My Feelings Can Wait

Chapter 103

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"Yanyan...don't be afraid..." Ji Youyan woke up from Jingxiu's gentle soothing voice. She opened her tears, and for a while she couldn't tell if it was a dream or real.

Jingxiu's concerned face came into her eyes, and the heart-piercing pain swept over in an instant. Ji Youyan reflexively hugged Jingxiu's neck, acting in a hurry and panic, as if he was afraid that he would reach out and hug him. is just an illusion of nothingness.

Jingxiu hurriedly lowered his body and carefully supported her shoulders, lest she would move too hard on the injured area.

"It's just a dream, I've woken up." She only heard Ji Youyan shouting her name all the time, shouting "No", guessing that Ji Youyan should be having a nightmare. "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Ji Youyan's breathing became heavier, tears wet Jingxiu's neck, "This is not a dream now, is it?" She hugged Jingxiu's neck harder and harder.

Jingxiu felt a little uncomfortable under the hoop, and said softly, "Well, this is not a dream. You hug tightly, I can feel the pain."

Ji Youyan reacted to the meaning of Jingxiu's words, and immediately let go of his hand and sat up with his arms up. "Axiu, didn't I hurt you?" There were still tears in her eyes, shining brightly in the darkness.

Jingxiu shook his head and helped her pick up a pillow and put it behind her back, covering her shoulders. Sitting on her side, she wiped Ji Yuyan's tears with her fingertips, and said softly, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Ji Youyan thought of the last woman falling down in the dream, and there was water vapor in his eyes.

She pulled down Jingxiu's slender hand and scrutinized her wrist from the tip of her finger, as if to make sure that there was no bleeding wound on her hand or that terrible bright red.

Jingxiu didn't know why, so let her look at it.

"I dreamed of a woman, I couldn't see what she looked like, but in the dream I seemed to know it was you." She clenched Jingxiu's hand tightly and murmured.

"En." Jingxiu listened intently.

"I saw you on a mountain. It seemed to be either a mountain or a very dark place. You were walking all the time alone." She couldn't remember the specific scene in the dream. She wanted to think about it, but her head was dull for a while. pain.

Jingxiu put his whole body on her, seeing that her expression was not right, he said nervously, "If you feel uncomfortable, don't recall it."

Ji Youyan shook her head and slowed down: "No, it's just that I can't remember something." She thought for a while, and continued: "I saw that there seems to be a wound on your hand, so if there is blood, it will go away. Your hand keeps dripping down, it goes all the way, and it can't be stopped. In my dream, I seem to be calling you all the time, and I always want to make you stop, but I can't call you or catch up with you. , can only watch you go all the way to powerlessness... down..."

At the end, her voice trembled a little and her heart lingered.

As her voice fell, Jingxiu's soft expression instantly became obscure, like stunned, like shocked, and a little bit of scrutiny.

It's the complexity that Ji Youyan can't see through.

"Axiu? What's wrong?" Ji Youyan felt a strange feeling in his heart.

Why does Yanyan know this

Jingxiu stared at Ji Youyan's dazed expression that didn't seem to be fake, calmly suppressed her suspicion, and said slowly, "No, I just imagined the scene."

She paused and asked Ji Yuyan tentatively, "Is there anything else in the dream?"

Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No, I was woken up by fright."

Jingxiu breathed a sigh of relief, went out of bed and poured her a cup of hot water as if nothing had happened, and said gently, "Drink the water to suppress the shock, you should have not recovered from the shock." She stood in the moonlight and smiled, "I It's okay, you're okay, I'm okay."

Ji Youyan held the water glass and looked at Jingxiu's beautiful smile, but once again the worry came to her mind.

"Axiu." After drinking the water, she handed the cup back to Jingxiu, "Auntie told me something today."

"Um?"

"Auntie told me that since last year, you sometimes have severe pain for no reason at night." She stared at Jingxiu without blinking.

Jingxiu's movement of lifting the quilt paused for a moment, and then sat back on the bed without answering.

"That uncomfortable time in Lingzhou was an episode of severe pain, not dysmenorrhea, right?" Ji Youyan's expression was solemn.

Jingxiu sorted out her emotions, looked sideways at her and replied, "I had pain before. But that time dysmenorrhea was dysmenorrhea. Don't listen to my mother, it's fine." Compared with last year's frequency, this year's frequency of attacks Much lower.

Ji Youyan pursed her lips and did not speak, her eyes were obviously unbelieving.

"The medical examinations are all normal." Jingxiu said calmly.

"It's impossible to have unprovoked pain." Such unknown reasons made Ji Youyan feel like an untimely bomb was tied to Jingxiu's body. How could she not be worried

Jingxiu was silent for two seconds, then suddenly replied, "There is a reason."

Ji Yuyan was stunned. Is there a reason why Jing Shurong doesn't know

Jingxiu lowered her eyes and said, "It's a psychological reason." She whispered, "Yanyan, do you know about autonomic disorders?"

Ji Youyan answered "um" with difficulty, her chest blocked and said, "But, will this cause severe pain?" In the last life, she had lived with her own psychological problems for many years, and she also had a little autonomic disorder. There is an inexplicable physical discomfort, but there has been no severe pain.

"There will be."

Ji Youyan was skeptical, but Jingxiu's expression was serious, and Ji Youyan was shaken. There's no reason for Axiu to lie to her, right

Moreover, if it was an autonomic disorder, it would be understandable why Jingxiu didn't tell Jing Shurong the reason—she caused Jingxiu's emotional problems back then.

Ji Youyan's eyes turned red all of a sudden, Jingxiu guessed what she was thinking, and covered her mouth before she apologized: "It's because of my poor psychological quality."

Ji Youyan obviously didn't listen, and his eyes were full of guilt.

