"So when you proposed to break up, I had no face to hold back. I found that I seemed to have lost the ability to make you happy."
"I convince myself to let you go, you deserve a better person." Ji Youyan's voice was very calm, the calm that he let go after objectively examining the past.
From the second half of the conversation, Jingxiu's tears of remorse could not stop falling.
She wrongly blamed Ji Youyan for so long and made her feel wronged for so long. She always thought that Ji Youyan's claim that she lost her passport was just an excuse, just to avoid visiting her on the cusp of the storm. She always thought that her parents were peaceful and friendly to Ji Youyan, and accepted Ji Youyan wholeheartedly.
The tears she dripped on the back of Ji Yuyan's hand burned Ji Yuyan's heart. Ji Youyan coaxed her and said, "Don't cry, Axiu, I didn't tell you this to make you sad." These things were over, she didn't want to tell Jingxiu, for fear of affecting Jingxiu and Jing Shurong's mother and daughter relation.
But Jingxiu's breathing became heavier. When she thought of how desperate Ji Youyan left back then, her heart felt like a hole was broken and she couldn't breathe.
Ji Youyan saw the faint bloodshot between her lips and teeth, and her heart was cut like a knife. She kissed Jingxiu's bitten lower lip, "If you have to cry, don't bear it, cry out loud? Am I not someone you can cry with confidence?"
Jingxiu let go of his lips, buried them on her shoulders, and finally sobbed softly.
Ji Yuyan lightly patted her back and comforted her distressedly.
"I'm sorry, I don't know anything." Jingxiu slowed down a bit, his voice rustling.
Ji Youyan rubbed her head lightly and said sincerely: "It's me who should say sorry. You were right before, I didn't tell you anything that made you lose the chance to comfort me. So I'm glad you are braver than me, chose to tell me."
"Axiu, in fact, when you broke up, you hoped that I could stay, change, and become brave, right?"
Jingxiu lowered his head and gave an almost inaudible "um".
Ji Yuyan was heartbroken. In the last life, she realized that it was too late.
"But I am so unbearable, what else is worth your nostalgia? Even enlightened people like your mother don't think highly of me. Have you ever thought that there will be someone more suitable for you than me?"
Jingxiu looked up at her and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't talk about yourself like that. I've never thought about it like that. It doesn't matter what my mother thinks, what matters is what I think. I'll introduce you to them, isn't it? I want you to get their approval, but I hope it can make you get more love and happiness."
Maybe she couldn't meet too amazing people when she was young. She met for the first time at the age of eight and reunited at the age of 21. The love between her and Ji Youyan spanned time and mountains, rivers and oceans, as if it was destined, only once in a lifetime.
Having fallen in love with Ji Youyan like this, who else can get her eyes again
Ji Youyan smiled and said, "Look, you know the truth, so why do you doubt yourself?"
Jingxiu froze.
Ji Youyan wiped away the tears from Jingxiu's eyelashes, and said warmly, "Axiu, I have been reflecting on myself since we broke up, and I have become more and more aware of where I was wrong. I care too much about other people's opinions and forget to listen to your voice. Wrong. Love is irrational, so you can't decide whether it's suitable or not. But if you have to use this to compare, then you must be my best choice."
"Because it is inappropriate only if you don't love. And I can't love anyone except you." Thinking of her previous life, she smiled mournfully: "Axiu, to say something unpleasant, to be able to die in your arms, I'm happier than living alone."
Jingxiu seemed to think of something, and the tears fell like rain in an instant, the pain was unbearable.
She covered Ji Yuyan's mouth and begged her in a broken voice: "Don't say such things... I'm sorry, Yanyan, I'm sorry... "
Ji Youyan didn't understand why she wanted to apologize, so she coaxed her repeatedly: "Okay, I won't say it anymore."
But Jingxiu was so sad that he couldn't help it, sobbing and trembling all over his body.
Ji Youyan was worried that Jingxiu would hurt her body by crying, so she deliberately kissed her ear to tease her and said, "Is it okay not to cry? If you cry again tomorrow, your voice will be hoarse. Friends from the media should think that we have not forgotten to do bad things in the hospital."
Jingxiu shuddered instinctively after being kissed by her, and when she heard what she said again, she wanted to cry and laugh.
"What nonsense." She finally burst into laughter, and slapped Ji Youyan on the thigh in embarrassment.
Ji Youyan smiled lowly, hugged Jingxiu tightly and shook it with pity, "It can be regarded as closing the gate, do you think you are a little crying bag?"
Jingxiu was afraid that Ji Youyan would not be able to control his strength and would lean back and hit the back of his head, so he only leaned halfway into Ji Youyan's arms. Without the sensational atmosphere, she was a little embarrassed and turned her head to sort out her emotions.
Ji Youyan sat up on his knees, and reluctantly reached out to Jingxiu to see her expression. Jingxiu stared at her with red eyes, Ji Youyan stretched out his hand to support the wall, leaned over and kissed Jingxiu's forehead.
Jingxiu's feigned displeasure fell apart in an instant, and his heart was so soft.
"Be careful with your shoulders." She put her hands on Ji Yuyan's waist.
Ji Youyan backed away obediently, slanting towards Jingxiu and posing as a duck sitting. She reached out and took Jingxiu's hand into her arms, looked at Jingxiu and said sincerely: "Axiu, no one can protect another person without leakage, I can't help you, you can't help it, you can change anyone else. There is no way."
Jingxiu's heart gradually settled down in her soft voice.
"Maybe in the eyes of our parents, we will always be children who need to be protected. But in love, we are adults who are independent of each other. Whether it is with you, speaking out, or even going public in the future, everything is actually It has nothing to do with you. It's the choice I made for the life I want to live, and it's only me who should be responsible for it."
