan Ningwei kept smiling at the interaction between Ji Youyan and Lin Yue, and answered a few greetings from time to time.

After Lin Yue left, Ruan Ningwei sighed thoughtfully, "Sister Ji is as friendly and kind as I thought." After she finished speaking, she didn't wait for Ji Youyan's response, she got up and went to the suitcase by the wall and picked up a The paper bag came back and handed it to Ji Youyan: "A welcome gift for Sister Ji. It's not something valuable, don't laugh at Sister Ji."

Ji Youyan took it with both hands and asked her with a smile, "Can I open it and take a look?"

"Yes." Ruan Ningwei said cheerfully.

The gift packaging is exquisite, but not difficult to open. But after a few moments, Ji Youyan saw the cute and simple inner-a very famous limited edition thermos cup.

Ruan Ningwei seemed a little embarrassed, and said shyly: "Look at the weather forecast, it will get colder and colder in the future, I think Sister Ji, you may be able to use it."

Ji Youyan said sincerely: "I have a heart, I really need it. When I came here, I didn't think much about it and didn't bring it with me. But..." She looked down, looking at the red dates and wolfberry next to the cup, a little dumbfounded.

"It seems that I really have reached the age to take care of myself."

Ruan Ningwei hurriedly waved her hand and said crampedly, "Sister Ji, don't get me wrong, I originally wanted to send tea, but when Mr. Tao saw it, she said, it's better to send this."

Ji Youyan laughed, should I boast that Tao Xingruo is really a real person? However, her focus was accidentally skewed, and it fell on Ruan Ningwei's closeness to Tao Xingruo.

Curiosity is just around the corner.

Ruan Ningwei didn't notice, and continued: "I heard Mr. Tao say that Sister Ji lives with Mr. Jing, so I have prepared two copies of the same gift. Since Mr. Jing is not here, can I ask Sister Ji to help hand it over?"

Ji Youyan did not refuse. Looking at Ruan Ningwei's kind and deceiving face, she couldn't hold back her curiosity and said hesitantly, "Cough, I... Ning Wei, I have a question for you. If you are inconvenient to answer, you may not answer."

"Have you and Tao always been lovers?" She couldn't believe that Tao Xingruo actually had a partner, and it was Ruan Ningwei. If it's true, how obscure the news of her last life is.

Ruan Ningwei's fair cheeks were dyed a little crimson, she blinked her eyes, and asked slyly, "Sister Ji, then I answered your question, can you also answer me a question?"

Ji Youyan hesitated and did not agree, Ruan Ningwei went straight in: "Sister Ji, have you and Teacher Jing ever been in love before?"

Ji Yuyan looked away, awkwardly not knowing how to answer. Intuitively, she believed that Ruan Ningwei was a trustworthy person, but after all, it also involved Jingxiu's privacy, and she was not sure whether Jingxiu was willing to let Ruan Ningwei know.

But Ji Youyan didn't deny it immediately, it already explained the problem. Ruan Ningwei understandingly did not go into details, and replied to Ji You: "Mr. Tao and I...let's be lovers." There was inexplicable uncertainty in her tone.

She tilted her head and said to ease the atmosphere: "The reason why I ask you this is because I used to be a CP fan of you and Teacher Jing." She touched her ears and confessed in a low voice, "I also cut a lot of you guys. I even wrote a fan novel. But I have always controlled the scale, and I am also very cute, sister Ji, don't be angry. "

Ji Yuyan was stunned.

"Eh?"

The author has something to say: Sister Ji is affectionate: The most romantic thing I can think of is to take good care of yourself with you.

Jingxiu: ... (pulls out his feet and silently increases the temperature of the foot tub)

Sister Ji: Hot hot hot hot! I was wrong. quack quack! ! !

Jingxiu snickered.