Jingxiu bit her lip, moved her hand away and compromised: "Yanyan, even if it has something to do with you, it's a thing of the past. Since you're by my side, I've hardly felt any pain." This is half truth. She faintly felt that Ji Youyan's presence by her side was of great help in relieving the pain.

"Unless you have to leave me one day."

Ji Youyan took a breath and said decisively, "Unless I..." Before she could finish her words, Jingxiu frowned and interrupted, "Don't talk nonsense."

Ji Yuyan's heart was warmed by her nervous look. Ji Youyan changed his mind and said, "There will be no such day."

Jingxiu smiled lightly and said, "So don't worry about this for me anymore."

When Ji Youyan saw Jingxiu's confident appearance, most of his doubts were dispelled. Jingxiu straightened Ji Youyan's pillow and ended the topic by saying, "It's only after four o'clock, can you sleep with me for a while?"

Ji Youyan was worried that it would affect Jingxiu's rest, so he completely suppressed his concerns and lay down obediently.

Jingxiu lay face to face with her, put his hand on Ji Youyan's waist, opened his eyes after Ji Youyan fell asleep again, and stared at Ji Youyan for a long time, his eyes full of affection.

She wondered if Ji Yuyan was the same as her many times, but now it seems that Ji Yuyan is not. That's fine, she doesn't need Ji Yuyan's extra guilt or emotion. So if she could, she hoped Ji Yuyan would never know.

Jingxiu bent her lips in relief, approached Ji Youyan's neck, closed her eyes, and felt sleepy.

The next day Jingxiu deliberately staggered the time with Jing Shurong and went to the theater early. After ten o'clock, Jing Shurong personally went to the hospital to pick up Ji Youyan and be discharged. Ji Youyan posted a Weibo as planned, and the attached picture is a back photo of Jing Shurong helping her organize her luggage and a selfie with her arms hanging.

The text is: "@Jingxiu, my aunt insists on letting me move in with my bag, can I?"

As soon as the Weibo was posted, it caused a thousand waves.

Ji Youyan's fans don't focus on the content, they are all "[cry] [cry] I feel sorry for my sister", "[cry] Yanyan take care of yourself", "Baby get well soon", " Sister is really a kind and stupid girl"... Of course, there are discordant voices, "It's a bit selfish to say it, if I can, I really don't want you to be lying now... Forget it, I don't judge you if you are willing to be so stupid. It's just those black people. Please get out of here and apologize to my sister for hugging her thighs."

Ji Youyan frowned and silently deleted the comment.

She called Wei Yizhen and gave her full authority over the accusation and subsequent fermentation, and especially told Wei Yizhen to try not to let any comments that were bad for Jingxiu get hot comments. Holding Jing Shurong's hand, she generously boarded the car under the guns and short cannons of all the reporters at the entrance of the hospital, and headed to Jingxiu's house.

Although he was a little apprehensive about whether such a bold treatment could achieve satisfactory results, such an upright feeling still made Ji Yuyan feel an unprecedented sense of pleasure.

On the way, she received a message from Ruan Ningwei, saying that she would visit her with Tao Xingruo in two days. At the same time, Ruan Ningwei also sent her many screenshots of Weibo chats.

Ji Youyan recognized two of the IDs and guessed that this group was Jingxiu's "poison" only group.

"I'm autistic.", "[Holding fists]", "Don't be sad, everyone, let's brush up on friendship and long-term control.", "Forget it, it's good that my sister is really happy"...

"Sister Ji is happy to be discharged from the hospital." Ruan Ningwei said with a bad smile.

Ji Yuyan laughed softly. She watched Xiuqiu reluctantly approve her remarks, and felt that she had gained double the happiness.

Jing Shurong glanced at her when she heard the sound, Ji Youyan noticed it, and immediately restrained herself. Although she was recognized by Jing Shurong, she still felt a little restrained when she was alone with Jing Shurong. In the next two days for Jingxiu to perform, she was ready to perform well in front of Jing Shurong.

But unexpectedly, after Jing Shurong sent her home, he cut fruit for her and chatted a little, saying that he was going to prepare lunch for her, then turned around and walked out the door.

"Auntie? Are you... going to buy something?" Ji Youyan said strangely.

Jing Shurong said calmly as she bent over to put on her shoes, "I live upstairs from you." The house that Jingxiu lived in was originally bought by her, and the house upstairs was bought for them by Jingxiu. What is the purpose, it is self-evident.

Ji Yuyan was stunned.

Jing Shurong turned around and said with a half-smile, "Isn't the two-person world bad? Or do you want me to live with you?"

This is a multiple proposition.

Ji Youyan was already happy in her heart, but she tried her best to restrain her smile, and said very sincerely: "It's rare that you are in the country, Auntie, if you want to, of course I hope you can live with us." After speaking, she was a little uneasy. Shu Rong really changed his mind.

Jing Shurong didn't know that she was telling a lie, but it was still useful to hear, and he sneered, but did not expose her. She put on her shoes and opened the door, "Just have dinner together. I'll be down at twelve o'clock. Are you alright to be alone?"

"It's alright, auntie, go ahead." Ji Youyan secretly let out a sigh of relief.

As soon as Jing Shurong left, Ji Youyan couldn't hide his laughter at all, and collapsed on the sofa in unbearable joy.

Mother is relieved!

All the mother-in-law approved!

There is also an upright cohabitation of the two!

She felt that the injury was worth it.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing: Protect my little vest.

Sister Ji: My little vest is well-dressed.

People who eat melons: Yes, yes, after all, you have an unknown number of layers of clothes such as clothes.

ps: In fact, there are a lot of foreshadowings buried in the front. From the first chapter, it is not a sudden change of mind.