"Your willingness to love me and live the life I want to live with me is an added bonus. So promise me, go with me, unless one day you don't love me anymore and you don't want to be with me anymore , otherwise don't be shaken by the words of others again."
Jingxiu was moved. She stared at Ji Youyan, her eyes were like water, she knelt up and leaned close to Ji Youyan, and placed a tender kiss on her thin, articulate lips.
"I promise you." She promised Ji Yuyan: "You also promise me, don't make the same mistake again."
"The way you love me, I only accept you being with me."
Ji Youyan's heart swayed, "Okay." She hooked Jingxiu's neckline, licking her lips, and said, "Axiu, I haven't had time to tell you how charming you were on stage just now, right?"
"How charming?" Jingxiu raised the corner of his lips slightly.
Ji Youyan pressed against the tip of her nose and said, "It's so charming that my mind is full of fantasies. I want to peel off your costumes layer by layer to prove that the goddess really belongs to me."
Jingxiu's ears were hot. She wanted to laugh at Ji Youyan, what else the one-armed man wanted to do, when two women's coughs came from the door: "Yoyan, is it convenient to come in?"
It's Wei Yizhen.
Jingxiu immediately pulled up his clothes and sat upright. Ji Youyan laughed, and also sat back and responded, "Sister Wei, come in."
Wei Yizhen has actually arrived for a while. When she arrived, she saw the ambiguous figures of Jingxiu and Ji Youyan on the bed through the small window on the door of the ward. She thought it was a coincidence that she came, but she waited outside for a while, but did not expect that when she went to investigate again , the two of them are getting more and more exaggerated.
She was afraid that she wouldn't know when she would wait any longer, so she had to bite the bullet and knock on the door.
Jingxiu got out of bed and personally moved the stool from the bottom of the bed to sit on Wei Yizhen, Wei Yizhen was flattered.
She came to discuss the public relations plan with Ji Youyan. She talked to Jiang Chun, and the preliminary plan has been settled.
"The entries on the hot search now are obviously people who want to splash dirty water, want to guide the public to pay attention to Mr. Jing and your emotional life, and even fabricate the identity of the attacker. It is rumored that you have a triangular relationship. Mr. Jing's fans and ourselves The fans here have spontaneously started protesting and clarifying the vague points of the media. They have no ulterior motives. This incident has caused a sensation, and people from many parties are asking us about the truth of the matter. We are angry. So we are going to use our strength to make this incident a benchmark event that supports diversity and opposes prejudice, expands the battle situation, and shifts everyone's attention to the matter of "prejudice will not be removed, harm will not stop", and support for voting."
"Yes." Ji Youyan pondered: "Do you need me to post a Weibo report to be safe, then explain the whole story and bring this topic out?"
This idea coincides with Wei Yizhen: "I think so too. I have already written the manuscript and sent it to you on WeChat, so you can take a look."
Ji Youyan and Jingxiu lowered their heads to read the manuscript, Wei Yizhen hesitated, "I need to confirm with you one thing."
Ji Youyan and Jingxiu looked up at Wei Yizhen at the same time.
"Where will Yu Yan be discharged from the hospital in two days? Go back to your own house, or go to Teacher Jing's house?"
Obviously, the media will be watching them closely these days. There is absolutely no way to hide them when they go to Jingxiu's house, but Ji Youyan is reluctant to go back to his own house.
Jingxiu has been listening quietly, not taking part in the conversation. Seeing that Ji You was embarrassed, she said humbly, "Sister Wei, what do you think is better?"
Wei Yizhen said frankly, "Of course, it's no more troublesome to go back to your house." But she changed the subject and said, "But if you want to be more convenient in the future, it's not that you can't take this opportunity to show it on the bright side. of."
Ji Youyan's eyes lit up, "What do you say?"
"Rather than waiting to be photographed in private and intimate photos later, it is better to take the initiative in our own hands. You can take advantage of the fact that as a victim this time, you can easily be pitied and trusted by the public, and you can freely post on Weibo to show that. I temporarily stayed at Teacher Jing's house. I have an excuse like Teacher Jing's mother to thank you for loving you, and I have to take care of you personally."
"Then it's almost time for the official announcement of Director Gu's film. At this time, you can officially announce that you are starring in the movie, and at the same time lead a topic like 'there is a friendship called Qiao Yue and Shen Yu', which is a side thing that you don't want to believe. The person who has an affair with Mr. Jing is a reason to convince yourself. But in essence, we treat the scandal with a cold state of neither admitting nor denying it."
It is difficult to define the relationship between the same sex. Unless there is a picture such as kissing, it is not a real hammer as long as the two sides do not admit it.
"Of course, there are risks, so in the eyes of some people, you are a transparent cabinet. As long as any link is not controlled well, it may become a real out of the closet."
Being able to cover up relatively less strictly means relatively more free time together, Ji Yuyan was moved.
She asked Jingxiu silently with her eyes, but Jingxiu hesitated: "Is it okay with your parents?" She heard the quarrel in the bathroom that day, in case it was really public...
Ji Youyan said affectionately: "That's my homework and theirs. Leave it to me to solve it. Don't think about it. You only need to think about yourself. Would you like to?"
Jingxiu's eyes twitched as he curved his lips and said solemnly, "I will."
The author has something to say: Wei Yi really regrets not taking Jiang Chun with him: What is this marriage proposal scene? [lemon] [lemon]
Sister Ji: No, how can a marriage proposal be so unromantic
Wei Yizhen: Mr. Jing, you heard me, you can't agree if it's not romantic at that time.
Teacher Jing is duplicitous: Okay, I remember.
Inside: It was romantic enough that she proposed to me.
Jing Shurong, who is far away in France, smiles: arranged clearly and clearly.jpg